"A Sense Of Timing"
By: Lieutenant Saavar, Science
CPO Calyca Boothroyd, Engineering
Location: Arboretum, Deck 8
Stardate: 57908.31, 18h00
***
Caly had chewed on her bottom lip for half the day before finally sending a
message to Lt. Saavar requesting to see him in private on a personal matter
she wished to discuss with him. She'd left the time and place up to him,
only requesting that it was after 1730 hours and preferably 1800hrs if he
wanted her to present herself showered and clean. And so she made her way
to the Arboretum dressed in a clean Class A uniform. She was exactly on
time, if a moment or two early, but didn't see him immediately as she walked
into the holographic open space that surrounded the converted cargo bay.
Saavar was sitting on the small two seat bench in the grove that had been
designed as a greenery retreat. He sat composed, hands in his lap, as he too
wore a Class A uniform. He stared fixedly at a small flower blossom, taking
in its uniqueness from the others surrounding it, and concentrating upon
the passing of time.
It took her a few moments to locate him and she moved quietly to where he
sat, standing "at ease" with her hands clasped behind her back as she waited
for him to acknowledge her, expecting that he was aware of her presence due
to his keen Vulcan senses. She couldn't help studying him much as he was
studying the flower blossom. Had she made a mistake requesting to see him?
She hoped not. For Shiri's sake.
"Yes, Chief Petty Officer Boothroyd," Saavar said without inflection. "What
can I do for you? Please," he waved to the seat. "We are not on duty. Please
sit and speak as you will." His grey eyes were unfathomable, almost blank in
their lack of emotion.
"Thank you, sir," she nodded and smiled and took the offered seat. "You can
use my given name if you'd like, sir," she offered before stating her
business. "I'd like to speak to you about Ensign Lektar, sir. If you're
not opposed, that is. But first... I owe you an apology. I breached
protocol at the party and I shouldn't have. I'm sorry for that. Please
forgive me."
Saavar nodded. "You are forgiven, Calyca, though in honesty there is nothing
to forgive. I was simply putting into practice a methodology of
communications that a great teacher and diplomat Serek showed to me when he
visited this ship. To meet upon the other's terms and not upon my own. What
is it that you wish to discuss about Ensign Lektar?"
"Thank you, sir." Her smile was a bit brighter. "I'm a wee bit worried
about her, sir. Shiri...uh...Ensign Lektar has a tendency to...well...retreat into being a hermit when she's unhappy. And it's easier to keep
that from happening than it is to get her out of it once she's there," she
told him. "So I'm plotting, sir," she admitted freely. "And I'd like your
help."
Saavar nodded again. "Yes," he said simply, a smile playing about his lips.
"Of course."
Caly blinked. That was too easy. Was that too easy? She was sure that was
too easy. She was momentarily struck dumb, but recovered quickly. "Thank
you, sir. I don't think I need to tell you what to do," she grinned. "You
know her bett--" She blinked again as the realization of what she was
saying actually hit her. He did know Shirik better than she did what
with crawling around in her mind and all. She let out a soft laugh at
herself. "You already knew that about her, didn't you, sir?"
"Yes," Saavar nodded. "Unfortunately I acted upon it prematurely. I
regrettably forced her to accompany me to the ship party. I erred. It would
have been better for her to have remained in her quarters for the evening."
"Hmmm..." She frowned a bit at that, not sure she agreed. "Because of the
dance with Commander T'Kal?" she asked.
"Yes, although at the time, it did not seem to me to be an error of judgment
on my part. I failed to adequately assess the emotional repercussions of the
event. She seemed...happy." Saavar shook his head. "Unfortunately her desire
for the Commander was difficult to miss, even for a Vulcan."
"She was happy," Caly smiled. "And now she's embarrassed. She'll get
over the embarrassed part eventually, and remember the happy part," Caly
told him. "And some other gossip will come along that pushes the dance from
the lime light and it'll die a natural death because that's just human
nature. Don't be too hard on yourself, sir." She offered him an
understanding smile. "And don't think too badly of me when I say that Shirik
probably needed something like this to happen, as cruel as that sounds."
