"Pressing Engagement, Part 1"
by Kaysa Zenarr
Moril Astren
Location: New Plouton, Tae'Karada
Date: Niothe 4, 4ABY
***
Quickly planting kisses upon both Shiv and Merrick's cheeks, Kaysa rushed
out of the apartment and into the lift to make her descent towards the
waiting hovercab outside. She wished she could have spent an entire week
staying inside the apartment and reuniting with Shiv, but the matters she
had to attend to were too important to postpone.
As she stepped out onto the street already filling with rainwater, she
realized this was the most dangerous, yet conniving thing she'd ever have to
do. The old Kaysa would have been able to pull it off with little effort
and even less conflicting doubts and emotions; this was the new Kaysa,
though, and this alternate version of herself had regained a conscience and
her rational thinking. This situation, however, called for impulsiveness and
daring, both of which were obstructed by the voices of her inner self, ones
now free from the influence of the demons.
Kaysa stepped into the hovercab as the driver once again blared his horn.
Her clothes had already been soaked through by the rain and as she sat down,
the driver grimaced, most likely at the sight of his seat getting drenched
by her sopping clothes. He impatiently awaited the destination he was to
take her to, and it took a moment for Kaysa to decide between Zale's
Thanatos headquarters, or his office in New Plouton. No matter how far she
had to travel, she'd find who she was looking for. "Yesdol," she said
quickly. "The Estri-Casren Tower."
The driver simply nodded and veered the hovercab out into the busy streets.
She hoped Zale's men didn't mind her coming unannounced, because there was
no way she was going to let them stand in her way, and even if she had to
unleash the bitch upon them, she would get what she wanted.
***
"Estri-Casren Tower, Miss."
Kaysa opened the door and jumped out of the cab before it had completely
come to a stop. The driver was about to shout an angry comment at her when
she popped her head through the open door and hollered, "Wait here. If I'm
not back in ten, take off." She reached into her purse and tossed him a
cred chip, then shut the door and hurried into the building, leaving behind
an annoyed, profaning driver.
As expected, the moment Kaysa stepped out of the elevator on the top floor
of the tower, Zale's guards sprang into action and approached her. Kaysa
didn't let them deter her and simply kept strolling down the corridor,
smiling congenially. "Deez and...oh, I don't recognize you. Are you new?"
The guard had the temerity to look offended. "I was here the last time you
were, Ms. Zenarr," he said. "Name's Aron. I was here when you brought that
other woman in to see Mr. Tregat, her and that little slave man of hers."
He laughed. "It's okay. I know how with all the guards around here, we can
start to look the same." He grinned. "Are you here to see Moril, ma'am?"
Kaysa looked at him suspiciously and slowed her approach. "Hmm...and how
would you know something like that, Aris?"
The guard frowned. "Aron, ma'am," he said. "And, with Mr. Tregat gone,
Moril is the one in charge around here. When you and Mr. Tregat were taken
away together the other day, I figured you coming back now would be to see
the man in charge." He grinned at his own cleverness.
Kaysa smirked at Aron and stopped before him with her arms folded over her
chest. "Well, while you're busy being cunning, Aron, I'll just wander
around the corridors, poking my head into every room until I find Mr. Moril.
Frankly, I'm on a tight schedule and I don't have time to watch you
demonstrate your amazing powers of deduction to me. Now excuse me..." She
smiled smugly at him, then started moving past both the guards.
Aron laughed. "To save you time, Ms. Zenarr, I'd recommend starting with
Mr. Tregat's office. Moril's been running things from there. Go on in,
he's expecting you."
"What?" Kaysa spun around to face Aron. She had the feeling she'd stepped
into a strange dimension where everyone had the uncanny ability to know
precisely what she was thinking. She continued backing her way down the
corridor, smiling warily at the guard. "Expecting me...great. You guys are
very...very organized and... Zale made a good choice in hiring you...Aris."
"Since the incident," Aron said with a grin, "security's been very tight
around here. You were spotted coming into the building and we were alerted
here. And, thank you, ma'am. I always like to think that I'm a good
addition here."
Deez snickered but said nothing.
"It's good to see you again, Ms. Zenarr."
"Really?" Kaysa eyed Aron skeptically, then laughed softly and shook her
head. "Does Zale pay you to kiss his associates' asses too?" Still
laughing quietly to herself, Kaysa covered the rest of the distance to the
doors of Zale's office and with a final look at Aron, she pushed her way
through. Moril was seated in Zale's chair - well, the one she liked to
think of as her own - and was already looking up at her by the time she
entered. "Moril... Hi...I guess."
Moril managed a smile for Kaysa. "Hi is appropriate still," he said. "I
think. Zale told me about what happened." He stood and moved around the
desk to her. "How are you doing? Can I get you anything?"
"Oh, nothing, thanks." Kaysa turned to the door and closed it behind her.
For a moment, she questioned whether Moril was really to be trusted, but
with the short amount of time she had and the limited resources, she knew
there was no other choice. "Moril," she said as she faced him again. "We
have to get Zale out...now. He's not exactly the most liked person in that
prison and I really don't like thinking about him in there anymore. You're
the best man he's got, Moril. Will you help me?"
Kaysa sighed and before Moril could answer, she paced quickly over to Zale's
desk and sat heavily into his chair. "I know you probably don't like me
very much, Moril, and after everything I've done, I don't blame you. But
you have to believe me when I say I really do wanna get Zale out of there
just to get him out of there, and not for any selfish reasons of my own.
Now, I've got most of my plan worked out, but I need you for the rest of it.
I can't do this alone." Kaysa sighed deeply, and finally managed to look
Moril straight in the eyes. "Will you help me? Please."
Moril tried to mask his smile behind a hand rubbing across the scars on his
cheeks. Finally he nodded. "I'll do whatever I can to help you," he said.
"Zale contacted me last night after you were released from the prison. He
said that Roba tried to get at him again, but he turned away the attack. I
agree that Zale needs to be released and as soon as possible." He moved to
one of the chairs in front of Zale's desk and sat. "You said you have a plan?"
Kaysa's relief was overshadowed by a renewed concern for Zale. At least if
she were in prison still, she could keep Roba occupied and Zale safe. But
soon, she would make everything right again...or make things worse than they
were before. She leaned forward towards Moril and said simply, "Vrax. He's
the first step. Find him and Zale will be free. Can you find him?"
Moril smiled an enigmatic smile. "I think I can," he said. "I take it you
want to talk to him? Are you up for a trip to the desert again so soon
after leaving?"
"The desert? What for?"
Moril's smile broadened. "We picked Vrax up late yesterday afternoon," he
said. "We raided another of those moon bases, and he was amongst the
prisoners we took. Would you believe he's claiming to be a general?
Anyway, we're holding him at the Thanatos facility since we have better
prisoner detention areas there. And, it keeps him a little further out of
the way. We've been questioning him off and on since we grabbed him, but
he's still given us no information on Maeren."
Kaysa grimaced and slowly sat back in her chair, getting as far from Moril
as she could. "About Maeren," she said slowly. "Well, Vrax can't tell you
anything about her whereabouts because...well...she's kind of at home...in
my bed right now." She laughed nervously and furtively slid Zale's chair
back away from the desk in case Moril decided to pounce. "I...I made a deal
with...Vrax's employer and..." Kaysa sighed and looked away. "I'm sorry I
couldn't get Zale out then, but we will now." She gazed back at Moril with
a sigh. "I'll tell you everything, Moril, I will. Just...let me talk to
Vrax. We need him to confess to the murder - Rennor's murder. He's the only
one who can get Zale out of this."
Moril grinned. "I can have an airspeeder ready for us in about fifteen
minutes," he said. "Zale mentioned that you'd been given a deal to get out
of there. I don't think he would have expected the deal would be Shiv." He
stood and slowly approached Kaysa. "You did the right thing, getting out of
there. Especially to save Shiv from her captor. I know that if it had been
any other deal, you would have stayed in the prison with Zale; but since it
was Shiv, you couldn't reject it and leave her in that torment. I would
have done the same thing if I were in your place, and I have a feeling Zale
would too. Though, I have a feeling he'd have a more difficult time leaving
you behind."
Kaysa smiled at Moril and stood to face him with an inquisitive gaze.
"So...you've noticed that I'm not just one of Zale's flings? You're either
very perceptive, or Zale confides in you...or both." She laughed softly and
finally came to the conclusion that she trusted him more than she trusted
herself. It was in his smile and the fact that Zale trusted him enough to
run Antorial Industries while he was in prison. "Moril?" Kaysa asked with a
grin. "There's more to the story than I've just told you. On our way to
Thanatos, how about I tell you everything?"
Moril nodded. "I'll have the speeder ready," he said. "While we wait, I've
got some fresh kaffe going if you'd like." As he sent the request for the
speeder, he glanced up at her. "And, I knew you were more than a fling from
the beginning. The way you two looked at each other said there was
something more than just flings. And, there was the whole situation where
he kept wanting to see you." He smiled and moved to the kaffe machine.
Intrigued by Moril's observations, Kaysa followed him to the machine and
prodded him for more information. "So...from the very beginning you could
tell there was something more between us. Did he...did he say anything
about me? I mean...what did he tell you about me?"
Moril laughed softly. "He swore me to an oath of secrecy," he said, and
then glanced sideways at Kaysa. "He said there was a spark when he was with
you, and that no other woman made him feel as alive as he did when he was
around you. He also mentioned that no other woman frustrated him like you
did." Moril laughed as he poured out two cups of the kaffe. "Very few
women are able to frustrate Zale Tregat and still keep his interest. Not
many women are able to keep his interest at all."
Kaysa grinned at all the praise she was receiving, and even in hearing
Zale's criticism of her, she found herself flattered. "You and Zale talk
about me, then? Moril...how long have you been working for him? I mean,
Zale doesn't trust many people and he obviously trusts you, which means
you've either saved his life numerous times, or you're sleeping with him too."
Moril handed one of the cups to Kaysa and took one for himself. "I've
worked for him for about five years now, and in that time I've made myself
valuable to him. He and I aren't sleeping together, but we have become
friends in the time we've known each other. I help keep his businesses
running smoothly, and coordinate between them. I guess I haven't saved his
life in the conventional sense, but I have helped with business matters that
would have meant certain death. I believe in Antorial Industries, and in
Zale, and will remain loyal to him until I die, and he knows that."
"Well...I'm not so sure he trusts me entirely yet, especially not after
everything. But, you don't exactly need to trust someone to feel for them."
Kaysa cradled the warm mug of kaffe in her hands and watched the steam
gently rising. It swirled gracefully, then dissipated in the air, giving
Kaysa time to collect her thoughts. "Moril...if Zale trusts you, so do I.
So, before we proceed, I need to tell you something. Not even Zale knows
this, and I'm telling you now because it's something you need to know before
we carry out the second phase of our plan...not that we've completed the
first yet, but arrangements need to be made in advance for the second part."
Moril nodded slowly. "Did you want to have a seat again to talk about it,"
he asked, indicating Zale's chair. He suddenly had another question he
wanted to ask, but he decided to hold off until later.
"No need to sit, even though this news may be a bit shocking..." Kaysa
stepped closer to Moril so she wouldn't have to raise her voice, thereby
eliminating any risk of being overheard. She leaned in towards him and kept
her eyes focused on his as she said, "It's funny, you know... When Dargus
Kandran died, they never did find his burned body. Everyone just assumed he
was dead." Kaysa smiled at him conspiratorially and added, "It would be
quite convenient for him, if he really weren't dead, don't you think? I
mean, he can secretly rebuild without anyone suspecting anything
because...well...he is dead, after all. No one would target his operations
because they no longer exist and it'd be insane to focus your efforts on
destroying an enemy who's at the bottom of the Tarkayze Sea" Kaysa laughed
efficaciously and shrugged her shoulders. "But what am I saying... Dargus
Kandran's dead...right?"
Moril raised an eyebrow. "Then he's not dead," he said. "Or else you
wouldn't be mentioning him. What happened to you and Zale, and Shiv, Dargus
Kandran--who's not as dead as we've been led to believe--is behind. I won't
even bother to try to piece together how he could have survived. But, if he
lives he constitutes a much bigger threat, especially now. So, he does live
and you've see him?"
"Who do you think handed me my freedom and Shiv, Moril? Well...not without
a little something in exchange." Kaysa stood back and sighed. "Now that
I'm clear of the murder, I'm partial owner of the spaceport. I don't think
you need to guess who the other owner is."
Moril nodded. His mind raced as he tried to search out the more malicious
reasons for desired ownership of the spaceport, and they all sent a chill
straight to his bones. "So Kandran owns part of the spaceport now. He
wanted the spaceport, told you that he'd turn in evidence that proved your
innocence. When you said no, he played Shiv. Deal, and he'd give you Shiv
back too. He needs it for something, and it probably has to do with his
return to power. Trying to figure that one out, I'm out of my league. We
have to get Zale out and fast. With Zale out of the way, it'd be too easy
for a man like Kandran to topple us."
"See, Moril," Kaysa said with a grin, "the spaceport is the focus of the
next phase in my plan. I haven't exactly thought about the repercussions of
what I'm going to do, but I know that I can't let Dargus have that much
power. We need to balance the scales again, and I need Zale out of prison
before we can do that."
"And, you think Vrax is the key to getting him out," Moril said. "Are you
certain he's the one responsible for Rennor's murder? If he is, I'm certain
we can get a confession out of him."
Kaysa expression became grave and she nodded her head slowly. "He's the
one, Moril. I've no doubts about that. He was playing me from the very
beginning." She laughed morosely and put down her cup of kaffe before she
was tempted to hurl it against the wall. "I thought I had him wrapped
around my finger, meanwhile he was manipulating me the entire time. He's
the one who encouraged me to pursue Rennor when I wanted to scrap the entire
plan. He used my weakness against me... He used Keeve..." Kaysa's entire
face sank and she felt her blood turn cold. "Oh gods," she whispered.
"That bastard... My son...he was never dying. He just used it as a way to
refocus me so I could continue carrying out the scheme. And now...now he'll
use my son against me again to save his ass." She looked up at Moril while
trying to hide her fears and the sudden panic that struck her. "He'd hand
over my son to Dargus... He'd do it, Moril. I...I need to protect him.
How am I going to protect him from here?!"
"I can send a ship with a few people that I trust," Moril said. "They can
watch him or bring him here for you. In either case, they'll keep him safe
from anything Vrax could do. And, just so you know, I don't trust anyone
that Zale wouldn't trust."
"And I trust you, Moril. But...bring my son here? What about my parents?
They...they'd have to know that I'm taking him from them." Kaysa gasped
quietly and leaned against the table behind her for support. "I haven't
seen him for ten years...I've no right to take him from them... But I
just...I would never stop worrying about him if he weren't here. My
parents...I'd make them come too, but they'd never leave."
Kaysa closed her eyes and prepared herself for what she was about to do.
"Bring him here, Moril," she whispered. "Bring my son to me, and make sure
my parents have all the protection they need. Oh gods..." She turned
around quickly and rested her hands firmly upon the table. She hung her
head low and took in deep lungfuls of air to replace the sudden
breathlessness that afflicted her. "We have to do this and do this now,
Moril. I might lose my nerve if we wait any longer, and then we'll never be
able to stop Dargus."
"I'll send a ship immediately with some of our best people," he said. "I'll
just need some information so they can find him. If you'd like, we can also
record a message for your parents. But we can do this quickly."
Kaysa looked back at Moril with a gentle smile and said softly, "Now I know
why Zale keeps you around. You're a good man, Moril. You're good for Zale.
I only hope I can be as well." She sighed deeply and straightened up. Moril
was given all the details he needed to locate her family on Bespin, and as
she spoke, she felt a renewed resolve, one she'd need to send a message to
her parents telling them she was taking away the child they'd raised for ten
years. She couldn't help feeling cold and heartless, but if anything, she
was being responsible for the first time in her life, and doing what she
needed to do to protect those she loved. "Tell your men to start moving.
I'll record the message while they're preparing."
"Good," Moril said, and moved behind the desk to notify a team to be ready
to head to Bespin. It wouldn't take long for them to get under way, and
would be nearly six days travel. He truly hoped he could be there when
Kaysa was reunited with her son. He looked up once confirmation was made
that preparations were under way. "It's done," he said. "They'll be
leaving within the hour."
"So I have an hour to gather the nerve to break the news to my parents."
Kaysa smiled wanly at Moril and nudged her head towards the door. "Let's go
do this. While we're on our way to Thanatos, I'll tell you why you're going
to be seeing me around here a lot more than you do now." She laughed
gently. "It's okay. You can groan and gripe as much as you want. I don't
mind."
Moril laughed. "Well, as long as you'll be wearing something other than
those equadi, I'll be able to concentrate enough to get my work done. And,
I can delay the departure as long as you'd like, but it'd be best to get the
team out of here soon so they can protect your son if anything should happen."
"Right. Let's head to the speeder and I can record the message there."
Kaysa and Moril headed quickly out of Zale's office, and despite the gravity
of the situation, she couldn't stop smirking at him. "So...I looked good in
an equadi?" Kaysa emitted a short, throaty laugh and linked her arm with
Moril's. "I didn't even know you were looking. I would have thought your
eyes were on Shiv the entire time."
Moril found himself blushing under Kaysa's scrutinizing gaze. "Well, it's
very difficult not to notice both of you together. And, you did look
amazing in the equadi." He glanced at her and laughed. "So, how is Shiv?"
"Well...as lively as ever. She's getting used to the splendours of being
with her two lovers again, except..." Kaysa sighed and looked down the
corridor somberly. "She has nightmares. That bastard Kandran... He
branded her like she was a nerf. He drugged her and...he just used her like
an animal. I...I don't know how long it's going to take for me to help her
through that, and no matter how happy she looks, I know it's just welling up
inside of her and at any time, she could just explode. My girl... I should
have done more to protect her... I should have..." She shook her head
slowly and forced back the bitter sobs of regret. "We'll make him pay
though. I'll teach him never to mess with me or her again."
It was difficult for Moril to listen to Kaysa's telling of how Shiv was
treated without letting the emotions bleed through. How could anyone treat
another person that poorly? Zale may have been a crimelord, but he didn't
use people like herd animals or sex slaves. He could be ruthless, but at
least people enjoyed basic rights when dealing with him. "We'll make him
pay," he said in a tight voice. "He won't get away from something like
that." After a moment, he took a breath and let it out. "Well, at least
she has you and Merrick. That will probably help her through things more
than anything else."
She glanced sideways at Moril and smiled. "You really like her, don't you?
Well, I mean, how can anyone not like her? She's Shiv!" She laughed as
they headed into the lift and Moril entered a series of numbers onto the
access panel embedded into the wall. "I'll bring her by one day," Kaysa
said absently, paying more attention to what Moril was doing than what she
was actually saying. As the elevator began rocketing upwards, Kaysa looked
around in confusion and asked, "Wait...where are we going? I thought this
was the top floor."
"It is and it isn't," Moril said with a smile. "We have an airspeeder pad
on the roof. It makes it easier to get to Thanatos if we go by air. And,
the roof is closer than the garages below the building. That and personally
I feel sorry for anyone trying to pilot any kind of ground vehicle in this
city."
"Tell me about it. It took me almost an hour to get here through the
traffic today." Kaysa couldn't help but smile at Moril, and through it, she
conveyed astonishment at how truly honourable a man he was. He was a man of
integrity, and she reminded herself to pester Zale about giving him a huge
raise. Without hesitation, Kaysa leaned over and lightly kissed Moril upon
the cheek. "Thanks...for everything you're doing and are about to do for
me...and for Zale. And I'm sure when Shiv sees you, she'll want to give you
a huge kiss too."
Moril felt his face redden again. "Thank you," he said. "I'm...I'm just
doing what I can for people I care about. I just wish I could do more." He
glanced at Kaysa and then laughed. "Just don't tell Shiv that I'm looking
forward to that kiss."
"Don't worry...you can trust me, Moril. As much as I have done that hasn't
been exactly respectable, I'd like to think I've changed enough to gain the
trust of an honourable man like yourself." Kaysa smiled as the lift came to
a stop. "I also like to think that Zale trusts me, but I'm not sure if he
does. I hope to give him a reason to today."
Moril smiled as they reached the roof speeder hangar. As they started out
toward the waiting speeder, he leaned close to Kaysa. "I think he trusts
you," he said. "At times he thinks he's crazy, but he can't help himself."
"Yeah, well I think I'm responsible for driving him crazy most of the time,
but I'm making an honest effort towards being a little less neurotic. It's
necessary if the next part of my plan is to run smoothly in the long run."
Kaysa smiled, catching the look of intrigue in Moril's half-smile. "Don't
worry...you'll learn soon enough what I have in mind. First, I think we
should get to Vrax. Getting Zale out is our first priority."
"First priority," Moril said as he opened the hatch for Kaysa to get in. "I
just hope we can get what we need from Vrax. He's been somewhat defiant as
we've questioned him. I was just about to order more...convincing measures
taken to loosen his tongue. Though, I'd hate to have to use bacta on that
beast, especially with the things he said about Shiv."
"He's not her biggest fan. In fact, I think he's about the only other
person on this planet who hates her...well the only one now. Rennor's dead,
after all." Kaysa moved into the speeder and Moril secured the hatch for
her. He then moved around to the other side of the speeder to slip inside
himself. Once he settled into place, Kaysa smiled at him allusively. "And
don't worry. I have my ways of getting information from Vrax. He'll give
us what we need...eventually."
Moril laughed. "I won't ask about your methods," he said. "As long as they
work, that's good enough for me." He activated the controls and took the
speeder out into the New Plouton sky. As he angled the speeder toward
Thanatos, he glanced at her. "We'll get Zale back, and then we'll make
Kandran pay."
Kaysa sighed. "Definitely. I only hope I don't end up starting a war in
the process." She laughed dryly and glanced at Moril. "Zale will kill me
if I do...and I wouldn't blame him if he dumped me too."
Moril laughed. "I wouldn't count on that," he said. "Sometimes wars can be
good for business, especially in the current environment. Besides, he was
already planning on going to war with the Empire. Taking it to another
crimelord or the rest of the crimelords is really no different. I think
whatever comes out of this, Zale will support. Though, he may want to have
a private meeting with you to either thank or chastise you."
She grinned at Moril knowingly. "Both of which will have the same outcome,
I'm sure." She stared pensively out the canopy of the speeder, deliberating
mentally upon the next step in her scheme against Dargus. She needed Zale's
cooperation, and as stubborn as he was, he'd demand to know what the
underlying plan was, which was something she couldn't divulge to him until
the deed had been fully undertaken. She could, however, tell Moril
everything. "Do you think you could make some preparations for me, Moril? I
want everything to be ready for when Zale's freed. This must be done as
soon as possible before Dargus has a chance to firmly plant himself into New
Plouton."
Moril nodded. "Anything you need, just name it. I have full authority to
use any Antorial resources. Now, what do you need me to do?"
Kaysa leaned over towards Moril with a gleam of mischief in her eyes and a
sly grin upon her face. She may have given up her ruthless ways, but she
could not deny that she enjoyed a good, underhanded plot. Flying over the
hot sands of Thanatos, Kaysa indulged Moril in the intricacies of her plan,
hoping Zale would be as impressed by it as Moril appeared to be.
Unfortunately, Zale wasn't so easily convinced, but despite how stubborn he
was, Kaysa knew she was more so and would have his cooperation whether he
gave it freely or not.
"Pressing Engagement, Part 2"
by Kaysa Zenarr
Moril Astren
Zale Tregat
Vrax Draydge [NPC]
Location: New Plouton, Tae'Karada
Date: Niothe 4, 4ABY
***
Moril led the way from the speeder pad. "Vrax is this way," he said. "We've
been keeping him in one of the subterranean cells. It keeps him out of
trouble. We caught him trying to escape earlier in the day. He was trying
to dismantle his bed. So, we removed everything from his cell before he
could do serious damage."
"He's persistent, just how I taught him to be. But I'm worse and I won't
let him rest until he tells us what we need to know." They stepped through
the doors of the guarded lift and started their descent. The deeper into
the structure they moved, the more pressure weighed upon her ears. She
swallowed hard to relieve the pressure, until she decided it was more useful
to acclimatize to the situation instead of fighting it. "I'll want to be
alone with him, though," she said after a moment's silence. "I'll get more
from him if it's just the two of us."
"I understand," Moril said. "I'll have guards waiting just in case. And,
I'll be nearby. If you need our assistance, just let us know. We'll make
sure you've got a comlink before you go in." He typed a code into the
control interface to allow them access to the lower levels of the complex.
"I'm sure he'll be happy to see you."
A dry laugh filled the lift, one louder than Kaysa had intended to emit.
"He'll be ecstatic, especially when I fire him again. I think, however,
I'll try a different approach in getting information from him." Kaysa
looked down at the pants and conservative shirt she'd chosen and grimaced.
"I guess I should have worn something shorter..."
Moril took a look at Kaysa's clothing and raised an eyebrow. "We might be
able to find something around here if you'd like something a little
more...enticing. We have a fairly large supply of clothing for our
infiltration work. You'd be surprised at how skimpy a woman's attire needs
to be to infiltrate most Tae'Karadan organizations. We can make a slight
detour if you'd like."
"Infiltration work...sure." Kaysa laughed and shook her head. "I knew Zale
was trying on my clothing when I wasn't home." She looked up at Moril and
said, "I think I've got enough sexual magnetism to sway him...I hope."
Moril looked at Kaysa for a moment, raised an eyebrow and then grinned. "Yes
you do," he said. "Vrax doesn't stand a chance."
The lift slowed to a stop and the door slid open. Moril led the way down
the corridor, using his own credentials to get Kaysa through the
checkpoints. It was obvious that even if Vrax could manage to escape from
his cell, he wouldn't get far.
"Do you want to see him in a private room, or in his cell?"
"Private room...preferably one with a bed." If Moril hadn't known what she
had in mind before, Kaysa figured he'd have some clue by now. "Show me to
the room and send him in after. I'll be ready for him."
Moril nodded and then quickly gave instructions to one of the guards. Once
the man nodded his understanding, Moril motioned for Kaysa to follow him and
then led the way down the corridor toward a room. It was comfortably
furnished, and included the bed as Kaysa requested. "We'll be nearby if you
need us." He pulled a comlink from his belt and handed it to her. "If you
need anything at all, don't hesitate to use that. We'll have stunners
ready, just in case."
"Good idea." Kaysa weighed the comlink in her hand and smiled tightly at
Moril. "Make sure you record everything. This is our only chance and I
don't want anything to go wrong." Letting out a deep breath of air, Kaysa
gave a nod to Moril then moved farther into the room. "Good luck, Moril,"
she said with a glance back in his direction.
Moril smiled. "I think you'll need more luck than me," he said. "We'll be
close, Kaysa. And, we'll make sure we even get the sound of his sweat
dripping down his forehead when you really lay it on him. I'll have him in
here in another couple minutes." And, then he was gone.
Kaysa watched as the door slid closed and trapped her in with her thoughts
and doubts. Vrax wouldn't fall for it, especially not after their last
encounter, and especially not with the knowledge that Kaysa was repulsed by
him. She looked towards the bed and feared she really would have to use it
to accomplish her first task: freeing Zale.
With a roiling nausea rising inside her, Kaysa moved towards the bed and sat
down upon it. The sound of it creaking beneath her weight made her shudder
and brought up far too disturbing thoughts about what she might have to
force herself to do. It would be no different from what Roba attempted to
do to her, and even though she would be giving herself somewhat freely this
time, she knew it would make her feel just as disgusting.
Sounds of footsteps approaching the door made Kaysa stiffen and set her
heart racing. Vrax despised her now, thought her weak, and the fact that he
wasn't stupid either made her task more difficult. He would see through her
scheme, but that wouldn't stop him from living the dream he'd had since he
first met her. The sad irony was that it was Kaysa's worst nightmare, and
she herself was making it realized.
The door slid slowly open, and then after a long pause, Vrax stepped
through. His eyes were dark pits as he looked around the room. Finally,
his eyes settled on Kaysa. He stepped into the room and stopped briefly
while the door banged closed behind him. Once he was alone in the room with
Kaysa, his mouth twisted from a scowl into a vicious smile. "Hi there,
Kaysa," he said. "I see you're looking well. It's amazing what a trip to a
prison will do for your figure. Though, I must say that slavery did wonders
for your girl's figure. And, let me tell you, she can scream. A beautiful
sound. So, what'd you want to talk to me about?"
A moment of hesitation and uncertainty incapacitated Kaysa, then the fury
within her that had been ignited by Vrax's taunts about Shiv brought her
mind to focus on what she was to do. She'd played this part before, had
lived it for almost ten years; she'd mastered the role of the manipulative,
conniving bitch and Vrax would witness first hand how good she really was at
it. She glanced at the sealed door behind them, then slowly shifted her
gaze back to Vrax while a malignant smile curled her lips. "So...you made
her scream like I asked you to after all." With a sigh, she rose from the
bed and languorously approached him. "A shame... I really wanted to hear
that bitch scream."
Vrax raised an eyebrow. "You've got a musician boyfriend, Kayse," he said.
"I figure he would have taught you by now that you stick to one tune per
song." Vrax looked at the bed, and then over to Kaysa. "Dargus has really
been giving her the works, especially when he gives her to me and my boys.
Did you know he branded her? Just like the nerf she is. Basically, he
said, 'She's mine.' Oh and you can see it in her eyes too. She's
completely his slave. She loves it, thrives on it. Doesn't even flinch
when he tells her to spread her legs for visiting guests. I wonder who
Dargus will have her doing tonight. Could be one of the Hutts. I hear they
like young human girls."
Kaysa stopped and feigned a stunned look as she said, "Wait... Dargus
didn't tell you? I don't know why he would keep something like that from
you... I guess you really can't trust anyone nowadays. A pity."
With narrowed eyes, Vrax stepped closer. "Told me what? I know he and his
new girlfriend took a trip to the planet, but he left me to keep things in
order. It's just that Zale got it in his head to get Shiv back. Too bad
Dargus took her with him. His people are turning the base upside down, but
they're not going to find a single pretty blonde hair. Too bad."
"They won't find her because she's not there, Vrax." The mixture of rage
and surprise in Vrax's eyes sent Kaysa laughing and once again, she
approached him. "You should choose your employers a little more carefully,
Vrax. Dargus went behind your back and handed that little slut over to me
in exchange for a little piece of property." She stood before him with the
same mischievous grin on her face and gave a low, resonant laugh. "You did
all that work... You murdered Rennor, handed Shiv over to him, and what you
get is betrayal? Vrax...I thought you were much smarter than that. I
taught you everything I know, and you go and get yourself duped by Dargus
Kandran? I imagine that's gotta sting a little."
Vrax was silent for a long moment, his eyes the only indication of the
seething rage within. "I handed the bitch to him gift-wrapped," he spat.
"How dare he use her as a deal! The little whore was for morale. Where the
fuck else am I gonna find a bitch who'll take three guys at once? I'll kill
him. I'll take that smug, arrogance... I don't care how much power and
influence he has, I'll take Kandran and...skull fuck him!"
Kaysa pressed her finger to Vrax's lips and hushed him with soothing
susurrations. "Listen to me, Vrax. We can do this. We can do this
together. I don't like Kandran any more than you do, and now that he's got
something I worked so hard for-- we worked so hard for, I need your help in
getting it back." Her free hand went to Vrax's chest and she gently
clutched the fabric of his shirt. With a smile, she pulled him along
towards the bed and continued speaking to him in soft tones. "Now that Shiv
is back, I'm right where I started. Merrick's with her right now fucking
her brains out, and without me. Do you know how that makes me feel? Do you
know what it's like to watch as the person you love is with another -
someone who isn't you?" Kaysa sat down upon the bed, and gazed up at Vrax
with an alluring smile. "Do you know what that's like, Vrax? Do you?"
With hard eyes, Vrax nodded. "Every time I watch one of my recordings of
you," he said. "I know exactly what it feels like, Kaysa." He lowered
himself to the bed next to her. "You know I've always loved you, Kayse.
And, you always push me away. You won't even let me touch you. Hell yes, I
know what it's like to watch someone you love fucking someone not you."
"But you know why I do it, don't you Vrax? You know why I push you away?"
Kaysa shifted closer to him and forcing back the disgust she was feeling,
she brushed her lips against his ear and whispered, "It's because we're so
alike. I know how you think because it's precisely how I think. You scare
me, Vrax, just like I scare myself. That's why I can't be with you...even
if I wanted to."
Vrax smiled and then moved his lips next to her ear. "You forgot one
thing," he whispered. "I disgust you. You find me thoroughly repulsive,
and are probably ready to empty your stomach onto the bed right now just
being this close to me." He looked up at her. "Have you ever loved someone
so much you hated them, Kaysa? Do you know what that's like? I know you
could never love me, Kaysa, but you feel less for me than half the guys I've
watched you fuck."
Kaysa pulled back and glared at Vrax. "I don't have to feel anything for
you to know that we make a good team...we always did! You're a worthy
adversary and I can't afford to have you opposing me anymore." She placed
her hands firmly upon his chest and let her face linger near his. "I need
you, Vrax. I need you on my side again. I mean, look at all you've done
without me, on your own. Rennor's murder, framing Zale and I... If you and
I worked as a team again, think of what we could accomplish. We could be
running New Plouton in a month. Together, Vrax, you and me... Together we
could be unstoppable."
"Especially since all that money that was Rennor's will now be yours. Did
you know he was drafting up a new copy of his Will? You wouldn't have seen
a single credit if he'd made that thing official."
"So you saved me from that by killing him?" Kaysa laughed softly and
trailed her fingers lightly upon his cheek and lips. "You did me a favour
then, and I show my gratitude by firing you. I didn't realize how lucky I
was to have you by my side, Vrax. I do now. You murdered Rennor and got
him off my back. I owe you everything for that."
