"Deep Despair"
by Raeila Mullerin
Ferrig Mullerin
and Various Feltreys [NPC]
Location: Yallder District, New Plouton and Thanatos
Date: Niothe 21, 4ABY
***
"That's fifty creds. I raised the price since you came inside me after I
told you not to."
Raeila leaned over and pulled up the pants bunched around her ankles and
refastened them. Her shirt fell down on its own once the man's hands were
removed, which almost urged her to ask him for another ten credits in
remuneration for breaking yet another rule she'd laid down: Her breasts
were off-limit. She figured he'd barely be able to come up with the fifty
alone, so she didn't bother to ask at all.
The man groped in his pocket for the right amount of creds, which produced
an impatient sigh from Raeila. She pressed her back to the wall of the
building and gazed up and down the alleyway for any sign of Imp patrols. It
was past curfew and she had no identicard. If they were caught, she'd be
spending an evening in an Imperial stockade, which was probably much more
comfortable than the apartment she'd rented. At least the Imps would
provide her with a bed to sleep on.
"Look, do you or do you not have the creds? I knew I should have asked for
them up front," Raeila said, shaking her head.
"I've got it, alright?" the man spat. "Just hold the fuck on. You're in no
position to demand anything from me, whore."
"Hey!" Raeila stiffened abruptly and took a step towards the man. "You
didn't seem to have a problem with that when you were sticking your dick in
me. Now pay up and shut up!"
His blue eyes collected the darkness from the alleyway and seemed to
transform them to black. He jerked his hands from his pockets, spilling the
creds onto the ground and splashing the murky puddles. "You bitch," he rasped.
Raeila squealed as her body was thrust against the ferrocrete wall. Her
head flung back and dashed against the dense surface, cutting off her cry.
The man's strong hands closed around her arms and shook her vigorously,
causing her head to flop back and forth as if her neck lacked support of any
kind. She shrieked and tried to shrug her arms free of his grip, but he only
tightened his hold.
"You slut! You bitch! I'll put you in your place. Woman, you'll know
where your place is soon enough."
The man shoved Raeila onto the ground and as her body smacked against the
hard surface, she swore he'd broken at least one bone with the force of his
throw. She groaned and blinked away the splatter of glittering stars in her
eyes, only to see and feel her customer-turned-attacker flatten himself
along the length of her form. This infused her with a renewed vigour and
the will to fight, no matter how futile she knew it was.
"Get off. Get off!" Raeila thrashed wildly, or at least that's what she
was attempting to do, but her efforts were dampened by the weight of the man
upon her. His grubby hands disappeared between them and she felt them
groping for her zipper. She screamed and clawed at his face with her
fingernails. He bellowed with rage and broke his fist across her jaw once,
then twice to subdue her. Raeila choked on a lethargic groan and desisted
her struggles. She could either let him have her, or die. The choice would
have been simple at any other time in her life, but now, she wasn't certain
which one she wanted more.
Her stubborn zipper seemed to frustrate the man, who finally resorted to
tearing at the thin fabric to get her pants open. He wrenched them down her
legs, then thrust his already freed cock into her roughly. She no longer
had the will or the strength to vocally express the pain she felt and
instead whimpered quietly in submission. The man's grunts sickened her, as
did his breath upon her face and his hands upon her breasts. Once again,
she noted how that would cost extra, but the time to mention that had long
passed and ceased to be at all important.
By the time he had cried out with his climax, Raeila was numb with pain and
utterly exhausted. He pulled out of her with little care and wiped himself
clean on the tail of her cloak. "That, sweetheart," he whispered
contemptuously, "is how it's supposed to be." He got to his feet and with a
laugh, jammed his foot into her stomach. Raeila coughed violently and
curled in on herself, cradling her abdomen. The pain was so all
encompassing that she vaguely heard the man's zipper going up and his
footsteps trailing out of the alleyway.
Defiled, cold, and alone, Raeila wept convulsively and shook with the
residual pain coursing through her battered body. Her trembling hands eased
her sullied and torn pants up, then wrapped her cloak tightly around her.
The blood in her mouth choked her more than her tears, and the water of the
puddle she was lying in chilled her to the very marrow of her bones. At
least he'd left behind his fallen creds; she could collect them later and
make up for an otherwise disastrous night. But later, not now. When she
could move without sharp pain shooting through her body, she'd consider it.
Until then, Raeila decided to lie curled up in her puddle and weep for the
sake of weeping.
***
The crack of fist against flesh felt wonderful. With each punch Ferrig
Mullerin threw, it felt like he was growing stronger. One of the Sand
Razors charged and was quickly sent face first into the sand by a quick jab
to the throat followed by a spinning chop. Ferrig let out a whooping cry
that was echoed by his gang mates. They were winning this fight, and soon
they would control Razor territory too. No one would be able to stand
against Ferrig and the Feltreys.
He kicked the feet out from another Razor and sent the youth sprawling
before bringing a heavy boot down on his throat. The sickening crunch that
followed invigourated him. He was invincible.
And, then the touch of melancholy hit. He wouldn't be able to share this
victory with Raeila. He'd never be able to share anything with Raeila
again. She'd left the desert according to his boys. They'd seen her catch
a speeder out with some Wetter scum. She'd flashed some thigh and a big
smile, and she was gone.
A fist smashing against his jaw jarred Ferrig from his memories. He tried
to steady himself, but his body was whipping around too fast. The sand
reached up to claim him. A boot crashed into his stomach, and another swept
his feet out from under him. Ferrig heard a cry of pain and knew it to be
his own.
Pain blossomed all over his body as feet and fist lay into him. One, aimed
at his face would have ended his life if a burst of adrenalin hadn't shot
through this body. He brought his hands up and caught the foot. He twisted
hard, and sent the body crashing into his comrades.
Ferrig struggled to his feet, taking a few more hits to face, stomach, and
legs as he did. One shot nearly caught his groin, but a quick twist of his
thigh had deflected the blow into a less vital area. He could feel blood on
his head, and his strength was waning. They had to take the Razors though.
A look around the sand told him the Feltreys were scattered. Chaos had them
all in its grip, and it was about shake them loose to see where fate may
take them. Ferrig was about to cry out, to bring them back and regroup,
when the breath was suddenly stolen from his lungs. Pain flared in his
back, and the force of the blow threw him forward. He was just glad it was
a club and whoever hit him hadn't just severed his spine.
He felt a boot slam up between his thighs, and pain filled him to the point
where Ferrig thought he would throw up. He cried out as the kicking didn't
stop. Somewhere distant, he heard a voice telling him that Feltrey
territory would now belong to the Razors.
Raeila, Ferrig thought weakly. Oh gods, Raeila...
***
The streets of New Plouton seemed far more harsh than those of Thanatos. She
felt safer there in the complete darkness of night than she did now with the
street lamps raining light down upon her. It made her feel like a target
for the other thugs and misogynists roaming the streets. Her right ankle
throbbed worse with every step she took, and to alleviate the pain, she
hobbled like a cripple the rest of the way to her apartment. She would need
to examine it later, but she attributed the discomfort to a sprain and
thankfully not a broken bone. Her ribs, however, felt worse off. Every
breath brought with it a sharp stab of pain, and every wince it induced
triggered more pain from her sore face. All in all, no part of her body
seemed to have been spared from her beating.
New Plouton was so much more different from Thanatos and in some ways, far
less civilized. She was respected there, even though she was a woman. The
Feltreys looked to her for leadership as they did Ferrig, but in New
Plouton, she was nothing more than a sculpted mass of soft flesh with
breasts to grope and an opening into which men could stick their cocks for
some fleeting moments of pleasure. She'd never felt that way before until
she arrived on these streets, and especially not until that bastard
brutalized her.
In Thanatos, no one dared lay an aggressive finger on her, not without fear
of retaliation from the Feltreys. Ferrig would have made certain any who
touched her suffered gravely. But Ferrig wasn't here to protect her
anymore. She'd left him behind as she did Thanatos, and for what? She
still hadn't found Kael and in a city this large, she might never. So what
was the point, then? At the moment, she found none.
Stupidity and immaturity had driven her to storm out of Thanatos without a
second thought. Cruelty and foolishness had made her turn her back on her
own brother, the one person who had always loved her and taken care of her.
She'd betrayed him, and would continue to add to that betrayal each day she
spent walking upon Wetter territory. But her stubborn pride prevented her
from returning and admitting he was right and that she deserved every harsh
word he had thrown at her. She was a foolish, impulsive child who gave no
forethought to any action she took, and had always been that way.
Ferrig had managed to keep her under control for a time, but Kael's return,
and his proposal let loose her wild spirit like a dog breaking free of its
leash. Ferrig hadn't had the power to control her after that, not when
dreams of going to New Plouton and rushing into Kael's arms flooded her
head. Unfulfilled dreams now, with no hope of ever taking on physical form.
That left her only with regret, isolation, and a shooting pain in her
stomach that left her wanting to vomit. Not a very good start to her new
life indeed.
Raeila limped up the creaking staircase and made it to her room, soaking wet
and with dried blood staining her white outfit - her wetter outfit, as
Ferrig had called it. She knew now that his anger that day had not been
entirely that. It had components of pain and agonizing betrayal mixed in,
and he'd lashed out at her only because of the utter helplessness he felt.
As she stared at her bloodied lip in the mirror and the purple bruises
already spreading along her jaw, she sobbed and looked down at the stream of
water falling into the sink. She'd given up everything for this damp place
where hopes and desires were washed away with the flooding rains. And all
of it for Kael who was not even there to mend her wounds and comfort her in
his embrace. In a place as desolate as the desert she felt less alone than
she did here. How was that possible? Raeila chuckled bitterly as the
answer quickly came to her. It was because she didn't have Ferrig or even
Kael to fill that solitude with their love for her.
Raeila moved sluggishly into the small, four-walled room that had become her
cell and wilted onto the blanket that served as her bed. She had no idea
where she would go from here, if there was anyplace left to go. She'd
abandoned everything when she left Thanatos, and New Plouton provided her
with nothing to replace it all with, aside from anguish and humiliation.
All at once, Raeila felt much older than her eighteen years, and so damned
tired. Sleep would come after she'd worn herself out crying, and she
wondered whether she should even bother waking up. The chance that she
could catch a glimpse of Kael lent her some hope, but not enough to negate
the despair that came with knowing she might never see Ferrig again. That
left little to go on, even less to live for. In the morning, she'd decide
if struggling on was worth it, but for now, she would allow herself her
precious few moments of self-pity.
***
Despair. The sensation was so completely new and alien to him that Ferrig
Mullerin thought that perhaps the emotions he was feeling were not his own.
Perhaps he had somehow developed telepathy and could feel someone else's
emotions. Or perhaps it was a trick of that bitch, Purple.
He forced his eyes open, and it was still there. Deep despair.
"The Feltreys are mine," a voice from above rasped. "And, Ferrig will be my
slave from now on. On your feet, slave!"
The boot caught Ferrig in his ribs, and he felt something crack under the
blow. He coughed violently into the sand, and the pain nearly knocked him
unconscious. But, he did struggle to his feet. As he did, the flecks of
blood, his blood, on the sand told him things were bad.
Ferrig was about to supplicate himself before his new master, when a cry
rose up from behind him. It was a voice he recognized. Suddenly, he was
forgotten as the Razor leader burst past to meet the new charge.
He flopped back to the sand, but at such an angle that he could see what was
happening. Pack was there, with more Feltreys. And, they were laying into
the Razors like they were just piles of sand. Ferrig wanted to call out, to
tell Pack it wasn't worth it anymore. Why bother going on? They were
beaten, and empty. The Feltreys had no more love.
He had no more love. Raeila was gone, and without Rae at his side, what was
the point? There would only be pain and suffering. Empty suffering with no
one to clean the wounds, to make the pain go away.
The Razor leader charged straight at Pack, but Ferrig's young First -- a
change Ferrig made during his rage after Raeila's departure -- ducked under
the club trying to cave in his skull, and sent a fist into the gang leader's
stomach. He followed it up with another fist into a point just below his
ribs. The boy doubled over and dropped to his knees. In a fluid movement,
Pack was upright again, and jammed an elbow down into the Razor's spine.
Even in his pained state, the subsequent crack sent a shudder through
Ferrig. That could have been him.
As Pack moved on to his next target, Ferrig sighed. That could have been
him too, but it didn't matter anymore anyway. Nothing mattered anymore.
***
"Ferrig?!"
Raeila bolted upright and panted heavily as her eyes darted around the
darkened room. A cold sweat beaded on her forehead and trickled down the
side of her face. That brought back far too many memories of days spent
under the scorching Thanatos sun when your body's moisture was melted away
by the heat. Even completely unrelated things - certain smells, and sounds
- induced thoughts of home, of Ferrig. She'd dreamed about him now, arms
outspread and calling her name, but no voice came from his lips. She didn't
hesitate to run towards him, but before they could embrace, he withered to
dust and his remains scattered on the breeze, away from her, away from her
reach. That's when she woke up screaming his name and trembling violently.
She placed her face into her hands and paused to calm her breathing, but
with every inhalation, her bruised ribs were aggravated and the pain
worsened. At least it detracted somewhat from the memories of her brother,
which only managed to trigger a deeper pain that no amount of mending could
heal. She wondered, then, if he was suffering as much as she was. She
hoped not. He didn't deserve it, not for actions that were instigated
solely by her. Ferrig would never forgive her, but it only made sense, for
she would never forgive herself.
