"Feelings That Blow My Mind, Part 1"
By: Rennor Karradas - Owner of the New Plouton Spaceport
Kaysa Zenarr - Owner of Zenarr Inc.

Location: New Plouton, Rennor's apartment complex
Date: Saris 27, 3 ABY

***

Rennor Karradas expertly piloted his speeder through the New Ploutonian traffic. His mind, however, was elsewhere. How could Kaysa have left him that way? How could she have just walked out without a word? He gave her everything she could want, had offered her so much more. But she had just left. Without a word, she had slipped out of his bed, and fled into the night.

Perhaps he was a fool to have fallen in love with her so quickly, so soundly. His heart ached at the thought of never seeing her again. He would have given her everything. Perhaps she was like all the others, only out to secure themselves a piece of his fortune. But, she would have made a perfect wife for him. She may not have had the high breeding, but she would look good on his arm as he graced one of the many Karadan social functions. They would have turned heads together.

He set his speeder down on the second tower of the Saudrella Spires, the place he called home--at least the top ten floors of it. He slipped from the cockpit of the speeder, and grabbed the durasteel case that held his important business documents. Somberly, he left the landing pad and approached his home.

There he was, this was her cue. Kaysa had been waiting for an hour for Rennor's arrival, mentally preparing herself and rehearsing everything she was to say to him. It had to be good, after all, if she wanted to placate him. Men never did take a woman running out on them very well, and no matter how noble or kind Rennor was, he would certainly be pissed. Kaysa put on her best smile, adjusted her leather vest, chosen specifically for this task as it was the only one she had, plus it showed the most amount of cleavage. There was no way he could be mad when looking at such a beautiful view as that.

Kaysa ran a hand through her hair as she started forward, her arms outstretched as she reached to embrace Rennor. "Miss me?" she asked coyly as the distance between them began to diminish.

"What are you doing here," Rennor asked as he turned to see Kaysa approaching. "I figured you'd be off onto your next conquest, toy with him for a few days, and then run out on him too."

Kaysa lowered her arms and placed them back at her sides as she sighed deeply. "Rennor, I didn't run out on you. I just had some business to attend to."

"I won't be treated by some shill," Rennor snapped. "If you're just going to run out on me again, I don't want any part of this. You're either with me, or I don't want to see you again." He held the door to his apartment open for her...if she wanted to be with him.

Kaysa felt her stomach knotting and her throat growing dry. She knew what she had to do, but a part of her couldn't do it, despite the more dominant part of her that was yelling at her to do so. She had no idea where her hesitation was coming from... That wasn't entirely true. It was Merrick.

She was still shaken by what happened between them the other day. Once she had calmed down and managed to stop crying, she was shocked to find that she missed Merrick like hell. It was just as she had envisioned: she'd fall in love with him, then he'd go away, just like he did that day. She didn't blame him for running, though; she was glad he didn't stay around long enough to get a good look at her horror-stricken expression. She didn't think Rennor would turn out to be a murderer, but if she stepped back into his life, she would be admitting to herself that what she and Merrick had was over. The thought of that alone was causing another pang of sadness within her, but she forced it back as she focused on what she was here to do.

Vrax had chewed her out the other day, only after comforting her and wiping away her tears. His less than gentle encouragement was part of the reason she was standing there right now. She'd lost sight of her goal, and Vrax had partially helped her regain focus, but only by aggravating an already painful wound. Her son was always a delicate topic and she still thought Vrax was a heartless bastard for using Keeve's condition to sway her. In the beginning, she formulated her plan because of simple greed, the root of what drove Kaysa. It was who she was and it was why she had no qualms with destroying unsuspecting victims to get ahead.

She knew now, that becoming wealthy was entirely in the back of her mind. Keeve needed the money, more money than she had at her fingertips. She hadn't spent more than a few months with her son during his entire existence, yet she loved him with such a ferocity that she was ready to murder Vrax when he told her Keeve was dying. She required no more incentive to manipulate Rennor for his money than knowing her son would live if she succeded.