"Well, now you know," Vrax said. "Actually, I didn't kill him because he
was going to cut you out of his Will. He was a prick and deserved it. That
and he wouldn't give the money I wanted to keep quiet about his slut fiancée
who was sleeping with half the city. I didn't go there with the intention
to kill him, it just sort of happened. Fortunately, I do quick work."
"You just didn't plan for Zale and I getting arrested for it. The least you
could have done was help me clear my name, Vrax. I mean...I thought you
loved me. Was it because I wouldn't give you Shiv? Hmm?" Kaysa let her
hand glide lightly along his chest and casually let it fall into his lap.
"You do know why I kept her around, don't you? It was because I wanted to
break her myself. I wanted to tear the little bitch's hair out with my bare
hands. Now...I want you to help me do it. You murdered Rennor and got away
with it. Now I want you to help me do the same with her." Despite the
revulsion she felt, Kaysa began kneading Vrax's groin, and making him that
much more pliable while she manipulated him for information. "Will you help
me, Vrax? Your hands are already stained with blood... A bit more isn't
going to taint your soul anymore than it already is. What do you say?"
Vrax moaned softly. "Keep that up and I'll do anything you ask," he said.
"I'll help you do anything you want to the little slut. After you fired me,
I didn't really feel all that generous so I let you fall. If it's any
consolation, it hurt like hell to see you suffering. I was the one who
talked Dargus into making the deal to get you out."
"I thank you for that. You've always been very persuasive and conniving,
Vrax. I mean, you convinced me my little boy was dying so I wouldn't trash
the Rennor idea, didn't you?" Kaysa hastened her hand's movements, even
though the more she pleasured him, the more sickened she felt. "You fooled
me, Vrax, then you went behind my back and planted recorders in my room. I
know it was you; don't deny it. Tell me, Vrax, how many times have you been
in my apartment? How many times have you sat by my bed, watching me sleep,
wanting to slip under the covers with me and just hold me? You still want
that, don't you? You still want me enough to do anything for me."
"Anything," Vrax rasped. "I wanted to, Kaysa. I never did though. I
didn't want it like that. I couldn't like that. I'd do anything, Kaysa.
Just name it."
"There's my quandary now, Vrax. I mean you've already given me
everything...most of which I never wanted in the first place." His body
tensed as her cryptic words roused his suspicions and made him wary now.
He'd worked with her long enough to know her quickly shifting moods and that
she spared no one a taste of her deviousness. Her hand slowed its
movements, but the smile on her face never waned. "You're curious," she
whispered. "I can tell. But curious you shall be, no more."
A derisive laugh pierced through the thick tension in the air and before she
could bring Vrax to the climax he'd yearned for for so long, she slipped her
hand away and rose from the bed. "You fool...have I taught you nothing?
You called me weak...but your love for me is a weakness just the same. You
committed the perfect crime, yet for one touch from me, you give yourself
away. That's another reason I could never love you," she said as she leaned
towards him, "you're a fool."
Vrax' face transformed from the look of pure confusion to one of unspeakable
rage. His hands moved quickly as he grabbed Kaysa around the waist. Before
she could raise much of a fuss, he slammed his forehead into hers, dazing
her. Before she could regain her bearings, he quickly threw her down on the
bed and started tearing at her clothes. "I always hoped you'd give me what
I wanted, but now it looks like I'm going to have to take it."
Her mind was still reeling from the pain coursing through it, but the touch
of the cold air upon her exposed flesh pushed away any confusion. She
focused at first on the crazed, frenzied look in Vrax's eyes, then
sluggishly her gaze shifted to his hands desperately trying to remove her
clothing. She murmured a protest and struggled vainly to push him off, but
Vrax's mind was set on the deed and now his obsession would come to its
culmination. Kaysa stopped struggling and lay upon the bed limply, gazing
up at Vrax with a grin. "It's over, Vrax," she said coolly. "You're not
getting out of this place, no matter what you do. Zale is getting out of
Throntas, you'll be charged with murder, and that little blonde bitch will
still be sleeping in my bed. So I hope you enjoy this screw, Vrax, because
it's done...you're done for."
Once he'd managed to get enough of Kaysa's clothing off, he'd started on his
own. In his blind lust, he didn't hear the door banging open behind him. As
he prepared to thrust himself inside her, he was vaguely aware of the hands
on his shoulders. He cried out in anguish as he was pulled off Kaysa. His
limbs flailed against the arms holding him back, holding him down. His
cries rose and fell in a wail as he struggled to get free, to finish what
he'd started.
Kaysa lay upon the bed, listening to Vrax's cries but unable to look at him.
She'd known disappointment too in wanting something so badly, yet having it
torn from her hands. She too had hungered as he did for her now, and that
had driven him mad, madness all too familiar to her. The demons no doubt
spoke to Vrax too and had driven him to lengths no sane person would have
gone to. A part of her pitied him for that reason, for the demons were
persistent and even more persuasive. He was no longer in control of his
mind and his faculties, and now would forever be drowned in darkness and
hate, and Kaysa herself would be at the centre of it.
As the primal grunts and cries died away, Kaysa finally sat up in the bed.
A warm stream of liquid rolled down her cheek from her brow. It dribbled
onto her torn clothing and left a dark, crimson blot. She passed her hand
over her brow and winced at the pain that erupted. "Great," she muttered as
she stared at the smear of blood upon her hand.
As the guards took care of the still-struggling Vrax, Moril entered the room
and approached Kaysa. He pulled a small kerchief from his pocket and handed
it to her. "We have a physician here who can take a look at that," he said.
"And, we got everything we needed from Vrax. I think we can go to the
Empire and get Zale out based on his confession."
Kaysa took the white piece of cloth and gently placed it over her wound.
"I'll be fine. Let's just go get Zale and finish this." She glanced down
at her torn clothing, and then back up to Moril with a grin. "Do you think
I could borrow your jacket?"
Moril smiled, and pulled off his jacket and handed it to her. "If you'd
like we can stop for a change of clothing," he said. "We have a
few...conservative options available as well. If you want to change, I can
contact the Throntas warden with the new preliminary evidence to clear Zale."
"Sounds like you really want to get me out of my clothes, Moril." Kaysa
laughed wryly and rose from the bed. She staggered for a moment but placed
her hand upon Moril's arm to steady herself. After taking a moment to
regain her balance, she began slipping on his offered jacket. "I guess I
could use a change of clothing and a moment to collect myself. Don't want
Zale worrying over nothing."
Moril slipped an arm around Kaysa's waist for support. On their way out of
the room, he paused briefly to give more instructions to the guards. Once
they had their orders, he led the way back to the lift and took them up to a
wing of offices several floors above. He led Kaysa into a room with racks
of clothing. "There should be plenty of things in your size here. I'll go
make that comm. Now, you go ahead and get out of your clothes for me." He
gave her a grin, and then moved over to the desk.
Kaysa laughed softly and with as much lack of inhibition as she'd always
shown, she slipped out of Moril's jacket and began disrobing. She looked
back at Moril and noticed his eyes flutter from time to time up in her
direction. Even as she pulled the outfit she'd chosen off the rack, she
continued to gaze at him. Once he'd completed his comm, she moved towards
him while still doing up the buttons of her vest. "Moril...do you have
anyone? I mean...family...anyone?"
"The closest I have to family is Zale," he said. "My parents died about ten
years ago, and I was an only child. I've had the occasional fling, but I
don't have a steady someone in my life. For the most part, work here keeps
me busy."
"But...are you content?" Kaysa stopped before the desk and folded her arms
over her chest. "I mean, a person can be surrounded by hundreds of people
and feel lonely. Just because a person is alone doesn't mean they can't be
happy."
Moril thought about it for a moment and then gave a wry smile. "I think I'm
some where in the middle," he said.
"Aren't we all." Kaysa's mind began conjuring up plans and schemes that
would eliminate that tinge of sadness in Moril's voice. She moved to his
side and slipped her arm through his. "You know, I think I can help you
with that," she said with a smile. "So...do you like brunettes or blondes?"
Moril laughed. "You know, Zale told me about you and Shiv's little scheme
to find him the perfect woman," he said. "Will both of you wear equadi for
me too?" With another laugh, he shook his head. "I guess I really have no
definite preference, I think I like both blondes and brunettes, but right
now I think I'm leaning toward blondes."
"Ah...and I think I know why that is." Kaysa laughed and headed with Moril
towards the doorway. "And for you, Moril, equadi it is. But I doubt Shiv
and I will be needing them because we won't fail! We'll find you
someone...someone Zale approves of, obviously. He is a bit picky, though.
No wonder he's not married..."
Moril glanced at Kaysa and grinned. "The truth on that one is that he
hasn't found anyone until now who he thought he'd want to see tomorrow, let
alone a year from now. And, I'm sure if you find someone you approve of,
Zale will also. Unless it's that one woman you and Shiv found for him.
Just mention her name, and you can watch Zale shudder. It's actually quite
funny."
As they approached the waiting speeder, Vrax had already been placed in the
other next to it.
Kaysa could feel his rage beginning to burn a hole through the
transparisteel and looked away. Wherever they were taking him, she hoped it
was some place with high security, for if he was ever free again, Kaysa
wasn't certain how long she and anyone near her would remain safe.
Distractedly, she tried to continue with the conversation she'd been having
with Moril, but her anxieties were bleeding through even her smile.
"Arrista! I'll...I'll have to remind Zale about that once he's out. I'm
sure that would raise his spirits...or put him into an even worse mood." She
looked again to the speeder Vrax was being held in, then asked Moril, "Where
will he go? I mean...he'll be far away, won't he?"
"Throntas most likely," Moril said. "It would be fitting if he was put into
the same cell we're freeing Zale from. It'd be poetic, for certain." He
smiled. "Let's get in and get this over with. I think Zale needs to get
out. Last night he was complaining about Roba pulling his hair again."
"Not the hair again!" Kaysa feigned an expression of disgust as she slipped
into the speeder. "Well...I'll make it all better...after the next matter
on the agenda is taken care of. You did get ahold of an officiator, right?"
"I got ahold of him," Moril said as he activated the speeder's repulsors.
"They'll have someone waiting for us there. I figure we'll have Zale free
within the hour. Two at the most if they want to make us jump through some
hoops. I don't think we'll keep him waiting for long."
"That bastard Satar will no doubt give us a hard time. He's had it in for
Zale and I since we arrived at that prison." Kaysa ran her finger over her
brow, lightly over the cut inflicted during Vrax's enthusiastic assault.
"And I wanted to look so wonderful for Zale too," she muttered sourly.
"It adds character," Moril said. "And, trust me, you could show up in
tatters and you'd still be the most beautiful woman in the world to him.
Besides, this is Zale. You dress up too much and he gets a big head."
"Hmm...any other tips I should know? Zale enjoys being elusive and
mysterious...even to me." Kaysa paused for a moment and gazed out the
canopy. When she spoke again, her voice was hesitant and quiet. "I... I
love him, Moril. I didn't want to and I did everything I could to keep
myself from feeling anything for him, but...that didn't exactly work. I
need to know what to do so I don't hurt him, and since you know him best, I
figured you could help me with that." She cocked her head to the side and
looked up at Moril. "Tell me how not to hurt him, Moril. What can I do?"
Moril slowly glanced over at Kaysa. "Keep him close if you're going to love
him," he said. "But if you can't love him like your heart tells you to, you
need to make a clean break. It'll hurt both of you at first, but that would
be less pain in the end. If you can't love him, then that's the best way to
not hurt him." He grinned. "Not much help, I know."
"No...it was good advice. And...and you're right; if I can't love him
properly then..." Kaysa laughed softly and shook her head. "Problem is, no
matter how hard I try to break it off with him, we always end up together
again. Either I run back to him, or he to me. Making a clean break with
Zale is impossible because it only ends up bringing us closer together." She
glanced at Moril, who seemed to shift uncomfortably in his seat. Kaysa
laughed again. "I'm sorry. You don't need or want to hear this, I'm sure.
All I'm trying to say, I guess, is that if I do break Zale's heart, you have
permission to hurt me, okay?"
Moril smiled and then reached over and covered her hand with his. "It
sounds like in your heart you don't want to break it off with him," he said.
"So, maybe you'll just have to find a way to keep him around in that
unorthodox relationship you've already got."
Glancing at Moril's hand upon hers, Kaysa couldn't stop herself from
wrapping her arms around his neck and embracing him. When Moril's surprise
caused the speeder to veer off course, Kaysa yelped and released her hold.
"I'm sorry! I couldn't help it," she said with an innocent smile. "I'll
make it work, Moril. And I'll find you someone to make it work with you
too. You deserve it."
Moril laughed softly despite the sudden red washing over his face. "Thank
you, Kaysa," he said. "And, I want you to know that it's nice to see Zale
happy. Though, it's going to be nothing compared to when you spring him
from Throntas. I wouldn't be surprised if he doesn't get all mushy."
"Oh, he will. Believe me. He doesn't want anyone to know, but he's a
crimelord with a heart. I imagine we might even see some tears."
Moril laughed. "Very few people have ever seen that side of him," he said.
"He's very good at keeping it hidden for those he feels close enough, and
trusts enough with his feelings." He glanced at her. "He'll be very happy
to see you again. And, once he sees you again, I wouldn't be surprised if I
don't see you for a couple days."
"Well, he did say he wanted to teach me a few special Shac'tae
techniques..." Kaysa smiled at Moril, but the smile reverted to a frown as
the Throntas facility came into view. Even from high above it looked
wretched and vile, but at least from such a distance, the blood stains
weren't visible and better yet, the stench couldn't reach them. "So we go
in, hand over the evidence and get out? Is that it?"
"After letting them take possession of Vrax," he said. "I'm sure they'll
love to get their hands on him. I can't believe we got that confession. He
must really be blinded by his lusts if he didn't see that set up."
"Hey! I thought I was pretty good in there. I mean, of course it wasn't
hard to manipulate him because he's desired me for years, but I thought I
did a good job of trapping him."
Moril laughed. "You were masterful," he said. "I think you should be
training people into trapping other people into confessions. Keep making
yourself useful like that, and in other ways, and Zale will never want to
get rid of you."
"In time, you'll come to discover that I don't much care for what people
want. I tend to do my own thing...which is probably why I frustrate Zale so
much." Kaysa smiled at Moril and added, "But in a matter of hours, I'll
officially be a member of Antorial Industries whether Zale likes it or not.
I'll probably need your help in getting him to go through with it, but I
think he'll agree that it's a flawless plan."
Moril took the speeder down toward the Throntas pad. "Oh, I'm sure the two
of us together will have no problem at all convincing him that it's a good
idea," he said. "And, he's good at recognizing and signing on with flawless
plans. He'll sign on for this one for certain." The craft settled onto the
surface, and Moril shut down the engines. "Ready?"
"Of course I am!" Kaysa pushed open her hatch and hopped out of the speeder
with unrestrained anticipation. "Moril! Come on. We don't wanna keep the
boss waiting."
Moril laughed and had to rush to keep up with Kaysa as they entered the
prison. They were met by a trio of guards who led them to a small side room.
Within, already waiting, was Commander Satar. He stood at their entrance,
and then stepped forward. "Ms. Zenarr," he said, and then gave Moril a
cursory nod. "I'm told that you've found new evidence that implicates
someone else in the murder of Rennor Karradas."
"No, we've found the real murderer, Commander. Now you can let Zale Tregat
free as well." Kaysa smirked at Satar and sauntered closer to him
haughtily. "Sorry to shatter your preconceived notions about Zale and I,
Commander, but we're not the scum you were so content in labelling us as."
Satar smiled. "You are still scum, just not murdering scum," he said. "You
have evidence. I will need to see it before I can release Zale Tregat.
Unfortunately, your assurances will not be enough, Ms. Zenarr."
Moril stepped forward with the datacard. "It's an audio recording," he
said. "It's Ms. Zenarr conversing with her former employee, Vrax Draydge."
Satar looked at the datacard, and then took it. He stepped over to the
table, and fed the card into the reader. He listened intently to what was
said. As the scene progressed, his eyes held a mixture of contempt and
revulsion. Once it ended, he turned toward Kaysa. "You are quite clever,
Ms. Zenarr. With this information, we will have a full case against
Draydge. If you wish, you may also file assault charges along with the
murder charges he is guilty of."
"No, I think he's in enough trouble with the murder alone. I just want Zale
free and then I wanna leave this place forever." Kaysa watched Satar with
an amused smile on her face and said, "Not everyone who doesn't wear an
Imperial uniform is scum, Commander. I don't think you give the people of
this planet enough credit. We're not all Vrax Draydges and Dargus Kandrans.
Some of us are actually loyal citizens who are only living as best they know
how. It would be wise of you to keep that in mind next time you try
condemning a person for a crime they had nothing to do with. Maybe then,
people would have more respect for the Imperial justice system."
"Quite possibly," Satar said, his mouth twisting as if the words left a sour
taste. "Wait here, I will have Tregat brought to you."
With that, he left, leaving Moril and Kaysa alone.
Moril grinned. "That was much easier than I thought. I figured we'd have
to fight it out with them, but he was fairly easily convinced." Then he
frowned. "Do you think it's a trap?"
"I'm not sure... Maybe he's just so glad to be rid of us both that he
doesn't care where we came up with the evidence, he just wants us gone."
Kaysa shrugged her shoulders and added with a smile, "Or it could just be a
trap."
"Let's hope that he just wants to get rid of us."
It was a moment later that the door opened again, and Zale was pushed inside
followed by Satar.
Zale's eyes went to Moril and Kaysa, and his grin nearly consumed his face.
When his eyes found Kaysa's, he couldn't pull them away. He could barely
breathe as he found himself caught in her gaze. "I hear I'm going to be a
free man again."
Kaysa laughed and dropped all pretense of formality as she rushed to Zale
and leapt into his arms. She kissed him deeply upon the mouth, which made
Satar grumble and mutter words of disgust under his breath, but Kaysa still
continued. She broke the kiss only to take a deep breath and say softly, "I
told you I'd be back for you."
Zale grinned. "I never doubted you for a moment," he said, and kissed her
again. "Though, Roba was asking about you last night. He said that he
preferred it when you were kicking his ass. He says that I'm not as gentle.
I had to remind him that you hadn't even started to kick his ass yet."
"I'm afraid neither of us will get to finish that. Vrax... Moril found him
and I worked a little of my magic and...well...he confessed to everything."
She glanced to Satar and still speaking to Zale, said, "If only we could
hurry along this release process..."
Satar smiled. "Just produce Mr. Draydge, and I can release Zale Tregat into
your custody."
Moril pulled out his comlink. "This is Moril," he said into the device.
"Bring down our package. Make sure he's docile."
Zale glanced at Kaysa and grinned. "You two are good."
"We got our inspiration from you. It was nothing really, though. I mean, a
little seduction. some nasty head wounds... It was all very straightforward
stuff." Kaysa grinned slyly. "But I think you'll be even more impressed by
what we've got planned next."
Zale kissed her forehead, careful to not aggravate her wound. "I'm looking
forward to hearing all about it somewhere else," he said. "And, I will make
up for you having to go through what you had to go through with Vrax. I
imagine close proximity to him could leave some lasting scars." He glanced
to Satar who was watching them warily. "You'll want to keep an eye out for
Roba. I think he's going to be very upset with only Vrax to play with."
Before Satar could respond, the door opened and Vrax was lead in. When he
saw Kaysa, his eyes blazed. "You're going to suffer for this, Zenarr," he
rasped. "You and yours will suffer."
"I'm afraid that could prove difficult when you'll be spending the rest of
your life in this prison, Vrax. You're getting what you deserve." Kaysa
didn't shift closer to Zale for protection, but she couldn't deny that just
the sight of Vrax made her uptight. If she weren't confident that he would
be incarcerated for a long time, she knew she'd have something to fear by him.
At Satar's signal, Vrax was taken away. Once he was gone, the commander
turned to Kaysa and Zale. "You are free to go, Mr. Tregat. Please accept
the Empire's sincere apologies for this misunderstanding. There are a few
forms that will need to be filled out, and then your belongings will be
returned to you. I believe transportation has been provided."
Zale's eyes hardened, but he made no comments about his treatment since the
arrest. The Empire seemed to make up the laws to suit its needs, and he
figured making a scene would only lead to more trouble. With an offering of
his thanks, Satar headed toward the door, and Zale's freedom.
"Pressing Engagement, Part 3"
by Kaysa Zenarr
Moril Astren
Zale Tregat
The Officiator [NPC]
Location: New Plouton, Tae'Karada
Date: Niothe 4, 4ABY
***
"I need to find a way to thank you for saving me," Zale said as he and Kaysa
reclined together in the back seat of the speeder. "Now, we'll need to
re-double our efforts to find Shiv. I can do so much more outside the
prison than I could inside. But, I'll get your girl back for you, Kaysa.
I'll get her back."
Kaysa saw the gentle ripples of laughter running through Moril and decided
it was time she let Zale in on the news. She looked up at him with a
hesitant smile and began awkwardly. "Well...about that, Zale... I mean,
Moril and I have been meaning to mention it to you, but with all the
excitement and..." Kaysa laughed uncomfortably and explained to him as
quickly and briefly as she could. "See...it seems Dargus Kandran - who we
all thought was dead - isn't really dead after all. That's who got me out
of prison, but at a price, of course. I...I had to give him half the
spaceport, and in return he gave me my freedom and...well..." Kaysa winced
as she half expected Zale's rage to flare and both she and Moril would bear
the brunt of it. "He gave me Shiv. She's...she's at home with Merrick
right now and... Sorry?"
Zale sighed with relief as he sank back deeper into the seat. "She's
alive," he said. "I-- Well, I guess we don't have to keep looking then.
But Dargus Kandran? He's back?" Zale shook his head. "That's bad news. I
can't imagine he's going to sit by while the rest of us take over the
underworld." He fixed his gaze on Kaysa again. "Is Shiv alright? He
didn't hurt her did he? She's alright?"
"She seems as cheerful as ever. It looks like she was treated otherwise
well considering..." Zale along with everyone else on Tae'Karada knew what
kind of man Dargus was, so Kaysa had no doubt Zale could surmise what Shiv
was used as while in Dargus' care. Hearing it would only fuel his hatred
more so. "She needs some time to get over it, I think. She wants to see
you, though. She's not mad at all, just like I told you."
Zale sighed with more relief. "That's very good to hear," he said. "I was
afraid it would be worse. I think I could deal with her hating me more than
I could have dealt with serious scars or worse. I don't think that she
scars easily. She's good at getting through things, even things that would
destroy anyone else."
Kaysa tried to smooth away the tension in Zale's face with her hand and
lightly kissed him. "Dargus will pay, Zale," she said softly. "In fact,
Moril's taking us where we need to be right now to set that into motion. I
don't want you asking questions yet; just...trust me, Zale. I'm doing what
has to be done."
Zale glanced between Kaysa and Moril and then shook his head. "I trust
you," he said. "I know you wouldn't do anything to deliberately hurt me,
and I know you have a completely devious mind. So, at this point you
couldn't keep me away from seeing what you have planned."
"No way in hell." Kaysa laughed and hollered to Moril playfully, "Move this
thing, Moril! I know Zale's dying to see what cunning scheme I've concocted
this time. That, or scared out of his mind."
Moril laughed as he pushed the speeder faster. Zale only shook his head.
"Both," he said. "I know I'd be insane not to be scared out of my mind.
And, I know I'm not completely insane yet. But, I know whatever it is will
be well worth that unsettled feeling I've got in my stomach."
"You mean the same one I've got in my stomach?" Kaysa saw the flash of
anxiety in Zale's face and laughed. "You'll see soon enough, don't worry.
It was the only thing I could think of, and believe me, I thought of
hundreds of alternatives, none of which will work...except for this. You're
gonna wanna kill me for it, but I think in the end, you'll thank me."
"I'll want to kill you? I don't like the sound of that," he said. "I never
like a plan that includes 'you'll hate me for this, but it's the only way.'"
He gave her a kiss. "But, as I said, I trust you."
"Well...you won't after this." Kaysa smiled at Zale as the speeder
descended the heights of the New Plouton sky and made a clean landing upon
the street below. Before them stood a tall, judicial building which was
their final destination, as well as the beginning of an interesting journey
for both Zale and Kaysa. "Come on!" She pushed open the hatch and hopped
out of the speeder with a squeal of excitement. Zale, however, was probably
only feeling mortification. She rushed up the grand flight of stairs
leading to the entrance, and stopped only to wave both Zale and Moril over.
"You're not that scared, are you, Zale? Hurry! We have a schedule to keep."
Zale chuckled as he followed along up the stairs. He looked around as they
continued upwards and wondered just what Kaysa had in mind. "I'm hurrying
as fast as I can," he said. "I'm still not used to moving around in this
prison garb. And, I'm petrified. I know how your mind works, Kaysa. I
know I should have run the other way when we got out of that speeder, but I
know my body would have never let me get that far from you."
"We'll be even closer than you think after this is over." Kaysa knew her
cryptic remarks were only making Zale even more nervous, but it only made
the situation that much more humourous to her. Kaysa reached the top of the
stairs and held the door open for Zale. She glanced at Moril with a
conspiratorial smile and once Zale entered, she moved to Moril's side and
they exchanged a few quiet words before she moved to join Zale. She slipped
her hand into his and immediately led him to one of the lifts. "Don't
worry. I've got everything under control, Zale." The chime on the elevator
sounded and the doors slid open. With a laugh, she pushed Zale inside and
followed soon after with Moril. Once she'd hit the number on the panel
corresponding to their destination, she leaned towards Moril and whispered,
"Make sure he doesn't try and escape."
Moril grinned. "Don't worry," he said. "I'll make sure he doesn't get
away. I've got a stunner in my pocket if he tries anything sneaky."
"Good. Although, we do need him conscious for this..." The lift ascended
quickly and thoughts of she and Zale sharing a passionate moment in the
elevator of the Segrelat Tower produced a knowing smile on her face. "You
know, if Moril weren't here, we could really catch up for lost time. We
haven't been together for an entire day, you know."
Zale smiled and slipped his arms around her. "I don't think Moril will mind
if we get a little closer here," he said as he kissed her tenderly. "I love
you, Kaysa. From the time you left yesterday until the moment I saw your
face again, I couldn't get you out of my mind." He kissed her again. "You
do realize you're my hero now, don't you?"
"Oh, am I?" She singled out a braid of Zale's hair and twirled it around
her fingers idly. "What do I get for it? I mean, we'd better agree to
something now before we go through with this plan and you hate me forever.
If we agree on something, at least I know you can't renege on it no matter
what crap I pull."
"Well," Zale said with a smile, "what do you want for it? Ask and you shall
receive. You saved me from all that, and now you can have whatever you
want. Except to pull my hair. No one pulls my hair."
"Yes, I imagine the hair pulling has caused you to develop some phobias
regarding that. Poor dear..." Kaysa chuckled, then regarding the ceiling
of the lift as she pondered on what a fitting reward for a hero was.
"Hmm..." As the lift chimed and the doors slid open, Kaysa's thoughts were
interrupted and her excitement was roused again. She laughed and took
Zale's hand before she tugged him forcefully out of the lift. "Don't drag
your feet, now. This will all be over very soon." Kaysa walked briskly
down the corridor and looked to Moril to indicate the correct door. When he
did, she stopped before it, pulling Zale to a halt as well. She turned to
him and began dusting off his coveralls and tried to smooth out the
wrinkles. "Moril. Lend him your jacket."
Moril chuckled softly and removed his jacket for Zale. It had definitely
been a jacket lending day. Zale quickly slipped into the jacket pausing
only briefly to consider the look Moril was giving him. Finally once he
looked presentable, he turned toward Kaysa. "Is this better?"
"Yes, much!" she said emphatically. Kaysa slipped her arm through Zale's,
and with a nod, Moril opened the large doors. The tall, durasteel doors,
once parted, revealed a large hall with benches on either side and at the
far end of the room stood an ornately engraved podium behind which an aging
man was standing. His expression was sour and he tapped his foot
impatiently as he watched them approach. "Sorry we're late--"
"I set aside time in my busy schedule to do this," the man's gruff voice
called to them. "Now hurry along. Let's get this done; I have other
appointments to keep."
Kaysa looked up at Zale with a tight smile and said quietly, "Just follow my
lead, okay?"
Zale glanced between the old man and Kaysa, his face going slightly pale at
the thought of what might be occurring here. "Your lead," he echoed.
"Where you go, I'll follow. Lead on, Kaysa my dear."
Kaysa smiled and lead on she did, straight to the podium, where the grave,
old man squinted at them as if deeply scrutinizing them. A dry laugh
sounded low in his throat as he finally finished surveying them and looked
down upon his datapad. He narrowed his eyes at the padd, dragging on the
tense moment even longer, until finally he dipped into the pocket of his
robe and pulled out a pair of spectacles.
The moment of silence gave Kaysa time to think about what she was about to
get herself into. It was the only way to keep the scales of power from
tipping in Kandran's favour, and she knew it was for the good of Tae'Karada,
yet all she could think about was how angry Merrick would be.
Kaysa flinched and gasped as the officiator cleared his throat, a sound that
echoed through the empty hall. He smacked his lips together while he
studied the notes before him for a moment, preparing to delve into it as if
a meal. Kaysa was about to raise a plea that he begin soon, when he opened
his mouth and started reading from the passage. "In Tae'Karada, and
especially in New Plouton, contracts are made and broken each day, and as
you stand before me today, you too have already taken the first step towards
sealing a contract of your own."
He glanced at Kaysa and Zale, and grinned at them with something looking
more like a sneer than a smile. He cleared his throat again, then
continued. "I was asked to make this short, so I'll just skip right to the
important part. Now...oh yes. This contract is one that can be broken by
no human hand, for it is one created by two asri who, through this ceremony
today, have the blessings of the gods bestowed upon them. You will create
this union, and only the gods themselves may unbind you." The officiator
motioned to Zale and Kaysa, urging them to face each other.
Once Kaysa turned, the look of utter horror in Zale's face sent her own
panic rising and she felt herself glancing towards the door, ready to flee.
"Oh gods..."
Zale's eyes widened as he realized what was happening. "I-- uh--"
"By the blessings of the gods, and by my authority, your two asri are now
one. Now repeat: I, Kaysa Zenarr..."
"I...oh...uh...Kaysa Zenarr..."
"...am now your asri, Zale Tregat, bound to you and ever devoted."
Kaysa continued to repeat the vows, but the words no longer registered in
her mind and all she could concentrate on was how furiously her heart was
pounding in her chest. When the officiator orated the final vow, he looked
to Zale and began dictating to him.
Follow my lead, she'd said. She had a plan. Some plan, a part of his mind
responded. Then, he couldn't stifle the sudden laugh that came up.
"I, Zale Tregat..."
Zale glanced at Kaysa, smirked, and then repeated the words.
"...am now your asri, Kaysa Zenarr, bound to you and ever devoted."
Zale met Kaysa's gaze. "Am now your asri, Kaysa Zenarr, bound to you and
ever devoted." What have I done, part of his mind asked. Oh shut the fuck
up, the rest of his mind answered.
The officiator gave his ambiguous smile again and uplifted his arms as if
summoning the gods above. "Joined in love and obedience, may your hearts
never stray from where they truly belong. Kaysa Zenarr, everything that you
are, you are for Zale Tregat and only him. You are Kaysa Tregat--"
"Oh gods..." Kaysa wavered and quickly gripped Zale's arms to keep herself
from staggering backwards. The officiator cleared his throat, and Kaysa
waved at him quickly to continue.
"Very well... Zale Tregat, that which was Kaysa's is now yours, utterly and
completely." The man thrust out a datapad towards Zale and in his other
hand, he held out a stylus. "Do you accept, Mr. Tregat?"
Zale felt his chin lying on the floor, and he had a feeling his eyes were
somewhere nearby. He shook his head slowly and mumbled something
incoherent. He said something else which in his mind sounded like "What the
hell are you talking about?" He knew that the sounds that came out were
nothing near that, and probably couldn't even be classified as language. A
look into Kaysa's eyes told him she was serious, and so he turned back to
the officiator. "I accept," he said, and then signed his name to the datapad.
The man glanced down with disinterest at the signature upon the padd, then
thrust it out towards Kaysa. "You divest yourself of all you own, and
pledge it to your new lifemate. Do you accept?"
Kaysa nodded her head dumbly at the man and with mechanical motions, she
pulled the stylus from Zale's tight grip. Her hand moved unsteadily as she
signed her possessions and name away to Zale. "Merrick's definitely gonna
kill me..."
Once she lifted her hand away from the padd, the officiator took the stylus
from her and recited a short blessing. "Zale...I'll explain
everything...just as soon as I can think again."
Zale nodded. "I'd appreciate that," he said, and then hastily added, "I
think. So, did you have any preferences for a honeymoon? Maybe while we're
there we can figure out a way to break this to Merrick and Shiv."
Just as Kaysa was about to groan, the officiator cleared his throat
efficaciously, and glared at them like insolent children. "The ceremony is
not completed yet." Kaysa looked down in shame at the old man's
chastisement and kept quiet as he continued. "Now, Kaysa Tregat, you may
kiss your lord's hand to seal the contract."
"What?!" Kaysa's timidity dissipated as she gazed impudently at the old
man. "I will not kiss his hand."
"You will or the contract will be voided!"
"Wait...I thought you said only the gods could break this marriage contract."
The man sneered at Kaysa and leaned over his podium towards her. "My dear,
those vows are over a hundred years old. It's the legal aspect of this
ceremony that means anything at all, and since I am the legal authority at
this proceeding, I have it within my power to nullify this marriage if you
don't obey me. Now kiss his hand!"