Favouring her right ankle, Raeila rose from the grimy, tacky floor and
shifted across the room like an apparition, merging with the shadows and
given form again as she passed under the light from the street lamps angling
in through the window. She looked out through the small, square opening and
watched two Imperial soldiers patrolling. The streets were empty now, just
as they were in Thanatos at this time of night. Raeila chuckled bitterly.
Once again, memories were elicited by a scene that would have otherwise been
completely unconnected with her home if she didn't miss it so dearly.
She was grasping for anything that would remind her of Thanatos, of Ferrig,
no matter how much anguish it brought her. None of these sights or smells,
however, were a comforting replacement for the genuine thing, which she
might never have again.
Raeila shrieked in frustration and slammed her hand against the wall before
slumping to the ground, sobbing. "Ferrig... Ferrig!"
She rocked herself compulsively and rhythmically, but the motions weren't as
soothing as she had intended them to be. She refused to be placated and
comforted. Ferrig was supposed to do that, he was the one who always
quelled her fears and lifted her gloom. That, she would have to do on her
own now, but she had no idea how.
Without Ferrig, she realized she was lost in the hopelessness and confusion
this new, pretentiously civilized land drowned her in, just like their vast
canals and torrential rains did to their cities. She could have been queen
in Thanatos, now she was nothing, forgotten among the thousands of nameless,
nondescript faces bustling through the streets day and night. She wondered
if Ferrig had even noticed she was gone. If he did, for his sake she hoped
he didn't give it a second thought; for her sake too and peace of mind, if
there was any to be had.
Raeila rested her forehead upon her drawn up knees and wept tortured tears.
She could afford to now, for there was water aplenty in her new home that
was nowhere near a home to her, and a few tears would be no waste. Still,
she collected a puddle of the salty solution in the palm of her hand. When
she became too tired to cry, she could raise her hand to the wind and let it
sprinkle the droplets across the vast distance to the desert so that even
the skies would weep for Ferrig, so that at least someone would be weeping
for her.
***
Broken and battered, that's how he felt. Ferrig gazed up at the ceiling as
several Feltreys gently lowered him onto his bed. He coughed once, sending
a jolt of pain through his chest that radiated out to his fingertips and
toes. He wished he were dead. It would be so much easier. All the pain
would go away. All the loss.
"We lost twelve," Pack said from the doorway. "Three are missing, and
fifteen including you are injured. We're stung, but we'll survive."
Ferrig would have nodded if he could. Instead, he just stared. How could
they survive from this? He didn't have the will to continue. Pack was
still deferring to him. The Feltreys were lost. Ferrig was lost. Raeila
was lost.
"Just go," Ferrig whispered. "I'm going--" He gasped in pain. "Sleep now.
If I'm lucky...I won't wake."
Pack shook his head and sighed. "I'll have Rayna come in to check your
wounds. We'll make it through this, Ferrig. You'll see. We'll make it."
Ferrig would have laughed if he didn't think it would hurt so much.
Instead, he blinked. Once Pack was gone, he closed his eyes and tried to
block it all out.
The visions haunted him though. Sleep would be a long time in coming, and
recovery... Maybe someday he would recover. And, then he'd know that he
had truly offended the gods if they forced him to live through this. As he
forced himself to a slow calm, he prayed to Thana for a quick death. That
was the best way to go. And, then the pain would go away. Death would be a
relief.
A tear trickled down his cheek as the vision of Raeila hovered in front of
his eyes. As long as she was safe, he could die and everything would be
good again.
"So Little Time"
by Dargus Kandran
Location: Dargus' Suite, Drogen Shipyards
Date: Niothe 21, 4ABY
***
With the long robe covering his body as he stretched out on the bed, Dargus
Kandran couldn't remember a time when he'd felt more alive and invigourated. The garment was made of a black silk and caressed his skin like a pair of
talented hands. The droid that had handed him the robe rolled away, and he
sat up to observe his room.
It was different than the apartment he'd taken on the planet below. It was
elegantly decorated with thick rugs covering the floor and paintings on the
walls. The fabrics on furniture was soft and smooth, and delighted the
senses to touch it. Though, the room would not have been the same without
Tiala here. She was a beautiful dream, and she would only be surpassed when
he had either Yelara or Maeren as his slaves. Oh, to be able to pacify them
and make them serve him willingly. Though, part of Yelara's attraction was
her fire.
He had a feeling with the boy on the planet doing his work for him, Maeren
would already be quite passive when he got his hands on her again. This
time, he would not let her go. She served far too well, too eagerly. He
appreciated that devotion in a slave.
The boy would need to be rewarded obviously, and it was an easy choice to
determine what to give him. And, the gift would have two-fold benefits.
The kid would get what he wanted, and it would be a valuable test for that
part of the facilities. Tia Am assured him that the primary cloning
facilities were ready and only required the genetic materials from which to
start. All that required testing now was the growth accelerators and the
engram injectors. Both he had been assured were ready, but required only a
test subject.
Dargus smiled at the thought of how much the boy wanted to grow up.
He moved across the room to gaze out the large window overlooking the planet
below. He could feel the weight of the small stone around his neck. It was
a small chunk from the destroyed world of Alderaan, and had once adorned the
delicate throat of Elisia Melouet. He clasped his hands behind his back as
he reviewed Elisia's final moments, with her fiancé on the planet below.
He'd known that Kylas would track the girl down. He had known that Kylas
would try to free her. And, he had known that her desire for revenge on
Kace Mordin would keep her from fleeing.
Dargus smiled as he remembered the surprise in their eyes as he stepped
through the door. The surprise as Kylas ignited his lightsaber and charged
with a bloodthirsty cry that could only have been fed from the dark side.
But, Kylas was blinded by his rage and need for revenge. His emotions had
made him careless, and that carelessness had been a valuable weakness to
exploit.
Kylas had died well, fighting to the last. Elisia had been another story
however. She had begged for the life of her child. Had the child been his
own, Dargus might have spared her. But, she carried Kylas' child within her
womb, and that had sealed her fate.
Elisia had outlived her usefulness to him, and he could sense that she would
never submit to him fully. Kylas was a child playing at a man's game. But,
at least he had fought well. Dargus would remember him for that. He would
remember too Elisia's cries as he took her repeatedly, and then at the very
end when he had finally ended her pain.
The thoughts would always turn his lips up in a smile. Much like they did
at thoughts of Yelara being closer in his grasp. It would be so much easier
to grab her while she was away from Liam and the rest of the Jedi. She was
protected only by Jae Dyn on Corellia, and he knew ways to get to Jae Dyn.
He had been alerted as soon as the Scarlet Kestrel lifted off from the
spaceport. He had immediately dispatched a ship to follow it. And, now he
had both women, and the two infants they had with them, under close
observation. From descriptions, he believed Yelara's child to be Liam's.
Jae Dyn however... A daughter.
In any event, he would have them both soon enough. And, perhaps, with the
children of Jedi, he would find the pattern for his army.
Dargus smiled as he turned to face the young man strapped to the chair. He
ran a hand along a scarred cheek and laughed softly. "I hope you enjoyed
the show," he said. "And, don't worry. Tiala hasn't forgotten about you.
I imagine she'll satisfy you much better than that blonde bitch ever could."
With that, Dargus turned away to approach the refresher. He had much to do
today, and so little time to accomplish it all. As he closed the door, he
decided he would check in on Shrezade Anoran today. He didn't want to let
that little project fall away.
So little time, he thought as he disappeared into the shower. So very
little time.
"Rebellious Spirits, Part 1"
By: Kallia Brael
Yelara Zaneth
Gel [NPC]
Location: Corellia
Date: Niothe 21, 4 ABY
***
The fragrance of freshly bloomed flowers was at once smothering and
euphoric. Once the initial runny noses and stinging eyes passed, the walk
through the valley became as idyllic as Yelara had imagined it could be. She
was grateful for the time Orinth had given she and Kallia alone; she trusted
him implicitly with the children and besides, they absolutely adored him.
She reminded herself to commend Kallia on her suggestion in purchasing some
simple, airy dresses in place of their leather. With the heat of today,
they would have melted.
The swaying flower stalks brushed against their bare ankles and the breeze
tickled their naked arms, causing Yelara to giggle only slightly. She
squeezed Kallia's hand as they walked, and kissed her tenderly upon the
cheek. "It's nice here, isn't it? We should have a picnic here one day
soon, while it's still warm. I only hope Leshie doesn't have any
allergies...or Liam, for that matter."
"It's very nice," Kallia said softly. "It's a beautiful planet, and I'm so
glad to be able to share it with you. And, we should do a picnic. Bring
the babies, and maybe your grandfather if you'd like. And, just relax out
here all day. And, if Leshie's allergic, I think we might be able to find
something to help with that. Though, he may be too young. Liam should be
able to use it for sure though."
The field of wild flowers ended abruptly and immediately transitioned into a
hill of lush grass with a sparse distribution of Corellian apple trees
interrupting the otherwise smooth sea of verdancy. Yelara grinned at
Kallia, then raced with her towards the shade produced by one of the
blossoming trees. She sank down onto the thick bed of grass beneath and
pulled Kallia down beside her.
"This is so strange," she said. Yelara wrapped her arms around Kallia and
reclined back against the trunk. "All that time on Tae'Karada and we only
just now decided to leave it all behind. What were we thinking?"
"We weren't," Kallia said with a laugh. "We were too stuck on duty and the
Jedi. But there are others to carry on that legacy now. Now we can enjoy
the fruits of our labours. Now we can be happy."
Yelara stroked Kallia's loose hair tenderly as her lover's head rested upon
her bosom. "You sounded happy last night." She giggled. "I can't believe
you snuck into my room. That was very daring, my love. What if Orinth had
seen you?"
"He was asleep," Kallia said with a grin. "And, if he'd caught me, I would
have told him that I was either looking for water, or I'd remembered
something I needed to tell you. Unfortunately, he's just too smart for the
Force to affect his mind. Now I know where you get your smarts."
"Well, I've got more street smarts and technological smarts. Grandpa has
all the rest. I was never much for sitting in a schoolroom and learning
trivial things like galactic history. I guess some would call me unrefined,
but they can screw off."
Kallia laughed softly and sighed from her comfortable position in Yelara's
arms. "Oh, I like that idea. Just us, and the rest can go to the Abyss.
And, I never had much schoolroom learning. Most of what I learned was from
Tal Dan. I guess I got a mix of school-type learning since he made me read
a lot; and then just living has given me some street smarts. Not nearly as
much as you, my love...but enough to get me by."
"Well, we won't really need any here." She kissed the top of Kallia's head.
"No need to carry lightsabers or daggers in our boots. There's nothing here
that can possibly threaten us. Gods...I feel so safe, Kal. It's a
wonderful feeling. It's like, I can finally breathe freely."
"It's beautiful here in every way that Tae'Karada is ugly. All the people
are treated the same, and with respect. Women wear real clothes. And, we
don't have to worry about Dargus, or stormtroopers, or which crime syndicate
is going to start the next war. We have each other, our freedom, and total
safety. It's the ideal planet to raise our children on."
Yelara smiled fondly at the idea, then asked inquisitively, "Do you think
we'll have to get jobs? I know Liam has money hidden away...I just don't
know how much."
"We may have to," Kallia said. "But, I don't think that would be so bad
here. Maybe we can get a job at the same place. We're a good team, after
all. And, it may be fun living like a normal person for awhile."
Yelara trembled with excitement and squeezed Kallia tightly in response.
"How amazing that would be! I could repair things and you can be my hot
little secretary. Oh the things we could do with a desk..."
"Oh, Yelara," Kal whispered. "Oh, I want to be your secretary. Would you
want to work for someone else, or should we try to set up our own repair
shop? I think I'd like that. Oh, it would be so wonderful."
"And scandalous. Neglecting our work for a mid-day romp..." Yelara lowered
her lips to Kallia's neck and nibbled on the soft flesh. "I think we could
set up our own shop. We could even put a bed in the back."
"Oh, I am really liking the sound of this," Kallia said as she slowly
writhed against Yelara's touch. "Our own shop with a comfortable desk and a
bed. We could set up our schedule with a break mid-day where we just have
time for us. Oh, this is better than anything I could have imagined."
"Well, maybe it's because you lack a very vivid imagination." Yelara passed
her hands over Kallia's stomach and finally cradled her breasts with them.
"I could help you with that, you know," she whispered silkily into her ear.
"I think I've got a great imagination."
"Oh, I definitely think you do," Kallia said, closing her eyes and giving in
to the sensations of Yelara's touch. "There is so much I could learn from
you."
"And to think, you're my elder. Tal Dan certainly didn't teach you enough
of the right things." She buried her face into the curve of Kallia's neck
and spread kisses along it to her shoulder. "We can change that, though."
Kallia opened herself as much as she could to Yelara's lips. "Oh, and I
will be your willing student. I will eagerly learn whatever you teach me,
my love."
Yelara chuckled and massaged Kallia's breasts sensuously. "When have you
ever resisted me, dear, sweet, Kallia?"
Kallia moaned and a wide grin spread across her lips. "Oh, I could never
resist you, Yelara, my love," she whispered. "You are far too good to be
resisted. You are far too wonderfully naughty."