Now, however, her former relationship with Merrick had complicated matters. She loved him and being there with Rennor now only amplified her feelings. Kaysa felt utterly and extremely guilty. She and Merrick would probably never speak again but it still felt as if she was betraying him, cheating on him. It, however, came down to what was more important to Kaysa at that particular time in her life, and now that Merrick was gone, her son once again came to the forefront.

Kaysa gazed up at Rennor, her choice made, as she said, "No games, Rennor. No games." She turned around slowly, her heart tightening in her chest as she stepped through the doorway, following a path she was beginning to doubt she should be walking.

Rennor entered the apartment with a glare at her. He passed his jacket to the droid waiting by the door, and then moved immediately to the bar he kept in the corner. "I don't want any more games," he told her. "No more of this running out, or abandoning. You're going to have to earn my trust again."

Kaysa stood at the doorway, knowing she wasn't quite ready to walk in, and uncertain as to whether Rennor even wanted her to. "I didn't abandon you, Rennor. I'm back now, aren't I? Look," Kaysa said, taking a step forward. She stopped herself before she went too far. "I'll do anything to make it up to you, Rennor. Ask anything of me, and I'll do it, just to prove to you that you can trust me."

Rennor only shook his head. "And, what should I ask for? I know that whatever it was would be too expensive for you. I won't be played. I won't let you toy with my heart. I want to be with you, Kaysa, but you make that so damn difficult."

Kaysa sighed and slowly sat down on the steps of the entryway, trying her best to look dejected. "I...I've screwed up everything yet again. I don't know why I keep doing this. I mean, I finally meet a man I could actually fall in love with, and I do something stupid to push him away." Kaysa placed her face into her hands, trying to force tears from her eyes. It always looked much easier to do when the actresses in those sappy holocrons did it, but Kaysa knew she'd better get just as good, and fast. "I'm sorry, Rennor," she said, her voice strained as she forced the tears out. "I...I hate myself for doing this to you. I..." She let her voice trail off as her body trembled, and a few tears began to roll down her cheek. She mentally congratulated herself on a winning performance, hoping Rennor would be swayed by it.

"Try to at least be honest with me," Rennor said with a sneer. "I won't be played for a fool, and I won't be lied to. If you can't give me the truth, then I want you to leave. I'm not your game."

Kaysa let her hands fall into her lap and shut off the tears, much more easily than turning them on. Rennor obviously wasn't impressed by her display, nor was he as gullible as she had first thought him to be. She was getting nowhere with him. Her obvious charm had worn off and he was now utterly disgusted with her. She was completely enraged, angry with herself for being so careless and idiotic. This was her one opportunity and she'd thrown it away, but she was not giving up on it that easily.

She rose slowly, glaring at Rennor and directing all her rage at him as she made her way towards him. "What do you want from me, Rennor?! I mean, must you be so cryptic? If you want something from me, then just tell me what it is and I will do it!"

"Honesty! That's what I want. I want you to be honest, truthful. Don't tell me what you think will get you into my good graces. Just be honest with me and maybe we can get somewhere. Stop playing with me and my heart. I want to see the real Kaysa."

"The real Kaysa? You wanna see the real Kaysa?" she replied, her face hot with rage as she stood over Rennor. "I don't think you'd like her very much. No one ever does," she said, her voice growing calmer and a plaintive expression flashing across her face. "The real Kaysa is a slut, a party girl who lets strange men buy her drinks," she began, dropping to her knees and running her hands up Rennor's thighs. "I let them feel me up under the table, then I let them follow me home and sleep in my bed, not even asking their name. They could be murderers--" Kaysa paused, her voice cracking as Merrick's face flashed before her eyes. She forced it quickly back and continued, but not before taking a much needed deep breath. "They could even be thieves...it doesn't matter to me as long as I get what I want from them," she whispered, spreading Rennor's legs and placing herself between them. "Do you know what that one thing is, Rennor? Hmm? Do you wanna know?" she asked quietly as her hands slid towards his groin. "It's this," she said. She cupped his balls in her hand and squeezed them gently. "It's always this."

Rennor shifted against her hand upon his crotch. He could feel a stirring within him as her hands touched him intimately. "Do you fear love, Kaysa? Is that the reason for this game? Is that why you hide from me?"