Kaysa's mouth hung agape at the stupefication evoked by the little old man's
audacity in ordering her to perform the most demeaning task she'd ever heard
of. She whimpered quietly, then sighed sharply as she picked up Zale's hand
and studied it for a moment. She glanced at the officiator who was watching
her intently, and when she finally pressed her lips to Zale's hand, the man
straightened up triumphantly and began putting his own name to the datapad.
"Congratulations on your union. May you, Kaysa Tregat, be a dutiful mate,
and may you, Zale Tregat, be content with your woman and the many children
she shall bear you." Without another word, the officiator stepped off the
podium and headed towards the back room with his purple robes flowing
behind, leaving Kaysa and Zale with the opportunity to contemplate the event
that had just transpired.
"Oh...Merrick's gonna dump me for this."
Zale thought about it for a moment. "I won't let him," he said. "Merrick
is yours, right? What's yours is mine. So, Merrick is mine, and I won't
let him dump you. Convincing him of that may be difficult, but I'll figure
it out. I think once we get Shiv on our side, it'll be easy enough with
Merrick."
Kaysa swallowed back a petulant whimper and looked to Moril, who had a most
amused smile on his face. "You better not be laughing, Moril! I'm now the
wife of a crimelord. I'm to be feared. I'm...I'm so dead!" Kaysa moaned
and whined as she fled past Moril and Zale. "Merrick's gonna wanna know why
I could marry you, but I couldn't marry him. I promised myself after
Cadwin, I would never marry again. I'm fucking insane!"
Zale quickly followed after her. "Kaysa," he said. "We'll figure something
out. It won't be as bad as you're fearing. And, get back here, I haven't
kissed your hand yet."
Kaysa stopped and turned to Zale with a disapproving glare. She folded her
arms across her chest stubbornly and slowly moved towards him. "Do you
wanna know what this is all about, Zale? Do you wanna know why I'm now
Kaysa fucking Tregat?" Her anxieties displayed themselves as a series of
short, dry laughs, until Kaysa sobbed pathetically and took a seat on the
nearby bench. "So stupid..."
Zale moved to the bench and sat next to Kaysa. "Well, I seriously doubt
it's so you can honour and obey me, or because you want to be married to me.
If you want to tell me, if you're able to tell me...then yes."
"I think it's something too important to keep from you, but I couldn't tell
you before because I was afraid you wouldn't agree to it." Kaysa slipped
her hand into Zale's and watched as her fingers played across his flesh.
"Now that I'm your wife, you have all my assets. I'm creditless, Zale. I
mean, even Zenarr Inc.'s yours now." She slowly shifted her gaze to his,
hoping he was catching on to what she was alluding to. "Everything, Zale.
It's all yours. That's the way it is on this patriarchal, misogynistic
planet. A woman reverts all her assets over to her beloved husband so she
can work at being a devoted, docile wife while keeping her mind free of all
distractions like..." Kaysa continued to gaze at Zale but spoke now
hesitantly. "Like...running a spaceport."
Zale nodded slowly. "So, I suppose now I'm going to have Dargus Kandran
banging on my door demanding his half of the spaceport." He shook his head
slowly and sighed. "I hope he doesn't expect me to just give it away for
free. I'll have to make sure I have a few extra guards around in case he
gets rowdy."
"Was I wrong, Zale? Did I just do something really stupid?" She grumbled
irritably under her breath and sat back with a huff against the bench. "I
only did it because on this stupid planet, women are nothing. The minute I
gave Kandran that half of the spaceport, he automatically became the senior
partner. I was nothing. But now that it's yours, you're equal partners
again. I just...I needed a way to take some of his power away, and this was
the only way I knew how to do it."
"Do you have legal possession of Rennor's estates yet? If you don't, then
when they are given to you, they automatically become mine. Kandran won't
be able to touch them through you, because they're not yours. If he wants
them, he'll have to go through me to get them. I guess the question is how
tough do we want to make this fight on him? I haven't assessed his
strength, but for having been dead for four months, I have a feeling I'm in
a better position than he is."
"You mean...the spaceport is yours entirely? Oh dear..." Kaysa turned
slowly away from Zale and chewed her lip nervously. "He'll want Shiv back,
of course, since I didn't deliver on my part of the agreement. And of
course, he'll have us both hunted down and killed for this...my dear husband."
"I guess it's a good thing we have Rennor's wealth to purchase the best
security available on this planet," he said. "And, he can't have Shiv. He
shouldn't have taken her in the first place. If he tries again, I'll make
sure he has a selection of which of his many orifices to breathe out of."
"I really love it when you get all vile and despicable." Kaysa laughed and
settled into Zale's arms. "This'll work. And especially with a devious
wife by your side, we can keep Kandran at bay. Gods...never thought I'd be
married again. I really hope you don't expect me to produce offspring for
you."
Zale kissed her and sighed softly as he held her. "But that's the
Tae'Karada way," he said, and then laughed. "I won't pressure you into
turning into the perfect Tae'Karadan wife, wearing nothing and popping out
babies like some sort of organic assembly line. Though, the wearing nothing
part does sound nice."
"I know...I can't wait to see you in one of those equadi." Kaysa grinned at
Zale then patted him on the arm as she sat up. "Come on. Let's go get you
into some real clothing and then...then you and I can go to Merrick and Shiv
and tell them why my business has suddenly become Tregat Inc."
Zale smiled. "Well, I think we can keep the name as Zenarr Inc.," he said.
"While this planet may desire to deprive you of all rights and privileges
not granted by a man, I have no wish to do so. You will find me to be a
very generous asri." He pulled her to her feet and into his arms. "Let's
go find me something decent to wear. And, then we have to figure out where
to take our honeymoon."
"You are joking about the honeymoon, right? Now, I don't mean to sound curt
or anything, but this whole marriage is just a sham, Zale. No matter how
much I love you, there is no way I would have ever married anyone again,
except for something as serious as destroying Dargus Kandran." Kaysa looked
away and laughed softly. "Besides...I don't think there's time for
honeymoons. Keeve will be here in a week, which means I only have a few
days to figure out how to be a mother."
"I don't think I can help you there," Zale said. "And, even though we're
married, it's only a legal thing. Though, it's very possible that Kandran
may try to use that to get the spaceport away from you. We'll need to make
this situation look like what it's supposed to look like. Though, I think
there may have been fewer headaches if you'd married Merrick instead. Or
you could have really thrown this world off its axis by marrying Shiv."
"That would've taught those chauvinistic bastards who run this planet." She
turned her gaze back to Zale and asked warily, "So, by making it look like
it's supposed to, do you mean we'd have to...you know...move in together?
Not that I would dread something like that, it's just I'm not sure how
Merrick would take it. And besides, if I live with you, Keeve will be too."
She shifted closer to him and kissed him softly. "When would we find
private time for ourselves?"
"Let's talk to Merrick and Shiv, and see what their reaction is. I don't
want to make too many decisions until after we've talked to them. They're a
part of your life, and we all need to get through this together. Regardless
of what our new relationship has become, we'll need to talk to them. We
have to make this whole thing work, not just the plot against Kandran."
"I won't lose Shiv and Merrick again...and I won't lose you either." Kaysa
sighed deeply and glanced back at Moril. "Get the speeder fired up, Moril."
She looked back to Zale with a nervous smile. "Zale and I have to go make
an announcement to my two lovers...or ex-lovers."
"Lovers," Zale said. "If we need to, we'll get this marriage annulled, and
Merrick can marry you and Shiv. And, I'll just provide the three of you
protection from Dargus Kandran, as well as enjoy a fling on the side.
Though, I really have no idea what Merrick would think of a fling with me."
Kaysa playfully slapped him on the arm. "Stop that. And if I had married
Merrick, it would have only made him a blatant target for Kandran's rage. I
married you because I know you're much better capable of protecting
yourself. Besides, Merrick would have no idea how to run the spaceport.
He's a musician, remember?"
Zale chuckled. "Well, I think he's got good people running his other
businesses, but you're right. I think Rennor's assets would probably be too
much for him. Perhaps when the Kandran situation is over, we can figure out
a way out of this. That is, unless you want to stay married to me."
"Why, Zale Tregat...are you telling me you're actually glad we got married?
Well, give it a day or two and I'm sure I can help you change your mind."
Kaysa frowned as she glanced again at Zale's coveralls. She took him by the
hand and shaking her head, began leading him away. "You really need to
change. I mean, when we were in prison, I thought you looked sexy in those
things, but out here, they just look so drab and not very flattering at all."
Zale laughed. "You mean, I'm not sexy in this? It's probably Moril's
jacket. And, I guess I could open the front and tear off the sleeves. Would
that help? Come on, let's get to my apartment where I can change. On the
way we can come up with a plan for how to break things to Merrick. If
nothing, you may need to find a way to assure him he's still one of the
number one men in your life. Unless he's THE number one man. In which
case, you'd really have to make sure he knows that."
Kaysa conveniently kept her eyes facing the ground as she centred her
thoughts and emotions, trying to think of something that would make Zale
more confident about her feelings for him. It was just as she'd felt when
they lost Shiv. She had convinced herself that in Merrick's heart, she came
second to Shiv, and although there were still remnants of that mindset,
Kaysa knew it to be false. She would have to reassure Zale of the same.
"Merrick was the first man I loved after Cadwin, but that doesn't
necessarily make him number one, Zale. It's strange, but the love I feel
for you and Shiv and Merrick...it's different for each of you. I can't
compare how I feel for you and how I feel for Merrick, because the
sensations and the emotions aren't the same." Kaysa laughed softly. "I
guess all I'm trying to say is, you're not above or below Merrick; I love
you just the same."
Zale nodded. "I understand," he said. "Then, you'll need to make sure he
understands that too. We'll also have to make sure he understands why you
married me, and how that doesn't change your love for him at all. And, if
he doesn't get it, you and Shiv can gang up on him until he does. We'll
make this work, Kaysa. I'll do everything I can to make this work."
They'd been moving slowly, but they finally arrived at the speeder where
Moril sat waiting for them. "I was wondering if I was just going to have to
go get the clothes and bring them back for you."
"Sorry, Moril. You know how it is when he starts talking..." Kaysa stood
by as Zale opened the hatch for them, but before she stepped into the
speeder, she flung her arms around his neck and kissed him deeply. "I think
this marriage thing could work, Mr. Tregat, my asri. Just don't expect me
to stay home and keep the apartment tidy. My time could be put to better
use helping you take over New Plouton, don't you think?"
Zale pulled her body to his, as if he were trying to merge them into one
being. "Oh I definitely agree," he said. "I think you will be best suited
to running my latest acquisition, Karradas Enterprises. Though, I do think
that will require a name change, don't you? I think Zenarr Enterprises, or
possibly Zenarr-Tregat Enterprises. What do you think?"
"I think you're still trying to woo me, Zale. We're married, remember? The
romance is supposed to end here." Kaysa smiled as she slipped into the
speeder and held out a hand to pull Zale inside. "And I think the
hyphenated form works best...with my name first, of course."
"Of course," he said. "And, we may be married, but I'll only stop trying to
woo you when you no longer want to see the stars in the sky at night." Zale
took Kaysa's hand and followed her into the speeder. "The romance isn't
supposed to end, it's just that so many people figure they've won the battle
and don't have to fight anymore. Though, perhaps metaphors of violence
aren't exactly appropriate for romance."
"Yeah, so save it for the bedroom." She settled in against Zale and rested
her head upon his chest. "I'm glad you're outta prison, Zale. The only
thing I regret is that we won't have as much time together as we did in
there. We have a lot of work to do now."
"We'll figure something out," Zale said. "We'll probably spend a lot of
time working together, so that'll give us some time together. Maybe we'll
have to lock ourselves away in one of the Antorial detention cells, for old
time's sake." With a laugh, he tapped Moril on the shoulder. "My
apartment, Moril. And, hurry before I have to tear these damn coveralls off
and throw them out the canopy."
"Would that be so bad?" Kaysa asked with a silky smile. "I don't think
Moril would mind, do you?"
Moril laughed. "Just as long as you two stay back there," he said. "I
don't want to crash the speeder."
"Oh, you have better control than that," Zale said. "You could keep this
going if we were up there having sex next to you. Now, just fly. We'll
keep our enthusiasm contained to back here."
"Although, going out during an act of passion wouldn't be such a bad way to
die." Kaysa laughed and pulled herself into Zale's lap. She kissed him
lightly upon the lips then sighed deeply. "This has been quite a day. I
free you from prison, I trick you into marrying me, and now we're off to
tell my two lovers that a fourth will be joining our unconventional
arrangement. Quite a day indeed..."
Zale slipped his arms around Kaysa and held her to him. "Well, it's
definitely unconventional and unique," he said. "And, this will only make
it more so. So, which of your lovers will you be staying with tonight?
Maybe the four of us should get a place together. I could probably buy one
of the smaller buildings up for us, and then convert it into something that
would suit all of our needs. Studios for both Merrick and Shiv, offices for
both of us, plenty of bedrooms, just in case. Unless that's a little too
unconventional."
"Well...we'd need an extra room for Keeve...your new son, Zale." Kaysa
smiled slyly. "I think before we all move in together, you should find out
if you're cut out for the fatherhood thing. If not, I doubt you'd wanna be
spending your every waking hour with Keeve around."
Zale chuckled. "A good idea. Well, in a week, I guess we'll see just how I
do with the whole parenting thing. If nothing else it'll be payback for all
the hell I put my parents through when I was a child." He grinned. "We can
see how it goes, and if all is well, then we can think about all of us
together."
Kaysa gazed at Zale skeptically, then laughed. "I think we should see first
how Merrick takes the news. I mean, if he starts pulling your hair, I think
that's a bad omen."
Zale laughed. "If he starts pulling my hair, you really should dump him."
"Or maybe you should cut your hair." A look of consternation flashed across
Zale's face, and Kaysa laughed. "Fine, you can keep the hair. And dumping
him is out of the question. He was a mess last time I did that...I was a
mess last time I did that."
"Merrick doesn't strike me as the hair pulling type," Zale said, "so, I
don't think we'll have to worry about any dumping. Everything will work
out, Kaysa. It's all going to be fine. We all love you too much to let
something like this ruin it. It'll all work."
"Coming up to Zale's apartment," Moril said. "Just please don't tell me I
have to wait around while you two have sex."
"What? You don't think Zale and I can control our urges?" A look at Zale's
lopsided grin and the lust filling his eyes, and Kaysa quickly answered her
own question. "Fine, I'll stay here with you, Moril."
As the speeder settled onto the street in front of the apartment, Zale
started out. Before heading up to the front door, he turned back. "Just
make sure you keep your hands to yourself," he said without really directing
the words at either of them, and then sprinted away to change his clothes
for what would soon be one of the more difficult encounters of his life.
"The Confession"
by Kaysa Zenarr-Tregat
Zale Tregat
Maeren Shivral
and Merrick Braston
Location: New Plouton, Tae'Karada
Date: Niothe 4, 4ABY
***
She could feel the hands on her body, pawing and clawing. Hands dipping
inside and covering. Tongue and mouth licking, biting, tasting, and
consuming. She writhed with the touch, and in the midst of the ecstasy, the
revulsion. She could feel her body filling with blackness, loathing and
hatred like she'd never known before, could never have known in her
existence. She wanted to scream, to cry out in sheer anguish. But, the
only sounds she could make were moans.
The searing heat, hotter than a star, burned into her body, throat and hip.
She tried to cry out again. Nothing. Oh gods why did it hurt so much?
She heard the laughter next, burning laughter that seemed to seer the skin
from her bones. It nearly shook her body apart, and left nothing behind for
even the carrion birds.
And, then he was filling her again, blackness consuming all the light, all
the joy. She screamed.
***
Shiv sat upright in the bed, gasping for breath. She knew she'd screamed,
could still feel the burning in a throat worn raw. She felt arms around her
and at first fought them away. At least until the plaintive whispering
calmed her. She was in Merrick's arms. Her love, her light, comforting and
calming.
"It's alright, Maeren," he whispered. "You're safe. You're with me. He
can't get you anymore."
Shiv sobbed. "I know. It's just...the dreams. They're so bad."
"I know. Just stay in my arms. I'll make everything alright." To prove
his point, he started singing softly. And, it worked. Soon Shiv had
relaxed back into his embrace and he could feel the rigidity of her body
lessen. He blinked away his own tears and wished that Kaysa would return
soon. Together they could make Shiv forget all that happened to her. Together.
***
Kaysa had started down the corridor towards her apartment and attempted to
flee four times before Zale clutched her hand securely and prevented any
further dawdling. She'd whined and whimpered about how Merrick and Shiv
didn't need to know, and that they could keep it a secret indefinitely, but
she knew, as Zale most likely did, that she would only be able to keep quiet
for so long before her newly awakened conscience forced her to come clean.
"Stupid honesty," she grumbled irritably. "Never had to worry about it
before..."
"There are certain people," Zale said as they walked hand in hand, "that you
want to be honest with. The rest? To hell with them. They're just a
bantha herd anyway. Shiv and Merrick deserve the truth, and I don't think
it'll be as bad as you're expecting. Now stop frowning before those lines
stay there. I will not tolerate a bride with worry lines."
"Okay, okay. I promise not to pout or run away anymore. Can you please
loosen your grip on my hand?" she asked sweetly.
Zale loosened his grip and smiled at Kaysa. "Sorry about that," he said.
"It was keeping you from running though. Are you ready? Need a hug to get
you through?"
"No," Kaysa replied with a frown. She glanced down furtively at her hand
loosely laced with Zale's and smiled slowly. "But you can--" Kaysa
squealed and rushed away again in another attempt to escape the inevitable.
Zale quickly gave chase and caught Kaysa back near the elevator. "Don't
make me put you over my shoulder and carry you in there," he said with a
laugh. "And, I'll do it too. Now, come on before I have to do something
drastic. You don't want me doing anything drastic, Mrs. Zenarr-Tregat."
Kaysa chewed her lip to hide its twitching, but she finally surrendered to
it and let her mouth spread into a smile. "I don't know what it is, but I
rather enjoy hearing that." She laughed softly and willingly rejoined Zale
in what had turned out to be a rather laborious trek towards her apartment.
"The Mrs. Zenarr-Tregat part, I mean. Although, the drastic part sounded
nice too..."
"Oh, don't worry," Zale said with a sly grin. "We'll get drastic later on
after you've talked to Merrick and Shiv. And, hopefully we can work
something out between all four of us. At least now, if we all go out
together, it won't be lopsided. Two boys, two girls."
"Until Merrick finishes packing up his things and catching the first ride
off the planet. We could always keep the numbers even by inviting Moril
along..." Kaysa whimpered again and pounded her forehead gently against
Zale's upper arm. "Why do I always take the course of action with the most
catastrophic outcomes? I need to learn to think things through before I
act... I know that's not going to happen, but it's something to strive for."
"I'll help you to strive for that one too," Zale said. "I think this will
work out alright. I don't think it'll be as bad as you're expecting. And,
well, I guess we'll just have to see. I can always have him hunted down and
brought back to us." Zale took Kaysa's hand and brought it to his lips.
"It'll be alright, my love. We'll all make this work."
Kaysa's fears melted and she found herself gazing with a dreamy smile at
Zale. How she'd allowed herself to become so easily placated by Zale, she
couldn't conceive. She knew, however, it had something to do with the
little weakness called love she felt towards him. "If he gets angry and
starts flailing his limbs in an attempt to take out his rage upon us, I'll
use your sturdy body for cover."
"Good idea," Zale said. "Unless he pulls my hair, and then you're on your
own. I don't go in for the hair pulling, not even for my wife's other
lover." He pulled her into his arms and smiled. "We'll get through this."
"Of course we will. And don't think I don't know that the only reason
you're in such a rush to do this is because you want to get me back to your
apartment and make up for lost time." She smoothed her hands along Zale's
arms and smiled silkily. "In fact, that doesn't sound like a bad idea..."
"I know it doesn't," Zale said with a grin, and then kissed her. "I love
you, Mrs. Zenarr-Tregat. I love that devious mind of yours, and the way it
tricked me into marrying you. And, Moril knew about it. I'm going to have
to...to give him a raise. I never knew he had such a devious streak in him.
I think while I was locked away, he spent too much time with you."
"Only a day. Not long enough as far as I'm concerned. I could really
transform him into a particularly treacherous fiend with the proper time."
Kaysa kissed him tenderly, then gave a muffled groan. "Zale, can't we just
go back to your apartment and do this later? I really, really don't want to
do this."
"We have to do this, Kaysa," Zale said. "We owe it to them to do it. It
won't be as bad as you think, and I'll be with you the whole time. Just
explain why we did this, and that you still love both of them as much as you
always have. We'll get through this."
Kaysa continued to sulk petulantly but nodded somewhat equivocally in
ascension nonetheless. "We'll do this...I guess. But no touching until we
have their reactions!" Kaysa said as she pushed free of Zale's embrace.
"That's your punishment for making me go through with this."
Zale laughed softly. "Fine," he said. "But, I'll remember this when things
get drastic." Restraining from the sudden impulse to take her hand as they
approached the door, they walked together to the entrance to the apartment.
He took a breath and looked at Kaysa. "It'll be fine," he whispered.
A tight smile that belied her confidence was all the acknowledgement Kaysa
gave before she swiped her keycard along the slit on the doorpanel. A short
chirp followed by a click indicated they'd gained access to the apartment,
which was something Kaysa never thought she'd dread as much as she did now.
The door slid open smoothly and for a moment, she stood in the doorway,
stunned. With a silent yelp, she turned back to attempt another escape, but
was barred passage by Zale's imposing form. "Just a little nudge, and I
should be fine."
Zale turned Kaysa around and gently pushed her through the now-open door.
"I'm here with you," he whispered softly. "If you're really good, I'll
teach you a few shac'tae tricks today."
Kaysa found the task ahead even more cumbersome, especially when she would
have rather been in bed with Zale, learning the secret wisdom of sexual
mysticism. Her gait was unsteady and hesitant as she moved into the
apartment. She tried once to call out to Shiv and Merrick, but her voice
shrank back in a panic and withered in her throat. She took a deep breath,
and once again called out to them, this time hearing her voice ring through
the apartment.
"In here," Merrick's voice called out from the bedroom. A moment later, the
door opened and Merrick stood there in an old t-shirt and thin, linen pants.
"Hey there, Kaysa, Zale. I was just...it was the dreams again. Shiv's
doing better now, but she was pretty strung out a little bit ago. How are
you two doing?"
"Fine-- Is she alright?" Kaysa moved towards Merrick, forgetting all her
anxieties, and embraced him warmly. "Is she awake? I should go check on her."
Merrick gave Kaysa a kiss and held her to him before glancing back to the
bedroom. "She's awake. I made her an herbal tea. She was listening to one
of my songs when I came out here. If you want to go in, I'm sure she
wouldn't mind." He grinned, and kissed her again. "I was just thinking
about you."
Kaysa smiled, and gazing into Merrick's sparkling, grey eyes, she was even
more despaired by what they needed to discuss. She could postpone it,
however, and that was precisely what she intended to do. "I'll go in and
see Shiv. You and Zale...can think of something to do." She kissed Merrick
tenderly, then whispered, "I love you, Merrick. You know that, right?"
Merrick looked at Kaysa quizzically and then nodded. "Yes," he said, "of
course I know that. I can feel it just in the way you look at me. Go check
on our girl, and I'll keep Zale entertained."
Kaysa nodded and glad to have some more time to collect herself, departed
for the bedroom.
***
She watched silently from the doorway, feeling her heart becoming riddled
with aches the longer she gazed at her poor, tortured star. Her light had
dimmed, and even with the garish sunlight flooding into the room through the
large bedroom window, her skin had lost its radiance and her eyes were cold
and pale. Kaysa's hatred for Dargus Kandran was fuelled the longer she
observed the physical manifestation of Shiv's inner conflict with dark
memories, ones for which there was little hope of banishing so easily. Kaysa
didn't have enough confidence that her love for the girl would help
facilitate her recovery, but she didn't know any other way to aid her, and
decided the best way to help was to simply love her.
"Shiv," she called out in the most gentle, unimposing voice she could
manage. "Shiv...my love?"
Shiv, who had been staring out the window as she lay on the bed listening to
one of Merrick's songs, quickly looked toward the door at the sound of her
name being called. When she saw Kaysa standing there, she brightened
considerably. "Kaysa," she said. She sat up, with a wide grin. "I had a
dream earlier, a bad one. But, Merrick was here with me. And, now you're
here. I was missing you very much, you know. Merrick is good with the
hugs, but not as good as you."
"Then let me make up for it now." Kaysa moved towards the bed and sat upon
it. She didn't waste a moment's time and pulled Shiv gently into her arms.
"I'm sorry I wasn't here, my love. And I'm sorry you had that horrible
dream. If you want to talk about it, you know you can. I'll always listen."
"It was the same thing as earlier," Shiv said softly as she snuggled into
Kaysa's arms. "You're here now though, which makes everything better. Where
have you been? I wish I could have gone with you. But, Merrick needed
someone to cuddle with. He's so demanding sometimes, you know. But we're
all here now, so it's all better."
"And I promise not to be away for so long again if I can help it. It's
just...something needed to be taken care of and...I took care of it." Kaysa
sighed gently, but masked the anxiety in her voice with a laugh. "Zale's
here. He's out talking to Merrick right now. He really wants to see you,
Shiv. He might not admit it, but he missed you." She looked down into
Shiv's eyes and smiled. "Moril missed you too. Everyone missed you, my
little nymph!"
Shiv grinned. "I missed everyone," she said. "Is Zale...how's he doing?
He's not...like he was before, is he? He's okay now? And, I want to see
Moril again. He's fun. It's so good to be back. I hated it there, but
that's all done now. And, everything's okay. It's all okay again with me,
you, and Merrick. We should go out together tonight. We should go do
something fun."
"I think... I think we shouldn't make any plans until I've told you and
Merrick something. That's why Zale's here. Well, he's here to give me
support and to see you." Kaysa stroked Shiv's hair tenderly and kissed her
lightly upon the cheek. "Don't worry about Zale. He's not like that
anymore, Shiv. That...episode... It was my fault, but he's better now and
he wants to see you." Kaysa sighed. "I told him about what happened...with
you. I told him about Dargus. He needs to see you and together, we need to
tell you and Merrick something." She took Shiv's hands into her own and
kissed them fervently. "Don't hate me, Shiv. Please...don't hate me until
you understand why I did it."
"I could never hate you," Shiv said. "Nothing you could say would ever make
me hate you, Kaysa." She looked up at Kaysa and slowly smiled. "Something
happened between you and Zale, didn't it?" She lowered her voice to a
whisper. "Something happened between you and Zale."
Kaysa laughed nervously as she nodded her head. "You could say that." She
looked at Shiv's expectant gaze and sighed. "Yes, something happened. A
lot happened, actually, some of which I'm still trying to come to grips
with. I'll tell you now if you promise not to over react."
Shiv giggled and then nodded. "I promise to keep my squeals to a minimum,"
she said. "Now tell me before I go totally crazy."
Shiv's exuberance made Kaysa giggle and she found herself surprisingly giddy
with anticipation about revealing her secret to Shiv - her best friend, and
her lover. Kaysa glanced at the door to make certain Merrick was still
occupied with Zale, then she huddled close to Shiv and suppressed her
giggles as she began. "It started in prison. Basically, we reconciled
about what happened the day you... Well...you know. But that's not when
things changed completely. That was almost a week after when I was attacked
by one of the rape gangs. Zale swept in like the valiant hero he is, and
saved me." Kaysa covered her mouth as her laughter grew and her body began
to tremble with excitement. "That's when... That's when I told him I loved
him, Shiv. I love Zale and I don't know when or why it happened, but it did."
Shiv let out a squeal of laughter that she quickly stifled with a hand over
her mouth. After a moment, as the giddiness died down, she pulled the hand
away. "Oh Kaysa, that's so wonderful. It won't be long and you'll be like
me. Oh...he's really a good man, and I think he needed some love too." She
hugged Kaysa tight. "So, that's what you were gonna tell us? That you love
Zale? Do you want him...to be part of us? If you do, I want that too. I
like him a lot, and he's really great, especially when he looks all tough
and stuff. It's so wonderful, Kaysa. It is!"
Kaysa sighed and embraced Shiv, but her relief was fleeting, even though
she'd gotten part of the confession out of the way. "That's not all," she
said softly. "There's something else, Shiv." Kaysa gently loosened her
hold on Shiv and held her at arm's length, in case she decided to add more
bruises to her already marred face. "Shiv...we...I mean... I didn't make
this decision lightly, mind you, but..." Kaysa made a sound partway between
a laugh and a whimper, then took a deep breath and said, "Shiv...Zale and I--"
"Did I hear someone giggling in here," Zale's voice said from the doorway.
Merrick was standing behind him looking in as Kaysa and Shiv sat on the bed.
"It sounds like someone in here is feeling happier."
Shiv looked up at Zale, a large smile forming on her face. "Zale," she
said. "You're looking sexy as ever. I wish I had hair like yours. But,
I'd probably look pretty silly."
"Thank you," Zale said. "So, what's happening in here?"
"Nothing," Kaysa blurted out. "I mean...I was just..." She looked around
helplessly between Zale and Shiv, then to Merrick, which caused her
fortitude to elude her and left her stammering nervously. Her heart was
stabbing at her chest and her stomach churned painfully as all eyes in the
room watched her inquisitively. She felt desperation possessing her and
fear taking hold as well, and for strength, she squeezed Shiv's hand
tightly. "What? Why is everyone staring!"
Merrick laughed. "We're not staring, love," he said. "We're just all in
here together, and we happen to be looking in your direction."
"We're just all taken by your sexiness," Shiv said with a giggle. She
slipped her other arm around Kaysa and snuggled close. "Now, I think
everything is perfect with the four of us here. I think all of us together
is perfect. All friends and perfect. And, stuff. And, I love being back
here with all of you. Even Zale, though he doesn't smile enough."
Zale looked at Shiv and laughed. "What did Merrick put in your tea? What
kind of herbs were those?"
Shiv giggled. "Very tasty herbs." She leaned close to Kaysa. "Smile,
Kaysa, you've got me back."
Kaysa ran her hand along Shiv's cheek and laughed her tension away. "I
know... I'm so grateful for that, Shiv." Sitting on the bed, she placed
pressure on her feet to test how well her legs would hold up if she
attempted to stand. She slowly released the breath she realized she'd been
holding and rose unsteadily. She clung still to Shiv's hand but released it
as she moved timoroursly towards Zale and Merrick. "Uh...Merrick maybe you
should... You should probably have a seat...with Shiv or...something."
Merrick looked confused for a moment, and then did as Kaysa suggested. He
sat on the bed next to Shiv and looked up to Kaysa. "What's going on," he
asked.
"There's nothing, Merrick. I mean..." Kaysa's voice was consumed by a fit
of uncomfortable, choked laughter. She looked to Zale in a silent entreaty,
then finally sighed and slipped her hand into his. "I'm sorry," she
whispered as she gazed up at him. "I love you, and I don't want you to
think my apprehensions are because I'm afraid or ashamed of that. I'm sorry."
Merrick looked up at Kaysa and Zale and then the realization hit. When it
did, he laughed. "Oh boy," he said. "You know, you're as bad as she is."
He slipped an arm around Shiv and pulled her to him. "I was wondering when
I might hear that. So...are we going to need a bigger apartment, or will
Zale be keeping his own place?"
Kaysa's eyes slowly grew wide with surprise as she looked back at Merrick.
"Wait...how did you--" She turned fully around and placed her hands on her
hips while a gamut of emotions ranging from confusion to relief to amusement
crossed her face. She gazed at Zale for a moment, then back at Merrick with
a gentle laugh. "Merrick... How the hell did you know that? What...do I
look like a married woman or something?"
Merrick laughed. "No," he said. "You don't look like a married woman. You
just...I know you care for Zale, and have as long as I've known you. At
least in our second incarnation. And...I guess it just doesn't surprise me
that your feelings go deeper for him. You can love someone without being
married to them. I can just look at you two and...see that there's more,
that's all."
Shiv was staring at Kaysa and Zale. "Kaysa!" Her eyes narrowed and she
flew out of the bed. "You bitch," she screeched. "I wanted to be your maid
of honour!" Before any violence could be inflicted on Kaysa, Shiv quickly
took her into her arms, and spun them both around, squealing as she did.
On the bed, Merrick was stunned. "You-- you're married? K-Kaysa...I
don't...I don't understand..."
Shiv's excitement induced a bubbling laughter within Kaysa, but one look at
Merrick's pallid face and shocked expression, and she found celebrating
wasn't exactly appealing to her any longer. When her feet finally settled
on the ground again, and with Shiv still kissing her furiously, Kaysa gazed
at Merrick and felt her world shattering again. He was going to leave her
again and despite all the happiness surrounding her, she knew she wouldn't
be able to cope with it. "Merrick... I'm...I had to do it. Merrick?"
Before anyone else could say anything, Zale moved closer to Merrick.
"There's a reason for it," he said, and then proceeded to explain to both
Merrick and Shiv why he had been the one who Kaysa had to marry. "It
doesn't mean she loves either of you any less." He glanced at Kaysa and
then smiled. "She loves each of us for who we are. And, she especially
loves me because Antorial Industries is going to smack Dargus Kandran down.
This was to keep him from getting what he wanted, and now he can't. We're
all hers equally."
Merrick nodded slowly, and then looked to Kaysa. "Talk to me," he said. In
his eyes was the confusion and pain, but the love he bore for her seemed to
consume it all. "Talk to me, and tell me everything's the same."
Her dread was driving up tears she'd been restraining. Slowly and
hesitantly, she moved towards Merrick and tried vainly to use words to
reassure him that things hadn't changed and that he was still her first true
love. All that sneaked out was a groan as she sank to her knees before him.