"I attribute that to the skills I've picked up on the streets." She dragged
one hand down Kallia's side, all the way to the hem of her dress then
slipped it beneath. She caressed her lover's thigh with one hand, and
kneaded her breast more firmly with the other. "I worked in a brothel
before, you know. I picked up a few tricks from there, so all in all, the
experience wasn't that unpleasant."
"Oh...a brothel." Kallia grinned. "Maybe we could do that together. You
and me, working together in a brothel. I think we worked really well with
Kael. And, he definitely seemed a satisfied customer. I bet we would be
the best around."
"Although, I imagine we'd pay more attention to each other than to the
customers." Her hand dipped between Kallia's legs and delicately, she ran
her fingers over the rose tattooed on her inner thigh, her rose, the one
that had been imprinted in her mind since the first time she laid eyes upon
it. "Remember when you said you wanted to get one with me? A tattoo? I
think we should. I think we should do that."
"Yes," Kallia whispered. "I would like that very much. Let's go today. I
want to go and do it today." She gasped at the gentle touch on her thigh
and then laughed. "Oh gods I love you. Let's get tattoos together, and we
can match."
"But where shall we get them?" Yelara giggled, only slightly breaking the
mood until she slipped her fingers into Kallia and all was perfectly
ecstatic again. "Oh, how fun it will be to see how long it takes Liam to
find them."
Kallia arched back and let out a soft cry. "Oh, and how much fun he'll have
looking for them. Should we get them somewhere difficult to find?
Somewhere he'll enjoy looking for them? What should we get? Too many
decisions."
"Well, then concentrate on how much pleasure I'm about to give you and we
can worry about all that when the time comes. So, my love, close your eyes,
listen to the birds singing and moan for me."
Kallia did just that. She closed her eyes again and allowed the pleasure
Yelara was giving her to fill her completely.
***
"I hadn't realized finding a tattoo parlour would be so difficult." Yelara
looked about the street, perturbed, then regarded Kallia and sighed. "We
might have to go straight into the city. I just don't know if I'm
comfortable going that far yet."
"Well, I'm sure there has to be one here," Kallia said. "You saw that guy
near the edge of the town. He was practically a walking tattoo. There has
to be something here. And, if not a tattoo parlour, maybe a brothel."
"You really like the brothel idea, don't you, my love?"
Kallia grinned and then laughed. "Maybe it's my new rebellious nature," she
said. "But there is something appealing about it."
"Well, when the men are not dirty and ugly, I imagine it could be quite the
memorable experience." Yelara no longer shuddered at the reminiscence of
her time on Tatooine, pleasuring sweaty men for creds out of desperation.
She'd confessed it to Liam, then Kael, and now, somewhat to Kallia, and
doing so had been cathartic to an extent. "For now, my love," she added, "I
suggest we stick with that tattoos, alright?"
"Well, I wouldn't go with dirty. They'd shower first. And, I'll have to
see about ugly." She laughed. "But, for now, just tattoos for us. I was
thinking of on my lower back. What about you?"
"I'm not sure... Perhaps my breast." Yelara grinned at Kallia. "It'll get
a lot of attention from you, I'm certain."
"Oh, it will indeed," Kallia said with a laugh. "Just like mine gets a lot
of attention from you. That's as it should be."
Yelara squealed abruptly and jerked Kallia suddenly forward. "Look!" She
pointed to a small shop entitled succinctly enough 'Gel's Tattoos.' "Oh, I
love being this daring."
Kallia let out a cheer as they both rushed toward the small building. With
a wild giggle, she grabbed the knob on the old-styled door, and twist-pushed
it open. They both tumbled inside to find a woman sitting behind a
partially cluttered desk and a small waiting area. She looked up from
whatever she'd been reading and smiled. "Can I help you?" she asked.
Yelara nodded and put simply: "Tattoos. We want one."
"We each want one," Kallia added.
The woman smiled, and pulled two datapads and handed them across the desk.
"Go ahead and fill those out and then Gel can get started with your tattoos.
The datapads also contain the galleries of tattoos, or you can work with
him to create one of your own."
Yelara thanked the woman, then she and Kallia moved to the chairs lining the
small nook in the corner of the waiting area. "What do you think? Do we
create our own?"
"Not a bad idea," Kallia said. "Do you think we should get the same thing?
Should it be special for just you and me?"
Yelara twined her arm around Kallia's as their hands linked and kissed her
lover upon the cheek. "Just for us. Something that is emblematic of our
relationship and our love. Like..." Yelara chuckled at the salacious image
that crossed her mind, then shook her head. "Okay, something else."
If Yelara and Liam had a symbol, it would have been the Scarlet Kestrel. As
Kallia thought about what symbolized herself and Yelara, she smiled when the
thought struck her. She looked down at the datapad and said, "How
about...?" Then she began sketching out the design she'd conjured in her
mind, guided by her Force talent and a natural affinity with artistic
endeavours. When she finally pulled the stylus away, a stylized image of a
cat was left on the datapad. "...that?"
Yelara studied the image for only a moment before a pleased smile curled her
lips, much in the same way as the cat's. "Oh, I like it. Suitably
appropriate for us, my love. I really do like that a lot."
"We might be able to have the same style of image, but maybe adjusted for
wherever it will be on our bodies. I mean, if you want, I might be able to
draw it curling around your breast, ready to pounce, if you still want it
there. And, maybe loping along on my back."
"Oh, I was wrong, my love," Yelara purred, "you do have a wonderful
imagination." She kissed Kallia slowly and deeply. "Come on," she
whispered, their lips still brushing. "Let's go get our kitty cats."
"Our kitty cats," Kallia repeated, and then slipped her hand into Yelara's
as they both got up and moved to the desk. With the information filled out
and their tattoo choices made, they were ready.
After the woman processed their information, she led them back to a clean
room with a large chair in the center. "Gel will be in in just a moment.
Whoever would like to go first, go ahead and get into the chair." With
that, she stepped out of the room.
"Well..." Yelara looked to Kallia and grinned expectantly. "Who's first?
Who wants to be the first to strip down for Gel?" she added with a giggle.
"I can go first if you don't want to," Kallia said with a grin. "He'll just
be looking at my back. He'll get to look at your whole front. Then again,
I'll get to look at your whole front too. I'll try to behave."
"Gel better behave!" Yelara laughed. "And I promise I'll try to behave as
well." She placed her hands gently on Kallia's shoulders and turned her
away. With Kallia's back to her, she gathered her long brown hair in one
hand and draped it over her shoulder. A kiss was placed on her nape, then
another upon the side of her neck. "Allow me," Yelara said softly as a hand
went to Kallia's zipper and smoothly lowered it. "I'm going to enjoy
kissing your cat."
Kallia sighed as the cool air touched her now-exposed back. "Oh, I'm going
to like you kissing my cat too," she said. "And, I have a feeling I'll like
kissing yours. I think with us behaving like this, it may be a little
difficult for Gel to behave...especially if we can't keep our hands off each
other."
"I'm not doing anything," Yelara replied innocently. "I'm merely helping
you get out of your dress." She hooked a finger under each strap of the
dress and slid them off of Kallia's shoulders. Her lips followed the left
strap down Kallia's arm, kissing her silky flesh lightly. "I'm perfectly
capable of restraining myself."
A slight shiver ran through Kallia's body, and she giggled softly. "Have I
told you how beautiful your lips are, my perfectly restrained love?" She
stepped out of the dress, leaving it completely in Yelara's hands. Without
another word, she deftly slipped into the large chair. "I'm ready," she
said."
Yelara draped Kallia's dress over the extra chair provided for accompanying
guests, then seated herself, near enough to Kallia that she could hold her
hand for comfort. "This is so exciting. Now don't fidget too much or your
cat will end up looking like a nerf."
"Well, hopefully if that happens, it'd still be a sexy nerf. And, with you
here, I don't think I'll fidget at all. I'll be a good girl, and you'll
have to reward me later."
Yelara grinned slyly and was in the process of shooting Kallia a lewd remark
when a sturdy, corpulent fellow lumbered into the room. The folds of his
thick arms bore a dense collection of tattoos that travelled entirely to his
fingertips. Earrings adorned both ears, as well as his nose and one in each
cheek. Yelara, yet again, kept herself from commenting and smiled
encouragement to Kallia.
The man, presumably Gel, settled his bulk into a hoverchair, which bounced
from the weight of him. He hovered towards Kallia with a tray of equipment
pulled along by his hand. "Where do you want it?"
"At the base of my spine," Kallia said, and then turned herself to show him
her back and pointed exactly where she wanted it. "There."
Gel nodded a mute acknowledgement and picked up the hand-held instrument
upon his tray. He tapped a series of commands onto the screen upon the back
of the device to call up the image Kallia had drawn, already scanned into
the instrument's memory banks. "Now...don't move too much."
Gel centred the tip of the device over the indicated area and activated it.
A blue beam of light projected onto Kallia's back, then expanded into a flat
band with its apex at the instruments tip. The plane of light slowly passed
up and down the small of Kallia's back, imprinting a portion of the image
onto her flesh with each complete pass. Soon, Yelara could see the cat
taking shape and form. She glanced up at Kallia and smiled. "It's looking
good."
"It's a tickly, prickly feeling," Kallia said. "Does it look perfect?
They're gonna match. Our kitties. It bonds us together forever, Yel.
Forever and always."
"It's perfect, Kal. It's all perfect."
Yelara squeezed her hand and soon after, a beep sounded and Gel sat up. "All
done here. You got your cat, Miss."
Kallia sat up and tried to twist back to see the new tattoo. The beautiful
part was that there was no pain. When she'd gotten her tattoo on Tatooine,
it'd required needles and had hurt. She'd worn bacta patches for a few days
to get rid of the pain. This however, was very nice. She slipped out of
the chair to make room for Yelara. "Your turn," she said with a mischievous
grin.
Yelara rose smoothly and calmly. Just as casually and with a smile, Yelara
unzipped her dress and pushed it down to her waist. Gel barely blinked at
the sight of her bare breasts and instead focused on calling up her image
from the device's memory. Yelara winked at Kallia as she sat in a relaxed
pose upon the reclining chair and jabbed a finger into her breast. "Right
there, Mister."
Grel snorted humourlessly and started in on Yelara's tattoo. She gazed down
intently to watch her cat come into being. She couldn't wait for Kallia to
kiss it. Once again, a beep sounded from the device to signal the image's
completion. "Done here. How do you like 'em, Ladies?"
Yelara traced the curve of her cat's back with a finger and grinned. "It's
wonderful, Gel."
Kallia stared at the cat that seemed to be climbing up Yelara's breast and
smiled. "It's beautiful," she whispered, and then reached out and brushed
her fingers over the feline image. "You do wonderful work, Gel. If I
decide I want anymore tattoos, I'll be sure to come back to you."
"And I'd be more than happy to work on bodies as finely formed as yours
anytime, ladies." He replaced the instrument onto the tray and rose from
his hoverchair. "You can pay up front." He saluted them, then promptly
strode from the room.
Yelara redirected her attention to Kallia and took her hands. With a sharp
jerk, she pulled Kallia onto her lap and kissed her. "We're bonded now. You
wear my mark and I yours. I'm afraid you're now stuck with me, my love."
"Oh, I'm afraid so too," Kallia said with a wide grin, then lowered her lips
to Yelara's new tattoo and kissed it sensuously.
"I doubt Gel would appreciate this as much as I do, my love." Yelara made
no move to physically deter Kallia and allowed herself to absorb the
sensation of her soft lips upon her breast. "We should really finish this
somewhere else," she sighed.
Kallia moved her lips to Yelara's nipple and began suckling. "We should,"
she whispered. "I'll go when you do."
Yelara's only reaction was a moan. She wove her fingers into Kallia's hair
as she pushed her chest outward for Kallia to feed on. "We can finish this
at home...or in the field again. Or here, if you don't stop doing that with
your tongue."
Kallia slid her hand down over Yelara's stomach and into her panties. "I
can't wait," she whispered. "So, we're going to have to finish this up
here."
"Kallia..." Yelara's hips jerked forward and her grip tightened on Kallia's
hair. She laughed breathily, then said, "You really have gotten rebellious,
haven't you?" She whimpered in response to her own question and kissed
Kallia deeply.
When the kiss broke, Kallia grinned at Yelara. "I've gotten very
rebellious, and by that twinkle I see in your eye, you like me this way."
Yelara chuckled throatily and kissed Kallia again to affirm her accurate
assessment. She couldn't restrain her moans and cries as Kallia pleasured
her, and when they finally emerged from the room to pay the woman at the
front desk, the expression she wore was evidence enough that their act had
not gone unnoticed.
Much like boisterous, uninhibited youngsters, Kallia and Yelara sprinted out
of the tattoo shop giggling and screaming wildly. Corellia liberated that
which Yelara had thought quashed by Dargus' oppression, but which she now
knew still burned with a fire as intense as the passion she and Kallia
shared: their spirits. She remembered explaining to Kallia one night, long
ago, her concerns regarding just that. She worried Dargus would crush them
within his grip and never would they be the same again. He hadn't
succeeded.