"I never hide, Rennor. This is me, all me," she replied as her lips brushed against his. "And I fear nothing, especially not love. I'm just wary of those who offer it up to me so freely. Is that what you're offering me, Rennor?"

"I am," Rennor said. "I want to love you, Kaysa. I want to give you my love. Just as long as you'll stop playing games with me." He pulled her to him and kissed her, enjoying the feel of her body against his.

Kaysa pulled away and looked up at Rennor. She brought her hands to his waist and away from his groin. "What if I can't accept it, Rennor? What if I'm not ready to accept such a thing? Is it over? I mean, I enjoy being with you, in every way," she said, bringing a hand to his face and running it gently across his cheek, "but what if it's too soon for me?"

Rennor grunted. "Well, when you're ready," he said. "Let me know." With that, he pulled from her embrace and left the room.


"Feelings That Blow My Mind, Part 2"
By: Rennor Karradas - Owner of the New Plouton Spaceport
Kaysa Zenarr - Owner of Zenarr Inc.

Location: Rennor's apartment complex - New Plouton
Date: Saris 27, 3 ABY

***

Kaysa sighed and laughed quietly to herself. The situation between her and Rennor was now becoming quite comical. "And I suppose you expect me to follow you to your bedroom. Dropping me subtle hints, aren't you?" Kaysa called out as the droid approached her. She tore the drink from its hand and guzzled it down, preparing herself for another round with Rennor. She'd have to change her tactic this time and showing a little more skin seemed like a good manoeuvre. "Rennor, don't be so coy," she said with a curt laugh as she pulled off her jacket and threw it to the side.

"I wasn't," Rennor snapped. "I'm just tired of this chaotic attitude you've had lately. One moment you can't get enough of me, and then next my mere looking at you repulses you. When you decide how you want to feel in my presence, please tell me. Until then, good night." With that, he closed his bedroom door, shutting himself off from her.

"Now you're just playing hard to get," Kaysa teased as she began shedding more of her clothing. "I wasn't repulsed by you. I was just offended by your statement, that's all. Now, can I please come in?"

"You are far too sensitive, Kaysa," Rennor called through the door. "I can't handle this erratic shifting of personalities. Please pick one and stick with it."

She pushed against the door, tapping on it lightly. "Rennor...let me in, please. I don't mean to be so erratic. Just open the door and I'll show you how affectionate I can really be."

Finally the door slid open. "Sure," Rennor said. "Come in. I can't get enough of your teasing torture. Please, come in and take me to the brink of ecstasy to only pull away at the last moment. Please, come in and make my life utter hell. I do so love that, Kaysa. No one can tease like you."

"Am I teasing you now, Rennor?" Kaysa said, looking down at her bare chest and laughing. "Well, I guess this could be considered teasing, but I haven't made any advances yet and it appears they wouldn't be readily accepted today." Kaysa sighed and moved into the bedroom past Rennor. She strode across the room and took a seat on the windowsill. "Why does our relationship have to include sex right now, Rennor? You know that complicates everything and I don't wanna ruin things before they've even started."

"I'm not the one who removed their clothing," Rennor snarled. "Even now you tease me with your body." After a long pause, and shrugged. "You can have the other side of the bed if you'd like." With that, he moved to his bed and climbed under the covers.

Kaysa's mouth hung open as she stared incredulously at Rennor's apparent disinterest. She was seated on his windowsill, barebreasted with her hands behind her head. She was ready and waiting for him to place his hands wherever he wished and instead, he slipped under his covers and was going to sleep. This was not going well at all for Kaysa. She would not let him ruin this for her, would not allow him to stubbornly reject her. This was her game and she was supposed to be in control, not him.

Kaysa clenched her teeth and rose from the window sill, pulling off her panties and standing there naked with her face flush from anger. She slowly made her way towards the bed and watched Rennor as he attempted to sleep. He was making a good effort of it too, much to her dismay. "Rennor," she sang, leaning over and nuzzling her nose against his ear. "You don't really wanna sleep do you?" she asked as she pulled back the covers and slipped under them.

"No, Kaysa," Rennor said. "I don't want to sleep. I'm just longing to have you torment me with your teasing. Please, Kaysa, come into bed and take me to the brink. Torture me the way only you can." With that, he pulled the pillow over his head and hoped that then he would be able to fall asleep in peace.