"Nothing...nothing's changed, Merrick." Kaysa lowered her eyes to her
trembling hands resting in her lap and she shook her head slowly. "That's
not true... Things aren't the same and never could be." Her eyes met his
again, which were slowly darkening with misplaced dejection. She laughed
softly and placed her hands atop his. "Things are better," she said gently.
"I feel so...empowered, Merrick. I'm not afraid anymore, not afraid that
the demons will come back and ruin everything we've worked so hard for. I
love you and Shiv...and I love Zale, Merrick. You're not going to lose
me... Do you believe me? Please...don't leave me, Merrick. I love you...
Don't leave me."
Merrick sank down next to Kaysa. "I love you too much to ever even think of
leaving you," he said. "I guess I'll just have to get used to you being
someone else's wife. I know I won't lose you, or else you wouldn't be here
now. And, if it helps stop the bastard who...who took Shiv, then it's worth
it. I love you, Kaysa."
"You do?" Kaysa exhaled sharply and smiled. "You do." She wrapped her
arms around him, giving silent thanks to the gods for bringing such a
rational, understanding man into her life. "And I'm not just someone else's
wife, Merrick; I'm Zale's wife, but only out of necessity." Kaysa winced at
her own remark, and looked back slowly towards Zale with an apologetic
smile. "Not that being married to you will be such a horrible thing...dear."
Zale laughed. "Oh, don't worry...dear," he said, "I'm the one married to
you too. And, I'm sure it'll all be just wonderful. Well, except maybe
keeping the schedule."
"What schedule? You don't mean a...sleeping schedule, do you?" Kaysa
smiled nervously at Merrick. "Oh...I guess that's another thing I meant to
tell you. I... We don't have to do this here, Merrick. There are a lot of
things I have to tell you...unless you don't mind me saying it here in front
of...everyone."
"Kaysa," Merrick said, "we're all in this together. We might as well do it
here. The fewer secrets we keep from each other, the happier we'll all be,
I imagine."
"Well it's not really a secret to Shiv, and I imagine it isn't really a
secret to you anymore but..." Kaysa sighed deeply and gazed up at Merrick
with a palpable anxiety in her eyes. "I know I said I'd stop but... I've
been sleeping with Zale. I made a promise that it would only be you from
now on, but I broke that vow many, many...many times. I even went so far as
to go behind your back to be with him and...I'm just so sorry, Merrick."
Merrick nodded slowly. "I figured that," he said. "I would rather that you
had told me, or hadn't or something." Then he smiled. "But, I guess in the
end it all worked out for all of us. I have to share a little more of your
heart, but I think you have enough love for the three of us. It may be a
little difficult at first to share you with another man, but I guess I can't
think of anyone else I'd rather share you with." He pulled Kaysa closer,
and lowered his lips to her throat. "I believe I'm going to have to punish
you for your infidelity, my dear."
Kaysa laughed and tried coyly to push Merrick away. "If I'd known cheating
on you would result in a night of passion, I'd have told you about Zale
sooner."
"Well, I think if you'd told me at any other time, I may not have reacted
this way," Merrick said. "But, who knows. Whatever the case, I love you
too much to let you sleeping with Zale behind my back upset what we have.
I'm a little hurt by it, but at least I still have you, and Shiv. Now, what
are we going to do tonight? Go out and celebrate Shiv's homecoming, and
your marriage? You were just married, right? This isn't something that
you've been hiding for awhile?"
"No. We've been married for a matter of an hour, Merrick. It was actually
Zale who insisted I tell you now." Kaysa grinned at Merrick and pushed
herself to her feet. She took his hands in hers and forced him up from the
floor. "Now, come along," she said as she led him towards Zale. "You two
are going into the living area, all by yourselves, and you're going to talk."
Merrick laughed. "Fine, we'll talk. Just don't be surprised if you have no
more secrets when we're finished," he said. "You know, like that thing you
do when you... Oh, and then there's the way you... Oh, Zale, we have so
much to talk about."
Together the two men went out into the other room, leaving Kaysa and Shiv
together in the bedroom.. Once they were gone, Shiv grinned at Kaysa.
"It's perfect now, isn't it? Everything's going to be fine? Oh Kaysa, it's
wonderful. This was a perfect time for you to save me, to get me back.
Just perfect!"
"Yeah...perfect," Kaysa muttered as she stared blankly into the other room.
"Except there's another thing I failed to mention." She glanced at Shiv
with a tense smile. "We're about to have another addition to the living
arrangement around here. I just hope Merrick likes kids..."
Shiv squealed with excitement. "Keeve!" She giggled and hugged Kaysa, then
frowned and looked at her. "You do mean, Keeve, right?"
"Gods, Shiv! How many abandoned children do you think I have?" Kaysa
smiled wanly at Shiv then kissed her lightly upon the lips. "Yes, it's
Keeve. I was afraid Dargus would go after him so I had Moril send a team to
retrieve him. And frankly, Shiv, I'm scared to death more than I was
knowing I'd have to tell Merrick I was married."
Shiv pulled Kaysa into her arms and kissed her. "I didn't think you had any
other kids, well not kids that were out and about. I just wasn't sure if
there wasn't another surprise with Zale. But, I'm glad he'll be coming to
live with us. I'll teach him to paint. And, maybe he and I can dance
together. Dancing is really good exercise...well, so is sex, but I won't
teach him that. So, is Moril still looking incredibly cute in that frazzled
secretary kind of way?"
Kaysa stared at Shiv with amusement, then planted a firm, tender kiss upon
her mouth. "You're a peculiar individual, Maeren...which only makes me love
you that much more. And it's probably one of the reasons Moril is
completely taken with you." She smiled slyly and whispered into Shiv's ear,
"I thought you'd like to know, he's expecting a kiss from you. Don't
disappoint the man."
"Really," Shiv said with a grin. "I guess I'd better start practicing
then," she said. Without delay, she pulled Kaysa tightly to her body and
proceeded to kiss her soundly. When it broke, she grinned. "Do you think
that might be too much for him?"
Before Kaysa could respond, it sounded like a small war had started up in
the other room.
***
Merrick and Zale moved into the other room and sat down; Zale took the
couch, and Merrick took one of the chairs. There was a long drawn out
silence with neither of them speaking, and each just staring off into the
distance.
Finally Zale broke the silence. "So," he said. "This is kind of strange,
isn't it?"
Merrick laughed and nodded. "Quite strange," he said. "But, I've come to
expect strange from both Shiv and Kaysa. Though, I can't imagine any time
I've been happier in life than with them. You have to watch them. Shiv's
wild streak is...very wild. And, Kaysa's actually becoming more like her
each day. Which I like."
Zale chuckled. "I think Kaysa's wild side has more of an edge to it than
Shiv's. But, it's nice when her spirit is freer. It's much better than it
was before." They were both silent for another long couple minutes before
Zale sighed. "So, are you as alright with this as you seem?"
Merrick took a breath and let it out. "I think I am," he said. "I love her
too much to do anything to lose her. Besides, I knew it was happening. I
know Kaysa. I know she's not going out with strange guys anymore, but I
know she's been with you. And, I know Shiv was with you too."
"How'd you--?"
Merrick laughed. "I didn't, but I suspected. And, Shiv worships Kaysa. If
Kaysa were to have sex with a Wookiee, Shiv would want to because Kaysa did.
It's adorably cute, even though it has the tendency to get them both in
trouble. And, I think the trouble worked out for the best in this case. I
wish I didn't have to share, but you're a good compromise."
Zale laughed. "Thank you...I think."
"I don't think the four of us should ever really be together, at least not
for awhile. I think it would be too awkward. I think we're going to have
to share both of them."
Zale nodded. "That's what I figured. It would be easy to suggest that I
get one and you get the other, but I'm sure they want to be together."
Merrick grinned. "Oh yes," he said. "I think we should all talk out that
part. We don't have much space left, but you're welcome to move in, or take
a room, or whatever. I know you have places stashed all over the city, but
if you want one here."
Zale suddenly smiled. "Thank you, Merrick," he said. "For being so
understanding. I don't think I could have handled it if you didn't so
readily accept this. I would have given her up, but she wouldn't give me
up. It would have been bad."
"Kaysa's demons are gone," Merrick said. "Kaysa's demons are gone, and
she's happy. This is fine with me if it makes her happy. To see her smile
like that, I'd gladly share her with you."
Zale laughed. "Well, I couldn't think of a better person to share my wife
with," he said. "And, on top of that, a famous musician. I bet we can get
good tickets."
Merrick laughed and threw a pillow at Zale. "So that's why you didn't want
me to leave! You'll pay for that, Tregat!" With that, he launched himself
at Zale, and all hell broke loose.
When Kaysa rushed into the living area, she thought her worst fear had
become realized. Zale and Merrick were rolling on the ground in each
other's clutches, with Merrick crying out in what only sounded like pain to
Kaysa. "Oh gods...they're gonna kill each other, Shiv!"
Shiv looked at the scene, the two grown men rolling around on the floor
trying to get the upper hand, and giggled. "Watch out for the tab-- Ow.
Oh, Merrick. Um, Zale, not so rough, and stop rolling him into the
furniture. He bruises!"
Suddenly, in the midst of the scuffle, Merrick let out a laugh that turned
into a yelp. "Hey, stop pulling my hair!"
"Wait... They're not fighting? You're not fighting?!" Kaysa pulled Shiv
into an embrace and laughed elatedly. She looked upon the scene of her two
grown men wrestling on the floor of their apartment and instinctively knew
for once, everything had gone right. The weight that lifted from Kaysa's
chest was replaced by an overpowering sense of serenity, something she never
thought she'd experience again.
She looked to Shiv with a grin and tugged on her hand. "Come on. Let's go
break up this little fight." She giggled as they approached the scuffle and
called a warning to Zale to keep his filthy hands off Merrick's hair. With
a squeal, Kaysa plunged herself into the raging battle with her fingers
tickling at each of her two man-children's stomachs.
Shiv was close behind as she fell onto the pile of bodies writhing in a mass
of arms and legs. Soon, the room was filled with giggles as they all
tickled and wrestled with each other. The tension receded as a wave washing
back out to the sea, and, for the first time in as long as any of them could
remember, everything was right.
"Business As Usual, Part 1"
by Shrezade Anoran - Shipyards Administrator
and Rilanna Kir - Bounty Hunter
Location: Drogen Shipyards, Tae'Karada Orbit
Date: Niothe 4, 4ABY
***
The rank, thick stench was beginning to addle her and the sight of her
corridors littered with filth, both sentient and in the form of refuse,
disgusted her to no end. She hadn't been down below ever and entrusted her
head of security with keeping her posted on the situation of the most
wretched section of her station. His reports had been accurate enough, but
she was irked to the point of anger by what his limited vocabulary couldn't
have possibly put into words.
The deck plating was covered with a thick residue of some tacky sludge Reza
had no way of identifying. It was most likely a mixture of excrement and
other bodily fluids of the many species that inhabited this section of the
shipyards. Her campaign to eliminate such creatures from her station had
been infused with a new vigour. Their filth was permeating the air, air
that was recirculated and distributed throughout the station. It was air
she breathed, vital oxygen that only she and the other honest citizens of
the station were worthy of inhaling. Yet they too were consuming it and
tainting it.
She wanted them eradicated, ejected into space and then have this entire
part of the station destroyed and rebuilt entirely. No amount of
sterilization could remove the putrid, disgusting filth they would leave
behind.
The lights lining the corridor hadn't been replaced for a time and flickered
stroboscopically, which only added to the headache the sight and fetor of
the corridor had afflicted her with. She was grateful she hadn't worn her
good clothing during her trek down there; the ones she wore would have to be
incinerated immediately. She no doubt stood out, despite attempting to
blend in by wearing the most casual clothing she could find. But it seemed
rags stained with blood and feces would have been a more inconspicuous
choice of apparel.
Even if she didn't take actions to eliminate these beings, Reza figured
their own unsanitary living conditions would kill them off in the end. They
didn't have access to any of the above level medical facilities; they
weren't allowed on the higher decks at all and with good reason. They would
only spread their no doubt contagious diseases to the rest of the station
like the plagues they were.
Reza stepped carefully through the long corridor with beggars pawing at her
ankles and intoning pleas for food or creds. She would give them neither
even if she had come carrying both. The sight of them didn't instill
sympathy in her, only resentment. Their situations were as a result of
their own wicked, disgusting ways and they deserved the fate that would no
doubt befall them sooner or later: Death.
With her hand over her nose and mouth, Reza followed the buzzing neon lights
towards Xayled's Abyss. It was the bar identified in Chran's intel report
as the establishment frequented by the thieves and self-proclaimed crime
lords of the station; the place where going in was a death sentence if you
didn't keep your eyes down or your hand on your blaster.
Stepping into the filthy bar, Reza looked and felt out of place. The
raucous conversation drowned out the rowdy music and it seemed every moment
a new fight began. The wafting odour of liquor did much to overpower the
pungent rankness of the corridor, but the antiseptic smell of bootleg
alcohol stung her eyes and abraded her throat. Her cough seemed to cut
through the laughter and shouting, and directed all attention towards her.
The glares and sneers she received would have intimidated any other, but
Reza knew the open comm she had with Chran would alert him if she ran into
any trouble and an entire security force would be dispatched to come to her
aid.
Her resolve didn't waver, although she was beginning to question the
strength of her constitution as the wave of nausea that hit her upon
stepping onto the level returned. All eyes continued to focus on her as she
scanned the room, finally coming upon the one person in the entire level she
actually desired to encounter. With long strides, Reza made her way through
the bar towards the lowly patron seated alone at the bar and tending to a
mug of orange liquid. She stepped behind the woman without interference
from the other patrons and reached out to tap her impatiently on the shoulder.
Rilanna looked up from her mug of Tarkayze ale. Supposedly it was brewed
from a plant found in the sea of the same name down on the planet. She was
about to snap a retort to leave her alone, when she noticed that it wasn't
some ordinary lowlife tapping her shoulder. She straightened as she
realized the person wasn't a lowlife at all. "Mrs. Anoran," she said with a
slight tilt of her head. "I wouldn't have expected you down here. I can
only stomach this place because this is where the scum that earn me my pay
come from. How may I be of service?"
Reza stiffened and cleared her throat. "You can find a more respectable
location for me to track you down in next time." Her face was contorted
with disgust as she moved to the stool next to Rilanna and planted herself
in it. She kept her hands folded in her lap and off the counter. She had
no idea what parasites were festering upon it and had no desire to have her
bare flesh come into contact with them.
Rilanna glanced at Shrezade and shook her head. "You pay me to hunt the
scum in this bar, not the bars uplevel. If you want to meet me, I wear a
comlink; just tell me where you want to meet, and I'll go there. I only
drink here because that Rodian in the corner is on your hitlist. When he
leaves here, I'm going to giftwrap him for you."
Reza raised an eyebrow as she surreptitiously glanced back at the Rodian.
Even now he was delving into a criminal activity. He and another alien were
huddled close, no doubt discussing some business transaction. Reza gave a
contemptuous snort and looked to Rilanna. "Well... Frankly, I don't care
where you choose to spend your time. And I would have contacted you, but I
thought dropping in unannounced would allow me to see you in action." She
shifted her eyes to the mug of ale Rilanna was consuming and grimaced.
"Should you really be drinking on the job? That stuff numbs your senses
which could lead to mistakes. I do not tolerate mistakes, Ms. Kir."
Rilanna glanced at her mug and laughed. "This stuff couldn't get a Jawa
drunk," she said. "And my senses are fine. As you can see the mug is still
quite full. A person sitting in a bar without a drink is suspicious.
Suspicious makes the scum scurry for cover. When they go underground,
they're harder to catch." She decided not to point out that Reza was
probably making everyone in the bar suspicious. "He won't get ten steps out
of here before I grab him. And, his friend will only get a few steps more."
"Will you kill them?" Reza asked plainly. "I don't want dead bodies on my
station, Kir. They decompose and leave behind an awful mess. This place is
filled with enough rot as it is."
Rilanna smiled but quickly wiped it away. "I will take them alive for you
to pass judgement over," she said. "And if I did kill them, I'd make sure
the mess was cleaned up. When I start a job, I finish it."
"I would expect so. If not, you don't get paid, Ms. Kir." Reza cleared her
throat and glanced about the room again. Some of the patrons were still
shooting her suspicious glares and others were far too busy talking to
supposed associates to mind about her. "May I watch?" she asked abruptly.
"May I watch you apprehend the criminals, Ms. Kir? I mean, it would be
prudent of me to assess your skills if I'm to continue paying you the large
sum of credits I do."
"Sure," Rilanna said with a grin. "We can head out before they do, and we
can find a spot where you can watch safely. It'll probably be very fast.
This part, the waiting takes forever, but when I actually make my move it's
over in a matter of minutes."
Reza nodded in approval and rose from the sticky bar stool. "A change of
scenery would please me. Let's depart now. I am eager to see how you
handle those two." Without avail, Reza spun on her heel and strode
haughtily from the bar.
Rilanna pushed the mug of ale away and followed after Shrezade. She moved
with the grace of a jungle cat, but each step also carried with it a hint of
the danger that lay within. She could feel the people of the bar suddenly
looking away, not wanting to rouse her anger. She smiled. She knew some
still stared, but they were driven by hormones and not with the instinct to
keep away from a hunter. She found her employer outside and then quickly
surveyed the area. "That second level there, that should be a good position
to watch from. You'll have a clear view of everything that happens down here."
Reza followed Rilanna's eyes and found the indicated area. "That looks
appropriate." She then looked to Rilanna with a stern gaze. "Now, once
you've apprehended the criminals, you will bring them to the nearest
security facility, correct?"
Rilanna nodded. "Correct. The nearest is three decks up," she said. "And,
Lieutenant Reyson is currently the desk officer. I'll take both of them
bound to him for processing, and then I'll take the paperwork to you for my
tally."
"Very well." Reza smiled tightly at Rilanna, but paused before she headed
for the upper level. "Do not disappoint me, Ms. Kir. Seeing this place for
myself, I have become more impassioned to have my campaign succeed. You
will be a tool in carrying out the completion of that venture. I hope you
will not fail me." Reza gave a half nod and headed for the upper level to
await the entertainment.
Once Shrezade was in her place, Rilanna prepared herself for the Rodian and
his associate. It was just ten minutes more before they emerged from the
bar. She gave them until they were in the center of the promenade before
she stepped out.
"Nuroo, you are hereby placed under the arrest of the Drogen Shipyards by
bounty notice 337AB724. You and your associate will be remanded into the
custody of station security where you will wait for trial to be presided
over by Station Superintendent Shrezade Anoran."
The two thugs stared dumbly before each went for a blaster. Rilanna was
faster though. Before either of them could clear their weapons from their
holsters, she'd managed to fire off two shots at each. The stun setting
knocked each out instantly. They sprawled out over the floor.
Rilanna smiled. She glanced up to where Shrezade stood watching. "They're
usually faster than that," she said.
"A pity. I was just beginning to enjoy myself immensely," she replied
dryly. Shrezade moved from where she'd been concealed and returned to
Rilanna's side. She towered over the two felled criminals and prodded them
both with her foot. "If I'd known it was this easy for you, I would not
have agreed to pay you so much."
"It's easy because I'm good," Rilanna said. "And, if you'd like to stop
paying me, I can always move on to another line of work. I doubt you'd find
anyone as efficient at taking down scum like this."
Reza looked down the corridor at the random distribution of mendicants and
laughed. "When you clear my station of creatures such as those, then you've
earned being referred to as efficient. Until then, you're merely adequate,
but I'm beginning to see that you are quite worth the money I pay you."
Rilanna cocked her head as she looked at Shrezade. "Do you find that
insults and condescension make people work better for you? You know, with
that acidic tongue of yours, I'm surprised the scum of this station haven't
risen up and tried to cast you out. If you think about it, you're lucky to
have someone like me catching them and locking them away before they can."
"Now you're just being arrogant, Ms. Kir." She grinned and added, "I am
beginning to like you better the more I speak with you. Conceit is an
invaluable quality to a huntress such as yourself. Doubt can be fatal in
your business, as in mine. If you exude an air of confidence to others, it
makes intimidating them that much easier, and in turn makes succeeding in
your respective endeavours easier."
Rilanna laughed. "Well, I know I'm good, and my record proves that out. I
have every confidence in myself, and trust no one but myself and my
abilities. That keeps me alive. I'm sure it's the same in your business.
Though, there is very little public relations in being a bounty hunter."
"You're relating to me now, aren't you? Now don't take that to mean you're
anything like me, Ms. Kir, because we are two very different people. I only
meant to say that you share certain attributes with me that I commend you
on." Reza cleared her throat and stiffened. Conversing with a criminal
left a bitter taste in her mouth, but she found that complimenting the
employees from time to time kept them in check and loyal. Rilanna was as
untamed as they came, and keeping her placated would make their working
relationship a less confrontational one. "Shall we go then?"
Rilanna nodded. "Let me get these two into binder--"
Before she could finish, one of the two downed criminals suddenly surged to
his feet with a bellow. He brought up a holdout blaster in one hand,
pointing it straight at Shrezade's chest. Without thinking, Rilanna lunged
forward, knocking the station manager out of the way as she did. She heard
the cough of the blaster being fired a split second before it slammed into
her chest.
The impact of the blast spun her around and sent her sprawling onto the
deck. The thug was re-aiming, trying to get a clear shot at Shrezade. Ril
thanked the makers of Shell Spider armour and the under-layer of protection
she wore. She'd be sore for awhile, but at least she was still alive. Her
blasters were instantly in her hands, and she fired while still on her back.
The alien let out a low groan and sank back to the ground, once again
unconscious.
Everything was quiet as Rilanna regained her footing. Without wasting
another instant, she moved to the two bodies and bound their wrists and then
checked them each for other weapons. Once her search was done, she turned
to make sure Shrezade was alright.
Everything had happened in a blur for Reza, but her momentary fright was
forgotten as she felt liquid seeping into her clothing from a puddle on the
ground. She pushed herself to her feet and looked down at her soaked
clothing, which was already emitting a noxious odour. The sight of herself
sullied by the waste of the station scum rankled Reza more than the threat
on her life. "I thought you had them stunned!" she shouted angrily.
"I did have them stunned," Rilanna snapped. "That one woke up early.
Usually, someone will be out for fifteen minutes. He was a little more
hardy. And, if I hadn't pushed you out of the way, you would now have a
smoking crater where your chest is." With an angry heave, she pulled both
unconscious aliens to their feet.
Reza sighed sharply. She hated being indebted, especially to a self-serving
criminal, but she was nonetheless. "You...you were shot," she said
awkwardly, hoping Rilanna wouldn't mistaken any expression in her voice as
concern. "Are you hurt? We can stop by a medical facility after we divest
ourselves of those two."
"It's probably just going to be some burns," Rilanna said. "My armour
deflected most of it. But, I should probably have it looked at. Once these
two are locked up, and I've had this looked at, maybe we can go uplevel and
have a drink at a more respectable bar."
"I'm afraid I'll be needing a change of clothing and a shower with scorching
hot water. I really don't understand how you people can live in such
filth." She crossed her arms tightly over her chest and managed a sour
smile for Rilanna. "At any rate...thank you for your assistance. I will
not forget this, Rilanna Kir."
Rilanna only nodded. After a long pause, she sighed and started forward
with the two captives. "I need to change too," she said. "Perhaps we can
meet later for a bite to eat. I have some ideas that you might like to hear
for the downlevel security."
"A business dinner?" Reza tossed the idea around in her mind for a moment,
then nodded stiffly. "We will meet in my private dining area. I would
prefer not to be seen with you in public...for matters of appearance, of
course."
Rilanna laughed. "Very well," she said. "Your private dining area. I'll
even wear something...appropriate. I think I have something somewhere
that's better suited to eating a meal than hunting down criminals."
"I can provide you with the proper attire, if you like." Reza glanced
sideways at Rilanna and added, "I do owe you a life debt, after all."
Rilanna laughed. "It's alright," she said. "I know I have a skirt
somewhere, and a shirt that doesn't include energy dispersers. I haven't
worn them in awhile. I guess it'll be nice to feel like a girl again."
"Very well. I shall think of another way to repay my debt." Shrezade moved
with Rilanna into the lift tube, happy to finally escape the dank lower
levels. That would be her first and last excursion down below, but she had
to admit that it was more eventful than her life had been for a while. She
would have to thank Rilanna Kir for that as well.
"Business As Usual, Part 2"
by Shrezade Anoran - Shipyards Administrator
and Rilanna Kir - Bounty Hunter
Location: Drogen Shipyards, Tae'Karada Orbit
Date: Niothe 4, 4ABY
***
Rilanna showed up at Shrezade Anoran's doorstep several hours later. She
felt half-naked without her weapons. The long skirt she wore didn't help
much, neither did the short top she'd chosen. The stares she'd received on
the way here only made her feel more self-conscious. Finally, she took a
deep breath, and put her anxieties out of her mind. She would be dining
with the station manager. She'd be safe enough for the night. "Here goes,"
she said as she tapped at the small chime embedded into the wall next to the
door.
As it slid open, a tall man in a uniform appeared. He bowed stiffly at
Rilanna and moved aside. "Mrs. Anoran is expecting you. I shall escort you
to the dining area, Ms. Kir." He held out his arm to her and waited with
patience and apparent indifference for her to accept.
Rilanna looked at his arm, then with a small smile slid her arm into his.
"Thank you," she said, and then with her other hand indicated for him to
lead the way.
He led Rilanna through a large living area that was finely furnished lined
with ornate sculptures atop pedestals throughout. The deckplating was
covered with a richly coloured carpet, beneath which rested a green marbled
floor. The dining area was concealed behind two large, heavy doors.
Rilanna's escort pushed open one of the doors and stepped aside. "Ms.
Rilanna Kir." He stood by the open doorway, and with a bow, he extended his
arm and gestured for her to enter.
So formal, Rilanna thought as she stepped into the room. She looked around,
admiring the decor as she moved toward where Shrezade waited for her.
"You've got quite a place here," she said with a grin.
"It suffices for my needs and tastes." She motioned to the chair across
from her at the large table that had been much more finely decorated than
necessary for a mere business dinner. "The chef is still preparing the main
course. Appetizers will be out shortly."
With a grin, as her eyes still surveyed the room, Rilanna moved to the
offered chair. She smoothed her skirt and then sat into it slowly,
surprising herself at how comfortable it was. "It's been awhile since I was
in anyplace so lavish. It's a nice change."
Reza languidly sipped from a glass of amber liquid, yet kept her
scrutinizing gaze on Rilanna. "Your appearance is quite different from
earlier. Quite...revealing for a business dinner."
Rilanna glanced down at her short top and then at the long skirt she wore.
The split in the side of the skirt did show a good deal of her leg. "My
apologies if my attire is too risqué. Unfortunately, this was all I could
find of clothing more appropriate to a setting other than hunting down a
bunch of criminals. I hope it's not too much."
"No, it's quite alright. I only wish you'd allowed me to purchase some
formal attire for you." Reza set down her emptied glass and signalled the
attendant. He bowed quickly and disappeared into a back room. "But since
you would not allow me to repay my debt to you in that manner, I had my
assistant purchase something else for you." The attendant returned a moment
later and stood motionless at Rilanna's side with a broad package laid upon
his hands. "Go ahead," Reza prompted. "You may open it now."
"Perhaps if we do a meal like this again, I can purchase something more
suitable for the occasion," Rilanna said as she took the package from the
man. She looked at it for a moment, and then started in on opening it.
When it was finally open, she looked down inside and tried not to look as
startled and shocked as she felt. Looking at the objects within, she
couldn't imagine what any of them were for, but they all appeared to have
some rather insidious purpose. She pulled out the thing that looked
something like a mask and smiled. "It's all quite...extraordinary. I...I
will put them to good use. Thank you, Mrs. Anoran."
Reza smiled skeptically at Rilanna and said, "You hate it, don't you? It's
quite alright. I didn't expect someone of your stature to be familiar with
cosmetic supplies. But I feel a woman should not sacrifice aesthetic beauty
to survive in a male-dominated society. There are times when just a touch
of lip gloss can make a woman feel ravishing, and when a woman feels
beautiful, it does wonders for her confidence."
Rilanna looked back into the box and smiled. "Beauty supplies?" She
laughed softly. "I don't hate it," she said. "Now that I know what they
are... Thank you, very much. I don't have much experience with them, but
I'm sure I'll be able to use them. Thank you."
"Well, if you have any trouble, I can provide some assistance." Shrezade
signalled the attendant again, who spoke into a tiny comm device. Within
moments, a pair of servers with gleaming platters entered the dining area. A
plate of Mon Calamari shrimp was placed before Rilanna, and another before
Reza. Wine was poured into their goblets, and as quickly as they appeared,
the servers disappeared once again. "A transport brought them in this
morning, fresh from Mon Calamari. I was going to have them all for myself,
but since this opportunity presented itself, I decided to share them with my
most prized employee."
"Thank you again," Rilanna said with a wide smile, obvious gratitude clear
in her eyes. "It's been...I was very young the last time I had Mon Calamari
shrimp." Once Shrezade started eating her food, Rilanna started in on her
own. "Very good. Your chef is quite amazing."
"A necessity for someone who can't get enough of the extravagant life." Reza
forewent the appetizer for a moment and began dipping into the wine poured
for them. She watched Rilanna intently as she ate, and broached the subject
she had been meaning to discuss with the girl since going down below earlier
in the day. "Ms. Kir...how would you like to increase your earnings
substantially?"
Rilanna was silent for a moment as she stared into her plate, and then she
nodded. "I would love the chance to increase my earnings," she said. "You
have my complete attention, Mrs. Anoran."
"Good." Reza placed her elbows atop the table and pressed her hands
together. "Now, I've recently made an agreement with an associate to infuse
funds into my campaign in return for a modification to the rules of the
bounty hunts." A slow smile curled Reza's lips as she asked, "My dear,
would it be too invasive if I inquired about your allegiances?"
Rilanna smiled. "I tend toward the middle," she said. "I try to remain
neutral and impartial. However, most of my work has come from Imperial
contracts. If the money is right, and a job doesn't conflict with my
personal beliefs, then I'll take it, whoever's hiring."
"Very well," Reza said quietly and with a pleased smile. "Then you wouldn't
have any qualms about hunting down alleged Rebel sympathizers and taking
them into custody, now would you?"
Rilanna thought about it for a moment, and then smiled. "No qualms at all,"
she said. "You give me the bounty notice, and I'll bring them to you."
Reza sat back in her chair with a satisfied grin and motioned for Rilanna to
continue with her meal. "I'll alter your contract then and have a new one
drawn up for you tomorrow. My associate will be very pleased that I've
found someone so capable to give aid to his cause. I, as well, am very
grateful, Ms. Kir."
Ril grinned. "I am glad I can make you grateful, Mrs. Anoran," she said.
"And, I certainly hope your chef is well-paid, because this has to be the
best food I've ever tasted." She looked around. "I never would have
thought that running a space station could provide for such luxuries."
Reza's features darkened and her smile became a grim scowl. Her voice was
cold and seeping with bitterness as she replied, "I'm paid well. I also
acquired a large sum from my husband's life insurance fund. I am quite
financially comfortable because of it."
Rilanna's eyes narrowed. "I meant no offence by my comment," she said. "All
I was trying to say was that your place here is very nice, and luxurious."
Touchy, she thought to herself as she returned her attention to her food.
Reza nodded slowly as she brought the goblet of wine to her lips again and
drained it. "I thank you for the compliment, Ms. Kir." She placed her
goblet upon the table and tapped it. The attendant moved briskly to the
cooling bucket by the table and removed the wine bottle from it. He quickly
filled her glass again and moved away after replacing the bottle. "Ms.
Kir," Reza said tightly, "are you...involved with anyone?"
Rilanna looked up, slightly startled by the question. "No...no I'm
not...involved with anyone," she said. "I guess it's a combination of not
having found anyone and being so busy with my work that I haven't had the
time."
"Ah." Reza nodded her head and stared into the red liquid in her glass
pensively. "Believe me...it is better that way. Once you give your heart
to another, it is impossible to take it back whole again. Even in love,
there comes a consequence, and heartbreak is just that."
Rilanna took a sip from her glass and finally nodded. "I've never been in
love," she said. "I haven't really ever had a serious relationship with
anyone. While there may be benefits to being in love, I don't know. In my
line of work, it's dangerous. I wouldn't want someone I loved to get caught
in that. It's not very difficult for someone to use your heart against you.
If I had someone, and I was hunting a criminal, he could tear me apart by
going after someone I cared about. That would hurt my job and my loved one.
I wouldn't want to do that."
"Very practical, Ms. Kir. In this universe, love is a liability. Nothing
good can thrive in the darkness this vast expanse of greed and corruption
produces, and those who allow themselves luxuries such as falling in love
only become prey to the villains in the end." Reza cleared her throat and
went rigid in her chair. She replaced the closely guarded shields she'd let
weaken momentarily and ordered the attendant to have dinner brought out. "At
any rate," she began with a strange tightness in her voice, "women such as
ourselves are far too independent to be tied down. Being alone is better
than being oppressed."
Rilanna raised her glass. "I haven't been down to the planet below, but I
have a feeling I'd be sick at the sight of all the subservient, obsequious
women down there. It's truly disgusting. I'd love to round up all the men
from Tae'Karada and have them lined up and put out of the universe's
collective misery. I'm just glad this place is here, even though we do get
the occasional woman in that flimsy gown up here."
"I'm putting forth a dress code forbidding the women of this station to walk
around in such lewd attire. This station is legally in my jurisdiction; I
may do as I please and it would please me to have every equadi thrown into
an incinerator." Reza smiled wanly and raised her empty glass to Rilanna.