Yelara shrieked triumphantly at yet another victory they had won over
Dargus. They had retained their joy of living and optimism for the future;
they were interested only in what made them content and refused to allow
others the satisfaction of robbing them of that contentment; they were free
spirits, as Yelara had always known them to be, and as far from Dargus'
taint as they were, she was confident that now they truly had found room to
soar.
"Rebellious Spirits, Part 2"
By: Kallia Brael
Yelara Zaneth
Location: Corellia
Date: Niothe 21, 4 ABY
***
As they raced across the Corellian landscape, Kallia pointed to the west.
"The waterfall," she called. "Let's go to the waterfall!"
Yelara obliged by waving her hand wildly in the air and flagging down a
hovercab. It lurched to a stop beside them and with the hatch opened,
Yelara flung Kallia inside. A squeal followed Yelara into the cab as she
entered and swung the hatch closed. "To the falls!"
The driver acknowledged their request and quickly sped off toward their
destination.
In the backseat, Kallia turned to Yelara. "So, how do you supposed Orinth
is doing with our children? Do you think they've worn him out? Or is he
gonna be grabbing their feet when we get home?"
"I think as much as they love him, they'll be good and proper children for
him. I only wish they would show their mothers the same courtesy."
Kallia laughed softly. "They are a handful aren't they? Though, he was
doing really well with them this morning. Did you see the way he had Leshie
laughing?"
"I think he's always hoped for a grandchild, but never expected I'd give him
one." Yelara cuddled up to Kallia and added, "I don't think they ever
expected much from me in general, even though they never made me feel that
way. I guess they just thought they'd never be able to replace my parents
and never be able to find that reason I needed to do something with my life.
It wasn't their fault I was such a horrible grandchild, though I know they
partly blamed themselves. That's another reason I left. I wanted them to
realize it was me, not them, and that I was incorrigible. I hope I got the
point across."
"I think he's very proud of you," Kallia said. "You've turned into a very
wonderful woman, and you have a beautiful baby, and you're going to be
running a very prosperous repair facility here on Corellia."
"I know he's proud. I'm glad I could finally do that for him." Yelara
looked up at Kallia and with amusement, said, "So, a prosperous repair
facility? You really do like that idea, don't you?"
"Well, you're the tech," Kallia said with a laugh. "So if you like that
idea, then I do too. Is that something you'd like to do? Or, should we
just enjoy our lives for now and not worry about jobs?"
"I think it'd be a good idea for the future, after the children are a little
older. It'd be fun repairing ships together, like that one time. You saved
me from falling out of the cockpit, remember?"
Kallia laughed. "I remember that. We'd just met, and I think that was the
afternoon I started falling in love with you. Your spirit and zest for life
just captured me. Sometimes I wish we could go back to that, but without
Dargus."
Yelara nodded and idly caressed Kallia's knee. "I wonder how things would
have turned out if he hadn't been there. Do you think we would have even
met?"
"I would like to hope we would have," Kallia said. "However, I have a
feeling I wouldn't have even been on the shipyards if it hadn't been for his
influence. I guess we can be thankful for that. He did bring us together,
and in the end, there's no way he could come between us. Our love is
stronger than anything he can do to us. And, now we are together as we've
left him behind."
Yelara smiled wanly. "I was falling in love with him, you know," she said
quietly. "He manipulated me, hurt me...yet I was sure I almost loved him.
How is that possible?"
"You wanted to love someone," Kallia said. "I couldn't have ever loved him
because I could feel the dark side in him. It was like standing near a
refuse pile. His darkness kept me at bay, though I think he believes he
fell in love with me."
"He told me he loved me. I believed him, Kal. I was stupid and I believed
him. That's what kept me from leaving him, what caused me to almost lose
Liam too."
Kallia nodded. "Do you still believe that he loved you?" she asked. "I
never gave him much credit for being able to feel that, but I think it's
natural for all humans to be able to love, even someone like him. He may
not have been able to help himself. But, in the end, at this point, I don't
know."
Yelara watched her hand sliding over Kallia's knee and thought about her
many times with Dargus and the tender words he whispered into her ear...then
the threats and the blood and the fear. She shuddered. "No...I don't think
a man like that is capable of love. He never loved me, Kallia. It was all
lies."
"Soon he will be dead," Kallia said. "And, then Liam will come home to us.
Everything will be good then. Me, you, Liam, and the babies. We can have
our ideal life, and happiness. I want happiness. I've felt happy with you,
but once that monster is gone, I know I can feel happiness."
"Well, perhaps I can give you a taste of that once we reach the waterfalls."
She nuzzled Kallia's neck. "Perhaps more than once."
Kallia smiled. "With our kitty cats." She sighed happily and the driver
announced that they were coming up on the falls. "You know, I don't have a
swimsuit."
Yelara grinned slyly and replied, "Neither do I. What shall we do?"
"I think we'll just have to hope that there aren't others around, or they're
going to be getting really good looks at our tattoos. You know, I've never
done anything this daring before. I kind of like it. I like being
rebellious and impulsive. I like not having to restrain myself all the
time. I really like finally being alive."
"And I like making you feel alive. Especially when you scream the way you
do." Yelara giggled as she dipped into her pocket and blindly handed the
cabbie some creds for the ride once it had ended. "Come on," she said to
Kallia. "I want to make you feel alive."
"Oh gods yes," Kallia said as she pushed the door open, and grabbed Yelara's
hand to pull her out. "Oh gods, Yelara, make me feel alive. Come on. You
can make me feel alive over there. By that water. There...that's where I
want you to make me feel alive."
Yelara laughed and scampered along behind Kallia. "I bet you've had this
all planned out for days!"
"If I'd known this waterfall was here, I'd have had it planned out for a
year."
"And I imagine we still would have forgotten our swimsuits...on purpose!"
Yelara and Kallia bounded towards the reservoir and were already tugging off
their clothing before it came into reach. "Orinth would definitely
disapprove of this."
"Of course he would," Kallia said. "He'd really disapprove of the fact that
I have wild sex with his granddaughter. And, that I just got a tattoo with
his granddaughter. And, that I have sex with his granddaughter and her
husband on a fairly regular basis. Oh he would not approve at all. But
that makes life more fun. We have to see if we can keep from getting
caught!"
"A game?" Yelara giggled with delight and tossed her dress at Kallia. "I'm
in!" The moment Kallia's dress hit the grass, Yelara lunged forward,
laughing. "And so are you!" She shoved Kallia and watched her arms
wind-mill frantically before she toppled into the water, much as Liam had on
their honeymoon. "You Jedi have horrible balance!"
Kallia came up out of the water with a screech. "Oh," she cried. "You are
horrible! You don't fight fair at all. And, that means, that I don't have
to fight fair either." She reached out with the Force and picked Yelara up
into the air. Then with a smile she slowly moved her love out over the
water, yet keeping her suspended above the clear liquid.
Yelara was too shocked to flail her limbs wildly or even make a sound. She
gazed down at the gap between herself and the water, then to Kallia in
stunned disbelief. She swallowed hard and finally managed to find her
voice. "My love...please put me down. It's a little chilly up here."
Kallia looked at the water. "You sure?" But, before Yelara could answer,
she released her hold.
"Kallia!" Yelara's cry was cut out as her body crashed into the surface of
the water and submerged. She came up again coughing and splashing
frantically until she finally regained her balance. She shook the wet hair
out of her face, then glared at Kallia playfully. "Now who fights dirty,
Ms. Brael?"
Kallia grinned. "Remember what we said earlier about me learning from you?"
Yelara grimaced. "Well...maybe I've changed my mind." She lunged for
Kallia and threw her arms around her. Kallia maintained her balance this
time as fervently as Yelara attempted to steal it from her. "And you've
learned well and quickly, I see. My usual tricks are useless against you
now!"
"You're going to have to come up with some new tricks, my love," Kallia said
with a wide grin as she wrapped her arms around Yelara. "And, if you want
me going under, I'm taking you with me. So, I think we've found ourselves a
stalemate."
"Well, as long as we both agree about that." Yelara kissed Kallia slowly,
then pulled back and laughed. "I'm glad you're here with me, Kal. And a
part of me is even glad we have this time alone, without Liam."
Kallia nodded. "It's nice to have time for us, no matter how much we may
miss him. I imagine once he joins us, we won't have much time together.
Well, unless he decides to take the occasional trip back to the Temple.
But, hopefully we can keep him here with us. I'm sure with our combined
wiles we can make him forget all about the Temple."
"Oh, I know of a few ways to accomplish that and it involves two naked
females in a bed, seeing how long it takes our lover to discover our new
tattoos."
"Well, I have a feeling that it won't take him very long to discover these,"
Kallia said with a grin, "so we may have to get another that's going to be
harder for him to find. And, if he still finds them too quick, I imagine we
can distract him with the rewards of a successful search."
"We're really going to need to find a place soon if that's the case. Orinth
would definitely not appreciate being kept up by piercing cries in the
middle of the night."
"Oh, I really don't think Orinth would like you sleeping in the same bed as
Liam, even if he's your husband. And, he'd really frown if I joined you
two. For the sake of his sanity and his health, I think we should find our
own place soon. And, then we can have it ready when Liam arrives."
"We'll start looking tomorrow." Yelara scooped water up into her hands and
poured it down Kallia's back, drowning her new cat in a wash of liquid. "I
want to stay here all day with you, my love. But we'll get all wrinkly and
cold."
Kallia smiled, almost purring as the water from Yelara's hands trailed down
her back. "Well, if you want, we can go lay on those rocks over there. It
may be cold, but those rocks look like they're collecting heat. We can
check in with Orinth and make sure everything's okay. If he doesn't mind,
we can just lay out in the sun and enjoy our time together."
"Oh, he won't mind. But we'll have to get back to feed the children soon."
Yelara pressed her cheek to Kallia's and sighed. "Though, a little while
longer won't hurt."
"Just a little while," Kallia said with a grin. She stretched out her
senses and then laughed. "Oh, it seems like our cab driver decided to have
lunch here, and is enjoying the view immensely. Come on up to the rocks,
and we'll have a little more privacy. At least until he moves."
Yelara and Kallia sloshed through the water and emerged from the reservoir
dripping wet and glistening. The rock they decided to curl up on was
comfortably warm, and wrapped in each other's embrace, Yelara felt
absolutely drowsy and content.
"Kallia," Yelara murmured, "tell me something about yourself that I don't
already know. I want to know everything about the woman I love."
"Before I went off to Tal Dan to be a Jedi Knight, I loved painting. I'd
paint and draw everything I could see, and I loved it. Of course, my
parents hated when I'd be inspired to draw something, and would use whatever
was convenient. I think they hated the walls the most. Though, the dinner
table was pretty bad too. I think it was two days before I could sit down.
'Mama's favourite table covering' hadn't really sunk in yet at that age."
"You're a painter?" Yelara looked up at Kallia with a beaming smile upon
her face. "Why didn't you ever tell me that? That's so amazing, Kallia!
Why did you stop? And why didn't you ever paint me?"
"Because I haven't done it for a very long time," Kallia said with a laugh.
"Though, now that we're here, maybe I'll have the time to. I know I have
the inspiration. Though, I don't think we'll be able to show them to
Orinth."
Yelara giggled. "Oh, so you have those kinds of pictures in mind. Well,
I don't mind posing for you. In fact, I demand that you let me pose for
you! Oh, and the babies! You have to do a portrait of the children, Kal."
Kallia laughed. "Oh yes," she said, adding in a squeal of delight. "I'll
have to do all three of you together. Though, I may need to make a holo of
it, so we don't have to restrain Yara and Leshie for so long. But, that's a
perfect idea. Momma cat and her kittens."
Yelara laughed as she embraced Kallia more firmly. "But what about their
other momma cat? We should have a holo of us all taken, including you, then
have it made into a portrait. It'll be perfect hanging on a wall in our new
home."
Kallia smiled. "If we're going to do the portrait from a holo, then I could
definitely be in it. Me, you, and our two little kittens. And, it will be
very large and beautiful. How could it not be beautiful with its subject
matter? We'll have to get me some art supplies and paints. And, I'll need
a canvas big enough. And, then we'll need to make that holo...which should
probably be when your grandfather isn't around."
"His two grandchildren and their parents lounging about naked, then
preserving it in the form of a portrait. Oh, he won't like that at all."
Yelara snickered. "Do you think we should ask him to be in it?"
Kallia giggled. "Well, if he's too modest, we can always place one of the
babies conveniently right in front of him. And, it's not like we're going
to be doing it of us having sex. It's us in our most natural form. And,
I'm not ashamed of my body, and have no qualms about having our beauty
captured forever in a painting."
"While we still have it! Kallia I don't ever want to grow old. Isn't there
some Jedi thing you can do to slow down the aging process? Imagine us, too
old to have sex. My love...it's frightening!"
"It is! I'll have to find out if there's a way I can slow our aging. There
must be a way. If anyone can do it, it's going to be us. I want us to be
like this forever. No wrinkles. No grey. No sagging. Just you and me,
like we are now."
Yelara gazed down at her new tattoo fondly and giggled at the thought of
what it would look like all stretched out and contorted. "Our poor kitty
cats. For them alone we have to find a way, Kal."
"We will find a way," Kallia said with a smile. "For our kitty cats and our
uninhibited, rambunctious, wild sex lives." She kissed Yelara and laughed.
"Oh gods I love it here. So free, so happy. So naked."