"No," he said, nodding. "I understand your perspective and agree. It was
simply unfortunate. I know that she has friends that will not allow her to
wallow in self pity. I certainly will not. We are mate bonded, and I will
not allow her to seclude herself in the way her natural personality demands.
She will find it impossible, for we are bound mentally and my presence is
always with her as it is with me."
"I'm glad," Caly gave him a genuinely pleased smile. "She needs that kind
of...solidity now, whether she realizes it or not. As for myself... I'm
going to be as obnoxiously and stubbornly persistent as I always am," she
laughed softly. "Thank you, sir. For taking the time to speak with me and
for not telling me to mind my own business."
"You are her friend, and right now, this is your business." Saavar smiled in
return. "Thank you for coming to me with your concern. I will certainly
enlist you in any further plotting that I may conduct, so that mistakes will
be minimized in the future. I will consider you a member of the Cabal,
Calyca."
That made her laugh in delighted humor and give him a broad grin. "I'm
honored," she told him truthfully and rose to her feet. "I shouldn't keep
you any longer. It has been a true pleasure to speak with you, sir. I'm
glad Shiri has you in her life, and in her head," she told him.
"I too am pleased..." His eyes were alight with what looked to be merriment.
"I have enjoyed our talk also, though I have no particular place to be for a
while yet. If you wish to remain and enjoy this place with me I would be the
one honored. I cannot say that I have many friends on the Sulu."
Caly cocked her head just a bit to look at him. After a heartbeat or two,
she smiled and retook her seat. "Thank you, sir. I'd like that. Have you
been on the Sulu long?"
"I joined the ship just prior to Risa," he said. His first urge was to give
the exact time and date reference to his arriving aboard, but he'd learned
that that was often construed as arrogant recitation of memory to
non-Vulcans. So he was purposely vague. "We are off duty, Calyca, and like
you I prefer to be addressed by my name when I am with friends."
Caly had expected him to give the exact time and date, and it made her grin
and nearly chuckle when he didn't. "I... Well.." She was a wee bit taken
aback by the request, clearly not expecting it, and certainly not taking the
liberty until requested to do so. "I suppose I could do that, si-- Saavar,"
she tried the name on for size, her voice lending a very soft roll to the
a's.
The Vulcan smiled. It was a genuine show of gratitude. "Good. What
recreational activities are you interested in, Calyca?"
"Hmmm... Good question." She leaned back, relaxing a little. "I like to
climb, I love puzzles, robotics is one of my passions, and I live to take
things apart and put them back together," she answered him, looking towards
his eyes and smiling. "And I study. I love learning new things. What
about you, si-- Saavar," she grinned at her near slip, eyes bright with that
impish glint.
"They are all worthwhile pursuits," he replied. "I too enjoy puzzles, and I
have enjoyed the strenuous exercise of climbing. I walk regularly in the
holodeck and I have an interest in music. It is unfortunate that I cannot
dance though I enjoy the music. I admire your passion for discovery. I too
share it. It is why I am here. Where do you hail from, Calyca?"
She watched him as he listed his interests and it made her smile. "I was
born on Dantrich Orbital Station-12," she told him and promptly added,
"Everyone can dance. It's really nothing more than a moving meditation."
"I have tried without real success," he replied. "I fear that I trod upon
Shirik's toes. Being born on a space station you would be familiar with zero
gravity maneuvers? It is another of my interests. I play Gravball. I find it
strange that I can have the dexterity to play that game, yet still flounder
when it comes to moving with the beat of a song. I play the Vulcan Lyre. Do
you play an instrument?"
"Drums," she answered promptly and with a grin. "And very familiar. Maybe
you should try playing Gravball to music. Have you ever seen any of the old
Terran ballets or musicals? Dancing isn't so much dexterity as it is
rhythm. And the movements start with the hips."