"I respect your views, Ms. Kir, and not only because they coincide with
mine." Noticing her glass was devoid of the sweet, red wine, she signalled
over the attendant again. "You are a wise woman, Ms. Kir, and I am
beginning to find your company much less tiresome."
Rilanna grinned. "Thank you," she said. "Though, I apologize if my company
were tiresome at all." She sighed and then smiled. "It's nice to have
someone to talk with. Bounty hunting is solitary work, and I don't often
get to sit down with people like this. It's also nice to talk to someone
with an intellectual capacity much greater than a nerf."
"Well, many do not have the opportunity to attend schooling facilities, and
others are far too content with their paths of depravity that they see no
need to better themselves through education." The servers once again
entered the room and set down elegantly garnished plates of roasted Tilan
water fowl. "Tell me, Ms. Kir, are you an educated woman? You are very
astute and intelligent, as far as I can tell."
"I like to think I'm fairly well educated," Rilanna said. "My family was
quite adamant that I learn the important things. My schooling wasn't in
officially sanctioned schools, but the curriculum was similar."
"Was your family wealthy? It would explain your particular career choice.
To me, it seems to translate as some yearning to cast off the burden of a
sort of family expectation. Are you rebelling from something, Ms. Kir?"
"My family is a bunch of criminals," Rilanna said with a slight scowl. "I
guess I'm rebelling against that. They are fairly high up in Black Sun,
which is why they also have the wealth that they do. Everything about them
disgusts me, so here I am. Doing what I do allows me to seek justice for
those who think themselves worthy of their criminal activities and it gives
me more wealth than I would see as a normal security operative."
"And freedom." Reza began slicing into her fowl, yet she continued to keep
her steady gaze on Rilanna. "There is another gift I'd planned on giving
you, but I wanted to determine first if I tolerated you enough to actually
bestow such generousity upon you." She pulled the morsel of food off her
fork and chewed it slowly in her mouth. "I tolerate you, Rilanna Kir,
therefore the gift is yours." Reza set down her fork and knife, then
reached into the inner pocket of her suit jacket and produced a small
keycard. She slid it across the table towards Rilanna and sat back with
tight smile.
Rilanna picked up the card from the table and looked at it. She glanced up
at Shrezade and then to the card again. "What's this," she asked, her
curiousity running away from her.
"Level 55, deck 4. The room number's on the back of the keycard." Reza
gave a laugh and added, "You're welcome."
Rilanna looked at the keycard again, and then smiled. "Thank you," she
said. "The place I'm in now is...well, it's not much. Thank you. I won't
let you down, Mrs. Anoran. I'll help you make this station the way you want
it to be."
"The way it was meant to be," Reza corrected gently. She sighed wistfully
as she stared at her barely touched meal. "It is my ambition to make this a
haven from all the depravity and corruption of this universe, a place for
worthy beings such as myself, and yourself, Ms. Kir. I won't rest until I
have achieved my goal."
Rilanna smiled and raised her glass again. "And, neither shall I," she
said. "I think we make a good team, Mrs. Anoran. I think together you and
I can make a difference around here. We'll have people sitting up and
taking notice that this is a place for decent people, and the scum isn't
welcome."
Reza refilled her empty glass and raised it towards Rilanna's. "To hoping
you remain in my good graces, Ms. Kir. I would truly hate to lose your
companionship."
Rilanna drank down the contents of her glass and set it on the table. "If
we do become friends," she said after a long pause, "you would be the first
friend I have had in a very long time."
"Don't get ahead of yourself, Ms. Kir. I don't often tolerate people long
enough to form any sort of relationship beyond the level of passing
acquaintances with them." She brought the glass to her lips again, and held
it there as her mouth twitched with the signs of an oncoming grin. "If it
does develop into more, however, Ms. Kir, you would be my first friend
ever." Reza cleared her throat and submerged her lips in the red liquid to
conceal the slowly forming smile.
Rilanna laughed softly. "Well, I guess we'll have to see what the future
has in store for us," she said. "I imagine we'll probably just end up
hating each other, and won't even want to speak. We'll have to rely on
intermediaries for all official business." She grinned, and motioned for
more wine.
Reza stayed the attendant with a dismissive wave of her hand and pulled the
bottle from the bucket herself. The attendant bowed stiffly and disappeared
from the room. Reza filled Rilanna's glass to the brim, then refilled her
own glass. "I hope, Ms. Kir, you will refrain from divulging to anyone the
kindness I've shown to you this evening. It would not do for rumour to
spread that Shrezade Anoran is not the intimidating, brusque witch she
appears to be."
"I will say nothing to anyone," Rilanna said with a smile. "And I'll kill
anyone who even looks like they might think that." After a moment, she
laughed softly. "Don't worry, I won't say a word. Your reputation is
secure, I assure you."
"If you were anyone else, I'd be insulted by that. But I thank you for the
compliment." They ate their meal in silence interspersed with casual
conversation. After a time, Reza set down her glass and smiled at Rilanna
as she pushed back her chair and rose. She moved through the doors leading
to the kitchen, then returned a few moments later with two bowls of
honeycrust topped with ice cream and beebleberries. "Come," she said to
Rilanna as she moved past her and towards the large doors of the dining
area. "We'll be more comfortable in the living area."
Rilanna pushed away from the table and followed Shrezade into the other
room. "You do have a very nice place here," she said. "I haven't had a
chance to make my place comfortable. Perhaps I shall do that with the new
place, in my off time of course." As she looked around the living area,
Rilanna let out a low whistle. "Very nice indeed."
Reza settled into the large, plush sofa and smiled at Rilanna as she took a
seat next to her. She handed Rilanna a bowl of the dessert, then picked up
her spoon and began scooping up the decadent ice cream. "You look healthy
enough, so a little dessert wouldn't hurt your figure. Besides, you're
young and in your active line of work, I'm certain you can burn it off in no
time."
Rilanna plunged a spoon into her own dessert. "I am certain I'll burn this
and the rest of the meal off tomorrow. I don't tend to put on much weight
in my line of work. Which I guess is a good thing. Though, you appear to
keep yourself fairly active as well. This is very good too. I will have to
stay on your good side in order to get some more of this food."
"You'll have to stay on my good side, period. I really would rather not
have to reprimand you for anything, Ms. Kir. You're my best employee now.
The way you handled those two today... It was almost impressive." Reza
grinned. "Almost."
Rilanna nearly laughed. "I'll try to be more impressive next time," she
said with a smile. "I like what I do. It's for a good purpose. And, I'm
glad you were able to see that today. Some are easier, most are tougher.
But, so far I've always come out the winner."
"And if you continue to do so, you will also end up very rich." Reza
savoured a morsel of the dessert, chewing on it slowly. She sighed softly
and asked, "What are your ambitions for the future, Ms. Kir? There will
come a time when you may search for a change in pace, a new hobby... What
will you do when you've accumulated enough funds that you'll no longer need
to work?"
"I haven't really thought about it much," Rilanna said. "However, just off
the top of my head, I think I would like to set up my own security firm. An
organization with high-mobility that can go where needed to keep peace, and
enforce the law. Also, where needed, to act in the name of justice."
Reza nodded with approval and for a moment, felt something she'd never felt
for anyone before: respect. "You haven't allowed your family's depravity to
taint your sense of morality and integrity. It's a difficult thing to do in
such an immoral universe. You should be proud of yourself."
Rilanna smiled. "Thank you," she said. "That means a lot coming from you.
I know I probably still have some time until I'm at that point, but I hope
that I can learn some of the management skills from observing you, and my
time here will give me an additional look at other types of security work.
This has actually turned out to be more than I originally expected."
"Nothing normally turns out as expected. No matter how perfect our plans
for the future seem, there are always those unforeseen variables that one
cannot account for until you stumble upon them and they threaten to upset
everything you've worked so hard for." Reza stared into the puddle of
melted ice cream within her bowl, then reached out and placed it atop the
table across from the sofa. "It's best not to plan things," she said
distantly. "If you let life take its own course, you prepare yourself
better for the unexpected. It allows you to better...cope with whatever
struggles you're faced with and saves you the pain of upset when things
don't exactly go your way."
Rilanna glanced at Shrezade and felt a sudden pang of the pain she knew the
woman must be feeling. She suspected Shrezade's deceased husband was
foremost on her mind at that moment. Out of respect for those memories, Ril
kept silent. She slowly continued on the dessert, happy to find solace in
the sweet concoction.
Reza stared blankly at a sculpture resting on the centre of the small table,
then quickly stood up with sigh. "It's late," she said quietly. She looked
down at Rilanna and smiled faintly. "Will you need help carrying your
package to your quarters?"
Rilanna smiled and shook her head. "No," she said. "I think I can manage.
Thank you for the dinner tonight, it was delicious. Please pass my
compliments on to your chef. He does remarkable work. I'll see you later,
Mrs. Anoran."
Reza hollered a command across the living area to her attendant, who
appeared moments later carrying Rilanna's packages. "You will stop by my
office very soon, will you not, Ms. Kir? It would please me to hear about
your progress or any other plans you might have that we can implement to
better facilitate the cleansing of this station." An almost pleasant smile
curled Reza's lips as she added, "And perhaps you can join me for another
business dinner sometime soon."
Rilanna grinned. "I'd like that," she said. "I'll stop by tomorrow
afternoon with a progress report. There's an Ithorian down in the lower
decks that's been on the list for too long. I'm going to be taking him off
tomorrow. I'd ask you along to observe, but I think this one may prove
pretty dangerous."
"Well...I think I've had enough excitement today to last me for a while."
The attendant handed Rilanna her gift, bowed, then returned to the back
room. Reza strolled to the doorway with Rilanna and finally said, "You will
be careful, will you not?"
"Always," Ril said. "That's what keeps me alive. Thank you again." She
paused for a moment and then smiled. "In private, do you mind if I call you
Shrezade? It just feels...awkward calling you Mrs. Anoran when we're alone
like this."
Reza furrowed her brow, seeming to be mentally deliberating on whether to be
appalled at Rilanna's boldness, or to embrace the possibility of hearing her
name spoken by someone other than her own voice in her head. A restrained
smile appeared and Reza's features softened. She tapped the door panel and
as it slid open, she replied, "Shrezade it is, Rilanna Kir."
"Thank you," Rilanna said. It seemed like she was saying that a lot
tonight. "I'll see you later, Shrezade. Have a good night. And, thank you
again for everything."
Reza nodded in response and watched Rilanna depart. She had surprised even
herself tonight, especially at her ability to seem almost amicable and
decent towards Rilanna. She didn't recall spouting one rude or
condescending comment and congratulated herself for showing restraint when
she did have the urge to criticize or demean. But with Rilanna, those
moments were rare.
The wine wasn't that strong and she hadn't consumed more than a few glasses,
which meant the approval she felt towards Rilanna wasn't an
inebriation-induced conjuring of her addled mind. She liked the woman - a
first for Shrezade - and had in fact had the most pleasant evening she'd had
in a while. Smiling as much as she had this evening felt fulfilling and all
but banished the simmering bitterness within her.
"Thank you, Rilanna Kir," she said softly as the girl disappeared into the
lift tube. With her life debt paid, Reza found herself indebted again to
the woman, but this was one she didn't think mere baubles could ever repay.
"A Party"
by Weibran the Hutt
Location: Galactic Headquarters of the Weibran Crime Family, New Plouton
Date: Niothe 4, 4ABY
***
Light filtered in through the ornate windows above the throne room. Seated
atop the dais in the gilded chair large enough to seat three men sat a
single man (who also happened to be as wide as three men). With one hand
resting upon his chin, the other paused above a plate piled high with food,
he contemplated.
"A masked ball," Weibran said with a smile, his small beady eyes glittering
with delight. "For this crowd, a costume will be a necessity. Oh it will
be quite delightful, won't it, Rancor?"
"Yip," his canine-ish companion responded, pausing only briefly from gnawing
on the bantha bone resting under his paws. "Yaroo yip." With that, he went
back to his meal.
"Yes," Weibran said with a knowing smile. "I do think it will be a good
night for deals. And, I have the perfect costume picked out for you
already, my dear Rancor." And, then we went back to preparing the
invitation he'd been working on.
"Yrrr."
"Much better than that last one," he quickly added. "No more dianaga
costumes for you."
"Yap yrrr yip."
"There," Weibran said as he held the invitation up to the light. With his
other hand, he brought the leg of nerf to his lips. He mumbled something
that caused Rancor to tilt his head to the side and growl an inquisitive
response. "Sorry. I think this is ready to be sent now. Oh, and it will
be glorious. There see, Rancor. It is a beautiful piece of work."
Rancor looked at the piece of plastisheet and made the canine equivalent of
a shrug.
"It says, 'My dearest colleague, you are cordially invited to a small
gathering held by myself, Weibran, at the New Plouton Arms. The date of
this glorious evening will be Niothe 7. You may bring a guest to accompany
you. I request that you leave your weaponry in your lair. Security will be
provided by the Weibran Family.' It will be sent to all the important,
powerful people in the system. Oh yes, and that musician fellow who wanted
help finding his girlfriend. He...he shall play music for me. Oh, Rancor,
this will be my greatest moment."
"Bark, yap. Yip yip, yowrrr."
"And yours, yes," Weibran said with a grin. "Now, come along, Rancor. Let
us go send these invitations out, and prepare our party. We still have the
rest of the week, but you can never make too many preparations."
With that, Weibran ambled off his throne and start down toward the exit.
Soon, all of New Plouton and Tae'Karada would thank him for the marvelous
party. Oh, and it would be quite the party too. Everyone who was anyone
would be there.
"Conflicting Emotions, Part 1"
By: Liam Zaneth
Laedra Vorrel
Yelara Zaneth
Jae Dyn Brael
Location: Jedi Temple, Tae'Karada
Date: Niothe 4, 4 ABY
***
The previous night, Jae Dyn had given her report on events in Thanatos to
Liam. She told him about the talk with Nieme and Dani, and then saving
Laedra from the huntress, and then the ride home from Thanatos. Liam agreed
that Jae Dyn shouldn't train the two girls while they weren't part of the
Temple, however helping Nieme with her dreams would be fine. Liam didn't
think Laedra would mind helping the girl ease the burden of what she saw as
a curse.
The subject of Laedra's presence in the Temple was a precarious one, and
Liam knew that he and Jae Dyn would be at odds until she could realize that
Laedra wasn't the menace she saw her as. They were all on the same side.
But, Liam would help Jae Dyn as much as possible, and hopefully could help
her control the anger she felt inside.
For now, Liam was finding relaxation through a workout. He'd already worked
through the front half of it, but now he was into the shadow forms. He'd
always found this part of the workout the most relaxing, the most focused.
In the heart of the forms, he felt closer to the Force than most other
times. It was in that focus that he was vaguely aware of the movement at
the corner of the room, the being stepping closer.
"Your concentration is remarkable," the voice attached to the shifting form
of sleek leather said softly. "Confronting the calm you're exuding is like
wading in a pool of gently rippling water. Truly remarkable."
Liam slowly started pulling himself out of his training stance and smiled.
"Thank you," he said. "I hope you are well today, and that the bed in your
room was adequate."
"The bed was the most comfortable thing I've slept on for months." Laedra
paused before Liam and gestured to the leather outfit provided by Yelara.
"As for this... I really do think I need to acquire some more...appropriate
attire."
Liam laughed softly. "Well, it does look a little large on you," he said.
"But, other than that, it does look good. But, I'm sure we can get you
something new today. I've been considering getting traditional attire for
all of us for around the Temple; but outside the Temple, we still need to
remain disguised."
"A wise choice." Laedra motioned blatantly to Liam's bare chest and laughed
softly. "Traditional attire would remove many of the distractions
associated with your form of training attire." She took a step closer to
Liam and lowered her voice. "However, I have found that I am much better
able to focus when free of the confines of clothing in any form."
"I think it would be wise of me to refrain from suggesting that we train by
your methods," Liam said. "Though, I must say that it sounds
very...freeing. The lack of clothing does greatly help with the freedom of
movement though."
"I agree," Laedra replied. "However, leather does not. Perhaps you would
care to accompany me into town so I can purchase some more...liberating
attire."
"I'd be happy to," Liam said. "And, I can look into those droids while
we're in town. And, possibly other supplies for this place. We still need
some dry stores, and some other basics required for habitation. And, if
we're lucky, we can find a second speeder for a decent price."
"If you don't mind me inquiring, Liam...where do you find the funds for such
purchases? Have you another source of income?"
"During the time after I started my journey back toward the light, I walked
in an area between light and dark," Liam said. "During that time, I focused
on raiding Imperial strongholds. My money comes from their coffers. Also,
I made some lucky investments."
Laedra nodded ponderously, then laughed gently. "I see. It is not my place
to express approval or disapproval of your means of acquiring funds, but I
will say it is as valid a way as any." She found herself studying Liam's
face, focusing upon his smile and eyes. She soon realized her intense
meditation session of the previous evening had done little to quell the
urges Liam had inspired, and red-faced, Laedra was forced to look away.
"Shall I retrieve my cloak then meet you at the speeder?"
"That sounds fine," Liam said. "I'll meet you there. I want to let the
others know where we're going. I'll see you in a few minutes."
Laedra bowed, her eyes travelling along Liam's chest as she did. A grin
tugged at her
lips until she realized Yelara's loosely fitting vest fell open, revealing
far more than she would ever have intended to. She straightened up quickly,
made a
hasty verbal dismissal and fled, even more flustered than looking at Liam's
chest had ever made her.
Liam stood staring for another minute after she'd gone. "Very nice," he
said to himself with a grin. He took a deep breath, and let it out. He was
starting down a dangerous path with Laedra, he could feel it. Not good, he
told himself, and then started off to let Yelara know he'd be running into
the city.
***
"Kallia, now don't exaggerate. She can't be that bad!" Yelara watched with
amusement as Kallia paced incessantly through the room. Leshie too seemed
to be following Kallia with his eyes, and if he was becoming as dizzy as she
was, Yelara figured she'd be cleaning up a puddle of baby vomit anytime now.
"She is," Kallia said. "I swear to you, the woman didn't have a single nice
thing to say about anything. She didn't even thank me for saving her life.
If she'd hit the sand, she probably would have broken her back. But, every
idea I had, she was against. And, she made it sound like I actually wanted
to be with...with...with Dargus. She's so condescending and patronizing.
She insults me, and then tells me that she wasn't really just insulting me.
She went to great lengths to point out my faults. She is that bad, Yel."
"Well...Liam seems to like her. Not that I don't believe you believe
everything you're saying but..." Yelara sighed. "Kallia, could it be that
you're just feeling a bit...threatened by her?"
Kallia turned toward Yelara and frowned. "But she's so--" Yelara could be
right, she told herself. "It's possible. It's just...she was doing it
deliberately...or it felt like it anyway. Maybe it's just all part of my
tests to be a Jedi. Maybe I'm supposed to have everything I've worked for
squashed before I can advance. Maybe I'm not cut out for this."
"Kal..." Yelara raised Leshie to her chest and gently patted his back.
"You're a good Jedi. It's what you were meant to be, my love. You can't
let the arrival of this woman cause you to doubt everything you've
accomplished. Maybe this is a test, but I know you, Kal. You're strong and
this is an obstacle you can overcome. You've survived far worse struggles
than this one."
Kallia moved to sit next to Yelara. "Why does she have to make me feel
incompetent to test me? I'm good, I know what we're doing is right, and I
know that we were the only ones able to start this Temple. But, why does
she try to make it sound like it was all a mistake?"
Yelara smiled warmly and cradled Kallia's cheek in her hand. "Perhaps she's
not used to interacting with other Jedi. You said she was trained
practically isolated from the universe. You'll just have to familiarize her
with the way you and Liam are running the Temple. It is your Temple, Kal,
not hers. If she doesn't like the way you're doing things, inform her that
she's free to leave anytime."
"We need her though," Kallia said. "I hate being desperate." She looked up
at Yelara and laughed. "I just hope I can get her to at least accept me. I
don't want to do this if one of the Jedi Masters here can't stand being
around me, and takes every chance to knock me down."
"Well...just do the same to her, Kal. She may be a self-appointed Jedi
Master, but it doesn't give her any special authority over you. Just...don't
let her upset you. If she does...tell her she'll have to deal with your
girlfriend."
Kallia pressed her body against Yelara and wrapped one arm around her back
while the other moved to brush through Leshie's fine, red hair. "I'll have
to do that."
"You do that." She kissed Kallia tenderly, then added, "And you tell her
she better return my outfit or she really is gonna have to deal with your
girlfriend."
Kallia laughed. "She borrowed one of your outfits? I'm surprised she
didn't borrow one of mine; she and I are about the same size. Oh, and I do
have the outfit for her."
"Oh really? Something absolutely ridiculous, I presume." Yelara grinned
and pulled Kallia closer. "What better way to seek revenge by lending her
something utterly unflattering to wear?"
"Well, she is very adamant against any sort of fraternization, so cold
towards the idea of intimacy, that I would have taken great delight in
putting her into a nice sexy little outfit that would have gone completely
against everything she believes in."
Yelara giggled and shifted closer to Kallia. "Do you think she's...you
know...still a virgin? It would explain why she has such a sour
temperament. Maybe she and that Kal'aran fellow can loosen each other up a
bit," she said with a suggestive chuckle.
Kallia laughed. "I bet she is," she said. "And, I don't know about
Kal'Aran. He doesn't seem all that interested in women or intimacy. You
know those toys Dani left behind, I bet Laedra could use those though."
"Or, we could." Yelara purred as she ran her finger along Kal's lips. "I
bet that would get your mind off that strict, uptight Jedi Master." She
brushed her lips against Kallia's ear and blew gently into it. "You never
know, my love... She might be so hard on you because she's got a tiny
crush."
Kallia grinned and brought her lips to brush across Yelara's cheek. "Do you
think so?" she asked. "I guess there would be one way to find out, wouldn't
there? I imagine she must be very frustrated having never been with anyone.
So, you want to put Leshie down, and we can have a little fun?"
"My dear...I would have thought the answer to that was quite obvious by
now." Yelara giggled and slipped off the bed. Carefully, yet excitedly,
she settled Leshie into his crib, then turned back towards Kallia. "Let's
go to Dani's room and pick out some toys. I don't think she'd mind, do
you?"
Kallia's smile broadened. "Oh, I think she would encourage us to use them,"
she said. "And, I have a feeling she would have happily joined us if she
were here. But, she's not so we'll have to make due on our own." She
reached out and took Yelara's hand. "Let's go!"
Yelara contained a squeal for Leshie's sake as she pulled Kallia off the bed
and rushed towards the door. "And we'll make enough noise to chase the
spirits in this place away! And enough to make that uptight Laedra blush!"
"Oh gods, Yelara," Kallia said as they hurried through the halls. "I've
never had toys before. It's going to be so fun. I want to use that really
big one she has, and that one that straps on...I bet that one's fun."
"Jae Dyn!" Laedra walked briskly down the corridor, gripping her cloak in
one hand and her lightsaber in the other.
Yelara stopped and looked back at the approaching woman. She hadn't seen
her before, and catching a glimpse of her now, she cocked a suspicious
eyebrow. "Liam
never said she was young...and pretty."
"Young and pretty," Kallia muttered, "but cold as deep space." She turned
her attention to Laedra and smiled. "Master Laedra, how nice to see you
today. Were you going out?"
"As a matter of fact, I was." She nodded to Yelara congenially, yet
couldn't help noting she appeared much younger than Liam, not young enough
to make their relationship scandalous, but just young enough to cause her
eyebrow to twitch. "You are Liam's wife? I guess I owe you thanks for the
use of your clothing."
Yelara laughed dryly and put on her most polite, yet absolutely false smile.
"It's no trouble...really. They're not too tight on you, I hope."
Laedra was unaffected by the attempted insult; in fact, she was oblivious to
it. "They're just fine. Liam agreed to take me into the city to purchase
my own attire. I just stopped by to ask if either of you needed anything."
"Wait... You're going into town...alone with Liam?" Yelara's smile
tightened as she clenched her teeth. "That's so...nice of him."
Jae Dyn leaned close. "No need to be jealous, my love," she softly sang.
"You've got me and a bunch of toys, and Liam's going to be out with the
woman who could freeze a star." She turned back to Laedra. "I think we're
alright for now, though make certain to get a good warm nightshirt; these
beds can get awfully cold at night."
"Thank you for the suggestion," she replied sincerely. "In fact, Liam and I
were thinking of looking into uniforms - traditional attire for the teachers
and students. I think it's a good idea. It would teach the students
discipline in a way, and make their lessons at least appear formal, even
though they're probably very used to your informal methods, Jae Dyn."
Jae Dyn brushed a hand against her bared belly button seductively and smiled
at Laedra. "I find the informal allows you to get closer to your students,
allows them to trust you more. Stiff formality usually just pushes them
away, makes them more distant. But, while I don't recommend sleeping with
the students, getting closer is better than pushing them away. You have to
find someone else to sleep with." She brushed a hand over Yelara's arm.
"It's good for relieving stress...among other things."
Laedra cleared her throat and shifted uncomfortably at Jae Dyn's display. "I
can see you're still unchanged in your views on the entire intimacy issue."
She shot Yelara a look of disdain, which intensified as her eyes strayed
back to Jae Dyn. "But in my opinion, formality prevents against
certain...improprieties from occurring. It is quite easy for a student to
become far too close to his teacher. They spend much time together alone,
become quite attached to one another... Unless a teacher can maintain a
level of professionalism, perhaps she is not fit to be teaching altogether."
"Now wait a minute!" Yelara protested. "How dare--"
"Oh, forgive me, ladies," Laedra interjected abruptly. "I believe Liam is
waiting for me. Did you see him stop by your quarters? When last I saw
him, he was without a shirt and I assume he returned to your chambers to
retrieve one."
Yelara's mouth slowly dropped and her eyes narrowed to slits. She took a
step forward, prepared to diffuse the situation with a fist to Laedra's
nose.
"Yel," Kallia cautioned. "Let's go get those things and spend some time by
ourselves. And, we should probably also check on Liam...to find out when he
plans on returning. Besides, I want to go have wild sex before the babies
wake up."
Laedra's lips puckered as if the mention of sex left a sour taste in her
mouth. "Don't worry. I will have him returned to you both within
reasonable time." Laedra gave a short bow to them both, but did nothing to
hide the contempt and disgust inspired by their actions.
When Laedra turned on her heel, Yelara stuck out her tongue to convey her
opinion of Laedra, as any true lady would do. "I don't like her one bit,
Kal. I'm beginning to think you were absolutely right about her."
"At least we don't have to worry about Liam with her," Kallia said. "Can
you imagine how much she must hate him with his background?"
"Hmm... She didn't sound like she minded him walking around topless."
Yelara glanced back at Laedra with a seething glare and hoped the woman's
Force sensitivity gave her the ability to detect the hatred she felt towards
her. "She better keep her hands off my husband or she's gonna learn that
not even a Jedi Master is a match against a pissed Yelara Zaneth."
Kallia slipped her arms around Yelara. "Don't worry, my love," she said.
"The woman is completely clueless about relationships; she wouldn't know
what to do with Liam, even if she wanted him. That sort of thing is
unprofessional and sets a bad precedent for the Padawans. She'd never go
after him, it'd go against everything she believes in."
Yelara pouted for but a moment, while nodding her head and agreeing not
particularly wholeheartedly with Kallia. Her mood brightened considerably,
and her desires were rekindled as she gazed up at Kallia with a salacious
smile. "You were pretty impressive back there. I mean, you stuck up for
yourself and insulted her pretty good. It got me kinda...aroused."
Kallia moved closer to Yelara. "I got you kinda aroused? I guess I'm going
to have to work harder now. I don't want you only kinda, I want you all the
way." She kissed Yel, grabbed her hands and started pulling her toward
Dani's former bedroom. "I want you and toys. Now."
Yelara moaned longingly and followed Kallia with a grin. "Oh, how I love it
when you're commanding."
Kallia glanced back. "Commanding and defiant, my love," she said. "Just
wait until we're alone in our room."
Yelara purred in Kallia's ear and rubbed sensually up against her. "Dominate
me, my love."
"Come on," Kallia said as they rushed headlong down the hall. "We'll have
to use Dani's room, I think, because I know I can't make it back to ours."
Giggling, they raced on toward Dani's room for some much needed play time.
***
Liam approached the speeder after quickly changing into clothing much more
appropriate for going into the city. He now wore a pair of leather pants
and a lightweight shirt, over which he had thrown a leather poncho that was
long enough to cover the lightsaber at his belt. He noticed that Laedra was
just ahead of him and rushed to catch up. "You ready for that wardrobe
change?"
Laedra swung quickly around, her spurred reflexes preparing to deploy
defensive measures. She laughed at herself and shook her head as she
was reminded where she was - a Temple, not the criminal sector of Tatooine,
or Thanatos for that matter. "Well," she said as she surveyed Liam's
outfit. "For a while, I wasn't sure if you'd sworn off wearing shirts or if
you merely lacked them altogether."
"Well, I figured since the two times you'd seen me I wasn't wearing one, I
figured it might be a nice change of pace to put one on," he said. "Besides,
in the city, I think they prefer men to be fully dressed; it's the women
they
let wander around with hardly anything on. And, speaking of clothing, let's
go get you those new clothes." With that he started toward the door that
was just ahead of them.
"I believe there is a new urgency in purchasing attire for myself. It would
seem your wife is no longer content in loaning me her clothing." Laedra
shrugged her shoulders humbly and sighed. "She and Jae Dyn seem to
share a mind in their opinion of me. Frankly, I'm beginning to think there
really is something about me they find unpleasant."
Liam looked at Laedra and frowned. "I can't imagine what-- Well, other
than that you're an attractive woman. At least, for Yelara. Not sure why
Jae Dyn would still be feeling that way. Personally, I think you are a
nice, pleasant woman and there's nothing wrong with you. And, regardless of
whether Yelara likes you in her clothes, I think they look good on
you...even if they are a little large."
Laedra laughed and rested her hand upon his shoulder. "According to Yelara,
they seemed a tight fit on me." Her smile softened as she caught Liam's
gaze. She caressed his shoulder gently with her thumb and added, "But I
thank you for your compliments and your kindness. My time here would have
seemed ill-fated entirely if your opinion of me was as low as Jae Dyn's and
Yelara's appear to be."
"I can understand Yelara's reaction. She doesn't have the discipline of a
Jedi Knight, she hasn't received our training, nor does she live by our
code.
But, Jae Dyn? I don't understand her reactions. Of the two of us, I had
thought her the more level-headed and wise." He shook his head. "I guess I
was wrong. In any event, I do like you and I'm hoping you can help me in my
journey to the Light."
Reminded that her duty at the Temple was not to seduce a fellow teacher,
Laedra removed her hand from Liam's shoulder and rested it casually on the
hilt of her lightsaber. "Perhaps it will take time. I've found that women
are naturally confrontational upon the presence of another woman into their
lives. I expect once they realize I have no intention on intruding upon the
relationship the three of you share, they'll be less...defensive towards
me."
Liam nodded. "Very true," he said. "Yelara has a difficult time with her
jealousy. Hopefully she'll see she has nothing to worry about though. While
you may be a very beautiful woman, our relationship is a professional one.
I think I'll have to have a little talk with them."
"Thank you, Liam. I would appreciate that." They reached the speeder and
summarily took their respective seats within. "Will the trip be long? I
was asleep
on the way here, so I'm not certain how long we travelled to reach the
Temple."
"It shouldn't be long," Liam said. "Only about thirty minutes or so. I try
to vary the structures I use for parking the speeder, but it shouldn't be
much of a hike to the stores that sell clothing. While you're doing that, I
can go look into the droids."
"Perhaps... I think I would feel more comfortable if you accompanied me,
Liam. As you well know, the streets of New Plouton are quite foreign to me.
If you wish, I can accompany you in droid shopping, and after, you can
escort me to one of the local clothing shops." Laedra laughed softly.
"Unless of course, you would prefer not to."
"Well, I wouldn't want to abandon you in the city," Liam said as he guided
the speeder out and down the path that would take them into New Plouton.
"We'll stick together, and do our shopping as a pair. Just as long as you
don't expect me to help you try on the clothes." He glanced at her with a
teasing grin.
Laedra let out a nervous chuckle and diverted her attention from Liam's
hypnotic, blue eyes to the scenery outside. "I think I can manage...
Although, I would value your advice when choosing attire. I must admit, I
am not very knowledgeable with respect to fashion...not that I am concerned
with such aesthetic issues, and not that there is any place for fashion
within a Jedi Temple..." Laedra pursed her lips shut and laughed. "Forgive
me. I hadn't realized I had a tendency to ramble. Fact is, it was rare
during my travels that I spoke to anyone at all. I guess that proved
detrimental to my ability to converse easily with others. Though, I do
believe I am gaining good practice with you, Liam."
"I think you're definitely holding your own in the conversation," Liam said
with a grin. "I imagine we'll keep talking, and soon you'll be as good as
anyone at conversing. And, I'd be glad to offer any fashion advice you
want."
"Seeing as you live with two women, I'm more than confident that you have
excellent taste in clothing, Liam."
Liam laughed and then nodded. "Well, I try," he said with a grin. "We'll
get you set up with something nice, yet conservative. Unless you'd like to
go for something a little more wild. But, we'll find you something good for
training, teaching, relaxing, and for going out of the Temple."
"Liam, I must say that...you are probably the closest friend I've ever had,
even though we've only been in each other's company for a matter of a day."
Laedra sighed wistfully and glanced sideways at Liam. "Still...I hope your
wife's feelings towards me do not affect your opinion of me. I would truly
like this friendship to blossom, Liam. I think it would be beneficial to
both of us in ways we cannot yet imagine."