"I especially love the naked part."
Watching as the sun slowly edged its way towards the horizon, Yelara had
only one thought, and it was that she had never felt so serene or utterly
safe as she did then. With Liam, she felt almost the same way, but on
Tae'Karada there was always a looming anxiety and fear that Dargus would
find them. He wouldn't find them here, if he was even looking anymore, but
with as content as she was now, Yelara surprised herself by realizing she no
longer cared if Dargus did find her. She'd found fulfillment and happiness,
and nothing he could do to her would detract from that.
Lying naked in Kallia's arms, uninhibited and worry-free, she felt
indomitable, and untouchable by anything remotely vile, remotely 'Dargus.'
They were free now, Yelara felt it, and knew it by the smile on Kallia's
face as they watched the sun set. They were free and Yelara never could
have believed how wonderful it felt.
"Seductive Alliances"
by Zale Tregat
and Oot Kovan
Location: Thanatos, Tae'Karada
Date: Niothe 21, 4ABY
***
"I am not having sex with you!"
Oot Kovan smiled at the vehemence and passion in his voice, and knew that
was exactly why they needed to be together. She wasn't a desperate woman.
She functioned perfectly without a man in her life. Her syndicate still
thrived as it had been since its start. She just enjoyed the companionship,
and it was in her genetics to enjoy the finer things in life. And, Zale
Tregat was one of the finer things in life.
"You keep saying that, but you're still here with me," she said, to which
Zale sighed.
"And, I'm seriously thinking of changing that, you know." Zale crossed his
arms over his chest and readied himself to stare her down. "Your weekend
has turned into nearly a week now."
"Well, you are free to go," she said. "However, as promised, I have
information for you."
Zale growled. "So you say. You've been leading me around with this
information since I told you our weekend was over. I'm beginning to believe
there isn't any."
"Dargus Kandran," Oot said flatly. "I know he's a mortal enemy of yours
now, as he is of mine. I'm certain he won't be long in coming after me for
my assault that nearly killed him."
Zale sat up, more interested now. They were both seated in one of the
lounges in his Thanatos facility. It was designed for comfort, and at the
mention of Kandran's name, they could have been sitting in the middle of the
desert. "What about Kandran?"
"He has to go down," Oot stated. "If not, he's going to try to gain his old
title back, and that means he's going to try to get rid of the rest of us.
He's got power now, and there is no conventional way for us to stop him. At
least, not by ourselves."
"You want to ally our organizations to go after him." It was no question.
He knew that's what he would suggest as well. "My wife won't be happy with
that arrangement."
"Of course not," Oot said with a vicious smile. "She wants her little
harem, and she doesn't trust you to keep your dick out of me."
Zale chuckled. "Actually, she doesn't trust you to not find a way to trick
me into getting my dick into you."
Oot gave him an innocent smile and looked away. "So, about Dargus
Kandran...?"
"Before we talk about that, what?"
"Oh, it's nothing," Oot said with a laugh. "Nothing at all. So, Dargus.
Interested in taking him down together?"
"I'll need to talk it over with Kaysa and my security people. But, I will
levy a tentative yes."
"Very good," Oot said with a predatory smile. "I look forward to working
with you. That is if you really are interested in stopping Kandran, and
won't give in to your wife's petty jealousy. Perhaps she wouldn't mind
joining us. There would be much less to complain about then."
Zale opened his mouth to respond, but his comlink started beeping before he
could utter a sound. He tapped the receive button and a small hologram of
Tel appeared above his wrist. That he was being contacted by Tel was the
first indication that there was trouble.
"Zale," Tel began, "we've got a problem."
"I gathered that," Zale drawled. "What do you have for me?"
"Moril."
It was like a knife through the heart. "He's not...?"
"We don't know," Tel said. "He's missing. He went home and never returned
the next morning. I sent a team to investigate, and they found the locks on
the door neatly cut away. There was no sign of Moril inside the apartment,
however indications are that there was a brief struggle."
Zale closed his eyes as his blood went cold. Neatly cut away. He didn't
want to believe it, but he knew what it was. Unconsciously, he flexed his
prosthetic hand remembering exactly what 'neatly cut away' felt like. "I'm
on my way," he said in a strangled voice. He closed the comm circuit and
rushed toward the door.
The playfulness in her manner was gone as Oot started forward. "What about
me?"
"You're either with me, or you can find a way back. I'm sorry, but--"
"I understand," Oot said. "I would do the same if anything ever happened to
Kambra. It's Dargus."
Zale nodded.
"I'm with you. Let's go teach that bastard a lesson."
They rushed from the room and up to the landing pad in the top level of the
building. It wasn't very tall, no building in Thanatos was. But the top
floor was a hangar bay with access up through the roof. As they came
through the door, Zale thumbed the release on the iris built into the
ceiling, and it quickly opened itself to the sky. The central platform
began its ascent, causing Zale and Oot to hurry before they were left
behind. With a leap, they both managed to get onto the platform and into
the speeder before it came to a stop above the building.
Zale fired up the repulsors when Oot gasped beside him. He
was momentarily confused until he saw what she had reacted to. On the
horizon, a large cloud of sand billowed upward in the wake of the vehicles
approaching Thanatos. In the center of all of them, large, beast-like
shapes
lumbered forward. Walkers.
"Oh gods," Zale rasped. "This isn't going to be good. Not good at all."
He flicked open a channel to his people below. "This is Tregat. We've got
Imperials incoming. Lock down and get clear. This isn't a drill. Get out
of here while you can. Reassemble in the city."
Without waiting for an acknowledgement, Zale kicked the speeder forward and
away from the desert. He gave the approaching Imperial force a wide berth,
knowing full well they could reduce the speeder to atoms in an instant if he
flew too close. And, he had other things to worry about right now. If
Dargus had harmed Moril... With a growl, he kicked the repulsors to maximum
and sped off toward New Plouton. Kandran would pay for this.
"Becoming, Part 1"
by Liam Zaneth
Laedra Vorrel
and Koran Darr
Location: The Ranula Hotel - Yesrin, New Plouton
Date: Niothe 21, 4ABY
***
Liam rested on the floor at the end of the bed he'd slept in last night,
meditating. His thoughts were calm and collected, however swirling around
somewhere deep was the thought that Laedra hadn't slipped into his room as
she'd said she would. Something must have happened, or she wasn't able to
get away from Koran. He didn't think that anything would have happened
between the two, and therefore felt no jealousy at her spending an entire
night in a bed with Koran Darr.
A gentle knock at the door brought him up from the depths of his meditation.
He opened his eyes as Laedra appeared in the doorway, and then smiled.
"Good morning," he said.
"Good morning." Laedra closed the door behind her but made no move forward
for Liam. How would she tell him of her disgrace? No, she couldn't, not
unless it was completely necessary. "I'm sorry about last night. Koran
Darr felt it necessary to meditate for the entire evening! By the time he
did fall asleep, I had too."
"Well, it's alright," he said with a soft chuckle. "I was pretty tired, so
I fell asleep soon after I got in here. I was hoping you'd come in to wake
me, but now is just as good."
Laedra smiled with relief and finally approached Liam. After confessing the
secrets of her past to Koran, she felt in better control of her emotions,
since there was no longer an immense struggle to contain such powerful and
haunting memories. This, unfortunately, only made her a better liar. "Koran
Darr wants to take another trip to the library this morning." She sat upon
the edge of Liam's bed and lightly caressed his bare shoulder. "Are you up
for that?"
Liam laughed. "Of course," he said. "I didn't get through half of those
books. That droid was telling me the rest have some rather interesting
pictures in them."
"And I'm certain you'll enjoy those pictures. It'll make up for being
unable to see my naked form last night."
"Nothing could make up for that," Liam said with a laugh.
"And nothing could make up for yours, even though Koran has a nice looking
chest himself." Laedra saw Liam's eyebrow quirk, then laughed gently. "As
far as I know, he stayed in his robes the entire night, so you have nothing
to worry about."
"You can look," Liam said with a laugh, "but touching one of the Masters may
not be a good idea. I mean, touch them the wrong way, and they may just
kick you out of the Jedi."
Laedra impulsively jerked her hand away from Liam's shoulder and stifled a
mournful groan. Her shame came back to her in full intensity and for a
moment, she almost lost hold of her guarded emotions. "Well...I think Koran
Darr is a little more tolerant than most." She rose from the bed and made
her way casually towards the door, although she could barely wait to put
distance between she and Liam.
"Not instilling confidence here, Vorrel," Liam said with a laugh, and then
frowned at her sudden retreat toward the door.
"Well, I do have a thing for Jedi Masters." Laedra's attempt to lighten the
mood only thickened the tension. She faced Liam again wearing a tight,
apologetic smile. "Nothing happened. Nothing. Now, put your shirt on and
let's get going. We can have some breakfast before we do some research."
"I never suspected it did," Liam said as he moved to where his shirt lay on
a chair. He quickly picked it up and pulled it on. He grabbed his belt and
robes and approached the door. "I'm ready."
Laedra's smile softened. "Not yet, you're not." Just as Liam's features
began changing to express his confusion, Laedra slipped her arms around his
neck and kissed him deeply. She moaned quietly into his mouth as her body
flattened against his and her waist was encircled by his arms. Once her
numbing lips parted from his, she took a deep breath and said, "Now you're
ready."
"Now I am," Liam said breathlessly while an impish smile touched his lips.
"Tonight, we shall make up for the time we spent apart last night." Laedra
paused, then added, "Twice."
"Twice," Liam said with a laugh. "You're trying to exhaust me aren't you.
Or at least trying to see if you can wear me down. Well, once again,
tonight I will prove to you that it can't happen."
"Then I will have to put even greater effort into it." She coyly slipped
away from Liam and blindly pressed her hand to the panel adjacent the door.
Once the door hissed open, Laedra backed away through the opening.
As Liam stepped through the door after Laedra, his body language shifted and
he was no longer the flirtatious and playful man he'd just been. He was a
Jedi Knight, except his eyes still held a hint of the playful sparkle from a
moment ago.
"Koran Darr is waiting downstairs for us," Laedra informed him, and as
solemnly as she attempted to convey that information, she could not help but
grin at Liam. "If I didn't know any better, I'd almost say he was
deliberately giving us time alone together."
Liam returned the grin. "Well, I would say we should thank him, but perhaps
making the most of the time he's given us will be thanks enough."
"You're not suggesting we return to your room and get as much use as we can
out of your bed with the little time we have, are you?" Laedra glanced
suggestively at Liam as she slipped her hand into his. "I mean...if you've
accidentally forgotten something in your room, we can return there and look
for it."
"You know, I may have left my toothbrush in there," he said. "I can't leave
without my toothbrush, can I?"
Laedra backed towards the room again with Liam, and laughing, shook her
head. "I can't decide whether I'm a bad influence on you, or if it's the
other way around."
"Maybe it's both ways," Liam said with a grin as they slipped inside and he
closed the door. "Now, where would I have left that toothbrush? I think on
the bed. Yes, we'd better go search the bed."
"I was wrong," Laedra began as the door closed behind them and the distance
to the bed closed, "you're the bad influence, Liam. Most definitely."
"And, I think you really like bad influences, my love." He slipped his arms
around her and pulled her down onto the bed with him. "Now, help me look."
***
Three Jedi in traditional garbs certainly did draw in much attention. At
first, all eyes were on them, but after a time, some patrons returned their
sights to their meals and finally, Liam, Laedra, and Koran had some privacy.
Laedra was too uptight to say a word, and as of yet, none of them had made a
sound except to order their meals. Laedra was uncertain as to how she was
to address Koran Darr. Did she call him Master Darr, and if so, would Liam
suspect something? Did she refer to him as 'Koran' and risk him correcting
her in front of Liam, yet again making him suspicious? How could she defer
to Koran, yet still give the illusion to Liam that they were almost equals
when they truly were not anymore? Laedra decided silence was best until she
was directly addressed by one or the other.
Koran's eyes shifted between Liam and Laedra for several minutes before the
silence at the table became too much. "I believe with our findings
yesterday, today should be much easier. It is my hope that by the time we
leave here tonight we'll have enough information to begin a rough
translation. Liam if you would continue through the books you were looking
at yesterday, though paying less attention to the pictures. And, Laedra
will be with me while we work toward the translation. If you need us, we'll
be back in that restricted room."
Laedra nodded her head, but kept her gaze upon the glass of water before
her. So that was how it was to be from now on. Koran would not let her out
of his sight and keep her at a distance from everyone else, including Liam.
She wasn't certain how long she could bear the separation and was beginning
to believe being ejected from the Temple would not be so awful in
comparison.
Koran watched Laedra for a moment and then leaned closer. "What is it,
Laedra?"
She looked up at him slowly and reluctantly, knowing he would gain more
knowledge from her eyes than her words. "It is nothing...Master Koran Darr.
I was just contemplating what we have recently uncovered in our research,
that is all."
"We have gained much knowledge recently, and I sense that soon we will gain
even more." He glanced between them. "If you two will excuse me, I'll be
right back. I believe I drank too much kaeva juice waiting for you in the
lobby of the hotel." With that, he slipped out of the booth and strode
toward the back of the restaurant.
Laedra finally allowed herself to relax and with a sigh, she covered Liam's
hand with hers. "He can be a very sobering figure when he wants to be,
can't he?"