Kaysa gave a shrill, derisive laugh as she lay next to Rennor. "Stop being so stubborn. It's cute, I must admit, but I can only tolerate the hard to get act for so long. Come out and play," Kaysa said seductively as she reached her hands under the covers and began tugging off Rennor's shorts. "I won't bite. Not unless you want me to," she said quietly as pushed his silk shorts to his knees and began rubbing his groin.

Her touch against him was too much, and without thinking, Rennor's hands reached out to massage Kaysa's bare breasts. "If you're not prepared to use that thing the way it's intended, you had better stop now," he said, and then moved to kiss her.

Kaysa pulled away and smiled, running her finger along his lips as her leg rested upon his waist. "This could be the moment if you give me some assurances, Rennor," she said softly as she lightly brushed her mound against his crotch, then pulled away.

"What assurances?" Rennor asked.

"If I sleep with you, I need to know you won't just dump me. I need some form of commitment on your part," Kaysa whispered into his ear as she pressed her hips into his. Her hands cradled his rear as she began rubbing herself against him, but not letting him penetrate.

"Then you have my commitment," Rennor said. "I am yours and you are mine. I will not dump you, and I give you my word as a gentleman."

"I need something other than your word, Rennor. Men have given me their word before and look where it's gotten me," Kaysa said, still rubbing against Rennor and feeling his hardness against her. "I need something tangible. I'm not after your money, don't worry about that, but maybe an agreement of sorts." Kaysa smiled and began running her tongue along Rennor's lips.

"Stop playing, and just name it."

Kaysa fought back a moan, trying to remain composed until she'd finished her proposal. She knew Rennor wouldn't be able to resist her the entire evening, but before she gave into him, she was going to get something out of it. She knew what she had come here to do. She'd decided long before she even got to the apartment complex. It was the only way to get what she needed from him, and to do that, she had to give him what he'd always wanted.

"Rennor, if you and I were to...I dunno...get engaged, that would give me the assurance I needed. I know I could definitely trust you then." She let a quiet gasp escape as Rennor began caressing her more deeply, but she bit her lip and forced back the other cries that were rising up in her throat. "So, what shall it be, Rennor?"

"Done," Rennor said with a nod. "We'll get married." Finally he smiled as realization hit. "We'll get married, Kaysa!"

Kaysa fought back the urge to scream with excitement as everything suddenly fell into place. Rennor was giving her what she wanted, bringing her a step closer to fulfilling the rest of her plan. She swallowed back her cries and merely shrugged her shoulders, answering nonchalantly, "Ok." Kaysa pushed Rennor onto his back and climbed onto his waist, straddling him with her thighs. "You're gonna enjoy this, dear," Kaysa said playfully as she let Rennor enter her.

Without another word, Rennor buried his face in Kaysa's breasts, lapping at them like a man dying of thirst. "You will make a very beautiful, Mrs. Karradas."

"And I'll be even more beautiful in the new dress you're gonna be buying me," Kaysa said, a loud cry cutting off her words. She knew Rennor would be an adequate lover; she'd been withholding sex from him for so long, that all the anticipation, all the frustration and need had been building up and finally reached its culmination at that moment. Kaysa gripped the headboard of the bed, using it as leverage while she clung to Rennor's waist tightly with her thighs. She was going to have him hooked on her, completely enraptured by her until he came to the point where he would do absolutely anything and everything for her.


"Field Trip, Part 1"
By: Alisson Blair - Royal Messenger/Hitwoman/Spy
Kal'Aran - Jedi Master

Location: Royal Palace, Arcadia
Date: Saris 27, 3 ABY

***

The walk in the gardens was quite the walk. It was quite impressive how they maintained such a good environment inside the palace walls, regardless of all that might happen on the outside. Kal'Aran walked amidst the rich and well kept walls of distinguished and exquisite plantlife and thought about the old days.

He wondered on the next few days and what they were to mean to his Padawan, Alisson. He remembered when he was right where she stood now in her training. It made him wonder about his former Master, who had been vanquished during the clone wars. He had been a good friend more than just his master, something that he knew he was to Alisson as well.