Liam nodded. "I won't let Yelara's opinions sway me against you," he said,
and then realized that the image that came up in his mind wasn't what he
needed
just then: his body swaying against Laedra's in a very sensual, passionate
union. He quickly cleared his throat and laughed softly. "I want to be
your friend, and I won't let Yelara stop me. I'll talk to her later, and
see if I can get her to realize you're really a very nice person. I know
she won't like it that you're attractive, but she'll just have to realize
that she can't be jealous of every beautiful woman I meet."
"I...well..." Laedra looked away to hide her quickly blushing cheeks, but
she realized the flush had spread to her chest and she was unable to conceal
it
with the revealing vest Yelara had provided. "I...doubt that Yelara is
worried that I... I mean...she may be more worried about the fact that
you're a very handsome man and that..." Laedra laughed softly and faced
Liam finally. "You must know I've had no experience with men, Liam. That
would explain how easily I become flustered by your compliments. They are
much appreciated however, Liam, but...new to me."
"Well, I only speak my feelings," he said. "And, Yelara...Yelara needs to
realize that I'm not going to do anything like that. And, I didn't figure
you had much experience with men...but there's nothing wrong with that.
Before I met Yelara, I really had no experience with women. As long as you
are content with who you are, and don't feel you're missing something in
yourself, then there are no problems."
"You're very wise, Liam, but...we are all missing something, no matter how
much we achieve. However, that something sometimes eludes us...which would
make much sense. If we knew what was missing, I think it would be in our
nature to try and fill in that which makes us feel incomplete." Laedra
shrugged her shoulders lightly and returned her gaze to the forest. "Perhaps
when I've discovered what I'm searching for, I will consider pursuing a
relationship with a man. There merely hasn't be time for that yet."
Liam smiled. "That's what I thought too before I docked at the Drogen
Shipyards," he said. "And, then I met Yelara. I think if my ship hadn't
been damaged and I had to stay there for repairs, my life would be very
different now." He chuckled softly. "I would be much less happy." He
glanced at her. "And, we wouldn't be having this conversation right now."
"You love her...I can sense that. Although, I am a little puzzled... You
two seem so ill-matched. Her personality is quite different from yours.
Whereas you're disciplined and exude a calm, she seems...quite the handful."
Laedra laughed and absently rested her hand upon Liam's thigh...although she
would suspect later that her female urges directed her hand intentionally
there.
Liam glanced down at Laedra's hand on his thigh, and suddenly found himself
wondering about Yelara's fears. "In some things, we're not easily matched,
but I think I've also grown recently, become more calm and focused. I don't
love her any less, that's for certain, but she is a handful. And, I still
love her... But, she also has Jae Dyn, and with her willfulness lately, I
wonder. I know that now the two of them seem perfectly matched. It's
confusing, but I know that I can't let our relationship fail." He looked
over at her and smiled. "I'm very glad I have you as a friend, someone I
can talk to about this. It is alright, isn't it?"
"Liam, of course! I enjoy confiding in you. It's very...liberating. I'm
so used to keeping it locked away within me...which, I guess, is my own
fault for choosing such an insular existence." Laedra's hand, once again
taking a life of its own, moved lightly along his thigh. She caught herself
smiling suggestively as she looked back up at Liam. "This is
alright...isn't it?"
Liam glanced down at her hand again and then smiled. "I don't mind at all,"
he said. "Being with you is nice, Laedra. Everything feels so...calm and
open. I think, even though you've lived an insular existence, you
definitely have the makings for a good friend."
Laedra sighed, as if relieved, moreso that he hadn't already batted her hand
away than anything else. "I'm glad you feel that way, Liam. I...I feel
comfortable around
you." She watched her hand sliding higher up Liam's thigh and added,
"Perhaps a little too comfortable." She breathed in sharply and pulled her
hand away, keeping it upon the hilt of her lightsaber where it could no
longer cause any trouble. "Forgive me. I... That was inappropriate of me,
Liam. I just...I haven't had human contact in so long..."
"It's alright, Laedra," Liam said. "I didn't mind, and we are getting very
close. We are good friends, or I feel we can be. That doesn't mean we have
to be intimate or anything, but I won't fault you for wanting to
touch...that'd make me a hypocrite."
"I--" Laedra regarded Liam inquisitively at first, then comprehension
bestowed itself upon her and she felt her lips curling into a smile. "You
wanted to... Well...I guess it wouldn't be a good idea if you were to help
me try on clothes after all." She looked out upon the thinning landscape of
trees as they neared the fringe between the forest and the city. "I too am
somewhat of a hypocrite. I scolded Jae Dyn for not abiding by the
traditions of the old Jedi. I balked at her for even mentioning she was in
a relationship but...as I've said, I've lived such a solitary life for so
long, that I had no trouble fulfilling that dictum of the teachings. I
thought I'd transcended the need for companionship and intimacy...but one
moment with you, and all my hard work and training suddenly seemed less than
adequate to resist the summons of my body to quench something I never
realized I hungered for." Her eyes fixed upon Liam's, and again she felt
the familiar warmth encompassing her body. "I thought it was due to
discipline, dedication to the teachings of the Jedi...but the fact is, I
merely hadn't tested myself yet. Though, now, I appear to be failing that
test miserably."
"Humans are social animals," Liam said. "We all need some form of
companionship in our lives. And, our bodies do react without our permission
sometimes, and even trained, disciplined Jedi. And, it probably didn't help
that I wasn't wearing my shirt earlier."
"I'm beginning to think you're doing it just to provoke my urges, Liam
Zaneth." Laedra repressed a smile and added quietly, "And it's working
quite well..."
Liam laughed. "Far too well," he said. "But, it'll be good to test our
discipline." The speeder broke through the trees, and they were only a few
kilometers from the entrance to the city. "We'll be there in just a few
minutes."
She nodded her head absently and focused only on Liam's comment. "So...you
are saying then that you'll continue to parade around with your shirt off
for the benefit of testing me? And...I shall continue to let my urges
control my actions in order to test you? Does that sound about right?"
Liam grinned. "That sounds about right," he said. "I think it is necessary
for people in our position to test our limits, and our discipline."
Laedra stared straight ahead, filling with suppressed laughter. "I agree
wholeheartedly, Liam." She glanced askance at him and added, "Perhaps I
could use your help in trying on clothes after all."
Liam glanced to the side and then nodded. "I think that would be a very
suitable test. A difficult one right at the beginning, but still, a good
test. Perhaps I should find a more revealing shirt to wear while we're out.
To keep you on your toes."
Laedra relocated her hand to Liam's thigh again and laughed heartily. "Liam
Zaneth, you're a very charming man. I really do think I'm going to have to
be wary around you. Especially when everything that comes from your mouth
is as sweet as carbosyrup."
Liam laughed softly and nodded. "We haven't had carbosyrup around the
Temple for a little bit now," he said. "While Yelara was pregnant, she
couldn't get enough of it...but after Leshie was born, she can't stand the
stuff." He glanced at her and knew what he was doing was wrong, but he
couldn't help being drawn to her. And, Yelara did have Kallia. He'd have
to do some long thinking about the situation. For now, just flirting, he
told himself There's no harm in flirting.
"Speaking of Leshie," Laedra said, "when would be an appropriate time for me
to assess Force abilities. I know it may be a little early, but I think it
wise to start his training when his cognitive abilities are just beginning
to develop."
"Perhaps in another few weeks or so," Liam said. "I imagine once he's a
month old, it should be an appropriate time to assess his potential. And,
we can begin him training properly, as a child. Starting the training so
late in life is going to be very difficult for the ones we have now."
"Another difficulty will be finding someone to train him. I presume, being
his father, that you would like the honour." Laedra smiled at Liam and
added, "I'm sure you can anticipate my disapproval concerning that."
Liam laughed. "While I would like to train him, I know I shouldn't. When
he comes of age, we will have to talk through it with the council. But, for
what it's worth, I would like it if you were the one to train him."
"That's... I would...uh... Yes, I would love that, Liam! I mean, I would
consider it a very serious and important duty, and I will allow you to be
involved with his training...as a teacher, not a parent of course. That
would mean a new teacher would have to be assigned to Kael..." Laedra
smiled at Liam and gently squeezed his thigh. "I think you
would be perfect for that position, Liam, even though it is already yours.
But...it can remain yours if you wish. I believe I trust you to do what is
best for Kael, and in my opinion, your training him would be best."
Liam smiled and covered Laedra's hand with his. "I would like to continue
training him," he said, "but I would also like for you to monitor my
progress, and make sure I'm doing things right."
"Liam, this is new to both of us. I may be a Master in title, but I have no
experience in training another." She ran her thumb gently along his and
added softly, "We'll figure this out together."
"I like the sound of that," Liam said. "I know with a little of our
collective wisdom, and some of the texts I've found, we can figure this
out."
"Although we should also be prepared to meet severe opposition from Jae
Dyn." Laedra sighed wearily and watched as she laced her fingers with
Liam's. "Her daughter, Yara... It wouldn't be proper for her to formally
train her, and I know she'll let me nowhere near the child. I also have a
sneaking suspicion your wife will be reluctant to let me train Leshie as
well."
Liam nodded. "Well, we'll see what we can work out," he said. "Perhaps we
can find a way to make peace. And, in the days of the Old Republic, the
Jedi often took a child from its parents to raise it as a Jedi. Though, I
don't think I could ever do that to them. We'll figure it out, Lae."
"I would never deprive you or Yelara of the chance to raise your child. I
believe if we, as a council, change any rules, we might consider altering
that one." Laedra nodded thoughtfully and in silence, until she repeated in
her mind what Liam had stated, paying close attention to the variation on
her name. "I would...like you to call me Lae whenever you wish, Liam. I
would like that very much."
"Then I will," Liam said as he pulled into a spot that looked good for
parking. "Shall we go find you some new clothes, Lae?"
Laedra reluctantly eased her hand from Liam's, then looked down with a laugh
at the ill-fitting vest Yelara had supplied her. "Definitely some new
clothes."
Liam chuckled softly. "I don't know, I kind of like it," he said. "Though,
perhaps your own clothes would be better. And, something to train in too."
"I could go topless, though. I mean...that seems to be the standard dress
code, at least from what I've seen of you. We could make it official."
Laedra grinned as she eyed Liam and blindly pushed the hatch open.
"Unhindered, freedom of movement... Is that not correct?" She slipped out
of
the speeder and gave Liam the briefest glimpse of flesh as she bent over to
retrieve her cloak from the seat. "Merely a suggestion, of course."
Liam laughed. "Well, if you wanted to, I'd do it too," he said. "Only a
suggestion...of course."
"Oh...of course." Laedra left Liam a smile as she closed the hatch behind
her and moved towards the other side of the speeder. Her instinct and her
conscience were telling her she was treading a dangerous path, one that
could compromise all her beliefs and training. She needed another
meditation session, she knew, but the only image that formed in her mind was
of she and Liam doing something other than meditating. If this truly was a
test, she was close to failure, but gazing into Liam's eyes again, she
couldn't help noticing how failure was beginning to look more appealing than
victory.
***
Kallia lay across Dani's bed, a satisfied smile on her face. She glanced at
Yelara lying next to her. "You know, Dani has excellent taste in toys. I
wish she were here right now so we could thank her properly."
"Not now," Yelara muttered as she idly caressed Kallia's arm. "We'll thank
her after we've tried them all."
Kallia squirmed closer to Yelara and grinned. "I liked the strap-on," she
said. "Though, I want to try that really long one next, the one with...two
of the same on each end. I bet that would be...fun."
Yelara giggled and wound her leg around Kallia's. "I wouldn't have to do
much work, but then we could do away with Liam and Laedra can have him all
to herself!"
Kallia moved up and kissed Yel. "Oh, now there's an idea," she said. "And,
then I'd have you all to myself, and we could be as naughty as we want and
Liam couldn't be upset at all. Oh, just think of it, Yelara. Just you, me,
and all our toys."
Yelara smiled sourly. "But I wanna share our toys with Liam too. I didn't
like the way that Laedra woman was talking." Yelara sat upright quickly,
toppling Kallia. "Did you...did you hear what she said? About him with his
shirt off... I could have killed her, Kal!"
Kal laughed. "You almost tried to," she said. "And, I really don't know if
Liam would enjoy a vibrator or a strap-on, or that double-headed one."
"Well he won't be enjoying Laedra either, that's for sure!" Yelara lay
herself forcefully back down and frowned. "She was...just as condescending
as you said she was. I can't believe I let her borrow my clothes!"
"Too bad Liam's out with her so she can get new clothes. You can demand
yours back in the middle of the dining room. Then the prude would have to
walk back to her room stark naked to get a sheet or blanket or something."
Yelara snorted. "And force her to do what I know she's just been dying to
do in front of Liam. I will not have other women walking around naked in
front of my husband!" She glanced at Kael and smiled sheepishly. "Except
for you, my love."
"Well, that is very good," Kallia said with a grin. "Perhaps tonight, when
he gets home we should make sure he knows how much our bed means to him. I
think both of us can make his eyes stay firmly planted on us."
"It's her eyes I'm worried about." Yelara sulked and pouted, then with a
whimper, she slipped into Kallia's arms. "I promised I wouldn't be jealous
anymore. Liam would be so disappointed if he heard how I was going off
about that Laedra woman."
Kallia rolled closer to Yel and kissed her throat. As she did, she reached
over her lover and picked up one of the phalluses. As she gently caressed
Yelara with her lips, she brought the phallus down between Yel's legs, and
gently brushed it over her mound. "Let me help you forget all about that,"
she said. "And, then we can plan how to keep Laedra from paying too much
attention to our man."
Yelara craned her neck forward to study the phallus. "Is that-- Is that
the double-sided one?" She lay back upon the bed with a sigh and brought
Kallia's lips to her own. "I swear," she said as her kisses moved from
Kallia's lips to her throat, "if I catch that woman alone--" Her breathing
hastened and she gracefully swayed her hips forward against the phallus in
Kallia's hand. "She's getting a hair pulling. Jedi Master or--
Gods...Kal... I really do like these toys."
"I definitely think we're going to have to use them more often," Kallia
said. "And, we can gang up on her. Corner her. I'll take one side, you
take the other. Then we make a wish."
"That's grotesque, my love." She kissed Kallia needfully, then added, "But
I love it. Now...stop teasing. Show me how this one works."
"Well, you stay there, and I'll move...and then it should be pretty simple
from there, I think."
"Conflicting Emotions, Part 2"
By: Liam Zaneth
Laedra Vorrel
Yelara Zaneth
Jae Dyn Brael
Location: Jedi Temple, Tae'Karada
Date: Niothe 4, 4 ABY
***
Liam pulled the speeder into the clearing out in front of the Temple. He
shut off the repulsors and sighed. "Well, at least we have your new
clothes. I'll have to go back tomorrow to transport the droids back."
"I'll escort you. It's the least I could do for forcing you to help me
choose clothing. I guess a thank you is in order... So, thank you, Liam."
"You're welcome," Liam said. "And, I'd be glad to have the company. I'll
help you get these bags into your room. Oh, and speaking of rooms, Jae Dyn
put you in a room away from the others. If you'd like, we can move you to
one of the closer rooms."
"I would like that, Liam. As long as Jae Dyn can tolerate my presence."
Laedra exited the speeder and moved to the rear. She pulled open the hatch
and began retrieving the packages and bags. "It would be nice to be near
everyone," she called back. She filled her arms and hands with purchases,
then straightened and began edging backwards to clear her head of the raised
hatch. "I mean-- Oh!" She slowly turned around to face what she'd just
impacted with, but she'd already known who and what it was. Gazing up into
his blue eyes again, Laedra knew her body was flushing that particular shade
of red it always did when she was near Liam. "I think," she whispered
breathlessly, "that I really would like to be a lot closer."
Liam hadn't expected her to bump into him, but he had to admit that it was
nice being bumped into...at least by Laedra. "I think that'd be a good
thing," he said. "Can I take some of those for you?"
Laedra nodded her head dumbly and transferred some of the packages to Liam's
hands, fingers brushing against his. "Thank you... I...we could... Let's
go put these away." Laedra took in a staggering breath and rushed past
Liam, fanning her face with her hand quickly to cool herself off from Liam's
effect on her.
Liam took a deep breath, took a moment to focus himself, and then moved to
catch up with Lae. Once he was close enough, he said, "I think Dani's old
room will be good, and it has a nice view of the garden outside."
"A good choice. I imagine it will suit my needs perfectly." But my desires
shall require something entirely different. She grinned at Liam and
lightened his load by taking up one more package for herself. "We should
make another trip into town to purchase some vegetation - flowers, shrubs...
We could make that garden truly beautiful."
"Perhaps we can do that tomorrow," Liam said as they neared the rooms. "I
think we have enough room in the speeder for two droids, and then we can add
the flowers and such in the hatch." When they were at the room that had
been Dani's, Liam pushed the door open. What he saw on the inside made him
want to quickly pull the door closed.
Clothing was scattered all over the room. On the bed, Yelara and Kallia
writhed together amidst a sea of phalluses, one of which seemed to connect
the two of them like some sort of umbilical. This was not the sight he'd
expected in here...and not one he wanted Laedra subjected to. Perhaps there
was a nice spot nearby where he could crawl away and die...
The packages in Laedra's arms plummeted to the ground as she moved to clap
her hands over her mouth. She had never experienced, nor witnessed such a
display, and more than the shock it elicited, she was hit with feelings of
disgust, disapproval, and a sense of hypocrisy for the tingling ache between
her legs. "Oh..." Laedra quickly spun around to flee, tripping on her
packages as she did. She stumbled clumsily and finally pressed her back to
a wall to regain her composure and her ability to walk.
"Liam!" Yelara called out with a lazy smile. "Come and join us, my love."
Liam glanced between the two on the bed who hadn't even faltered in their
lovemaking and Laedra. "I don't think I should right now," Liam said.
"I'm-- I need to help get Laedra situated, and then I can join you...in our
own bedroom."
"Maybe Laedra would like to join us," Jae Dyn called out between moans.
"Yeah," Yelara seconded. "It would do her some good to spread her legs once
in a while."
Laedra staggered forward as the moans and heavy breathing grew louder, most
likely intentionally. "Excuse me...Liam." She started away from the room,
aimlessly and laboriously walking with her hand still clamped over her
mouth.
Liam cast a frown at both Yelara and Kallia, then started out of the room
after Laedra. "Are you alright," he asked softly. "They-- I don't know
what I'm going to do with them. Are you alright, Lae?"
Laedra nodded her head stiffly and finally removed her hand to reveal her
tight-lipped smile. "Fine. I just hadn't realized they were so...open
about their sexual relations...as well as their hatred of me, which was made
quite apparent."
Liam swallowed. "I don't know what's happened to them," he said. "I'll
talk to them about it. We have to figure this out before things really
explode."
"Apparently, things already have." She tilted her head away from Liam and
cleared her throat. "I think I shall remain in the quarters previously
provided me. I doubt it would be wise of me to be that close in proximity
to Jae Dyn and Yelara. My presence is unwanted, Liam. It would be best
this way."
"Your presence may be unwanted by them," Liam said, "but not by me. I want
you here, and I want your help to become a Jedi Knight. There's so much we
can learn from each other, Lae. We're friends, and I'm not going to sit by
while they treat you this way, no matter who they are."
Laedra slowed her rather mad pace, then finally stopped and faced Liam with
a wan smile. "I shall remain here, Liam. Their actions won't drive me
away, not when I've promised to aid you. Yelara is your wife, and Jae Dyn
your associate and dear friend. I don't want to be the cause of any strife
between the three of you." Laedra pressed her hand to Liam's cheek, but she
pulled it away after a fleeting moment. "I will remain in the isolated
section of the Temple. That will limit my interaction with both Jae Dyn and
Yelara. It's best that way...for now."
"For now," Liam said. "But, I'm going to talk to them. We're trying to
restart the Jedi Order, and you're going to be a part of that. And, they'll
have to learn to treat you in a civil manner. I won't allow them to behave
like that, Lae. Not to a friend, and not to a member of this Temple and the
Jedi."
Laedra sighed, then pulled her cloak tightly around her. "Don't be too hard
on them, Liam. It will only exacerbate the situation." She glanced down
the corridor at her packages littering the doorway of Dani's room. "I
think...I'll retrieve those when the air has cleared."
"I'll bring them to you later this afternoon," Liam said. "And, I'll talk
to them. I won't be too hard on them. I know Yelara will think that we
spent the entire time away having sex, but I'll see what sense I can talk
into them. I'll make this work, Lae. You won't have to live here like a
prisoner."
"I'm glad I have at least one friend in this place, Liam. Thank you." She
took a step away, but stopped and turned her head towards Liam. "If you're
going to be punished for something you never did, Liam, perhaps next time we
should give Yelara a reason to truly be paranoid." Laedra smiled to
herself, then started forward again to seek out her chambers and once again
squelch her desires with intense meditation.
Liam watched her and then laughed softly to himself. He did like the idea,
but not the repercussions that would follow. With a heavy sigh, Liam
returned to where Yelara and Kallia hadn't ceased pleasuring each other.
Once inside the room, he closed the door.
"Oh, my love..." Yelara groaned and pulled Kalla towards her for a deep
kiss. She waved Liam over, so he too could partake of their ecstasy.
"Finish what you're doing," Liam said softly, "and then we need to talk."
Yelara looked across the room at Liam, and pulled her lips from Kallia's.
"What?" she said breathlessly. "You...you're not in the mood?" She
laughed, then arched against Kallia with a cry. "Oh gods... Why talk,
Liam, when you can do this?"
Liam shook his head and laughed. "You two just continue, and I'll watch.
The three of us will have some special time later on...down at the waterfall
together."
"Mmm...the waterfall..." Liam's suggestion invigorated Yelara. She grabbed
Kallia's arms and threw her over until she had positioned herself on top.
They resumed their writhing until Yelara emitted a cathartic cry and
collapsed atop Kallia. She spread kisses along her lover's flushed chest as
it rose
and fell rapidly. "Come over here, Liam," she said hoarsely. "Let's talk."
Liam moved over to the bed and took a seat. "We have to talk about Laedra
and how you two are treating her."
Yelara let out an unhappy cry and sat up atop Kallia to glare at Liam.
"There is nothing to talk about! She's rude and condescending and I don't
like how much time alone you're spending with her. As far as I'm concerned,
we're treating her as she deserves!"
Liam shook his head. "I went with her to help her find some clothing today
because she lost hers in Thanatos. I'm trying to be kind to her because
she's not getting any anywhere else. I don't know where you picked up these
ideas about her, but she's not as bad as you think. She has definite
wisdom, but very little experience out in the world. If she's rude and
condescending, it's probably only in response to how you're treating her.
She has definite ideas about how to run the Jedi Temple, and some of them go
against what we've been doing here so far. I don't think she realizes that
we were only doing what we could here when we started, but we're finding
trained Jedi now, we can go back to the old ways. Please give her time, and
try to be friendly toward her. Please, for me."
"No!" Yelara replied adamantly. "I will not! Especially not when she
treats Kallia the way she does. Tell him, Kal. Tell him how she undermines
everything you've strived to accomplish, how she belittles you and makes you
feel worthless. That's who she is, Liam, and that's why I could never be
friends with her!"
"Liam, she's a cold heartless woman," Kallia said, reaching out for him from
beneath Yelara. "She took everything I said, and twisted it to make me
sound incompetent. She hates everyone who isn't like her, and she treats us
like waste. She made me feel like I don't deserve to be a Jedi, Liam. She
doesn't want us here, she just wants the Temple for herself."
Liam looked between the two women then looked down at his hands. "I think
you got off to a bad start with her," he said. "Maybe if you try again
things will be better. Please give it another chance. We want this Temple
to succeed, don't we? If you two make her your enemy, we won't make it."
"Well, how about this: if she apologizes, so will I." She slipped off of
Kallia and knelt before Liam. "I'll do this...if you promise not to be
alone with her. That means no shopping without either me or Kallia
accompanying you, no training alone with her, and you keep your shirt on
around her at all times!"
"You're jealous," Liam said. "You don't trust me to be alone with her."
Liam looked at her and sighed. "I can only do that if the two of you
promise not to make her life a living hell. At the moment, the only solace
she has from your torment is either spending time alone or with me."
"I am not jealous!" Yelara jumped off the bed and towered over Liam.
"Besides, it's her I don't trust. She could use some...Jedi mind thing to
bend you to her will. And believe me, Liam, she was quite capable of
holding her own during our torment - which was hardly torment! She's the
one making Kal's life a living hell." Yelara laughed derisively and shook
her head slowly. "She has got you so fooled, Liam. Can't you see that?"
"I am not fooled," Liam said. "When she met me, she asked me some very
pressing questions that were designed as a test. I answered them calmly and
without antagonizing her. She's a very nice, normal woman when you don't
get defensive against her questions."
Kallia turned away slightly, her face going red under Liam's insightful
comments. How could she have been so stupid? How could she have faltered
so completely in her training?
"Questions? Insults! Ones she disguises as innocent little observations.
You know, I think you're far too blinded by her pretty face and her
attractive body to notice what a bitch she is." She turned away from Liam
with a laugh of disgust and hastily retrieved her clothes. "I should have
expected you to lead with your balls, Liam."
Liam stood. "Do you really believe that, Yelara? Is that what you truly
believe about me?"
Kallia moved to the edge of the bed. "So, did you already fuck her, Liam?
Is that why you're defending her like this? Turning against us to defend
her? Is that it?"
Yelara spun to face them both with surprise and disbelief. "I...that's..."
She exchanged glances with Liam, then Kallia, realizing shockingly that this
was the moment she knew would come and one she'd been dreading. She was
being forced to choose sides between her husband and the woman she loved,
and in a way, by siding with Kallia on the Laedra issue, she had turned her
back on her husband. "I'm..." Yelara felt shaken for a moment, unable to
think and barely breathe. "I'm leaving. You and Liam... You two discuss
this. No matter what I think of Laedra...I'm not getting involved in this."
She began pulling on her clothing while starting for the door. "I don't
care what you two do, just figure it out without me."
"Wait!" Liam rushed toward Yelara. "We all have to work this out," he
said. "Yel, the three of us have to work it out together. Maybe we just
need a little time alone, and then we can talk about this. Please, Yelara.
Please, don't walk out on this now."
Kallia watched from the bed, a panicked look in her eyes. She couldn't
think of anything to say, anything to do. Why had everything suddenly gone
so wrong? She moved to the edge of the bed, ready to slip off and rush to
Yelara if she needed.
"Why shouldn't I, Liam? I mean...I'm here getting mad and paranoid... I'm
defending Kallia's position and opposing you..." Yelara shook her head and
stepped away from Liam. "I won't choose sides, not between the two people I
love." She looked past Liam to Kallia and smiled apologetically. "I'm
sorry, both of you. You'll have to work this out on your own."
Liam just watched her for a moment, and then finally nodded. "Okay," he
said. "We'll work it out."
"Good." Yelara moved to the door and opened it, but paused in the doorway
with her back to them both. "You better work this out. I want you both in
my bed tonight." She slipped outside and closed the door behind them,
hoping they would come to a peaceful settlement for their sake and hers.
Liam turned and moved toward Kallia, who was in the process of removing the
phallus. When it slipped all the way out, she moaned softly, and then
blushed.
"What's happening, Kallia," Liam asked.
"I'm not a good Jedi, Liam," she said. "Look at me. Look at what I've
done."
"But why are you doing this?"
Kallia shrugged. "After Kal'Aran, and then Laedra... I don't know, Liam.
I don't know if I can do this. And, I've got Yelara and Yara too. It's too
much, and now they have me doubting myself."
"It's a test, Kal," Liam said gently as he moved next to her on the bed.
"You're just not doing very well right now. They're not out to get you.
And, they're old school. They don't understand why we did this; all they're
seeing is the code. We have to educate them, let them see why we've done
the things we have. And, now that there are more of us, we'll be able to do
things right. That's what we wanted from the beginning, right?"
Kallia brushed tears out of her eyes. "In my head, I know that, Liam," she
said. "But, the rest of me. I--I feel betrayed. I've tried to be a good
Jedi since...since Tal Dan was killed. But, the first two Jedi Masters I
meet, strip me down like...like I've been working to help the dark side."
"I think you're just feeling defensive, Kal," Liam said. "Maybe you should
talk to her."
Kallia looked away and sobbed. "I can't even face her again after this,"
she said. "She may be arrogant and condescending, but she didn't deserve
that." Suddenly, she turned and buried herself in Liam's arms. "I've
destroyed everything."
"Nothing's destroyed yet, Kallia," Liam said. "Yelara still loves you.
And, I love you. And, I'm sure that Laedra and Kal'Aran don't hate you."
She looked up at him. "You do?"
"How could I not? I share my wife with you, and myself. Of course, I love
you. And, tonight when we're in bed with Yelara, I'll show you just how
much I love you."
She leaned up and kissed him. "Thank you, Liam," she said. "I think you're
definitely a Jedi Knight now. To be able to handle this the way you did...
It's nice to see."
"And, soon, I'll see it in you," Liam said. "Now, you should go talk to
Laedra. She should be able to help you get back on track."
"I'm not sure if I--" Kallia stopped herself and looked up at Liam. "I'll
go to her. I have to talk this over with her."
Liam smiled and helped her off the bed. "Come on, get dressed and go talk
to her. She's a reasonable woman. She wants this to be over as much as
you."
Kal started collecting her clothes and stopped. She stood up and glanced at
Liam. "The Jedi have always been big on symbolism," she said. "I hope
Laedra will appreciate the symbolism of this." With that, she dropped her
clothes, and headed toward the door.
***
Frustration was not an option and certainly not the correct reaction, but
Laedra
was not in precise control of her emotions at that time. Not even
discipline could bring about the calm she needed to meditate. She wasn't
calm and didn't think she could be after what she witnessed. She was
despised and Jae Dyn, along with Yelara, were doing everything in their
power to make her feel unwelcome and to humiliate her. And in that, they
were
succeeding. Out of pride, she remained, and for Liam. He needed her, or so
he thought, and she enjoyed his company. If it hadn't been for him, she
would have reconsidered the Temple idea and returned to her solitary
existence.
The robes he'd helped her purchase were light and thin, not
constricting as the leather had been. Yet still, despite being devoid of
all physical distractions, her mind reeled with thoughts she couldn't stop
mulling over, most of them centring on Jae Dyn...and especially Liam, who
was proving the most difficult test of her training.
Once again, she closed
her eyes and took in deep cleansing breaths. She would find calm and would
become one with the Force, if only to keep her mind off Liam. She was
almost there too until a light rapping came at her door. She sighed and
slowly rose. Her hand gripped the latch on the door and she pulled it open,
expecting to see Liam come to apologize again for Jae Dyn and Yelara's
behaviour. But what she saw was something she could never have anticipated.
At first, she was close to slipping into a rage. Jae Dyn was stark naked,
adding another insult to the many she had given to her, but her posture and
demeanor wasn't one of insolence or impertinence. Her head was bowed in a
gesture of humility, one she had many times performed for her Master after
committing grave disobediences during her more rebellious and stubborn
hours. It was the most reverent form of supplication any student could show
their Master, but Jae Dyn wasn't a student, and she was not her Master.
Laedra was speechless for a moment, but decided to enter the role Jae Dyn
seemed to be offerring her. She placed her arms into the sleeves of her
robe and stepped aside to allow Jae Dyn entry. "Come in, Jae Dyn Brael."
"Thank you," Jae Dyn said softly, and then stepped inside of Raeila's
room. She felt a flush run through her body and was glad to be out of the
open where anyone could happen across her. "I have come to..." She
laughed. "I was going to say lay everything bare before you, and I guess
that's exactly what I've done. Laedra, I want to humbly and profusely
apologize for my behaviour earlier. It was wrong of me, not befitting one
striving to become a Jedi Knight."
"No," Laedra said as she moved silently towards her bed, "it was not." She
sat down upon the bed and gently placed her hands into her lap. "You felt
threatened," she ventured. "So, you became defensive and confrontational.
Tell me why."
"I had become confident in my abilities and what I could do as a Jedi," Jae
Dyn said. "And, the day before I met you, Kal'Aran expressed the
same...doubts about what we had done here to me that you did. And,
then...your disapproval. Tal Dan was the last Jedi Master I knew, the last
Jedi I ever looked up to. And, the very next two I met, seemed to
disapprove of me." She shook her head. "It was too much for me. I don't
know why, but I did. I thought I had come so far, that I was ready. But,
I wasn't."
"All these doubts are not because of my scrutiny and criticism, Jae Dyn. It
is because you haven't yet taken the Trials, isn't it? You feel yourself
unworthy of bearing the title of a Knight because of this. Correct?"
Jae Dyn nodded. "Yes," she said. "The trials are a large part of
it. And, the...the Temple has to be whole again, and...and I fear that we
won't be able to, or that it'll be too late."
"Too late?" Laedra rose and carefully approached Jae Dyn. "As long as some
of our kind still exist, it will never be too late, Jae Dyn." She stopped
before her and delicately cupped her chin. She raised her head until their
eyes were level, then Laedra smiled warmly. "You have been through far more
trials and struggles than I have been, yet still you remain dedicated to
rebuilding our Order. You have remained as true to the Code as possible
through it all...
You have earned the title you bear, Jae Dyn, and I dare say, more than I
have. Your beliefs have been tested whereas I haven't even begun to have
mine so. Yet...you still doubt?"
Jae Dyn nodded. "I have had lapses where I've given in to anger," she
said. "But, I've tried even though all my actions weren't in accordance
with the code. And, you and Kal'Aran have progressed farther in the Jedi
teachings than I, you have wisdom I don't. When both of you expressed
doubt at what Liam and I had started here, it was too much. Since
Tal Dan's death, I've had no one to guide me but his teachings. I did not
know if I'd strayed. And, talking to Kal'Aran and you...I strayed quite a
bit."