"Do not attempt to teach me," he said with a smile. "I have failed
previously and have no further wish to embarrass myself."
"You realize now that's a challenge," she teased lightly about the
dancing, grinning at him. "And a puzzle. I'm a problem solver, you see." She
was on the verge of gentle laughter now.
"You should attempt to join the Suluists. By the looks of it, there are only
two current members. They do not have a drummer." He ignored her offer of a
challenge. "I do enjoy musicals, and I enjoy watching dance. Perhaps in
the near future we could do so together, with Sorg Jurell and Shirik."
"Watch a musical? Now I would enjoy that." She quirked a brow slightly at
his inclusion of Jurell and couldn't help wondering if he liked musicals. "I
tried to join a band once," she admitted. "I kept getting distracted and
missing rehearsals."
"Then perhaps it would help you focus your concentration. A wandering mind
that is easily distracted never accomplishes much," Saavar replied with a
gently chiding tone. "Have you ever tried meditation? I believe it would
considerably enhance your ability to concentrate and focus."
"Oh, see, that's the problem," she gestured with a graceful hand. "I do
concentrate, and I do focus. Rather intensely and to the point that I
forget everything else," she explained. "And I can't meditate. I'm
slightly hyperactive and I fidget. A lot. And when I do try my mind
starts to wander something fierce until it focuses on some problem I've been
working on, and then my fingers start to itch something terrible to get
their hands on it, and there goes the meditation. Pfft, like that," she
snapped her fingers.
Saavar grinned, nodding. "Then you are incorrect. You do not have a
wandering mind. You are simply temporally challenged. You forget the time.
Your concentration is so focused that it excludes all else, and
meditating on nothing causes you to seek a point of focus. Your itching is
psychosomatic. Your mind is telling your body that it must perform an
action."
Caly's brows shot up. "Temporally challenged?" she asked, trying not to
laugh and then she lowered her voice and shook her head a little. "See, I
always knew I had a defective brain. It just doesn't operate like it
should," she admitted and grinned over at him. "Even now it's jumping
around between several points of focus and trying to latch onto one. But
I have figured out how to fool it," she nodded sagely, still on the verge
of laughter.
"Perhaps you would share your secret?" Saavar cocked his head in interest.
Caly quirked a brow at him, her laughter dying down to a rather inquisitive
grin. "Seriously? Yes, of course..." she shook her head a bit, remembering
she was dealing with a Vulcan and laughing a little at her automatic
questioning. "I shuffle them around," she told him with a smile. "I'm very
visually oriented, you see, and I have them all tucked neatly into niches."
"Multi-tasking has oft been attributed to the female gender," he replied
calmly. "That is no secret."
"Ahhh... I wonder why that is?" she asked curiously. "Can the male gender
do it too?"
"I speak for Vulcans when I say a resounding yes. Regardless of gender. It
is simply a Human truism that females can think of many things and males but
a single one." He smiled to show that he understood the humor in it.
Caly blinked and laughed. "I'm so not commenting on that," she told him
with a grin. "Do you have niches too, Saavar?" she wondered curiously.
He raised an eyebrow in typical Vulcan at that, a gesture that had Caly
grinning. "I have not considered the imagery to which you refer...but in
essence I would say that it is not an inaccurate simile."
"You're not visually orientated then? Do you ever see pictures in your
head?" she asked, her curiousity piqued now and her focus settling on him.
Something that was quite visible in her eyes.
"It would be inaccurate of me to describe my thought processes as visually
oriented, however I too have developed a place for each of the things
which occupies my consciousness. More accurate would be a filing system
where I may open each considered thought rather than be presented with
them all and continually shift focus." He nodded. "There are many
similarities between races on this subject. There are just as many
dissimilarities. It is a primary concern when dealing with matters of
communication, and it is one of my primary roles to determine just how a
species will think about what concerns them. In this way a true
interpretation may be made of their language processes leading to greater
understanding. Indeed this thought process is at the crux of my learning."