He saw her at the distance. It was unique that, even though she was Tae'Karada, she would dress herself in black leather with knee high boots and a jacket, but also with something stylish underneath, such as a top or so. Today she wore her hair simple and loose. She walked towards him.

"Master." She smiled. "You wanted to see me?"

"Yes, Alisson... You have evolved to a station where you already seem to master most your skills. You need be less impulsive, but this last training you showed great evolution," Kal'Aran told her.

"That meaning?!" she said with a inquisitive frown.

"That you have achieved a point where you are to face a test. Pass it and you get to your final Jedi stage of training... But I must warn you it will not be easy."

"You know I am ready for this..." she told him.

"Yes, and that is why I called upon you. We must leave Tae'Karada. Your test is to be on Tatooine," Kal'Aran told her. "You will have to ask your High Prince for his permission, I believe."

"I owe him so." She nodded. And with that she left to meet High Prince Airan.


"Field Trip, Part 2"
By: Alisson Blair - Royal Messenger/Hitwoman/Spy
High Prince Airan Valreth - Ruler of Tae'Karada

Location: Royal Palace, Arcadia
Date: Saris 27, 3 ABY

***

Alisson entered the room where High Prince Airan stood. She bowed respectfully and with grace and then stood back up. She knew she wasn't properly dressed, but she was indeed someone who was different in position and it was more practical and perhaps even adequate that she dressed as she did if in Jedi practice or in a current mission, or about to endure one...

"Your highness..." she said, "I come to ask of you for a leave. Master Kal'Aran believes it time for me to meet my test and therefore enter the final stage of my Jedi training. Alas, the test awaits me on Tatooine, so I need to leave Tae'Karada for some time."

"And, how long will you be gone, Alisson?" the high prince asked, an eyebrow raising with the inflection placed on the woman's name. "We more than anyone wish you to continue that which you have trained for, but we also need you here. Now more than ever."

"I cannot say. Perhaps only a couple of days in Tatooine, plus the trip over and back. I realize times are hard but I feel I can be of better assistance if fully trained, sire," Alisson replied.

"And, you do realize this planet has been placed under blockade? Tae'Karada has been targeted by the Empire." He took a deep breath and let it out. "We will allow you this absence, Alisson. Return safely to us, and then you may serve us more fully. Your skills as a Jedi will be a true asset to Tae'Karada and this conflict."

"Thank you, you Highness. Do not worry, I will take my starship which can be safely cloaked. I should be able to pass the blockade without even being detected. And I shall make my absence as brief as possible," she replied as she bowed and left the room.


"Test Phase, Part 1"
By: Kal'Aran - Jedi Master
Alisson Blair - Royal Messenger/Hitwoman/Spy

Location: Tae'Remok System; Tatooine
Date: Saris 27, 3 ABY

***

Boarding Alisson's Slave II vessel, they might have a chance on passing the Imperial blockade. Truth was this was more than a simple test and she had to go all the way where it had been decided she would complete this task before entering the final stage of her training as Jedi.

She was almost ready and complete in the ways of the Force, and Kal'Aran trusted that she would pass this test and indeed become what she had been training to. There were few that would be as strong as she was at her age, and even with almost a whole year without training, when he had to leave, she had not strained herself from the right path.

As the Slave II vessel took off from the Royal palace, they set the cloaking devices, in order to pass undetected by Imperial radars. If lucky, they would be able to outsmart the control patrols of TIE's, unseen and undetected. Flying cautiously, Alisson made sure she placed herself as far as possible from the main ISD's as well as the gigantic SSD Nemesis.

When they had reached a certain distance she set the thrusters and a little later they made a light jump towards Tatooine. It was in a clear path so there was no need to evade anything at all nor jump out of light speed to slowly pass any other systems.

After some hours they finally decreased the speed out of light and were right above the brown desert planet. Setting a course for Mos Eisley Spaceport they landed the Slave II vessel. Around could be seen numerous races wandering about. Some looking at them and some totally ignoring their presence. All in all, and more to Alisson, this was without shadow of a doubt as filthy as it could get. Nothing like Tae'Karada, even in Thanatos.