Laedra sighed and stepped back. This time, it was her head that was bowed
low to her chest. "You have strayed no farther than I have, Jae Dyn. I
have...had certain urges, ones I have attempted to suppress, but which I am
finding I have no desire to purge." She paced pensively back to her bed and
gazed at it, once again feeling the longing she did when she was with Liam.
"You've had the courage to act on your desires. You love Yelara and have no
insecurities about being with her. I have found that I have certain...urges
for Liam. This is all foreign to me and I am finding it difficult to resist
them." She sighed and turned back to Jae Dyn. "You see, you lost your
Master before you could complete your training, but even so, you have
managed to remain on the path laid out for you. You have encountered far
greater tests than I, yet you have come through them no less a Jedi. I have
faced my Trials and passed, yet what kind of a Jedi am I if I cannot even
keep my female desires at bay?" She laughed softly. "You see, Jae Dyn, you
have no reason to doubt yourself. From what I have seen, you are a far
better Jedi than you give yourself credit for."
Jae Dyn laughed softly and felt herself blushing. "Thank you," she said
softly. "And, I know we're not supposed to act on our female desires, but,
having two lovers, it's very nice." She moved closer to Laedra. "It's not
hard to desire Liam. When I first met him...he wasn't too thrilled with
the idea of sharing Yelara at first, but he came around." Placing a
comforting hand on Laedra's shoulder, she continued: "I don't know what to
suggest about your urges for Liam. I know Yel would disapprove. I don't
know what to recommend, but I'm sure we can figure something out. Do you
know what his feelings are on the matter?"
"He thinks friendship is as far as it should go, as do I." Laedra laughed
helplessly. "I know it is wrong, Jae Dyn, but I have not faced such a
situation before and I'm not exactly certain what to do." She grinned
bashfully and added, "It's just...those eyes, Jae Dyn, and it doesn't help
matters that he insists upon training without a shirt on."
Jae Dyn laughed. "I know," she said. "I think he does it on
purpose. But, he's a very attractive man, and he's very nice. It's hard
when you're around him to not feel anything for him. If you need any help
overcoming the urges, let me know and I'll try to help however I can."
"Not while you're naked, I hope," Laedra teased. She eyed Jae Dyn
thoughtfully, then smiled slowly and moved towards her packages of clothing.
She pulled out a long, white robe and carried it back towards Jae Dyn.
"Here. A true Jedi needs a traditional garb. Perhaps if you wear this,
you'll be more secure in your position as a Knight."
"Thank you," Jae Dyn said, slipping into the robe. "And, I promise not to
be naked unless you are." She thought about it for a moment, and then
laughed. "I'm sorry you had to witness Yelara and I earlier. We're very
uninhibited about expressing ourselves, right up to making love to each
other. We're also rather voracious. And, Dani left some sex toys behind
when she left, and we decided to try them out."
Laedra smiled uncomfortably and raised her hands to stay any more details
from Jae Dyn. "I...need no explanation, Jae Dyn. It was a good
demonstration. Very educational." She escorted Jae Dyn to the door,
placing her hand on her back to bind their newly formed friendship. "We
should train together very soon, Jae Dyn. We could gain much knowledge from
each other."
Jae Dyn smiled. "I'd like that," she said. "And, I promise to wear more
clothes."
"Perhaps we should make Liam promise the same." She opened the door for Jae
Dyn and smiled warmly as she guided her through it. "You must shed your
insecurities, Jae Dyn. You are already a fine Jedi and if you gained more
confidence in yourself, you truly could be one of the best there ever was."
"Thank you, Laedra," Jae Dyn said. "I am very glad Liam convinced me to
come talk to you, to try to repair the damage I'd caused." Then Jae Dyn
smiled. "And, I think I like Liam training without his shirt on."
Laedra grinned slyly. "Believe me, Jae Dyn, it truly is a wonderful thing."
Jae Dyn laughed. "It's nice being your friend, Laedra," she said. "I'm
looking forward to training with you."
"Then we shall start first thing in the morning. Now, if you could, please
inform me when dinner is ready. If anyone needs assistance for whatever
reason, don't hesitate to call upon me. Except if it has anything to do
with cooking. I'm absolutely horrible at it!"
Jae Dyn laughed. "I will do so. Also, if you'd like, we can also move
your room closer
to the rest of us," she said. "I think I'd rather have you nearby, instead
of out here. I hate the thought of you having to make it all the way here
after training. If you'd like, I can clear the...the things out of Dani's
room, and you can take that one."
Laedra smiled tightly and shook her head. "I...think I'd rather not. I
think it would be better if I weren't in close proximity to Yelara. There
would be less tension if I were as far away from her as possible."
Jae Dyn nodded. "Probably a good idea," she said. "Liam and I will talk to
her, see if we can get her to come around."
"Don't push her too hard. I don't require Yelara's cooperation to help you
and Liam run the Temple." Laedra laughed softly and added, "As long as she
doesn't attempt to murder me in my sleep."
"Liam and I will wear her out so she's too exhausted to make the trek out
here," Jae Dyn said. "That, and I think Leshie keeps her busy too. Thank
you, Laedra. I know we didn't start out well, but I think things are going
good between us now. I'd give you a hug, but that may not be proper under
the circumstances."
Laedra glanced down deliberately at Jae Dyn's flesh peeking from beneath the
robe and laughed softly. "No, not quite proper, but I am glad that now, we
can at least be civil with each other." She took a deep breath and slipped
her arms into the large sleeves of her robe. "I believe I shall try to
meditate again...now that there is one less concern on my mind."
Jae Dyn grinned. "Well, I think having to meditate to get your thoughts off
of Liam is probably more than enough to keep you busy. You didn't need my
insolence weighing you down too." She started away, but turned back with a
smile. "If you find that meditation isn't helping with Liam, I would
gladly lend one of those toys to you. Dani has very good taste."
Laedra's mouth oscillated opened and closed as she thought of an appropriate
refusal, but she couldn't think of one, especially with images of Yelara and
Jae Dyn wearing one of the contraptions she'd termed a "toy". Finally, she
patted her chest to regulate her heart beat again, and laughed awkwardly.
"I...I think I shall pass, Jae Dyn. I'm trying to banish my desires, not
encourage them. But thank you for the offer at any rate. I'm certain you
and Yelara can put those toys to good use all on your own."
Jae Dyn nodded. "I'm sure we will," she said. "And, the offer is always
open, in case you change your mind. Though, I do hope meditation is
sufficient for you. Thank you again, Laedra. Now I need to go talk to
Yelara."
"Very well. I wish you good luck in that endeavour." Laedra gave Jae Dyn a
queer smile, one behind which was hidden an unspoken thought about how much
Jae Dyn resembled the youthful image of herself. "Good day,
Jae Dyn Brael." She bowed and slowly closed the door behind her, still
smiling at Jae Dyn.
Jae Dyn watched the closed door for a moment, and then laughed happily.
With that, she hurried back toward the room where she knew she would find
Yelara.
***
"I don't care what anyone tells you, but I am not as stubborn and spiteful
as I might appear upon first glance." Yelara paced frenetically across the
room, chewing on her thumbnail. "I mean...I have good reason to hate that
woman! She insulted Jae Dyn, she's trying to make a move on my husband...
Frankly, she deserves to be hated." Leshie gurgled and cooed gently,
watching with his eerie blue eyes as she rushed past him again. "He's your
father, you know. You should be as angry about this as me! But...I
insisted I'd stay out of it. It's between Liam, Kallia, and that witch, so
I'm forced to confide in you, Leshie, dear...not that I mind at all, but..."
Yelara cried out in frustration and stomped her feet petulantly. She flew
towards her bed and leapt onto it. "I hate Laedra!" she chanted as she
hopped upon the bed in a mad fit. "I hate Laedra! I hate her, I hate her!"
"I'm not interrupting anything, am I?" Liam stood in the doorway watching
Yelara as she jumped around on the bed in the middle of her tantrum.
Yelara swung her head towards Liam, watching him drift in and out of view as
she bounded atop the bed. "Uh...no." She let her feet disappear from under
her and landed on her rear atop the bed. Once the bed settled, she looked
up at Liam with an innocent, wan smile. "I was...exercising."
Liam approached slowly. "Looked like fun," he said. "Good exercise." He
stopped at Leshie's crib and smiled down at his son. "Mommy looked funny
hopping up and down like that, didn't she? Yes, she did. She looked very
silly." He looked up from Leshie and grinned at Yel. "And, sexy too. Are
you feeling any better, my love? Kallia and I talked..."
Yelara chewed her lip to hide her anxieties and began straightening her
clothes as a distraction. "And...it went well? I mean...it's between you
and
her so...you really don't have to tell me."
Liam nodded. "It did. We talked and things are better between us. She got
a few things off her chest that she needed to get off. And, we hugged,
kissed, promised to make you scream with bliss, and then she went off to
talk to Laedra."
"She did what?" Yelara bit he tongue to force back any further shrill
outbursts and calmly rose from the bed. "So...she's changed her mind about
Laedra as well? I guess then, it would seem that I'm the only one who sees
her for the bitch she truly is."
"She's not a bitch, Yelara," Liam said. "She's-- she's lived her life in
isolation, and only by the Jedi Code. She's never encountered other Jedi
outside of her Master; and when Kallia told her how things were being run
here, she was shocked. She wasn't trying to be a bitch, she's just rather
blunt about things. You don't develop many people skills living a solitary
existence."
"Oh, Liam, that's nerf dung!" Yelara hollered. "Even if she hasn't
encountered many people in her life, it still doesn't make her exempt from
showing those she does meet a little bit of kindness and tolerance. Even I
know that, Liam, and I'm the most tactless person there is!"
"Kallia went to talk to her, Yelara, to make everything better. Kallia,
who was the one Laedra's comments were directed at, is going to try to work
things out. Why are you still so upset about this? Is this still about
her comments toward Kal?"
"Of course is it," Yelara replied curtly. "I mean...what else would it be
about?" She moved to Leshie's carrier and busied herself with tucking him
in. "She insulted Kal and she annoyed me...that's enough reason to despise
the woman."
"And, you're afraid she's going to steal me away from you," Liam said
quietly. "It won't happen, Yel. Nothing could steal me from you."
"What!?" Yelara spun around, her hands instantly going to her hips and
laughter rising from her throat. "Don't flatter yourself, Liam. I can't
believe you're deluded enough to believe I'm afraid of her stealing you from
me. Gods...she's what? Forty? Liam...I know you've got far more taste
than that."
"Kallia can forget about this, why can't you? Kallia went to Laedra to
apologize and to try to make peace, why do you cling to your hatred so
fiercely?"
"Stop it, Liam," Yelara warned. "I'm not one of your students. Don't use
that belittling tone with me! And stop analyzing me. If I want to hate
her, it's my right."
"Very well," Liam said. "If you need me, I'll be with Laedra. We had
talked about some sparring, and now would be as good a time as any."
Yelara's face transformed to pure stone as she watched Liam rise and head
towards the door. With speed that should have only been available to a
Force user, she ran past Liam and barricaded the door with her body. "You
are not going anywhere. You are not sparring with Laedra, and you are not
taking your shirt off in her presence!"
"And why not, Yelara? Why can't I spar with Laedra? And, what's wrong
with taking my shirt off in her presence?"
Yelara laughed wryly and shook her head. "You will not trap me, Liam
Zaneth. You're just trying to get me to accidentally admit that I'm
jealous, that I feel threatened by Laedra's presence. Well, I'm not!" She
narrowed her eyes at Liam and tilted her head sideways to adjust her viewing
angle so she looked especially invasive. "Do you want to take your shirt
off in front of her, Liam? Is that why you're so intent upon making me like
her - because you want her to share our bed with you too?"
"I want you to get along with her, to like her, because the sort of
emotions you feel toward her would be bad here. They lead toward the dark
side...and I don't want to lose the Temple to the dark side, Yelara. I
don't want this to be destroyed because of dark feelings."
"What the hell does the darkside have to do with me? I'm not even a Jedi,
Liam!" Yelara tapped her foot compulsively until she finally threw up her
hands and moved aside. "Fine. You wanna go visit Laedra to help banish all
the darkness I've brought to the Temple, go ahead. You wanna go spar with
her, fine, and take your shirt off too while you're at it!" She smiled
snidely at Liam as she drew her face closer to his. "I trust you
implicitly, my love."
"We're falling apart again," Liam said softly. "I love you, Yelara. I
don't want us to fight like this. We need to be open; we're not going to
make it if we close off from each other."
Suddenly the door thumped against Yelara's back. "Hey," came Jae Dyn's
voice from the other side. "What's going on?"
"Nothing," Yelara snapped back. "Liam's just trying to convince me that I
do, in fact, like Laedra and this hatred thing I'm feeling really isn't
hatred at all, but love. Isn't that so, Liam?"
"I have said nothing of the sort," Liam said. "I only want you to try to
make peace with her, Yel. I never asked you to love her."
"Yel," Kallia said. "It was all a misunderstanding. It was my problem,
not Laedra's. I overreacted to her, and...and I shouldn't have. You don't
have to hate her, my love. There's no reason to hate her anymore."
"What!?" Yelara moved away from the door to allow Kallia entry. "So now
you're telling me too who I can and can't hate? Are you both fucking in
love with her?"
Kallia pushed through the door. "No," she said. "You can hate whoever you
want, Yel. You can hate the entire universe. Go on hating if that's what
you want to do. If you're unwilling to do otherwise... Yel,
please. Don't do this. There's no reason for it. Maybe you should talk
to her, maybe then you'll see that she's really not that bad of a person."
"Gods!" Yelara screamed in frustration. "Is everyone on her side?" She
stormed past Liam and Kallia, marching towards Leshie's carrier. "You don't
even care how I'm feeling right now. You don't care that I'm scared about
what her presence means!" She took Leshie up into her arms, then grabbed
his blanket from the carrier and covered him with it. "You two have
everything in common with her and nothing with me." She bundled Leshie up
tightly and stalked towards the door. "She's beautiful, intelligent, and a
Jedi. You can both relate to her on so many levels. Where the hell does
that leave me?" She stepped into the corridor, feeling the tears finally
come. "At least you'll still love me, Leshie," she whispered. "You'll be
mommy's boy always."
"Oh, Yelara," Kallia said, and quickly moved toward her. "I'll always love
you. You know I could never love anyone more than you. You're the only
one who has ever held my heart, the only one I love like this. No one
could ever replace you. No one."
Liam moved closer, sadness showing in his eyes. "She may be beautiful,
intelligent, and a Jedi, but you're my wife. Like Kallia said, no one
could ever replace you. Besides, you're the one I share a bond with, a
very special, powerful bond. The Kestrel bonds for life, remember?"
She stopped abruptly and nestled her face to Leshie's. "I know that," she
said tearfully. "But it's just...sometimes I think that
I'm not good enough for you two. You're both so mature and talented...
You've got this whole Temple thing and you're planning to rebuild the Jedi
Order... Only special people do things like that - extraordinary people.
And what am I? I'm a jealous brat who can barely change a diaper! What the
hell good am I to you two?"
"Yel," Liam said as he moved close to her and their son, "you're
you. You're the woman who helped me find my way back to the
light. You're the woman who taught me how to love. You're everything to
me, everything. Compared to you, this Temple is nothing. If it came to a
choice between the Temple and you, I couldn't make any choice but
you. You're beautiful, intelligent, an amazing technician, and the light
that shines in my life."
"And a big pain in your ass, right?" She looked up at Liam and laughed
softly. "I taught you all that, did I? You forgot sex, though. I taught
you that too." Yelara sobbed quietly and muttered incoherently. She was
caught between laughter and tears as she moved past Liam and Kallia and
started back towards their room. "This is stupid. I'm far too emotional
for anyone's good. This is your fault, you know, Leshie. You've got my
hormones all out of whack. Naughty boy, just like your father. You're
auntie's naughty too, but she's a girl..." Her mindless babbling continued
as she entered the bedroom again, leaving Kallia and Liam to wonder about
her sanity.
With shrugs, Liam and Kallia returned to the room with Yelara. Kal stepped
up closer to Yelara and grinned. She let the robe slip from her shoulders.
"You mentioned sex," she said. "I think the three of us deserve some. I
think we've got some steam that needs letting off."
Yelara had just set down Leshie when she turned to face Kallia, the sight of
whom brought a smile to her lips. "If you're trying to seduce me into
giving Laedra a second chance, it won't be necessary. I was...gonna go
apologize to her later. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Liam, for accusing you of
being unfaithful with her. I'm sorry, Kal, for...for helping you hate
Laedra. I'm just...so sorry."
Kallia took Yelara into her arms and smiled. "We were both blinded, but our
eyes are open now." She gave Yel a long, passionate kiss. "Everything's
gonna be better now. And, I think we can all be friends. I hope. But, for
now, I want to be lovers."
"Me too," she replied softly. She looked over Kallia's shoulder at Liam and
smiled at him tentatively. "We're not falling apart, Liam. We're bonded
forever. Nothing can change that, my love, not even my insecurities. Now
come give your wife and her lover a kiss, and let's go to bed."
"I thought you'd never ask," Liam said as he started to approach. As he
did, he started shedding his clothing. They were good together, he couldn't
deny that. "Bonded forever. All three of us."
"That's right, Kal, which means you're stuck with us and stuck having to
listen to us quarrel." She nibbled on Kallia's neck gently then moved her
lips to her ear. "And that means you're also stuck helping us with our
make-up sex."
Kallia smiled and returned the affection to Yelara. As she pulled her lips
from Yel's throat, she grinned. "I think I like the idea of make-up sex.
And it'll give the two of you the chance to marvel at my tattoo again. I
still remember how surprised Liam was the first time he saw it. Surprises
like that are fun."
"I know a lot of things that are more fun." Yelara grinned as she pulled
away from Kallia. She took both Liam's hand and Kallia's into hers and led
them slowly towards the bed. "I'll show them to you both...twice."
Liam grinned. "I think it's going to be a long night," he said. "But,
then again, I like long nights."
Yelara sank onto the bed and smiled. "Just until we lose our voices. It's
not as good without the screams."
"I wonder if we'll keep anyone awake," Kallia said with a mischievous grin
as she slid onto the bed. "That would be a shame."
"It's probably a good thing Laedra's on the other side of the temple," Liam
said. "I think we would definitely interrupt her meditation."
"Less talk," Yelara said with a grin. She pulled Liam down beside her and
tilted her head to the side. She pushed away her black curls and exposed
her neck to Liam. "More nibbling, Liam."
"Always happy to oblige, my love," Liam said as he did as she asked.
Kallia helped Yelara to divest herself of her clothing and then grinned at
the three of them. "Now, this is how it's supposed to be. The three of us
together in bed, about to partake in some very wild and passionate
sex. What more could a girl want in life?"
"I used to think it was carbosyrup," Yelara replied with a cringe, "but
now...I know it's what I have here, with you and Liam." Yelara wriggled out
of her clothes and grinned slyly. "But what I really want is
for you two to shut up and make love to me now. Make me feel wanted."
Kallia pushed Yelara back onto the bed as Liam shifted into position to be
able to make love to her. Kal glanced back, gave Liam a passionate kiss,
and then looked back to Yel. "Okay," she said. "It's time for you to feel
very wanted." With that, she and Liam started in on the task of letting
Yelara know just how much they loved her, wanted her, and needed her.
"Slowly Fading, Part 1"
by Dani
Nieme Yaresh-Selrid
Ferrig Mullerin
Raeila Mullerin
Pack [NPC]
and Orn [NPC]
Location: Thanatos, Tae'Karada
Date: Niothe 4, 4ABY
***
Dani stood in the window as the morning sunshine streamed in. It was a
beautiful day and the sun glinted off the dunes in the distance. It was
going to be warm, she could tell already. Stepping away from the window,
she grinned at Nieme. "Today is going to be a really big day at work," she
said. "I guess all the days when food shipments come in, they are. I liked
working with you, Nieme. I think we're good working together." Another
thought suddenly struck her. "You know, Orn never said how much I would be
paid." She giggled. "I'll ask him today. You don't think he'll mind, do
you?"
Nieme eased her shirt down over her head, and once decent, she turned to
Dani with a large smile. "Orn will like you even more if you ask! He likes
forward people. He says it's better than those pretentious wetters."
Dani grinned. "I like Orn," she said. "He's funny. Especially when he
sings. And, then when he gets all embarrassed. I'll talk to him when we
get there today. Does this look okay for working?" Dani turned to Nieme
and displayed the dress she'd bought the night before along with the
sandals. "It's okay for working there, right?"
Nieme giggled. "Well...if you wear that, I think Orn will have you waiting
tables. He likes to think that happy customers buy more and wearing that
dress...well...you'll make the customers very happy I think."
"Really?" Dani looked down at her dress and grinned. "Then I'll wear it.
It looks good then. I'm happy. I love this material, it's really
lightweight. It's perfect for this weather. And, I want to look good for
you, my love. And, hopefully it'll make Orn happy too. I think he needs to
be happy more often. I think making more money and having happy customers
will make him very happy."
"Then I-I guess that means you're waiting tables today." Nieme slipped on
her cloak, and extended a hand towards Dani. "We can have breakfast there.
Then you can make me that Hojet you've gotten so good at making."
Dani giggled and picked up her cloak from next to Nieme's. She stepped
closer and shared a kiss with Nieme before wrapping her arms around her
friend. "I would love to make Hojet for you," she said. "And, I hope Orn,
if he wants me waiting tables, lets me work with you too. I would hate
being so close to you all day, but not being near enough. Though, I think
it would be fun to blow you kisses through that little window thing."
"Orn would grumble and mutter sourly under his breath if you did!" Nieme
laughed and quickly kissed Dani again. "We should try it though. I think
he'd find it...amusing."
"I think so too," Dani said. "I think he likes us together. I think we
make the Rhack happy and carefree. And, I want to make him mutter and
grumble, because he really likes it. I think he's actually a romantic at
heart."
They started out of their small, shared home with the sand brushing over
their feet like tiny fingers massaging them. Their giggles rang out clearly
in the dry, desert air and was carried by a zephyr that smelled faintly of
incense and sweet spices. It was then that Nieme truly was glad to be back
home where she belonged, and from where she never should have left. "We can
stay here forever, you know," she remarked absently. "Just you and me, Dani."
Dani slipped her arms around Nieme and sighed happily. "I want that," she
said. "I like it here. It may be warmer than I'm used to, but it's still
very nice. We can work at the Rhack, and watch the stars, and dance in the
house together. And, I can make some Steaming Passions."
"You know...I don't exactly remember how those taste...but I do know that
after one, the room started spinning and it made me laugh and I just
couldn't control it." She grinned slyly and added, "I really do want to try
one of those again."
"I'll see if I can find the ingredients for them," Dani said. "Maybe we can
have some after work back at the house. I think that would be fun. We can
have some music, and the Passions, and dance, and it will be so much fun.
And, then when we're too tired, we just slip into bed and fall asleep in
each other's arms."
"Like last night," Nieme said with a dreamy sigh. "I like how you hold me,
Dani. And when I'm with you, I don't dream...which is a good thing. I
don't like dreaming. When I do, only bad things happen."
"Then I will always have to hold you when we sleep," Dani said, "so you
don't dream anymore. I hope I get the Hojet right this morning. I think I
had it last night. And, I think I can do it again today. I guess we'll
soon see. I hope I'm as good at cooking as you are someday."
Nieme slipped her hand into Dani's and gazed up at her with an adoring
smile. "You'll get it, Dani. We have forever to help you get it right."
"And, with you helping me," Dani said, "I know I'll get it. And, if there's
anything I could ever help you with, you know I'll help. Like dancing or
singing or anything."
"You sing too, Dani? Oh, I'd love to hear you sing!" Nieme giggled
excitedly and blabbered, "Kael is such a wonderful singer. And...and he
plays--" Her spirit seemed to wither away quickly and die as it always did
when she thought of Kael. "He played the baitar," she said grimly. "It
always helped me fall asleep..."
"I'm sorry, Nieme," Dani said as she moved even closer. She slipped her
arms around her friend and started singing softly. It was an old song from
Zeltros, and had to be the most beautiful song she'd ever heard.
"I like that," Nieme whispered with a sigh as her head fell limply upon
Dani's shoulder. "You have a wonderful voice too, Dani. As beautiful as
you..."
"Thank you," Dani said softly. "If you want, I can sing to you all the
time. I even know some songs that aren't in Zeltros. And, if you want, I
can translate the ones that are for you. That one was a love song, telling
a lover that everything was going to be alright, that the danger was gone
and they need only feel happiness now."
"Well...it's a wonderful song. A-And even in Zeltros, it sounds beautiful."
Nieme nuzzled her lips to Dani's neck and whispered, "I'm sorry. I'll work
better at being content. It's just... I worry about Kael. If...if I know
he's alright, I think I'll be happier."
"Maybe we can find a way to check on him," Dani said. "I'd like to know
he's alright too. I mean, I know he doesn't like me, but I still like him.
Besides, I kissed him; I have to make sure he's okay."
Nieme laughed, despite her worry, and held Dani tighter. "When Jae Dyn
Brael visits us again, we'll ask. I think once we do that, I'll be much
happier."
"And, until she does," Dani said with a playful grin, "I'll do everything I
can to make you happy. Like singing for you and making you Steaming Passions."
"How could anyone possibly be sad after all that?" Nieme giggled with the
returning bliss she felt in her new life with Dani. Everything was
easygoing with her, just as life should have always been. Nieme was still
disappointed, however, that Kael wasn't there to share in the joy with them.
***
Pack watched from the side of one of the buildings lining the sand-washed
street. The two girls walking along seemed to exist in their own little
world, for each other. He smiled at the thought of Ferrig crashing into
that world. He wanted a piece of both of them. Of course he'd have to wait
until after Ferrig and Raeila were finished with them.
As they clung to each other, Pack could only imagine what the two little
nymphs did during the night. Putting on some lesbian freakshow for each
other no doubt. He wondered if they'd still find each other so appealing
after they had a taste of Ferrig.
He followed along as they moved through the town, still clinging to each
other and giggling. He was certain Ferrig and Raeila would have them both
giggling, before they became Feltrey pleasure girls.
As they approached the Rhack, he finally pulled away and headed back to tell
Ferrig where they were. He'd certainly like to hear that.
***
Dani held the door to the Rhack open for Nieme. "It's going to be a hot day
today," she said. "I'm glad I wore the skirt though. It's cooler in this
heat."
"You become almost immune to it after awhile, but you never fully stop
feeling it." Nieme's eyes lit up as she spotted Orn stroll into the room.
He seemed in a brighter mood than she'd ever seen him before.
"There you two are!" he chortled. "Seeing you two makes my day that much
more pleasant." Much to Nieme's surprise, Orn strode over to them and
wrapped his burly arms around them both. Breathing became somewhat
difficult due to the strength of the embrace, but Nieme accepted it
graciously and managed to encircle his waist with her arms.
Dani giggled. "We are happy to make your day more pleasant, Orn," she said.
"It is a very beautiful day out there today. And, I want to thank you again
for giving me a job. You're the best boss I've ever had. And, I love
working with Nieme. She's a very good teacher."
Orn bellowed with laughter and released his hold on the girls. "Nieme's the
best around! If she hadn't come back, I'd be going outta business right
now." With each hand, he gathered the resilient, youthful flesh of both
Dani and Nieme's cheeks between his thumb and forefinger and gave them a
squeeze. "You girls are just handfuls of sunshine. And with that dress,
Dani, I think you should wait tables today."
"Told you so," Nieme said as she fought back a visible display of the
discomfort in her cheek.
Orn laughed again and unclamped his fingers from their flesh. Nieme
surreptitiously rubbed her sore cheek, but her smile never waned. "I'll get
you a serving apron, Dani, and I'll have one of the waitresses teach you how
to take orders," Orn said.
Dani nodded. "I'm looking forward to learning," she said. "Is it alright
if Nieme and I make some Hojet for ourselves first? We came in early so we
could make ourselves some breakfast. Actually, I'm making the Hojet for
Nieme this morning. That's what girlfriends do."
Orn's brow involuntarily cocked and his mouth twitched with a sudden
tension. He'd always thought himself a tolerant man who was accepting of
the sexual and social orientations of those he knew, but he was still
somewhat taken aback by what Dani's words implied. He forced a jovial smile
and patted each of them on the cheek. "You two get into that kitchen and
fix yourselves a meal. I'll go dig up a uniform for Dani."
Nieme smiled cheerfully and slipped her hand into Dani's. "We won't be
long, Orn." She leaned over to Dani as they padded towards the kitchen. "I
think you'll be good at waiting tables. Just...don't bend over."
"Don't bend over?" Dani asked as they slipped through the door into the
kitchen. "Is the dress too short? I'll try to keep from bending over so
people don't see anything that only you're supposed to see."
"It's not that. It's just...they'll be even more tempted to slap your rear
if they see you bend over." Nieme covered her mouth and laughed bashfully.
"And since you're purple, they might even w-want to see what you taste like."
Dani giggled. "Well, you're the only who gets to do that," she said. "No
one else." She looked down at her skirt and realized there was no way it
could ride up high enough for anyone to see anything, though, the slit up
the side would show quite a bit of her leg. "If they want a taste, they'll
have to find someone else."
Nieme set about heating up the pans for warming the oil needed to cook the
Hojet. She removed her apron from the rack holding it and placed the
stained, white garment upon her. "I wonder if Orn got anything special in
the delivery today. I always hope for fresh fruit...but it never comes."
"Fresh fruit would be wonderful," Dani said. "Maybe if we ever take a trip
to New Plouton, we can pick up some fresh fruit and vegetables for Orn. I
bet he would like that." She glanced toward the outside. "Should I go ask
him about getting paid?"
Nieme laughed as she threw the oil onto the pan. "You can, but I bet he'd
only make you help him haul supplies."
Dani laughed and moved to help Nieme with their breakfast. "Maybe I should
wait until later," she said. "Besides, I can't make Hojet if I'm out
talking to Orn."
Nieme nodded in agreement and once the oil was sizzling within the pan, she
moved aside and let Dani take over with the cooking. "I think today, you
can move onto the Mepat pot pie. Soon you'll be able to make everything I
can."
"But I know I'll never be as good as you," Dani said with a grin as she
started carefully adding ingredients to the pan.
***
Orn rushed back to the opening through the kitchen and hammered a hand upon
the counter. "Two more orders of ribs, Nieme!"
She nodded her head briskly and smiled back at him as she slapped another
rack of ribs onto the pan. Orn moved back towards the dining area and
caught a flash of purple rush past his field of view. Dani seemed to be all
over the diner today and she hadn't broken one glass or spilled one meal.
All in all, she was turning out to have a knack at waitressing. As he
followed her with his eyes, he saw a hand shoot out from seemingly nowhere
and rest its palm flat against her rear. Orn shook his head and laughed as
Dani jumped, but she still managed to keep all the food on the tray. "Keep
it moving, Dani!" he hollered above the noise, then he shot her a wink.
"I'm moving," Dani said with a giggle. She moved closer and lowered her
voice. "It's just that I can hardly move with all those hands out there.
I'd swear there are some who have more than just two."
Orn chuckled at the sight of Dani weaving through the aisles, trying to
avoid the roaming hands seeking purple flesh. One hand seemed to be
searching for a way under Dani's dress, but she swatted it away at an
opportune time and the hand's mission was aborted. Deciding the girl needed
a much deserved break, Orn hollered out her name and waved her over to him.
Telling one table of customers she'd return momentarily to take their
orders, she slipped back across the restaurant toward Orn. When she stepped
in front of him, she had a bright smile on her face and a sparkle in her
eyes. "They're definitely getting restless out there," she said. "I had to
swat one guy's hand away because it was trying to slip through the slit in
the side of my skirt." She giggled. "They are persistent though. I like
being a waitress for you, Orn. I am very happy working here."
"Well, you definitely seem cut out for it, kiddo. And your aim is getting
better. I think you've managed to slap away nine out of ten hands." Orn
leaned over the counter and added with a smile, "But let the guys have a
feel once in a while, eh? Keeps them happy and remember what I said: Happy
customers are regular customers."
Dani giggled. "Don't worry, Orn," she said, "I'll keep them happy. And,
speaking of happy... We never did talk about wages or anything. If it's a
bad time now, we can talk about it later, but I just want to make sure that
Nieme and I have enough to live on. If all the expenses were taken care of,
I'd work for you for free. But, unfortunately there are silly expenses."
Orn's deep, resonant laugh rose above the clamour in the diner and he
reached out to pinch Dani's cheek again. "How could anyone refuse you,
Dani?" He released the purple flesh and nodded his head. "Well...what
would you like to get paid? Tips, of course, are all yours, which is
another reason I'd suggest you let them have a feel or two. Nieme's wages
are the same as they've always been but for you...I'd have to start you a
little less. Say...50 creds a week?"
"Fifty is perfect," Dani said with a grin. "And, I'll only bat their hands
away if they get too persistent. Though, I guess it depends on how well
they tip. Table five wants to order now, so I'd better get back to them.
Thanks, Orn." With that, she gave him a kiss on the cheek, and then
scurried back to the patrons.
Orn shot upright and quickly surveyed the dining area for prying eyes that
might have witnessed Dani's display of affection. He cleared his throat and
once satisfied his infamous churlish reputation was safe, he shook gently
with laughter.
Dani squeaked with surprise as a pair of hands reached out and seemed to
latch on to her buttocks. She let them touch for a moment before hurrying
ahead toward the table. It was definitely going to be interesting working
here.
***
Ferrig waited outside, lounging casually in the darkness the abandoned
building provided him. They'd come out soon, and he would have them. He
slipped a hand over to his sister and pulled her to him. "We've almost got
them," he whispered, "and when we get them, we'll get you Selrid."