"Now, what is wrong, Lae? I can feel your stress and anxiety. And, if I
couldn't feel it through the Force, I need only look at you. Talk to me."
"I can't," she said defeatedly. "I'm afraid of what you'll think, Liam. And
I'm not even certain if I'm allowed to at this time."
Liam looked at Laedra, trying to gauge what he saw in her eyes and in her
body language. "Alright," he said. "Though, I want you to know that
whatever you may believe, I'll still love you no matter what you have to
say." He looked after Koran and sighed. "Maybe you'll be able to tell me
someday."
"Someday soon, I hope. I don't like hiding things from you, Liam. It only
puts distance between us and as you know, I couldn't bear that."
Liam smiled. "I trust you, Lae," he said. "And, I know whatever is
bothering you...we'll be able to make it right soon."
Laedra squeezed Liam's hand. She was immensely grateful she had him to help
her through this, even though he was still completely in the dark as to what
he was supporting her through. "I love you, Liam Zaneth. I thank the Force
for guiding me to you."
"I say those very same words whenever I look in your eyes and see your love
for me there," he said. "And, I love you as well." He lifted her hand to
his lips and kissed it quickly before Koran Darr could return.
"You're cruel, Liam Zaneth," Laedra teased. "If Koran Darr sees me
blushing, I'm the one who will be forced to come up with a reasonable
explanation for it."
"Just tell him I told you a dirty joke I'd heard on Malastare a couple years
ago."
Laedra nodded her approval. "You'll have to tell it to me tonight,
accompanied with illustrations from the pornography you seem adept at
finding in the library."
"Oh, I'll make some special copies just for us," he said. "There's some
really good stuff there. I think we'll have fun going through it together.
So are you feeling better and won't be so withdrawn during the meal? I
think Master Koran is suspecting something."
"I noticed. I'll be less reticent and more...however I usually am." She
smiled at Liam and leaned forward to boldly kiss him when she caught a
glimpse of Koran returning. She moved her hand to her glass and brought it
to her lips, flashing her eyes towards Koran's position to warn Liam.
Liam gave an imperceptible nod, and hid the impish smile that found its way
into his features. "So the Quarren says to the Rodian: 'That wasn't my
tentacle.' "
Koran shook his head as he slid into the booth. "Are they still telling
that one?" he asked. "It was old when I was a padawan."
"It may be old," Liam said with a grin, "but it still gets laughs."
"Frankly, I found no humour in it." Laedra smiled almost sweetly at Liam
and added, "Your timing was all wrong, Liam Zaneth."
Liam turned to Koran and grinned. "Everyone's a critic."
Laedra shrugged and brought her drink once again to her lips. She was
grateful Liam was so talented at lightening the mood, for now she wouldn't
have to explain her sombre mood at breakfast to Koran. "I just thought,"
Laedra went on to explain, "that being a Jedi, your sense of timing would be
much better, Liam, but I guess it merely hasn't carried over from your
combat training to your jokes."
Liam laughed and shook his head. "Well, maybe you're right," he said.
"I'll stick to the lightsaber and leave the joke telling to you. And, then
we can see how good your timing is."
"I'm afraid I know no jokes. I guess your assessment will have to wait
until I learn."
Liam laughed. "Well, I think maybe I'll have to pick up a few jokes for you
then," he said. "What kind of joke would you prefer to tell?" He glanced
over at Koran.
"I was stuck in carbonite for thirty years," the Jedi Master said quickly.
"I don't know any jokes anymore."
"Well, I guess I'll have to find some for you then," Liam said with another
look at Laedra. "I'm sure you'll do fine though."
"With you as my teacher, Liam, I'm sure I will." Her eyes unintentionally
shifted to Koran, her true teacher and new master. She certainly wouldn't
be in the mood for jokes once he began sincerely treating her as his
Padawan.
Koran smiled, and then laughed. "If you have room for an extra student, I
wouldn't mind learning some of those jokes as well, Liam. I don't think a
person could ever have too many jokes in their repertoire. Sometimes a joke
is the best way to diffuse a difficult situation, and it's something we
should know. Peaceful solutions are preferable to pulling out lightsabers."
"A peaceful solution is an ideal method of resolving conflict, but I would
like to see you convince the Empire of that," Laedra stated mildly.
"From what I have seen, convincing the Empire of anything other than what
they desire is difficult. However, it may not be a bad idea to approach
their leader. That I have heard, no one has even approached Tarkin under
diplomatic terms yet. Perhaps through talking, something could be figured
out."
Laedra nodded slowly, still uncertain as to whether, as a Padawan, she was
entitled to an opinion or even allowed to suggest a course of action to
Koran Darr. She'd been a Padawan so long ago - and not a very good one at
that - that she had no idea how to act as one now, or even what Koran, as a
master, expected of her. Why couldn't I have better contained my emotions,
she asked herself.
The waitress arrived with their meals, and relieved to now have some reason
not to speak, Laedra began stuffing her face almost immediately.
More reserved than Laedra, but equally hungry, both Liam and Koran quickly
started in on their meals as well. It would be a long day of searching
through the old records, and they'd need their strength.
***
The day had indeed been long and tiring, but all three Jedi felt that they
had made progress. Liam piloted the speeder, while Koran and Laedra sat in
the back going over the information they'd pieced together earlier that day.
"I think we can have a rough translation done by tonight," Koran said.
"And, if we bring some computers in on the translation, potentially even
more accurate as well."
"For something this essential to solving the mystery, I believe we should
have the computers aid us. We don't want any mistakes in the translation."
Koran nodded. "Good thinking," he said, and then smiled. "You did well
today. And, I am continually astounded by your intelligence. Just as a
curiousity, how many languages can you speak?"
"Fluently? Perhaps six, but I haven't practiced in so long, I don't know if
I can do it anymore."
Koran smiled. "You have a talent for it," he said. "I can't think of
anyone more suited to this translation work than you, and you are truly
impressive to watch when you focus in on the task." His smiled broadened.
"As I said, I am impressed."
Laedra bowed her head to Koran, and murmured a "Thank you, Master," to him.
Koran leaned close, as if to study the datapad in Laedra's hand. "When we
are in the presence of others, you can call me Koran," he whispered. "We
don't want others to know about this, so treat me as you normally would.
Okay?"
Laedra worried her lip between her teeth and nodded her head. "Of course. I
just--" She sighed and once again nodded her head.
Koran covered her hand with his. "It's alright," he whispered. "Everything
will be alright, Laedra."
The comforting touch was enough to assuage Laedra's present anxieties and
she allowed herself a smile. She cleared her throat and straightened her
back and shoulders to display her renewed composure. "Where were we? Oh
yes...translations...I think."
Koran laughed softly. "We can continue again when we reach the temple," he
said. "There isn't much we can do in the back of a speeder anyway."
Laedra blushed involuntarily and chuckled. "Well, nothing having to do with
translations, at least."
Koran smiled and felt himself blushing. "Well, there is currently a ban on
that sort of thing," he said. "So we should be safe."
Laedra dared not ask whether they would still safe if romantic relations
were not prohibited, for already the conversation was far too inappropriate
for discussion by two Jedi. Correction, she thought to herself ruefully. A
Jedi and his Padawan. Reminded again of her disgrace, Laedra lowered her
eyes solemnly to the datapad and regarded sightlessly the information
scrolling across the screen. Her first day as a Padawan, and she knew it
would only get worse from here. Laedra was convinced, then, that she would
not be able to persevere for long.
Koran turned his attention from Laedra, knowing that his comments were most
likely the cause for her anxiety. After a few minutes he glanced at her.
"When we get back, we can go to one of the research rooms and start going
through the information. Perhaps by the time we go to bed we'll have some
reading we can do. Determining what this place was before."
"I already have a feeling it was a Temple dedicated to the sun god. That
would explain the starburst pattern we've seen frequently. But until we
translate these glyphs, I would prefer not to make assumptions."
"That's the best way to handle any mystery," Koran said. "Making an
assumption that is incorrect could land you into carbonite for thirty
years."
"You really must tell me more about that later, Koran. It sounds like an
interesting story."
Koran laughed. "I'll have to do that," he said. "Though, maybe somewhere
alone so we don't have too many people knowing how
clumsy I am."
Laedra smiled, then laughed, finally. "I assure you, I will not tell a
soul...except for those within the altar. I imagine they could use a good
laugh."
Koran smiled with satisfaction at Laedra's laugh. It was a good sign, and
he believed one that brought the promise of getting through the current
crisis. He would fill in the gaps Ina left, and in the end Laedra would
truly be a Jedi Knight. He covered her hand with his and nodded. All would
again be as it should be.
"Becoming, Part 2"
by Laedra Vorrel
and Koran Darr
Location: Jedi Temple
Date: Niothe 21, 4ABY
***
Dani and Nieme indulged in animated chatter while Kael looked on, but not in
the least with jealousy or simmering rage. A good sign, in Laedra's mind.
Aurra Sgall, Masters Kal'Aran and Vos, as well as Alisson had eaten earlier
and were now off doing what they were within the Temple. Koran was beside
her talking across the table at Liam, and Laedra...she watched it all,
wondering now where she would fit in.
She was a Padawan, but could she every truly fit herself into that role?
She couldn't even perform the role of a Knight successfully, which gave her
little hope that she ever would. Laedra knew not to dwell on such thoughts,
especially with Koran so keenly aware of her emotions lately. He was
observing her, assessing her, or so she thought. It may have been paranoia,
but she had a right to be suspicious after she trusted Koran enough to
confide him him, only to have him expel her.
Laedra stared into her soup bowl and stirred her spoon through the liquid.
She hadn't touched her meal and didn't think she would, not with the roiling
in her stomach at the anxiety and uncertainty caused by her present
situation. She was not a young child anymore, yet she was beginning as a
Padawan again. The journey to knighthood seemed so far away, and she now
had doubts that she would ever become a Master. So what was the point of
remaining in the Order? She'd been asking herself that the entire day, and
no answer came to her. Or perhaps it had and she merely didn't like the
sound of it: Leave the Order. She, however, refused to accept that.
Laedra set down her spoon and folded her hands in her lap, still staring
blankly at the orange liquid in the bowl. There was no answer to be found
there, and the Force was certainly not with her lately, so where could she
seek a better answer? She was beginning to feel hopeless, then reminded
herself to guard her emotions lest Koran sense them and assign her a full
evening's meditation, just as any master would any Padawan. Truly disgraced
she was.
Koran had finished his soup a few minutes earlier, and Liam's had been
finished several minutes before that. However, a glance at Laedra's bowl
told him she'd had a single spoonful if that. He contained his sigh and
told himself he had to do something. Liam had turned his attention to a
plate of biscuits Orn had brought out, and Koran seized the opportunity. He
turned to Laedra. "I've heard there is a fairly extensive caves complex
around the area. It is possible some of them may also contain clues as to
what we seek. Would you care to accompany me while I go take a peek?"
Koran's gentle intrusion snapped her from her reverie. She gazed at him in
silence for a long moment, taking time to shift her mind towards what he
asked and away from her mental self-pitying. "Caves?" she repeated. "This
evening?"
"I imagine it will only be an hour or so," he said. "We won't have much
light, so I don't want to stay out too late. But, I do want to take a look.
Are you interested?"
"Well, if it's possible they hold something of use within, then I guess it's
worth a try. So, I will accompany you, Master Darr."
"Good," Koran said. "We'll go as soon as we're finished here. We'll need a
pair of lights and instruments to record whatever we find."
Laedra looked down at her untouched meal, grimaced, then regarded Koran
again. "I'll go and look for all the supplies while you finish up your
dinner. This way we don't waste time searching for all we need."
"I'll meet you at the front doors," Koran told her. "I figure I'll be
finished here momentarily, so I'll see you there?"
Laedra bowed her head then pushed back her chair and rose. Her eyes caught
Liam's but she couldn't very well announce to the entire room that she and
Koran were taking a trip into the forest, not if doing so meant disturbing
their meal; she couldn't single out Liam either and whisper what they had
planned, not without arousing suspicion about their relationship. So
instead, she moved silently from the room and into the corridor, seeking out
the instruments she and Koran Darr would need for their excursion.
Koran took a few more minutes to finish his meal, and then looked around.
"Well, back to the glyphs," he said. "A translator's job is never done."
He smiled, and then stood and moved off toward his room. A quick stop
there, and then to the front door to meet Laedra.
"I believe I have gathered everything we'll need," Laedra said as she moved
forward to greet Koran. "Are we ready to go?"
"Yes," Koran said. "Let's go see what we can find." With that, he led the
way out of the temple, and off on a side path toward the waterfall. "I've
heard that during the day this is a very beautiful area. Hopefully its
beauty will also be in the answers it can provide us."
"And you're so certain there will be something within the caves? How do you
know this, Master?"
"I don't," Koran said. "However, we may find something, and being out here
will give us some time alone to speak openly. If you wish to talk, that is."
Laedra sighed, finally understanding the true reason for the late night
research expedition. "There is obviously something you wish to speak to me
about. If you ask, Master, I will answer."
"And you will say nothing more?"
"Of what?" Laedra smiled to herself and shook her head. "Master, I detect
that you know what you expect me to speak of, so why not just ask me?"