Making sure no one would make attempts to get a closer look at her vessel, Alisson set up the shields and walked away to meet her Master, Kal'Aran who had just purchased a land speeder for them to use. He turned to her and nodded. "One step closer... Now all we need is to head out to the place where your test awaits you. Until we leave be careful as you will never find such a vile and retched place in the galaxy as this one."

"I am sure you speak truthfully..." Alisson replied as she saw her surroundings. Fact was that even a couple of Stormtroopers could be seen off the distance, their white armor contrasting with the rest of the locals and visitors. What awaited her was yet to be seen.

"Very well." Kal'Aran smiled slightly. "Just one more stop and we can set our ways. Alas, we need supplies first."


"Test Phase, Part 2"
By: Kal'Aran - Jedi Master
Alisson Blair - Royal Messenger/Hitwoman/Spy

Location: Tatooine
Date: Saris 27, 3 ABY

***

As the land speeder came to a stop near a commercial part of Mos Eisley, Allison and Kal'Aran got out. Not that there was much of a commercial part in this spaceport, but indeed there were places where one could buy certain goods, namely food supplies and mechanical parts that one in travel might need.

Kal'Aran conducted some business with some locals and some Jawas. As it was taking some time, Alisson decided to look around nearby. As she heard music coming from a bar she peeked inside from the door. As she was coming out, a large furry being bumped into her. She had no idea what race he was, but his red eyes and pierced nostrils were quite menacing.

Angrily the large being grunted something. Behind from the beast came a small man, about a meter and a half tall only and with a few streaks of hair only dressed in some dirty robes. He looked up at Alisson with piercing eyes.

"He says he wants you to kneel and beg for pardon before he takes out your limbs one by one..." the little man said in between giggles.

"Well, tell him I am sorry for bumping into him, that I apologise and that indeed it was my fault" Alisson told the little man, as she obviously did not speak the big one's language.

"I don't think so... On your knees!" the little man shot back furiously. This had a repercussion on the big one who began to become impatient.

Seeing this like a no-win situation and trying to avoid physical confront she waved her hand slowly in a circular motion. "I don't need to apologise any further than I had and you will now enter the bar and have fun."

Almost robotically the little man started to repeat her words. "You don't need to..." he said with a pause, looking at his large friend who seemed confused by her words also. "Yes, we will enter now!" the little man said proudly as they entered the bar.

At that point Kal'Aran approached Alisson. "I was watching you. You did well... No need for confrontation as long as it may be avoided."

Alisson nodded. "I was lucky those two could be lured into being...suggested as what to do."

Kal'Aran smiled. So she was aware and remembered that this trick did not always work. Some races were immune to certain Jedi powers. "Indeed..." He smiled. "Now let us make our way outwards. We have a long trip ahead with some possible encounters with Tusken Raiders' parties. I have got some supplies..."

"Let us leave then..." Alisson said simply. She was eager to find out what expected her, and yet she frowned at the possibility of failure.


"Test Phase, Part 3"
By: Kal'Aran - Jedi Master
Alisson Blair - Royal Messenger/Hitwoman/Spy
Quinlan Vos - Jedi Knight [NPC]

Location: Tatooine
Date: Saris 27, 3 ABY

***

The trip had been made without them crossing paths with any difficulties. They had passed some Banthas but no Tusken Raiders, or Sandpeople as they were known, were to be seen nearby. To Alisson's surprise they hadn't even gone that far out of town, as the trip did not take too long for them to get to their desired destination.

Curiously enough, the new place they found themselves in was rocky and had nothing to do with Mos Eisley where they had just been at. Kal'Aran stopped the land speeder around some large rocks and got out, motioning for Alisson to follow him.

She got out and followed him, even though she found it somewhat weird that this could be a place for any kind of test at all, as no facilities could be seen. Alas, through her training she had learned that sometimes rough terrains could offer the hardest tests.

Kal'Aran entered a small cave entrance and and stopped only a couple of paces afterwards. A small barracks could be seen and out of it came a tall man dressed in robes, with long dark hair and a yellow line across his face. He was obviously a Jedi with great strengh in the Force as Alisson could feel his presence strongly. This man seemed glad to see her master.