Raeila moaned petulantly and kicked a small mound of sand fitfully. "I hate
waiting. You know how I hate waiting, brother. Can't we just go in there,
raid the place and drag those little bitches out of there?"
"Kitchen rat," Ferrig said. "They'll be in the kitchen. We go in through
the front, they slip out through a back window when the screaming starts
inside. Come a little closer, and I'll help you with the waiting."
"You'll help yourself, I'm sure," Raeila said sourly. She shifted closer at
any rate and brushed her lips along his cheek and mouth. "And you're sure
Selrid will come? What if that little whore means nothing to him? Kael
never was the type to commit. He was most likely with her only long enough
to get her to spread her legs, and once he was finished with her, she came
back to hide her shame."
"Then we teach her a lesson for messing with Selrid's head," Ferrig said
with a grin. "And anyway, Selrid's desert. He wouldn't stay with the
wetters. He has to be coming back. Besides, you're here."
"You always were good at comforting me, brother." She shifted around in
Ferrig's arms and rested her back against him. "Just in case, though, we
better keep the girl good and safe until he gets here. He's not stupid. If
he truly does...love her," she said with a shudder, "then he'll resent us if
we kill her...just until we can make him come to his senses again."
"Agreed," Ferrig said. "We don't want to give him too many reasons to
despise us. Though, I don't think he'd mind sharing her with us. The
purple bitch, however, is fair game for whatever we want. Pack was drooling
all over himself over her...at least until he fixed his eyes on you again."
Raeila laughed silkily and began swaying her hips back against Ferrig's.
"When we get those two freaks, I better not find you staring. You know how
I hate competition."
Ferrig slipped his hand around between Raeila's thighs and pressed his lips
to her throat. "You know you're always first for me, Rae," he said. "I
just want to fuck them 'til they beg us for mercy. And, I want to show the
alien bitch what a real man's like."
"And I want to show them what happens to women who dare cross Raeila
Mullerin." She gasped sharply, then laughed throatily as she ground her
hips harder against Ferrig's, and elicited just the reaction she was an
expert in inspiring. "Please tell me that hard-on's because of me, Ferrig,
and not because you're thinking of those two bitches."
"It's for you, Raeila," Ferrig whispered as he pressed himself against her,
his hips gyrating with his desire. "You're the only one who makes me like
this. You want to see just how much this is yours?"
Raeila was already in the process of undoing her pants when she nodded her
head emphatically. "You better show me, Ferrig. Just so there's no doubt
left in my mind."
Ferrig slipped himself out of his pants and then helped Raeila with her
pants. Once they were down far enough, he positioned himself at her
entrance and then slid inside. "It's all yours, little sister," he
whispered. "All of it is yours, and only yours. I hope I'm convincing
enough."
Raeila allowed Ferrig to set the rhythm and motivated the act with shrill
cries and moans. "I'm beginning to," she replied thickly. "Just...maybe if
you could try and be a little more convincing..."
Ferrig lengthened his thrusts, pounding himself harder and faster into
Raeila. His grunting moans mixed with hers as they continued their liaison
in the shadowed alcove. "Better?"
Her head fell back upon Ferrig's shoulder and her laughter rebounded off the
walls surrounding them. "Much better," she purred. "All doubt...has been
banished, brother."
"Good," Ferrig said. He kept his pace smooth, not wanting to disappoint his
sister. "Now, the rest of this will just be for fun, since you are now
convinced."
Suddenly a figure appeared in the alcove before them. He started to say
something, and then snickered as he realized what was going on (even though
Raeila's screams of pleasure should have given it away). "Uh, Ferrig,
Raeila, the bitches just finished work. Nice cunt, Raeila."
"Shut up, you little shit!" she hissed. She detached herself from Ferrig
and moved to throttle the nuisance when realization struck her. "Finished
work?" She slowly turned to Ferrig with a feral grin and helped him stuff
himself back into his pants. "You need to save yourself, dearest. I want
to hear her scream."
"I'm all ready for her," Ferrig said. "I'll make her scream for you, my
dear. I want to hear that scream of hers reverberating around the buildings
and sand. One of us grabs the kitchen whore, the other grabs the alien
bitch. Rae and I will get the whore, Pack grabs the bitch." He turned to
pack. "Fuck this up, and I'll make sure you're a target in the Razors next
rape raid around the town."
Pack nodded. "Y-yes, Ferrig," he said. "I'll make sure to hold on to her
good."
Ferrig turned to Raeila and kissed her. "Ready, my sweet sister?"
Raeila pulled the zipper on her pants closed and giggled. "Now I am. Let's
get this started so we'll have all night to play."
"Let's get into position to nab them when they come out. Then we can find
an abandoned building around here to play with them in. Oh, this is indeed
going to be fun." As he finished speaking, the door across the street
opened and the Kitchen Rat stepped out followed by the purple-skinned alien.
"Show time."
Raeila pressed her hand to Ferrig's chest to halt him. "I'll go first. Let
me saunter over there, strike up some innocent, pleasant conversation to
distract them, you guys can strike, and then we can play."
Ferrig grinned. "I like the way you think," he said. "We'll sneak over at
your signal. When you want us to make our move just adjust the hem of your
shirt."
"How about I flash you instead?" Raeila laughed, then kissed Ferrig
briefly. She started out of the alcove and waved back at them cheerfully.
Once out into the open, she focused only on the two girls who were smiling
and unaware of what was about to befall them. "Good," she muttered with a
grin. "It'll be more fun if you're completely surprised." She hummed a
light, airy tune and skipped along happily towards her prey. "Hi there!"
she called out with a large smile. She hopped in front of the two girls and
giggled. "You two are new around here, aren't you? See...I know everyone
in Thanatos practically...but I don't know you two."
Dani looked at the girl approaching them. She seemed to exude raw sexual
power. "Hi," she said with a grin. There was something else about her, but
she could figure out what it was. "I'm new here. Just a couple days
actually. I really like it here. It's a beautiful place."
"Oh, it truly is!" Raeila looked up towards the stars and sighed dreamily.
She glanced back down at the two girls, this time focusing on the Kitchen
Rat and doing everything in her power to deny even a sneer from contorting
her lips. "I'm Talane by the way. You work for Orn, right?"
Nieme nodded her head shyly and looked back to her feet on the ground.
Raeila shrugged her shoulders and muttered, "Shy, I guess." She skipped
along backwards before them as the two girls strolled along. "So...where
you two off to?"
"We just got off work," Dani said. "We're going home now. It was a long
day since there was a delivery today. Do you work around here, Talane?"
"Well, I work here...and there." She shrugged her shoulders and turned the
corner with them following her lead as they ambled into a deserted section
of the street. "You know...are you sure you two are alright out here alone?
I mean, I know these streets inside out, and I know where to go when there's
trouble... I hear the Razors are coming out tonight. A rape raid, they say."
"We know the way back to avoid the gangs," Dani said. "We also know some
good hiding places, but we're gonna go quick so we're not caught out here
with the gangs."
Raeila looked back over her shoulder as if she'd suddenly heard a noise and
was attempting to identify its source. She turned back to the two girls,
her steps no longer light and jovial. "Um...would you two mind walking me
back to my place? It's close by but... I just don't feel really secure
about making it there alone tonight. I think it's something in the air...
It's just creeping me out!"
Nieme gripped Dani's hand tightly and looked up for a moment at the girl
before them. Raeila's eyes flashed towards Nieme, who quickly looked away
again.
Dani squeezed Nieme's hand and then looked at her. "Do you think we have
time to walk her?" She glanced at Talane, and felt bad. She wanted to help
out, but she didn't want to force Nieme into it if she didn't want.
"I...uh... It wouldn't be right to leave her out here alone. I mean...we
have each other just in case but..." Nieme shrugged and smiled uncertainly
at Dani.
"So you'll do it then?" Raeila grinned excitedly and took each of their
hands. "Oh, thank you! Oh, I'm so glad I bumped into you two tonight." Her
eyes furtively glanced to Ferrig and Pack across the way, following from
afar in the shadows. "Well...come on. There's a short-cut this way."
Raeila released her hold on Nieme's hand and casually adjusted the hem of
her shirt before the three disappeared into a darkened corridor.
At the signal, Ferrig darted out of the darkness and after his sister and
their prizes. He could feel Pack behind him as they hurried through the
darkness, making as little sound as possible. When they got to the
corridor, Raeila and the toys were in the middle. They dashed forward.
Suddenly out of nowhere a pair of arms wrapped themselves around Nieme and
pulled her back. "Hiya, Kitchen Rat, miss me?"
Nieme's heart lurched and stopped for a moment as she became cognizant of
the familiar voice whispering into her ear. Ferrig. She squealed and
thrashed, but she couldn't escape the hold he had her in. She frantically
searched the darkened alley, looking for Dani, who was suddenly pinned
against the wall by Talane.
"Does this wash off?" Raeila teased. She held one hand around Dani's throat
and cackled with laughter as her other hand tore at Dani's dress and kneaded
her purple breast roughly. "If I rub hard enough, maybe it'll all come off
and you won't look like such a freak anymore."
Dani tried to scream, but with the hand around her throat she couldn't make
a sound. Her body, on the other hand, reacted instantly to the danger by
flooding the area with her pheromones.
Ferrig quickly started ripping Nieme's clothes away. "Don't worry, little
rat," he rasped. "I'm just going to teach you what it's like with a real
man. Kael, he's Raeila's, so he can't be yours no more. So, since you
can't have Kael, you'll be mine. That sounds good doesn't it? Thought so."
Nieme was too frightened and disoriented to scream. She stared agape at
Ferrig, her eyes wandering down to his one hand working to free his penis
from his pants. She knew what was to come, yet despite her own predicament,
she searched desperately for Dani. As she turned her head to the side, a
waft of sweet, fragrant flowers drifted up her nose and immediately relaxed
her tense body. She barely noticed Ferrig tearing violently at her clothing
or his hands exploring her bared flesh. "Dani..." she whispered softly.
"Slowly Fading, Part 2"
by Dani
Nieme Yaresh-Selrid
Ferrig Mullerin
Raeila Mullerin
and Pack [NPC]
Location: Thanatos, Tae'Karada
Date: Niothe 4, 4ABY
***
Raeila staggered backwards and away from the purple bitch as a wave of
serenity impacted her and chased away all recollection of what she was there
to do or why. She gazed in confusion at the purple girl before her and
shook her head briskly to clear away the sudden tingling in her head. "What
the--"
Dani gathered the ripped bodice of her dress together and rushed forward to
Nieme. The boy that had her seemed to be drifting away, his grip loosening
as he did. She grabbed Nieme's hand and pulled her away. "Run," she
whispered. "We have to get away. Run, Nieme."
"I... But Dani I..." Nieme looked startled for a moment and barely noticed
she was racing from the corridor with Dani. She felt the wind rushing
against her partially exposed torso and gasped. "Oh, Dani! Dani...what's
happening?"
"They wanted to hurt us," Dani said. "We have to lose them and then hide.
We'll wait until they're not around anymore before going home. We don't
want to lead them there. We have to hide from them, Nieme. We have to find
someplace safe."
Nieme's mind was muddled by the distinct smell of flowers. Her body burned
with an intense desire, despite the severity of their situation. She
emitted a gentle moan concealed in a whimper and attempted to clear her mind
by taking in deep lungfulls of desert air. "Hide... We...t-there's
somewhere... Uh...where-- Down there!" Nieme pointed a finger attached to
a trembling hand towards a large structure...the one she'd hidden from Kael
in the first night they met. "There's a hole and...we can hide in there.
It's big enough for both of us."
Dani looked at the hiding place, and quickly pulled Nieme along with her.
She helped Nieme in first and then climbed in behind her. Nieme was right,
it was definitely big enough for both of them, though slightly cramped.
"We're safe now," she whispered as she clung to her friend. "We're safe
now, Nieme."
"I'm so... How did we get away, Dani? I-I can't think straight.
What...what happened?"
"I-I used my pheromones," Dani said. "It calmed them enough for us to get
away. But, we're safe now. We're both safe, Nieme." She pulled her friend
closer. "I have to get a new dress. That Talane woman ripped this one. I
don't know why they did it, but we're safe now." She realized suddenly as
she clung to Nieme that she was crying, tears rolled down her cheek and off
her chin. They had been very lucky.
Nieme felt grief and remorse obscure the arousal Dani's pheromones had
evoked in her. It was because of her that they'd been attacked and because
of her that her friend was sad when she'd promised never to make her sad
again. "I'm sorry," she whispered with a sob. "It... I know who they are,
Dani. Please don't be mad... I didn't know they'd--" Nieme rested her
cheek upon Dani's bare chest and shook gently. "They were Kael's old
friends, the one from his gang. The girl...I think she was that 'Raeila'
Kael told us about. And Ferrig...he's the one who tried to hurt me. I'm so
sorry, Dani...don't hate me... I didn't know."
"I could never hate you, my beautiful star," Dani said as she kissed Nieme's
forehead. "I could never in my life hate you. We'll just have to be more
careful from now on. It's not your fault, Nieme. It's because they're
violent and hateful that they did this, and they would have done it to
anyone. They would have hurt me because I'm different, and that is
definitely not your fault." She kissed Nieme again. "I love you, Nieme.
It's alright now. We're safe here together."
"But they'll come back for us." Nieme wept and clutched at her own torn
clothing. "They wanted to hurt us... They want to kill us, Dani. How will
we be able to stop them? There's so many of them..."
"We'll find a way, Nieme," Dani said. "We'll find a way to make it through
this. We'll just have to do a lot of hiding, and staying at home. We'll
figure it out, my love. But, together we can make it."
"Maybe..." Nieme ran a hand across her leaking nose and cleared the
thickness from her throat. "We should contact Jae Dyn Brael. If we can
train and learn how to use our powers, Dani...maybe this won't ever happen
again. Then we can stay here forever and no one will ever be able to hurt us."
Dani nodded. "Yes," she said. "We have to talk to Jae Dyn. She'll be able
to help us, and then it won't ever happen again. Then everything will be
alright, and we'll be safe."
"Until then, though...what will we do, Dani?"
"We'll stay hidden here until we're sure they're gone," Dani said. "And,
after that we'll sneak back to the house and sleep. Maybe we can contact
Orn. He might be able to help us."
"I don't know, Dani. He seems all tough and gruff, but he's got no defense
against the gangers. When Kael was around--" Nieme clung more tightly to
Dani and let flow fresh tears. "Why is being happy so hard to do?"
"Because no one wants us to be happy," Dani said softly. "Because people who
can't find happiness themselves don't want anyone else to be happy either.
We just have to do our best, Nieme. We just have to stay together and try
to be happy."
"We could move away," Nieme said sadly. "We could...we could find a ship,
Dani and...just fly away. We'd be safe and happy then...wouldn't we?"
Dani nodded. "We would," she said. "In the morning, maybe we could go back
to the city. I have enough for us to live on for a little while we find a
ship. Then we can go up to the stars, and find someplace new. We can do
that, Nieme. Then we'd be safe, and no one would try to stop our happiness."
"I like the stars," Nieme whispered wistfully. "We could go to the stars,
Dani, and we'll be out of reach of everyone." She looked up at her purple
friend with a darkening sadness obscuring what little joy was left within
her. "I'm tired, Dani. I'm so...tired of having to fight for something we
should have the right to bear freely. I want our happiness. I
want...things to be as they were before...before the Temple."
"We'll make it like that again," Dani said. "Let's go to New Plouton, and
find a place to live while we get a ship. We can stay in there with just
each other, and then go to the club for dancing and Steaming Passions. And,
then we'll go to the stars together. It'll be okay again, Nieme. It'll all
be fine again."
Nieme nodded despite feeling unconfident in Dani's assurances. "We'll be
good again... We'll leave tomorrow morning...after we speak to Orn. Oh,
Dani, he'll be so sad! It isn't fair...not to him, not to us... If only we
could make the Feltreys leave us alone..."
"Oh," Dani said, her voice echoing Nieme's sadness. "I like Orn. I hate
that we have to leave him. I don't know how we could stop the Feltreys. Do
you think we could talk to them? Would they listen? I don't know why
they'd even want us. We didn't do anything to them." She pressed her lips
to Nieme's cheek. "We just want to be happy..."
"They don't care about that. They...they hate me because they think I was
the one who took Kael away from them. I don't think talking to them would
help. They act only on impulse. Kael...he used to be like that. It's
violence they like...and they'll do anything to get it."
Dani nodded. "Then we'll have to go," she said. "So we can be safe and
happy together. But, maybe we can come back to visit him from time to time.
They'll just try to hurt us, do bad things to us."
Nieme clenched her teeth in an unexpected welling of anger. She pulled away
from Dani and wrapped her arms tightly around herself. "It isn't fair!
Wherever we go, there'll still be something standing in our way. We can
never be happy, Dani. Happiness isn't allowed to thrive in this fucking
universe!" Nieme gasped and covered her mouth quickly. She gazed at Dani
motionlessly and with eyes wide as the full Thanatos moons. She'd never in
her life used such vulgar language, and although she dismissed it as an
outcome of her frustration and hopelessness, she was still utterly shocked.
"We can't give up though," Dani said softly. "If we give up trying to be
happy, then they win. We can't stop trying to find happiness, Nieme. We
have to try."
Nieme let out a sharp, mournful breath and latched onto Dani with a tight
embrace. "We'll show them, Dani," she said with vigour. "We won't let them
ruin everything, Dani. If I have to learn how to use my Jedi abilities all
on my own, I will, and then we'll show them. We'll make them think twice
about coming near us again."
"We'll do it together," Dani whispered as she wrapped her arms around Nieme
again. "We're strong together, Nieme. We're good, and we can beat them.
We'll learn to use our Jedi abilities, and we'll show them they can't just
hurt people like that. We'll show them, Nieme."
Nieme gazed up at Dani with a slowly kindling fire in her eyes. "Teach me.
You've done it before, Dani. That day in the training room with Kael...you
did it. You know how and you'll teach us both how to use our powers."
Dani wasn't quite sure if she could since she hadn't really thought about
doing what she'd done to Kael, but she could try to figure it out again.
"I'll teach us," she said. "And, then we'll show them. They won't bother
us anymore after that. They'll never bother anyone again."
"Never again," Nieme replied with simmering rage. "We'll show them what
it's like to be afraid. They'll never come near us again...and if they try,
they'll pay."
"They'll pay," Dani said as she held Nieme. "But, let's not be upset now.
We'll be upset later. For now, let's try to find the happiness they tried
to steal from us. Let's try to be happy now. Please?"
Nieme's body went rigid and cold. She would try for Dani to appear content,
but she knew it was not what she felt in her heart. She hadn't truly been
happy since she met Kael and left Thanatos. She was beginning to wonder
whether true joy was found only when one was left alone, by others and by
threats from the world itself. She'd lived for twenty years personally
unaffected by the violence of Thanatos and all alone. It was then that she
truly enjoyed life and she yearned to return to those days. "I'll try,
Dani," she replied flatly. "For you, I'll try, but I can promise you nothing."
"I know," Dani said softly, her voice barely a whisper. "It's just... I
can feel your feelings. I hate being upset Nieme. It's uncomfortable and
it makes me feel...it makes me feel very bad. I want to go home, Nieme. I
want to go and sleep. I want to be in your arms and try to be happy again.
I don't want to be angry anymore."
"Fine. It should be safe by now." Nieme squeezed out of the crammed space
within the hole and emerged into the darkened street. She scanned the area
carefully and saw no sign of Ferrig or his friends. She reached into the
hole and held out a hand for Dani. "Come on. We have to hurry."
Dani let Nieme help her out of the hole and into the sandswept street. She
pulled the bodice of her dress up to cover herself with one hand, while the
other found comfort holding onto Nieme's hand. "I love you, Nieme," she
whispered. Together, they hurried off toward the house, both of them
checking to make sure they saw no one else.
***
"This is all your fault, Pack! How the hell could you let them get away?"
Raeila shrieked in frustration and pounded the floor with her feet. "I had
my hands wrapped around that purple bitch's neck. I was so close..."
Pack snorted, and then staggered toward Raeila. He couldn't explain the
overwhelming arousal he felt, but he knew that Raeila was the one who could
satisfy him. "You were the one with your hands wrapped around the bitch's
throat. Why'd you let her go? Why couldn't you hold on to her?"
Ferrig looked around from where he'd been prying the kitchen whore's
clothing off. "What the fuck did they do to us? One minute I wanted to
fuck her brains out, and the next I felt like I was slammed up on spice."
"It was that alien bitch I bet." Raeila clenched her hands together as if
strangling Dani's neck. "I was ready to gouge her eyes out, the next thing
I know, it smells like I walked into a field of flowers - not that I'd
know what that smells like. After that, the fucking alley began spinning.
It wasn't some alien thing, was it? Do you think it was something
contagious?" Raeila asked with utter disgust.
"I smelled it too," Pack said. "All sickly sweet, with just a hint of sex
in it. Blow me, Rae. I've got twenty-five credits for you."
Ferrig glanced at the ganger and shook his head. "Pheromones," he said.
"Like a fucking animal. It was probably some panic defense mechanism the
bitch has. She gets scared, and makes the place smell all fucking sweet.
We'll have to be ready for that next time."
"How?" Raeila asked in frustration. She stomped through the alley, making
certain to glare at Pack and bump him roughly for his comments as she
passed. "We can't exactly stop breathing, Ferrig. I say the minute we
catch them, we kill the purple bitch so she can't release that
sweet-smelling shit. That'll solve that problem."
"We could do that," Ferrig said after glaring at Pack before he could open
his mouth. "Or we could find something that would overpower the flowery
shit. I'm sure there's lots of options out there, both natural and not.
Like that ephreda plant. The shit's everywhere. Have you ever broken one of
those things open? Takes days to get rid of the smell. It's strong, but
it's not foul. It should overpower whatever shit the alien bitch is using."
Raeila sank stubbornly against the wall and thrust her bottom lip out in a
sour pout. "Fine... I didn't want to have to kill her anyway. I was
having so much fun, Ferrig, but it all ended so quickly. When do you think
we should try again?"
"As soon as possible," Ferrig said. "After that out there, they'll be
scared. And, I think when the kitchen rat scares, she runs. She and the
alien are likely to run right out of Thanatos. We should get someone
watching the Rhack. As soon as they go in there, we need to move in. If
they go in before the crowds arrive, we can take the bitches inside."
"With Orn there?" Raeila snorted and shook her head. "The guy will pull
out a repeating-fire blaster if he sees you in there, Ferrig. Without Kael,
the Feltreys have been banned, or have you forgotten?"
"We hit the place fast enough," Ferrig said with a slow smile, "and Orn
won't be a problem. We make sure we get him taken care of before he can
grab that blaster." The smile suddenly twisted into something truly evil.
"We won't kill him though. I think that Orn would like to see his dear,
sweet kitchen whore performing."
Raeila breathed in deeply and moaned softly as her hands smoothed sensuously
over her torso. "Oh, I really wanna watch when you do her, Ferrig. I wanna
see every wince, hear every cry of pain... I wanna see blood, of course,
Ferrig. Maybe cut out those pretty brown eyes of hers..."
"I like the sound of that, sister," Ferrig said. He reached out and pulled
her to him. "Maybe we can do her together. I can fuck her pussy hard, and
you can make her eat you. Then you can feel those cries of pain right up
inside you." He kissed her hard. "How does that sound?"
"Ohhh..." Raeila drawled in ecstasy. She slipped her hand down between her
legs and closed her eyes to imagine the culmination of all their plans and
schemes. "I want the purple one to suck you off after you've had the rat.
Then maybe Pack over there can do the rat up the ass. It's about time the
boy loses his virginity."
"I want to do them both up the ass," Pack said, rubbing a hand over his
crotch. "Maybe I can take one bitch in the ass while Ferrig fucks her up
the cunt. If that's okay with you, Raeila, of course."
Ferrig slipped a hand between Raeila's legs. "Too bad we don't have a way
to record this for posterity," he said. "I think this is one I'd like to
watch over and over."
"If we don't kill them right away," Raeila said as she writhed against
Ferrig's hand, "we can do it over and over again until it's burned
permanently into our memories. And maybe as a treat, Pack over here can
make them suck him off. It's the only way the poor thing is going to get
any..."
"Hey--!"
Ferrig completely ignored the young ganger, instead opting to open his own
pants for Raeila. "Over and over," he said. "I think we should keep them
alive. I've always wanted a slave." He kissed her. "We can keep them as
pleasure girls. Put them in only collars, brand them as Feltrey property.
We may even make some credits with them. They could be our little slave
whores."
Raeila squealed with delight and tugged on the collar of Ferrig's shirt as
she led him towards the wall. "I wouldn't have to walk the streets once
with them here!" She kissed Ferrig ravenously and reached her free hand
down into his opened pants. "Please say we can do it tomorrow night. I
don't think I can wait longer than that, Ferrig."
"It may be earlier than that," Ferrig said. "I think they'll go to Orn in
the morning, and if they don't stay, they'll leave then. We don't want to
lose our chance with them. We should show up over at the Rhack before they
arrive this morning. And, then we wait for them to arrive, and they're all
ours."
The excitement and anticipation brewing within Raeila made her more aroused
than she'd ever been. She wasted no time pulling Ferrig down onto the sands
with her and opening her pants for access. "Tomorrow then, dear brother.
But for tonight, you and I shall have a pre-celebratory dance." Raeila
released a throaty laugh. She kissed Ferrig deeply, then pulled her lips
away and said forcefully, "Dance with me, Ferrig."
***
Dani and Nieme finally made it into their house. Once inside, Dani looked
out the small window to the outside to make sure no one was paying attention
to them. "There isn't anyone," she said. "We're safe." She turned around
and let her hands fall away from the bodice of her dress, which immediately
fell down to hang with the skirt. "We made it."
Nieme had already begun removing her torn shirt and noticed a series of
scratches running along her chest and breast from where Ferrig had violently
clawed at her clothing. "We made it this time," Nieme said dishearteningly.
"There'll be more next time."
Dani saw the scratches and frowned. She moved forward and took Nieme into
her arms. "We'll be ready for them next time," she said. "If any strange
people we don't know approach us, we'll just run. We'll keep ourselves
safe, Nieme. Together we can do it."
"For how long, though? It was so much easier to elude the gangs when I
wasn't a direct target. Now, Dani, they'll be watching for us. We're as
good as--" Nieme cut herself off and avoided Dani's gaze. "Show me how you
did it, Dani. Show me how you hurt Kael."
"I didn't hurt him," Dani said. "I just pushed him away. And, he was
coming at me, and I just...I just wanted him gone. I just thought of him
moving away, and he did."
Nieme stepped back and stared sternly at Dani. "Do it. I want to see you do
it again. Move...that chair over there. I want you to concentrate, and
move it, Dani."
Dani took a step back and nodded. She turned her attention to the chair and
concentrated on it. She thought about the chair moving, about it sliding
away from her. She could feel the strain within as she tried to manipulate
it, but could not sense the chair. "I...I'm trying," she said softly. She
renewed her focus and raised her hand, hoping that might help. It didn't.
After a minute, she felt every muscle in her body groan in protest, and she
sagged wearily against the door. She felt tears burning her eyes, and
quickly wiped them away. "I'll get it. Just...just another moment."
Nieme didn't move to Dani's side to aid her. She merely stared at the chair
with bitter resentment, then finally turned her gaze to Dani. "Get up. You
have to show me, Dani. You have to teach me so we can keep them from
stealing our happiness!"
"I'm trying," Dani sobbed. "I don't know how I did it. I'm just...I'll try
again." She stood up and pushed the tatters of her dress over her hips and
let it fall to the floor. She stepped out of it and turned back to the
chair. She narrowed her focus, until only the chair existed for her. She
reached out her hand again, and concentrated all her thoughts and energy on
the chair moving, this time up. Slowly, Dani closed her eyes, and found to
her surprise that even with them closed she could still sense the chair,
could almost see it, feel it. She took a breath, and lifted.
To Nieme's surprise, and anxiety, the chair seemed to move of its own
volition. It hovered barely above the floor, not an impressive height, but
still an amazing feat nonetheless. She moved with her hypnotic gaze on the
chair and smiled slowly. "You're doing it, Dani," she whispered. "My
love...you've done it."
Dani slowly opened her eyes and saw the chair floating a few centimetres off
the floor. She grinned, and it quickly turned into a string of giggles.
When her concentration lapsed, the chair thumped back to the ground. "I did
it," she squealed. "I did it, Nieme. I just pictured it in my mind, and
then concentrated. I could sense it there. And, it was like I could touch
it. And, then...then I just picked it up. It was... You try, Nieme. Try
to pick up the chair like I did."
A sudden fear of the power that might have been harboured within her made
Nieme step back and shake her head quickly. The power Dani had used to move
the chair was the same that gave Nieme the dreams she so dreaded and which
caused her so much torment. She wanted to learn how to protect herself, but
she couldn't gather enough courage to call upon those energies and use them.
It would only encourage them to stay when she desperately wanted to banish
them. "I...I'm too tired to try. But you know how to do it now. That's
all that matters. I don't want to do it. Don't make me do it, Dani."
Dani nodded and then smiled at Nieme. "I won't make you," she said, and
then held her arms open to Nieme. "Come to me, my beautiful star."
Nieme's body deflated with a large exhale and she rushed into Dani's arms
with a frightened whimper. "You'll protect us both, Dani. You won't let
them touch us, will you? Never again...please..."
"Never again," Dani whispered. She gazed down into Nieme's eyes and smiled.
She lowered her lips to Nieme's and kissed her love, long, slow and
sensuous. "We'll be safe together now, Nieme. Always together, and always
safe."
"Then make me feel safe, Dani," she pleaded gently. "Lay with me in bed,
and kiss me and touch me...and just make me feel safe, my love."
Dani released Nieme from their embrace, and then took her hands and led them
toward the bed. Once there, she slowly helped Nieme out of the rest of her
clothing, and then stepped out of her sandals. Then, she kissed Nieme, and
pulled them both into bed. Once they were both lying side by side, she
edged closer and brought her lips to Nieme's, and then down to throat, and
lower to her love's breasts. She looked up into Nieme's eyes, smiled, and
then slid her arms around Nieme. Then, she let her lips slowly kiss Nieme
wherever she could reach in their embrace.
"You--" Nieme gasped softly and closed her eyes as her fingers brushed
through Dani's hair. She wasn't certain if her pheromones were still having
an affect after their encounter, but Nieme had a desperate need to be
comforted. "It's okay, you know," she whispered. "If...if you wanted to
kiss me down there...it would be okay."
Dani looked into Nieme's eyes and nodded slowly. "I want to very much," she
said. She kissed Nieme slowly, and then slid down the length of her body
until she was between Nieme's legs. She brushed her lips against Nieme's
mound, then her tongue. She heard Nieme gasp, and continued. She heard
herself moan as she felt Nieme's arousal and pleasure rising. She had
longed for this moment, but had wanted Nieme to ask for it instead of just
taking. She wanted to give.
"Thank you, Dani," she forced out in a shudder. She gripped at the blankets
upon the bed and closed her eyes to savour the abandon Dani's touch
provided. It wasn't about the pleasure or expressions of love and
affection. Nieme needed something to make her forget all the troubles they
would face, and the hopelessness of their pursuit of happiness. Nieme knew
they would never find it, not while they remained in Thanatos, but if she
could delude Dani into thinking there was still a chance they would find it,
she would let her friend pleasure her as she'd always known Dani yearned to.
She moaned and writhed as would be expected by the overwhelming ecstasy, but
it was the release Nieme focused on. "Keep going, my love," she said
shakily. "Just don't stop."
Dani did as Nieme asked and kept going. She could feel that something felt
wrong, but kept at it as Nieme had asked her to. She knew she was good at
this part, but then again she knew she was good at all parts of sex. There
wasn't a Zeltron alive who wasn't. And, she could feel that her touch was
quickly getting past the hesitation Nieme was feeling. She would give her
sublime bliss, that's what Dani wanted to give tonight: bliss to make all
the pain and suffering go away.
Nieme repressed her climax for as long as she could until her body felt as
if it were about to burst into a conflagration of burning desire. She
emitted a choked cry and trembled uncontrollably as she was hit with wave
after wave of ecstasy. She pulled herself away from Dani's lips and gently
coaxed her into her arms. "You did wonderfully, Dani," she whispered
adoringly while petting her hair in an almost patronizing manner. "You made
it all go away, Dani. Thank you, my love."
Dani slid gratefully into Nieme's arms and kissed her love. "I'm glad," she
said. "I'll always make it go away for you, Nieme. I'll always make you
feel better." She concentrated on the blankets covering their feet, and
suddenly they rose and slid up over their bodies until both girls were
covered. She looked at Nieme and grinned. "I'm getting the hang of it,"
she said.
"Don't wear yourself out, Dani. You need to save your strength for when we
really need it." She smiled tightly at Dani, then kissed her softly upon
the lips. "I...I love you, Dani. No matter what happens, don't forget that."
"I'll never forget it," Dani said. "I could never forget that, my love.
And, no more of that Force stuff until we need it. I will keep you safe, my
Nieme. I will always keep you safe."
"I know," Nieme muttered almost inaudibly. What she was truly saying,
however, was that no matter how proficient in using the Force Dani became,
there were still things she could never protect Nieme from. The spark
within her was quickly dimming and she could feel the darkness and despair
beginning to fill her like rushing water. No matter how much Dani loved
her, there was nothing she could do that would renew her optimism and
unadulterated perspective on life.
Her happiness had been tainted now by the loss of her innocence, and coming
back to Thanatos had only accelerated her transformation. The violence and
depravity in Thanatos fed off discontentment and despair, and little by
little it was consuming Nieme. Soon, and as hard as Dani tried to save her
from it, the Nieme she loved would cease to exist and become merely another
casualty of the blight that was human cruelty and the ultimate loss of
innocence.