"All I know is that except for a few moments during the day you have been
morose," Koran said. "You didn't touch any of your food. You've hardly
said a word all day unless specifically addressed. All I can see are the
outward signs, but I have no idea what is on the inside. If there is
something you would like to talk about, I am here. If there is anything I
can do, I am here. I want to help you through this time, Laedra. I know it
is difficult, but I want to be as much of a help as I can. But, I will need
your help, to be able to offer any of my own."
"You know nothing of how difficult this is," Laedra replied curtly. "When
have you been stripped of your rank, threatened with exile, then left with
no choice but demotion to the rank of Padawan? When have you been too
ashamed to even look at your colleagues and friends out of fear of
discovery? You have not, Master. You don't know the shame, the confusion,
the helplessness I feel." Laedra tramped ahead of Koran and muttered, "You
know nothing of that."
"You are right," Koran said. "I haven't felt any of those things. However,
I am one of the only surviving Jedi Masters. The galaxy is a very different
place from when I was frozen. I feel guilt that I was not there to die with
my friends and colleagues. I should have been standing at Mace Windu's side
when he was cut down. I should have met the same fate as the other Jedi. I
may not know what you are feeling, but I too struggle with difficult
emotions every day, every hour, every minute. You were insolent, erratic,
and treading very close to the darkness, Laedra. If you were in my place,
what course would you have followed?"
Laedra batted away a tree branch aggressively. "I don't know," she replied
tightly. "I might have been less merciful, but right now, I am not so
certain you were. What future do I have now, Master? I am a Padawan! I
could be a Master in a few years, but now..." She shook her head. "I am
nothing, Master."
"You are not nothing," Koran said. "You have gaps in your training, Laedra.
You're not starting out at this as Nieme and Dani are. You only need to
learn the things that Ina did not teach you. And, I will teach you those
things, and you'll be a Knight again. And then a Master. You are not
nothing."
Laedra ended her fierce retreat and gazed ahead at the darkened forest, the
nothingness the laid beyond. She closed her eyes and let out a deep, long
breath. "If not," she said quietly, "then why do I feel like nothing?"
Koran shrugged his shoulders and stepped forward, closer to Laedra. "I
imagine for the same reasons that I feel guilty for not being there with my
colleagues when they were cut down."
"That's ridiculous. You had no real choice in the matter."
"Precisely," Koran said. "Now, why do you feel like nothing when I have
already told you that you are not nothing?"
Laedra shrugged and propped herself against the tree beside her. "It is how
I feel. I see that I have lost everything I have earned with no future in
sight. Therefore...nothing."
"Do you really feel that you have earned what you have lost knowing that Ina
rushed you through your training to keep things from getting out of hand
between you? And, I am so very glad that you feel that the training I am
going to be giving you offers you no future. I am so very happy you have
such faith in my abilities as a Jedi Master."
"Stop it," Laedra pleaded wearily. "It's not what I meant, Kora-- Master.
You may be able to train me to become a Knight again, but who will accept me
knowing I am unstable? Yes, Ina may not have done a proper job in training
me, but nonetheless, I spent thirteen years as a Padawan. Thirteen years,
Koran! And now, it's all gone."
"Not all of it," Koran said. "You're not as hopeless as you believe you
are, Laedra. Trust me, please. I am a Jedi Master, and I know you are
not beyond hope."
"Well." Laedra laughed dryly, hanging her head low. "I have to trust you,
don't I? If I do not, this will not work. A Padawan who has no faith in
her Master is doomed to fail."
"It is easy to say that you'll trust me, though at the moment I have the
feeling that you don't want to trust me. You want things to go back as they
were with your rank and status untarnished. I do not feel a sense of
commitment from you, Laedra. It may be too early for that, which means that
it is too early for us to restart your training."
"Does this mean I'm to pack my things and leave?" Laedra looked up at Koran
and saw precisely that in his expression. "I am committed to the Order,
Master. But yes, I do wish things were now as they were before. Wouldn't
you wish the same? I want to regain my title, Master, but the path seems so
long. I don't know if I can do it."
"Then you won't," Koran said. "Yoda had a saying. 'Do or do not, there is
no try.' It applies in this case. If you truly want to regain what you
have lost, then you will do it. If you don't want it, then you should walk
away. If you fear the hard road ahead, and will try to get to the end of
it...then you will fail. The psychology of a Jedi is just as important as
moving rocks and swinging a lightsaber. You must open yourself to what you
will be taught, to where the Force will guide you. If you close yourself
off or doubt your progress, then you will falter. I can't make this
decision for you, Laedra, but I do want for you to continue. If you need
time to make the decision, then that is alright too."
"But I know my decision, Master. I want this. I want to succeed in this. I
just...I have to know." She gazed steadily into Koran's eyes as she took a
step towards him. "You will not give up on me, will you? You will be
patient with me and...you will not push me away as Ina did?"
"I promise you, I will stay with you until you are a proper Jedi Knight," he
said. "I will not push you away, and I will not abandon you. I want to see
you to the end of this journey, and will do everything in my power to get
you there."
Laedra studied Koran's eyes, then sighed and slumped back against the tree.
"I believe you," she whispered. "I believe you, Master. I want to do this,
I want to become a proper Jedi. And I know you are the one to help me
become that."
"Good," he said. "Now, how would you like to go up and take a peek in one
of the caves while we're out here? I'm sure they're interesting even if
they don't have anything to help us learn more about this place."
Laedra stood tall and nodded to Koran. "I would like that, Master. And, I
thank you. You really are a very good Jedi Master. If you hadn't tricked
me into coming out here tonight, I might have drowned in doubt and
self-pity. I already am learning much from you, even if it is cunning and
deviousness."
Koran laughed. "Sometimes a Jedi is required to trick someone into giving
him what he wants. In this case we are fortunate in that I tricked you into
giving us both what we wanted."
"I know you wished to speak with me... But what was it you believe I
wanted, Master?"
"A direction," Koran said. "Or to be pointed in one anyway. And, perhaps
to have someone talk to you about this rather than giving you orders. You
may be considered a Padawan again, Laedra, but you aren't a normal Padawan,
and I don't intend to treat you like a child. You are a peer, and I will
treat you with respect. But, I sensed that you wanted help finding your way
in the darkness."
Laedra watched Koran, wondering how a Jedi Master of the old Order could be
so reasonable and caring, not like Ina, not like the man who broke her heart
and forcibly pushed her away. He had driven her to the darkness and Master
Koran Darr would now pull her away from it. A soft smile touched Laedra's
face as she turned and started leisurely for the cave. "Come, come, Master.
It isn't right to keep your Padawan up so late, not when she has training in
the morning."
Koran smiled and followed after Laedra with his handlamp lighting the way.
"Well, my Padawan had a very good day of training today, so maybe staying
out a little late will be alright. Though, that doesn't mean I'm going to
let her skate by tomorrow."
Laedra and Koran moved deeper into the forest. Without their handlamp, even
with their Jedi senses to guide them, Laedra was certain they would be lost
by now. The trees only grew thicker the further they walked and at times,
the spaces between were barely wide enough for one person to pass through,
let alone two.
"Master, there aren't any strange, dangerous animals out here that we should
know about, are there? I imagine if there were, Master Vos would create a
training exercise out of it."
Koran couldn't help laughing. "Indeed he would," he said. "Though, I don't
believe there are any this close to the Temple. And, besides, if Dani and
Nieme can lie around naked by the waterfall, which is only a hundred meters
to our left, we should be safe from any predators."
Laedra stumbled, ostensibly, she told herself, on a tree branch, but it was
the implications of Koran's statement that caused her to trip.
"You've...seen them naked, Master?" Laedra laughed awkwardly. "I guess
that means you've seen almost all of the female Jedi without clothing."
Koran thought about it for a moment and then laughed. "All except Aurra and
Jae Dyn," he said. "And, yes, I've seen them naked. They frequently come
down to the waterfall where Dani teaches Nieme to swim. Afterwards, they
engage in more intimate activities and then lay there together. I have seen
them laying out, and they made no effort to cover themselves from my view.
I am not a voyeur, I assure you. It was purely chance. Though, I do have
to admit that it was a pleasant sight."
Although she should have been slightly disturbed by this revelation, Laedra
found herself laughing. "You truly are not a typical Jedi Master, are you?
The impression I got from Ina, as well as Masters Vos and Kal'Aran was that
the old Order Masters were rather strict and uptight. You are not, Master
Darr."
"There are some that believe that once you become a Jedi you must give up
all emotion and behave like a droid. I enjoy a good joke. I enjoy being
happy and having friends. And, I'll admit that I do find my interests
piqued at a pretty form. None of these things diminish me as a Jedi Master,
and therefore I have no qualms about enjoying them. So, while Quinlan and
Kal'Aran may present a stoic exterior, I see no reasons to deny what I feel
inside. Not many Jedi view things as I, but I prefer my outlook on life and
the Force."
"I think I prefer it as well," Laedra said. "I believe that was why I was
so resistant to Ina's teachings when I was a Padawan. He presented the
Order as a strict, severely formal institute where any practices that
deviated from the Code were forbidden and met with censure. I believed that
Jedi were not allowed to feel anything but utter devotion to the Order and
every other emotion was a sin. The impression I got from Ina was that
smiling was at times frowned upon, though, that didn't keep me from doing
so. In fact, I made it a point to do what I was not supposed to do, just to
give him a hard time." This, she did not tell Koran, led to merciless
punishments from Ina, dealt to her on more than one occasion, and at the
thought, Laedra all but shuddered. She deserved them, or so she'd thought at
the time, and after witnessing firsthand Quinlan's obstacle course, she now
surmised that brutal punishment was the standard among Masters of the Old
Order. "I was a very rebellious student in those days," she went on, "and
Ina didn't hesitate to correct my behaviour, or at least attempt to. After
a time, I came to meet his gruelling punishments with a sick anticipation.
However, he only succeeded in making me a more defiant and difficult student."
"Well, I hope my methods are better suited to your personality. At this
stage, I believe that may be the case. While I don't agree with Ina's
strict devotion to the Code, I do agree that the Jedi Code should be a
dominant factor in your life. I hope that I will not be the harsh
disciplinarian that he was. Such behaviour in my mind breeds darkness and
resentment. And, if you ever find yourself resenting me for any reason, I
want you to talk to me about it."
"And I trust if I do, you will not consider it an act of insubordination?"
Laedra glanced sidelong at Koran. "I was hesitant to even speak to you this
morning for fear that you'd find my forthrightness offensive. I think that
too contributed to my reserved mood today. I enjoyed talking with you last
night, and this morning when it truly hit me that I was your Padawan and no
longer an equal, I feared we would not be able to converse with each other
as we had. I feared that I'd lost you as a friend."
"And, that is why it was so difficult to go through that," Koran said. "You
are one of the first friends I made after waking up in this
similar-yet-different world, and I would not wish to lose you as a friend
and colleague. And, you are my Padawan in title, but I expect you to treat
me as a peer except when we are working on lessons. I hope that won't be
too difficult to manage, but we will see. And, I expect you to always speak
your mind."
"Now that I know doing so won't have me banished, I believe I will do so."
Laedra sighed deeply and finally felt truly content for the first time that
day. Well, other than when she and Liam made love, but that was a different
kind of contentment. "Since I can now speak my mind without fear, may I ask
whether you truly expect to find anything in that cave? Have you anything
to base your assumption on other than a feeling?"
Koran laughed. "I don't expect to find anything, no," he said. "But, you
never know. There may be something here. My main purpose was to get us out
of the Temple, and away from anyone who could overhear us. We needed our
privacy, and sometimes that isn't possible in a place like that. I thought
it likely we could find something here, so it was the best excuse to get us
out here without rousing too much suspicion."
"Master Koran Darr, you are devious." Laedra grinned and added, "I couldn't
have asked for a better mentor."
Koran laughed. "I have never denied that my mind can work that way, and as
long as the darkside does not threaten me, I see no reason to change." He
grinned. "Now, how about this one right over here? If I were going to
leave writings on the wall of a cave, it would be that one."
Laedra cocked a skeptical eyebrow at Koran, glanced at the cave, then back
to him again. "A feeling, Master?"
"Well, it's closest to the waterfall and the temple," he said with a grin.
"They may have wanted to write in every other cave but this one, but I'd
want to use this one here."
"Yes, Master," Laedra teased. "Whatever you say, Master. Where you lead, I
shall follow, Master."
Koran shook his head and laughed. "Be careful, I may just lead you over
that waterfall," he said. "Though, the water looks deep enough underneath,
so we might be okay. Watch your head, it's a little low up here."
"Becoming, Part 3"
by Laedra Vorrel
and Koran Darr
Location: Jedi Temple
Date: Niothe 21, 4ABY
***
Laedra hunched over as she moved through the mouth of the cave. Once she
was past it, the ceiling heightened and again she was able to stand upright.
She turned slowly, the light of the handlamp falling upon the walls of the
cave, but nothing interesting was to be seen. "Master, I do believe your
feeling was wrong," she said, her voice an echo.
"I'm beginning to think so too," Koran said as he shone the light around the
cave. "There's no signs of ancient civilization in here..." His light
touched on a crumpled piece of fabric. "Except here." He moved closer and
squatted down to get a better look and then laughed. "Oh my."