Caly listened, enraptured. She took in every word, every inflection, and
every concept as her center of focus honed in fully on him. This was Caly
in full out learning mode and the fingers of her left hand began to move
slightly in the air as she processed what he was saying. "Mine would
complain about not being able to breathe if I shut them up," she commented.
"Do you study everyone's thought processes then? Or just aliens?"
"Everyone," he replied. "In effect, Calyca, I am an alien to you - as you
are an alien to me. The Federation is filled with divergent species.
Humans are still a peculiarity to me. Most emotive species are erratic."
"That's because emotions are a very erratic thing. One of those things
you love to hate," she grinned. "Are Humans harder to study because of
their emotions?"
"Assuredly!" he replied with conviction. "Humans are truly individuals. One
has to study each and every member of your race...it is an endless pursuit
of knowledge. One that is sometimes not very successful."
Caly laughed at that and wagged a finger at him. "But you enjoy it," she
accused teasingly. "Even with all our messy emotions. It must be like
trying to study chaos."
"Chaos Theory is far easier," he smiled. "It is more predictable than a
Human female."
"Oh heck yeah. Even I agree with that," she laughed. "But I'll bet it's
not as much fun."
"Define fun," the Vulcan asked. Then he smiled. "It is purely an emotive
thing."
"Hmmm.... Define fun..." she repeated his question and rubbed her lips with
her fingertips in thought. "No, no, not purely emotive. It has some definite
physiological and psychological advantages. Fun is... Enjoying something so
much that even if it was your job and you had to do it, you'd do it anyway
just because it gave you such pleasure. And you know it does because you
get this feeling that swells up right here--" she pressed her fingers against
her solar plexus.
The Vulcan raised a brow once more. "Yes I can appreciate that," he nodded.
"What is fun for you?"
"My work, what I do. I'd do it whether it was my job or not," she told him
with a grin. "And working on my little projects. Climbing... What about
you? What do you do for fun?"
"My enjoyment derives from similar sources. It seems though we are
dissimilar beings, our methods of extracting personal gratification are very
similar. It is a good basis for a friendship. Perhaps I could accompany you
climbing at some time? I would enjoy that."
"Oh, I'd like that. Shiri hates to climb so I usually go by myself. Usually
in the middle of the night," she confided with a smile. "But I'm flexible."
"Middle of the night?" he asked. "Do you not sleep?"
"Sure. Just not in big chunks of time," she answered. "And not always in
the middle of the night," she admitted.
"I hope not on shift." He sat upright and looked around at the Arboretum.
"I am required to return to the Bridge, Calyca. I have enjoyed our
conversation. Unfortunately time seems to have challenged us." He stood,
straightening his uniform. "I will see you again. Soon."
Caly blinked and looked a bit affronted at his initial comment. "Of course,
sir." She stood and smoothed her own uniform down. "The pleasure has been
mine. Thank you for taking the time to see me."
Saavar seemed to ponder the look upon her face for a moment. Then he said,
"I am still working on timing, Calyca. Perhaps I failed to give the words
their correct inflection to evoke humor? When I said I hope not on shift
it was meant to evoke humor. I had no intention of intimating that you would
actually sleep during a duty shift. I apologise for my error."
Caly studied him, listening to his words, and after a moment, she grinned
and shook her head. "No apology needed, but it is indeed accepted. Perhaps
if you did that thing with your eyebrow" --she motioned towards his brow in a
'up' motion with her index finger-- "and didn't worry so much about
inflection..." she suggested helpfully. "And I will endeavor to remember
that your timing su-- uhh... Needs work... Good evening, Saavar," she
offered, knowing he had to go.
He smiled. "Yes," he agreed. He raised the brow. "It does suck." With a
friendly nod he clasped his hands behind his back and left the engineer to
enjoy the garden. It truly was pleasant.
Caly's laughter followed him along with her. "I was being diplomatic..." and
she did indeed enjoy the garden after he left.