"Kal'Aran." He nodded with a smile. "It is good to see you again my friend!"

"It is good to be back. Quinlan, this is Alisson," Kal'Aran said as he motioned to his Padawan.

"Ahh, your master has told me much about you. It is indeed a pleasure to make your aquaintance," Vos spoke.

"The pleasure is all mine," she replied gallantly. She then turned to Kal'Aran. "This has to do with my test, I assume?"

"You are eager... Have patience, Alisson. Go with Quinlan, he will lead you into your test," Kal'Aran told Alisson.

As Quinlan motioned for Alisson to follow him, he took her beyond the barracks where he lived and into the entrance of a cave. It had some form of mist coming out and it was with no doubt a source of some mythical power. Quinlan Vos stopped at the entrance of the cave and turned to Alisson.

"Kal'Aran is a dear friend and one who has helped me through harder times. I found myself again inside there through confrontation with my darker side," Quinlan told Alisson.

"Darker side?" She frowned.

"We all have a darker side. It is up to you to choose the righteous path. One can only do so by confronting with the darker side and being able to pass over it. Inside you will have to face your fears and ghosts from the past. It is up to you to pass... It will help you get stronger as well as test your abilities."

Hearing this she nodded and entered the cave, not knowing what she would find there. The air was somewhat damp and the ground was smooth as if it consisted of very thin sand. She took one step after the other slowly, not knowing what to expect. She was cautious nevertheless, as the mist did not make for a great viewing distance.

She felt cold. But it was not cold from low temperatures. It was more as if it was a coldness that affected her on her insides. But she knew that death simply had to be part of the dark side as opposed to the Jedi light ways, which seeked peace and prosperity of life.

She started to see some forms. It was High Prince Airan with a man. They were shouting at eachother and High Prince Airan was calling this man Blair. "Father..." Alisson whispered. Could it be? Could this man be Alisson's father indeed and she was now viewing the past?! As she watched this scene she saw Airan pull out a blaster and murder the man in front of him.

Alisson opened her eyes wide at what she viewed. High Prince Airan had murdered her father?! Could this be true?! Was this the reason why Airan had looked after her with such care, out of pity and sorrow for his own actions in the past?! No, this could not be true! The High Prince was a good man and would never do such a thing. This had to be a test and she pulled those thoughts away from her.

Airan turned to her and his form took that of the Emperor himself. Palpatine grinned, his face hidden beneath the cloak he wore. "Very well, you push your feelings away. But know that what I show you is true. Your father's fate was doomed because he chose the right side in this war by my side. Avenge his death and join me too..."

"No, I refuse to believe my father would wrong his path in life! I refuse to believe in your words! And most of all I refuse to stand by your side... The wrong side in war!" she replied rather disturbed.

She then realised she was going after his plan and breathed in slowly, clearing her mind. As Palpatine turned into mist and through it into a feral beast with large claws he moved onto a kill, right where she stood. Alisson merely closed her eyes and concentrated in expelling all around her with the use of force, to gain some protection. She knew she could withdraw her saber, but this seemed utterly wrong.

No need of confrontation when it can be avoided, she thought to herself as she remembered Kal'Aran's teachings. After that, the mist was gone and it was only herself and the thin sand again. She walked out towards the cave entrance and there stood Quinlan with Kal'Aran by his side.

"Very well, you passed even my expectations," Kal'Aran told her. "What you passed will make you stronger. You are ready to become what you have trained for. There is little more I can teach you now."

"Does this mean I am finished?" she asked.

"By all means not..." Quinlan spoke. "The life of a Jedi is one of constant learning. I have had to re-discover myself only recently as I had lost myself. Kal'Aran was the one who led me back into the Jedi ways. You will never know all but you may know more..."

"This is most true Alisson. Back on Tae'Karada shall I finish your training. Then it will be up to you to continue your life and choose your ways of action by yourself. I have confidence you shall do well." Kal'Aran smiled. "Now let us go. Quinlan, I thank you, my dear friend. I hope to see you in better times."

"Better times will come..." Quinlan smiled back.

And with that, Alisson and Kal'Aran were gone, back to the Mos Eisley Spaceport and from there to Tae'Karada.