"What is it?" Laedra crossed the cave and crouched next to Koran. She
raised an eyebrow at the discarded article of clothing, then shifted her
gaze slowly to Koran. "Ancient civilizations, you say? Wearing expensive
silk undergarments? So, Master, what sort of feeling was it that led you
here again?"
Koran looked at the silken panties on the ground and then at Laedra. He
shook his head and laughed. "I don't think I should say anything on the
grounds of potentially embarrassing myself." He backed slowly away and
laughed again. "Well, at least that ancient civilization left something
interesting behind for us to study."
"Perhaps we should leave this here for some other explorers to discover."
Laedra gave one last look at the panties, then straightened up and let them
be. "I fear our search has come up relatively fruitless, Master."
"At least this search has," Koran said as he moved back to the entrance of
the cave. "I can't help feeling compelled to leave something behind." He
glanced back at her, and the laughter was clear in his eyes. "Come on
before they start wondering where we are. We don't want any rumours started
about us."
"That would make two Jedi I'm involved with then...or so the story goes,"
Laedra quipped as she followed after Koran.
Koran glanced back at Laedra, an enigmatic smile on his lips. "So the story
goes," he said.
"My dear Master, whatever are you implying?" Laedra came up beside him and
smiled at him innocently. "Liam is very handsome, I grant you that, but
relationships of that nature are forbidden, are they not?"
"That's what the Jedi Code says," Koran said. "However, Liam is married,
and Jae Dyn Brael is involved with Yelara as well. So, as you can see,
rules can be broken."
Laedra tsked playfully and waggled her finger at Koran. "Not a very good
thing to say to a rebellious Padawan such as myself. I may just turn your
motto into a way of life if you're not careful."
"My first inclination is to say that you would be punished, however, I think
you'd probably enjoy that too much. So...I will try to give you reason to
not break any rules."
"Don't worry, Master, I don't believe I will give you much cause to punish
me. I'm not a child anymore. I'm a woman and I'd like to think I have a
little better judgement nowadays."
Koran laughed softly. "Indeed you do," he said. "If that weren't the case,
then I don't believe we'd be having this conversation right now. And, I'm
grateful you do as well. I wasn't ready to lose a friend yet. I don't
think I ever will be."
Laedra nodded solemnly. "You've already lost far too many, haven't you? I
don't know what that's like. I've never had friends before I came here. I
imagine it must hurt as much as losing Ina did, however."
Koran nodded, but then smiled. "It hurts to lose them, but there is also
joy in the new friends I do have. The Force is strong with me and those
around me, and that helps to get me by. Though, the smiling faces help too.
Except for Orn, when he smiles I get the feeling that he's trying to gauge
how much food he can get into me." He then laughed. "He's fitting in very
well though, and I think he's one of the happiest of all of us."
"Aside from Dani and Nieme." Laedra furrowed her brow upon mention of the
Padawans...fellow Padawans now. "You shouldn't punish Dani. I must admit
that I instigated what happened in a way. I pushed her and she just pushed
back. It was only fair. She doesn't deserve to be reprimanded for what she
said, and in fact, I may just owe her an apology...she and Nieme both."
A sudden laugh from outside the cave broke through the air. Koran smiled.
"I think you may get your chance," he said. He listened and then smiled.
"Sounds like they're getting ready to go for their swim."
"I imagine that fills you with much glee, Master." Laedra nudged Koran
gently and laughed. "Two naked Padawans frolicking through the forest... I
believe I'll just pay them both a visit in the morning, when they're fully
clothed."
Koran chuckled softly. "That's probably for the best," he said. "I think
they would prefer to not be interrupted here in their time alone. Shall we
take the long way back?" He pointed to a trail leading away from the
waterfall and the two frolicking Padawans.
"I believe we shall, Master. The long way is often the better way, after
all. I think Master Ina told me that once."
Koran smiled as they started off. "See? Hardly nothing," he said. "And,
in your time there you were able to pick up some of the wisdom required of a
Jedi." He put a hand on her shoulder. "You are far from hopeless and I
know you will make a great Jedi...especially when I'm through with you." He
grinned, showing that he wasn't entirely serious.
"You know, Master, I do believe you will succeed with me. You have the
qualities necessary to deal with someone as difficult as I am. Ina didn't,
I don't believe. Perhaps that is why he failed in a sense." Laedra
shrugged one shoulder, leaving the other stationary so as not to disturb
Koran's hand. She appreciated that he wasn't afraid to touch her and
comfort her, unlike Ina, which was another area he had been lacking in. A
person such as herself thrived on friendship and intimacy in order to
compensate for that which she had not received in her youth.
She was grateful now to have Koran, for he would provide her with everything
that had been missing in the past and divert her from all actions that had
contributed to her near downfall. Laedra smiled wistfully and brushed her
cheek against Koran's hand. "Thank you," she whispered. "Thank you for all
you're doing for me. Thank you."
"It's the least I could do for a friend," Koran responded quietly. "And, I
am more than happy to help you in any way. You are a good woman, a friend,
and I would hate to see you lost. I will do all I can to help you get where
you want to be."
Laedra nodded slowly. "And now, I finally realize where that is. I want to
be a Jedi Master someday, Koran. I never really thought about what I wanted
before, but now that the future does not look so bleak, I need something to
strive for, and it's that."
Koran smiled and then nodded. "Then a Jedi Master you shall be," he said.
"And, I know you will be one of the best, Laedra. I have no doubts that
soon after you are made a Jedi again, it won't be long before you are a Jedi
Master. I envision you as a permanent member of the Jedi Council, and
respected by all around you. I do think we're on the cusp of something
here, and within a couple generations the Jedi will be close to what we were
before. I can see all of us here having a guiding hand in that future, and
I know yours will be prominent."
"Has the Force told you all this or is it intuition, Master? Perhaps
flattery?"
"Perhaps all of the above," Koran said with a laugh. "And, it's a feeling I
have, though I do see a glimmer of it through the Force."
"The Force is a powerful ally," Laedra quoted. "Or a dangerous enemy. The
line seems so fine, Master, so indistinguishable at times. How do I keep
from stepping over it?"
"When you act through aggression and anger, then you act on the darkside.
When you act, you should be at peace with yourself and the world around you.
When you are at peace, the Force will guide you. Sometimes it is hard to
discern, but if you keep yourself aware, and you monitor your own thoughts
and feelings you will be able to find the right path."
"And until I find that path, you will help me, will you not, Master?"
Koran smiled. "I will," he said. "And, if you ever feel you're straying
once I've helped you, I can always help you back."
"You plan on this being a long-term association then?" Laedra patted
Koran's back comfortingly. "You truly are a martyr, Master Koran Darr."
"Being a Jedi is a life-long commitment, as is being a friend. And, if
being your friend makes me a martyr, then I am glad to be."
Laedra chuckled at Koran. "Oh, Koran Darr. If you weren't a Jedi, I
imagine you would have been quite the suave lady's man."
"You really think so?" Koran asked, and then tried to strike a suave pose.
At the sudden change in Laedra's shocked expression, Koran laughed. "Well,
maybe not that suave."
Laughing as she was now, Laedra finally found herself pulled completely out
of her earlier depression. Koran was proving to be more than just a teacher
dictating to her the maxims of the Jedi Order and expecting immediate blind
devotion, much as Ina had. Laedra's personality and character were
incompatible with such methods. She was free-thinking and stubborn, and
required a reason to believe before she could accept such principles as
presented by the Order.
Most of all, she needed a friend, not a superior; she needed someone who
would not chastise her or attempt to suppress her rebellious tendencies.
Instead, she required a teacher who would help moderate such inclinations
and work with her to incorporate them into the kind of Jedi she would become
so the person she was would not be lost. Koran would accomplish that and
amuse her along the way.
She knew it was rude to stare, but Laedra couldn't help gazing up at Koran
as the moonlight limned the strong features of his face and glinted from his
limply hanging brown hair. In him, she saw hope for herself and in his
smile, reassurance that her cause was not utterly futile. And as he looked
down at her, she found her confidence immediately bolstered.
Laedra would not fail, she knew that now. She would become a Master and
leave behind her present disgrace. With Koran's help, she would become
everything she could never have become if she had continued on her
self-destructive path.
Impulsively, Laedra reached up and kissed Koran upon the cheek, and saying
nothing, then started ahead of him on the trail back to the Temple where she
would begin anew and never falter again.
"Occupation"
by Ferrig Mullerin
Moff Albren Seare
and Kael Selrid
Location: Thanatos, Tae'Karada
Date: Niothe 21 - 22, 4ABY
***
Ferrig Mullerin opened his eyes. His body was still racked with pain and
he realized he couldn't move his left hand at all. The sunlight coming
through the window told him it was moving on toward late afternoon. With a
grunt, he tried to sit up but found he lacked the strength.
"It's alright, Ferrig." Pack's voice. "You're still really battered. We
stole some bacta from the hospital." He laughed softly. "You should see
yourself."
"Why?" His voice was a dry rasp, like sand blowing across a dune.
"You're completely naked, covered in these little pink patches all over your
body. Your pecker's all wrapped up and looking like a boja sausage." Pack
snickered again. "Sorry."
"Remind me...in the future...to not lose my focus in a fight."
"I'll remind you," Pack said. "Though, you almost lost more than your
focus, and I'm not talking about the Feltreys either. We almost lost you
out there, Ferrig. But, I'm glad I got the rest of us there in time."
Ferrig forced a grin, ignoring the pain flaring all around his face as he
did. "That makes two of us."
"Just keep lying there, and those little pink patches will do their work."
He would have nodded if he could, instead Ferrig just blinked his
acknowledgement.
It was shortly after Ferrig closed his eyes again when the rumbling started.
***
"Distance?"
The pilot of the Walker glanced back at Moff Seare and nodded brusquely.
"Current position is fifteen kilometers and closing. We should be in
position within ten minutes."
"Sir, there is a speeder breaking toward New Plouton," the co-pilot
announced. "Shall I have Epsilon group break and take care of it?"
"Yes," the moff said. "We don't want news of what's happening here getting
out until after this area has been pacified. Has our informant been cleared
of the area?"
"Yes, all that remains is the scum that normally inhabit it."
"Our primary objectives are to secure the spaceport and to form a perimeter
around Thanatos. No one in or out. Kill all those trying to flee."
"Aye, my lord."
The battle group continued to rumble forward, each step chewing up more and
more of the sand separating them from their target. At the end of the ten
minutes, Seare ordered the halt. They were a single kilometer from the edge
of Thanatos, and it brought a smile to his face.
"Why have we stopped?" the co-pilot asked.
"Now they will wonder what we are here for. Now they will fear us."
***
Sleep faded with Pack's voice, and once again Ferrig opened his eyes. He
was actually feeling better now. He looked up at his First and nodded for
him to continue.
"Someone here to see you."
Ferrig pushed himself into a sitting position. "Who?"
Pack smiled. "Maybe I should just show him in."
Ferrig shook his head and laughed. With much effort he managed to cover
himself with the light sheet draped over the bed.
As the figure appeared in the doorway, a melancholy smile twisted Ferrig's
lips. "Kael," he whispered.
"You look like a gimtha used you as its chew toy," Kael said with a laugh,
and then quickly wiped the smile from his face. "What happened?"
"The Razors," Ferrig said as his white-haired friend moved to have a seat.
"And...and they managed to get in some good shots. Once they got me off my
feet..."
Kael nodded. "Not a good situation, but at least you're alive and the gang
still stands."
"But, so do they."
Kael sighed. "Well, all of you have a bigger problem."
"The Empire," Ferrig answered. "Pack told me. Are they still just sitting
there?"
Kael nodded. "They are. And, judging from the sand pooling around them,
they've been sitting there for awhile."
"I have no illusions that they'll just wander away. How do we stand up to
that, Kael?"
"We unite."
Ferrig nodded. "My dream coming a bit early. If we can unite ourselves."
"If the desert doesn't unite, it won't matter anymore."
"Then we work to unite our people to take a stand against the Empire."
Kael smiled. "And, I can see what help I can get from my people. They
can't sit by while the Empire wipes out all the desert populations. There
aren't many of us, but we're smart. We'll figure out how to help."
"Thank you," Ferrig said, and then his face was washed with a pained
expression.
Kael's concern was evident in his face as he leaned closer. "What is it?"
"Raeila."
"What about Raeila, Ferrig?"
Ferrig shook his head, and almost lost his composure at thoughts of his
sister. "She's not here. She...she went to...Wetter territory. She...she
fucked one of them and stayed there all night. I lost my temper when she
got back, and now she's gone. She...she moved to one of the Wetter cities."
Kael felt the blood drain from his face. How would Raeila, born and raised
in the desert, survive in a city? He felt his anger burning inside, and
quickly calmed it. Now was no time to worry about Raeila. She was safe for
now, away from what would happen here. He would look for her later.
"I'll look for her," he told Ferrig. "I'll find her. Now, I should contact
my friends." With that, he pulled out his comlink, but only received static
from it.
Ferrig cast him a questioning glance.
"They're jamming me. I'm going to have to go out farther to contact them.
I'll be back soon, Ferrig. Try to gather your people. We'll need to seek
out the other gangs." He placed a hand on his friend's shoulder and then
started from the room. He would contact the others, and then they would
help free Thanatos. The Empire would not destroy his home, not while he
still breathed.